keep the faith

i hope it is just a dream when i wake up in the morning. but it doesnt seem to happen that way right? humans are selfish arent they? :( feeling dead now. so depressed that i have nothing to say.

10:26 AM
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Anneyong!!!
I survived from being an asst headwaiter. >_< quite slack actually. X_X but i think im worried cos of the responsibility that i have to carry along with the title. FINALLY AND THANK GOD ITS OVER. i think our team did better this time round. hurhur. ;p BUT.. -.- i will be captain next week.. -.- DAMM SIANNNN. X_X

anyway.. my legssss (@*#)(IDFO)SUD)JSOIDJ)(U#@E@ i have to complain about it everytime after ssm. BOO. and i have bese dining later. which = HEELS AGAIN. D: oh man oh man. have to go study soon. have not studied yet. X_X TTO. damm it. but after this i should be free FOR A WHILE... but have to complete BESE proj. D: totally sian.

anyway... thats bout it. have to go study soon. D: poor live i have. D:
AND I JUST SPENT MONEY ON DB. TOTALLY BROKE. X_X

6:43 PM
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OH MAN. SSM TMR. HOPE AND PRAY THAT I WILL BE FINE. D:
COME ON! HOPE TOMORROW PASS FASTER!!!!
HWAITING!!!

I WILL SURVIVE!!!!

NIGHTS!

9:16 AM
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Yoon eun hae. so cuteee. >_< jealous. hahhaa. she is fat before. i shall slim down after exams end. i think its useless when i start to feel stress i eat like i have 4 stomachs.


놀자! how i wish i can shout out this word!!! MA DE. school again tomorrow. yifang hwaiting!!! just another 3 fucking bloody weeks and you are freee~~~ not exactly free. but at least free from all the school shit. HAHAHHA ;p i will shout to 놀자! when EVERYTHING ENDS!

have bese test tomorrow. its 1005pm now. and i have not touch my notes YET.. shall do it like after i click publish post. oh god damm it.

was watching the drama this morning. and i think it said something very trueee.
Humans walk towards death ever since they are born. step by step. oh man. how trueee. X_X

okie. gotta rush for time already. damm it. if only i could sing out I DON'T CARE to the teachers.. LOLLL

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

7:04 AM
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OH MAN. THIS DRAMA IS FREAKING EXCITING! hahahha. ;p can't stop watching. >_< hehehe. and it makes me imagine to have a huge sum of money that i can inherit. haha. like actually im not my parents daughter. but im from a rich family. MWAHHAHAH. ok. so much for dreaming.. HAHAHHA. ;p

BESE test on monday. D: have not studied yet. and TTO test on wed. D: depressing. ssm coming as well. D: HATE EVERY SINLE DAY. GAHH.

goodnight people.
get well soon rach babe!

10:38 AM
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5:17 PM
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OH MAN. >__< me wants to go bang head already. have not really studied. and tomorrow is the test. D: damm it. sad..

DAMM BORED. AND I HAVE TO STUDY!!!! D:
SLEEPYYYY~~

OKAY! GOOD LUCK TO ME TOMORROW. D: OH MAN. IM PATHETIC.

5:41 AM
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oh man.i was totally bored. why does life have to keep following the same routine?
test on friday. no mood to study at all. D; life is so depressin.

and right.. i need someone to amuse me. where did my junsu went. i miss him so much. D:

bye bye..

7:23 AM
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dead tired from ssm. don't quite like my group now. D: hais. what the teacher said was right. we are all selfish people.. anyway.. my legs are like seriously dying. i think if im in this for long term, i have to use a wheel chair soon. >_<

ok. anyway.. TOMORROW NO SCHOOLLL!!! MWAHHAHAHAHA :p phew. i can sleep in. but right.. have to do remaining of project. and and and... have to study for accounting. boo. D:

dang. have a goodnight!

7:48 AM
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OH MY.. D: tmr ssm top table day. wish me luck yo. >_<


byebye.

7:14 AM
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Anneyong! :D hehee.
Went to sing yesterday. contented. *blinks* haha. went to sing at cash studio with qi yesterday. then sang for 3 hours, went to eat. she suddenly sms-ed me and ask if i wanna sing. but she have been asking me like a few days ago. hahah. then went with her. hehehe.

i lost the motivation to blog. D: hur. my post getting shorter and shorter. but there are nothing much to blog about too. loll

byee~ :D

10:18 PM
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IM back from dance and damm tired. >__< haha. need some stomach muscles. >__< loll. learned new steps today. a bit harder to cope and handle now! oh man! BUT IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP! HWAITING!!!! have to build up stamina!!! YOSHHHH~

im so in love with CL, minzy and dara. and i don't have so much bad feelings for park bom now. lOLL ;p

tired. hope marketing went well today. hur hur hur. -.-
TIRED..

goodnight! its time for me to sleep!

hehe. jal ja!

9:37 AM
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oh man. i miss you so much. and i wanna get out of here cos i don't know how to do marketing.. feel like running away. D: boo. and im lazy to run. damm it. why am i so lazy? shall hurry and finish up every single thing.so that i have time to sleep early. D: have to reach school at 8am tomorrow. D: boo hoo.

byebye people. D:

6:21 AM
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oh man. i love her shoes. hehe. niceee~ i wanna buy dunks again. HUR HUR HUR.
feeling bloody tired. my legs are not feeling good. >_<

in school for project! hope to finish early today.
ok. byee~ HATE SCHOOL HATE PROJECTS.

rainy weather is best for sad songs.. :)

7:26 PM
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My role model! >_< love her man. i wanna cut bangs and be cool like her. BUT BUT BUT. shall not risk it. HAHAHH!!! my face is round enough..

anyway.. hehe. today was quite bad. got a shock when i learnt that i had to hand in my TTO proj today!!! 0.0 hahhaha. had no idea. always thought that it was friday. so had to rush. then i was bloody tired. the first part of the day was still okay. i wonder what happened to me. something is so wrong. mayb i face my lappy too long ahh~ not good for the brains. and junsu is not making my brains any better! hahhaha.

skipped acc tut to go home and sleep. felt bad. but right. since can take leave why not right! hahha. ;p then had a great nap, then went to work. no annoying students today. thank god. >_<

okie. im so dead for not doing my marketing project. but i just can't bring myself to do it. damm sianzz. i believe you understand me! hahaha. and another one coming. port foliio. and FUCKING BESE DINING (#E*)(*()*)#*$E RW_ERP cos i have got a 'VERY GOOD' host, im not sure if im able to dine in time. -.- damm sian.

anyway.today is just like that hahha. :p so im going to bed real soon. cos ssm tomorrow. oh man oh man. :) after tomorrow the real challenge comes. 4 more ssm in top tables and im done with it. MWAHHAHA. come on man. i shall end this fast and burn my ssm uniform. hahahha!!!

goodnight people! :D

7:14 AM
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ohmanohmanohman! i have to hand in my marketing report to rachel by tonight. damm damm damm. >_< i haven start on it yet. and i don't have the feeling to start doing it can. D: boo hoo.

oh got my debit card today. mwahaha. so does that mean online shopping? hahhaha ;p i want dunks! and i need clothes. D: >_< oh man. MONEY AH~~ D: but i really want dunks. hahahhah :p

anyway.. gotta go. hehe. bye!!
goodluck to huiyi's live performance today! sorry that i can't make it. >_<

have a good day ahead.. i hope. T_T
bye!

10:34 PM
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Annyeong! :D hehehe.

Going to ah ma house real soon. hehe. :)

OMONA. self reflection, i spent too much on food this week! lmao. had been eating and eating. oh man. hahhaa. >__< PROJECTS ARE KILLING ME.

thank god hua was with me yesterday. if not i would have died. hahhaa. she accompanied me to haven lunch. then went to search for track pants with me. hehe. love her. :D
then went walk around. and i kinda fell asleep at macs. lmao. wonder why im that tired. -.- anyway.. then went for dance.
I MISS DANCEEE~~~ omg. feel so alive there! hahahha ;P learnt wave. totally love it. hahhaa. i shall train myself to wave as nicely as junsu. hahahha!! ;p and 2NE1 is my inspiration! I LOVE THEM! MWAHAHAHAH. feel so awed by their performance. hahhaha.

IM FAT FAT FAT. have to diet. hehheh. then can dance nicely. hehhee. :p
anyway.. gotta go yo!
THANKS TO HUA BABE! :D hehhe
BYEEEEE~~

12:04 AM
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LOVE LOVE LOVE. I DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH~ hehehe.

Wanted to go sleep like now! but decided to blog first.

Went to school for acc lect only. :p skipped marketing for project. >_< dang~ but can't help it.hehe. then FINALLY... i finished BOE. one thing off my chest. hehe. but marketing project coming my way. have to get rid of it soon.

im so gonna burn my ssm uniform after this sem! hahaha. we will have a burn uniform ceremony! >_< hahhaha. :p

went to meet ying for dinner today. hehe. :D we eat a lot!!!! and she really amuses me! hahhaha. :p then we chatted as usual. HEHE :D love her!

im like a royal fan of sugar loaf. i went there 3 times this week already. even the mr chong can recognise me. -.- was so embarrassed. >_< haahh. but anyway.. i went to see rach babe. hahhaha. but i never eat. cos i ate already. so bought mud slide. it taste damm sweet to me. and bought one for ying too! hehhehe. :p madeline(?) is damm niceee~~ i like. heheh. ;p ate damm a lot today like seriously! hahahha. dieting starts tomorrow. ;p i suck like seriously! hahhaha ;P

anyway.... DANCE IS TOMORROW!! YAY YAY YAY! hehehe. love it man. >_< i miss it so much. but right. i can't remember all the dance steps. im so dead!! but YAY DANCE TOMORROW. change new place already. i hope i can find it la. if not im so dead. LOLL!

goodbye people! tomorrow will be a good day right!! hahhah :p

7:50 AM
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heyheyhey~ ssm out door sales today. not that bad. got quite a lot of sales. haha. >_< a lot of things to pack. :D hehe. had fun. but it was damm tiring i wanted to die. i think my legs died. and right. the problems lies withe the damm heels. if not for the heels. i think im able to fly! lmao :p hehe. anyway.. not that bad! :)

then then then.. went home after that. my legs are like practically dead now. not listening to me. hahahha.
and thanks to huahua so much who came with her friends to buy from me! >_< hehehee. :p and and and. some other friends that i met on the way.hehe.

okie! thats about it. >_< oh man. tomorrow is projject day. D: dang~ have to go back to school. D:

nights and bye!

8:43 AM
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TOKYO DOME - RED SEA THAT BELONGS TO DB


Anneyeong!

SUGAR LOAF TOMORROW!! DOING OUT DOOR SALES!! SPOT ME AND BUY FROM ME OKAY! BRING MONEY AND BRING FRIENDS!!!

need your support tomorrow! i wanna finish selling all my things! :D

really bored in school. D: hur. and wednesday having project meeting again. D: dang. but i think im quite satisfied with my group project grades. i hope i do well for other things in BESE. i don't wanna retake it! D: im damm worried. cos i failed my paper. and i forgot to do peer evaluation. i think i should just go and bang my head. hur. >_<
need new songs to inject into my life man! >_<
life feels kinds dry and bored.
rainy weather are best for sad slow ballads! i love that kind of feeling. especially when you listen to them during rainy days. you will feel the song more! LOLL!!! after tomorrow there will only be 5 more ssm to go. = 1 month 1 week. come on man! me can't wait for holidaysss~ hehhehe. :p there are so many things to buy!! so many things to spend on. feel like killing myself. X_X

okay. have to sleep soon! ssm tomorrow! HWAITING! hope tomorrow pass faster!!! can't wait for the day to end man! >_<
goodnight people! have a good day ahead. i hope i will have a good day too!! >_<

8:14 AM
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FUCKING BOE SENT ME A WARNING LETTER. -..- its really damm irritating. i think i was late during the last BOE lesson?? i went in with rachel. but she never get the damm warning letter and i did. so i wonder what is wrong with the teacher. either he mark wrongly. or he is blind that he never see such a huge me right infront of him! =.= OR, he can be damm anal and don't like me. and mark me absent. -.- whatever the reason is.. I HATE HIM!

ok. today just suck. i think im having VMS=violent mood swing like seriously. i have no idea what is my problem. but i just felt that way. D: depressing i know. >_< damm. i get irriated with little things. D: hate myself.


i love lefchun like seriously, haha. its my micky hand cushion. it feels so.. huggable(?) is there even such a word? LOLL :p anyway.. i think i have too many wants that im dying. >_< there are so many things to get you know! donate me some money please~~ for my happiness.

i really love piano. >_< liek really really. it gives me this very speacial feeling when i listen to it. i hope i can play like really well that kind. but hur. i can only play .. ~__~ yiruma's songs are beautiful >__< those that you will get drunk in.
you can try listening to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCSe66pWNmc
its just pure beautiful. i wanna be a musician.. mayb i will enjoy life more if i am?

i think i will be happy anywhere except singapore. D: ok.. mayb not anywhere... lol. >_< i don't think i wanna go india or something. i wanna escape now. i have no idea why.

last day of dome. i hope it went well. i wonder how they felt when they were singing in front of 55,000 people.

I speak universal language and thats, music.

6:10 AM
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tokyo dome. a place i wish i will be at now. at the very moment. D: why oh whyy~ they had so many more other performance compared to the normal TSC. on top of that.. i don't get it. true that its dome. but then i don't see that much of special performance in seoul encores.. D: why? >_< ohman.
i miss him. i wanna see him live again. D:

back to reality. >_< omo i think right. some kids just lack the manner. and it is how their parents bring them up. i mean like seriously. i have this student who is damm irritating in class. he disturb other classmates. DEMANDS the teacher to teach him. its like the way he say it is like you owed it to him. like
ass student: HELP ME DO!
me: READ FIRST!
student: I DON'T WANT! just tel me what to write.
me: (@*#&)@#(*$)DOIFJLJASD ... *reads for him*
FUCKING ASS YA KNOW! damm ill mannered. i wonder what his parents teach him.and on top of that. its like he can't stop talking!!!! damm irritated with him!!!

okay! anyway.. today was just like that. >_<
goodnight everyone. D:
not feeling too good bout dome. >_<
and there are many things where i have to spend money on. D:
depressing.D:
ok. BYE!

9:01 AM
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ANNYEONG!! outing with ying. went to Tm to eat my kimchi chigae. hehe. she say its salty, which i kinda felt it too. :p then we went to walk around, talked, ate and ate. hahahha.
there is a hokaiido fare at tm. can go take a look. i had my dango! haha. damm niceee~ >_< hehehe. :p

then we got a mick(e)y hand! hahahah :p damm cuteee~~ hehehe. then we walk around again. and tried to dance with mick(e)y's hand. hahahha. damm funnny i tell you. LOLL :p

a fun trip with her today! talked bout lotsa things! heheheh. :p

okay! im tired. >__< hehe. goodnight people!
and i love it when i have friends to talk to! loll.:p hehe
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
im missing dance class. start soon man!! >_<

9:19 AM
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my 2 favourite members. ROCK ON MAN! I DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH. nice songg~


YOYOYO. haha. love them to bits. cant wait for the MV. hehe. :)

today went to school for project meeting. then realise i have lotsa things to do and complete. >__< dang~ hur hur hur.
my legs are still not feeling good. have this weird weird feeling.. ~__~ BOO.
went to sugar loaf today. rachel wanted to go support her bf. HAHA. then ate there. >__< the mushroom soup sucks. hahahhaa. it is made of chicken stock, shimeji mushroom, cream and trufle oil. HAHAH. i remembered it! haha.

its end of wednesday already. i bet next week will fly since we have so many thigns to submit. yifang shall try not to do last min work. D: i seriously hope i don't >__< hur hur. and i have been spending and eating too much lately. i feel bad. >_< haha. and feels like im going to have sore throat soon. D:

i wanna bake cookies. hehhee. shall do it someday when im free :p
have lecture tomorrow.i seriously wanna complain about the bus. its damm irritating you know. i don't have to wake up so early cos the bus journey is not THAT long.. but the damm bus is like forever packed. then you have to wake up earlier cos you have no choice in order not to be late. and i kinda dislike thursday lectures cos i have no friends there. HUR. ~__~ anyway.. still have to attend cos i suck. and and and i need something to wake me up when im there. i always feel like sleeping. this is bad right?! >__<

okie! off i go. haha. ;p
i don't care~~~~~ *SING ALONG*
omg. i feel like going to the ktv again. D: MONEYYYYY~~~

7:14 AM
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i hope it is just a dream when i wake up in the morning. but it doesnt seem to happen that way right? humans are selfish arent they? :( feeling dead now. so depressed that i have nothing to say.

10:26 AM
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Anneyong!!!
I survived from being an asst headwaiter. >_< quite slack actually. X_X but i think im worried cos of the responsibility that i have to carry along with the title. FINALLY AND THANK GOD ITS OVER. i think our team did better this time round. hurhur. ;p BUT.. -.- i will be captain next week.. -.- DAMM SIANNNN. X_X

anyway.. my legssss (@*#)(IDFO)SUD)JSOIDJ)(U#@E@ i have to complain about it everytime after ssm. BOO. and i have bese dining later. which = HEELS AGAIN. D: oh man oh man. have to go study soon. have not studied yet. X_X TTO. damm it. but after this i should be free FOR A WHILE... but have to complete BESE proj. D: totally sian.

anyway... thats bout it. have to go study soon. D: poor live i have. D:
AND I JUST SPENT MONEY ON DB. TOTALLY BROKE. X_X

6:43 PM
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OH MAN. SSM TMR. HOPE AND PRAY THAT I WILL BE FINE. D:
COME ON! HOPE TOMORROW PASS FASTER!!!!
HWAITING!!!

I WILL SURVIVE!!!!

NIGHTS!

9:16 AM
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Yoon eun hae. so cuteee. >_< jealous. hahhaa. she is fat before. i shall slim down after exams end. i think its useless when i start to feel stress i eat like i have 4 stomachs.


놀자! how i wish i can shout out this word!!! MA DE. school again tomorrow. yifang hwaiting!!! just another 3 fucking bloody weeks and you are freee~~~ not exactly free. but at least free from all the school shit. HAHAHHA ;p i will shout to 놀자! when EVERYTHING ENDS!

have bese test tomorrow. its 1005pm now. and i have not touch my notes YET.. shall do it like after i click publish post. oh god damm it.

was watching the drama this morning. and i think it said something very trueee.
Humans walk towards death ever since they are born. step by step. oh man. how trueee. X_X

okie. gotta rush for time already. damm it. if only i could sing out I DON'T CARE to the teachers.. LOLLL

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~

7:04 AM
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OH MAN. THIS DRAMA IS FREAKING EXCITING! hahahha. ;p can't stop watching. >_< hehehe. and it makes me imagine to have a huge sum of money that i can inherit. haha. like actually im not my parents daughter. but im from a rich family. MWAHHAHAH. ok. so much for dreaming.. HAHAHHA. ;p

BESE test on monday. D: have not studied yet. and TTO test on wed. D: depressing. ssm coming as well. D: HATE EVERY SINLE DAY. GAHH.

goodnight people.
get well soon rach babe!

10:38 AM
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5:17 PM
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OH MAN. >__< me wants to go bang head already. have not really studied. and tomorrow is the test. D: damm it. sad..

DAMM BORED. AND I HAVE TO STUDY!!!! D:
SLEEPYYYY~~

OKAY! GOOD LUCK TO ME TOMORROW. D: OH MAN. IM PATHETIC.

5:41 AM
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oh man.i was totally bored. why does life have to keep following the same routine?
test on friday. no mood to study at all. D; life is so depressin.

and right.. i need someone to amuse me. where did my junsu went. i miss him so much. D:

bye bye..

7:23 AM
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dead tired from ssm. don't quite like my group now. D: hais. what the teacher said was right. we are all selfish people.. anyway.. my legs are like seriously dying. i think if im in this for long term, i have to use a wheel chair soon. >_<

ok. anyway.. TOMORROW NO SCHOOLLL!!! MWAHHAHAHAHA :p phew. i can sleep in. but right.. have to do remaining of project. and and and... have to study for accounting. boo. D:

dang. have a goodnight!

7:48 AM
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OH MY.. D: tmr ssm top table day. wish me luck yo. >_<


byebye.

7:14 AM
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Anneyong! :D hehee.
Went to sing yesterday. contented. *blinks* haha. went to sing at cash studio with qi yesterday. then sang for 3 hours, went to eat. she suddenly sms-ed me and ask if i wanna sing. but she have been asking me like a few days ago. hahah. then went with her. hehehe.

i lost the motivation to blog. D: hur. my post getting shorter and shorter. but there are nothing much to blog about too. loll

byee~ :D

10:18 PM
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IM back from dance and damm tired. >__< haha. need some stomach muscles. >__< loll. learned new steps today. a bit harder to cope and handle now! oh man! BUT IM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP! HWAITING!!!! have to build up stamina!!! YOSHHHH~

im so in love with CL, minzy and dara. and i don't have so much bad feelings for park bom now. lOLL ;p

tired. hope marketing went well today. hur hur hur. -.-
TIRED..

goodnight! its time for me to sleep!

hehe. jal ja!

9:37 AM
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oh man. i miss you so much. and i wanna get out of here cos i don't know how to do marketing.. feel like running away. D: boo. and im lazy to run. damm it. why am i so lazy? shall hurry and finish up every single thing.so that i have time to sleep early. D: have to reach school at 8am tomorrow. D: boo hoo.

byebye people. D:

6:21 AM
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oh man. i love her shoes. hehe. niceee~ i wanna buy dunks again. HUR HUR HUR.
feeling bloody tired. my legs are not feeling good. >_<

in school for project! hope to finish early today.
ok. byee~ HATE SCHOOL HATE PROJECTS.

rainy weather is best for sad songs.. :)

7:26 PM
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My role model! >_< love her man. i wanna cut bangs and be cool like her. BUT BUT BUT. shall not risk it. HAHAHH!!! my face is round enough..

anyway.. hehe. today was quite bad. got a shock when i learnt that i had to hand in my TTO proj today!!! 0.0 hahhaha. had no idea. always thought that it was friday. so had to rush. then i was bloody tired. the first part of the day was still okay. i wonder what happened to me. something is so wrong. mayb i face my lappy too long ahh~ not good for the brains. and junsu is not making my brains any better! hahhaha.

skipped acc tut to go home and sleep. felt bad. but right. since can take leave why not right! hahha. ;p then had a great nap, then went to work. no annoying students today. thank god. >_<

okie. im so dead for not doing my marketing project. but i just can't bring myself to do it. damm sianzz. i believe you understand me! hahaha. and another one coming. port foliio. and FUCKING BESE DINING (#E*)(*()*)#*$E RW_ERP cos i have got a 'VERY GOOD' host, im not sure if im able to dine in time. -.- damm sian.

anyway.today is just like that hahha. :p so im going to bed real soon. cos ssm tomorrow. oh man oh man. :) after tomorrow the real challenge comes. 4 more ssm in top tables and im done with it. MWAHHAHA. come on man. i shall end this fast and burn my ssm uniform. hahahha!!!

goodnight people! :D

7:14 AM
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ohmanohmanohman! i have to hand in my marketing report to rachel by tonight. damm damm damm. >_< i haven start on it yet. and i don't have the feeling to start doing it can. D: boo hoo.

oh got my debit card today. mwahaha. so does that mean online shopping? hahhaha ;p i want dunks! and i need clothes. D: >_< oh man. MONEY AH~~ D: but i really want dunks. hahahhah :p

anyway.. gotta go. hehe. bye!!
goodluck to huiyi's live performance today! sorry that i can't make it. >_<

have a good day ahead.. i hope. T_T
bye!

10:34 PM
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Annyeong! :D hehehe.

Going to ah ma house real soon. hehe. :)

OMONA. self reflection, i spent too much on food this week! lmao. had been eating and eating. oh man. hahhaa. >__< PROJECTS ARE KILLING ME.

thank god hua was with me yesterday. if not i would have died. hahhaa. she accompanied me to haven lunch. then went to search for track pants with me. hehe. love her. :D
then went walk around. and i kinda fell asleep at macs. lmao. wonder why im that tired. -.- anyway.. then went for dance.
I MISS DANCEEE~~~ omg. feel so alive there! hahahha ;P learnt wave. totally love it. hahhaa. i shall train myself to wave as nicely as junsu. hahahha!! ;p and 2NE1 is my inspiration! I LOVE THEM! MWAHAHAHAH. feel so awed by their performance. hahhaha.

IM FAT FAT FAT. have to diet. hehheh. then can dance nicely. hehhee. :p
anyway.. gotta go yo!
THANKS TO HUA BABE! :D hehhe
BYEEEEE~~

12:04 AM
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LOVE LOVE LOVE. I DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH~ hehehe.

Wanted to go sleep like now! but decided to blog first.

Went to school for acc lect only. :p skipped marketing for project. >_< dang~ but can't help it.hehe. then FINALLY... i finished BOE. one thing off my chest. hehe. but marketing project coming my way. have to get rid of it soon.

im so gonna burn my ssm uniform after this sem! hahaha. we will have a burn uniform ceremony! >_< hahhaha. :p

went to meet ying for dinner today. hehe. :D we eat a lot!!!! and she really amuses me! hahhaha. :p then we chatted as usual. HEHE :D love her!

im like a royal fan of sugar loaf. i went there 3 times this week already. even the mr chong can recognise me. -.- was so embarrassed. >_< haahh. but anyway.. i went to see rach babe. hahhaha. but i never eat. cos i ate already. so bought mud slide. it taste damm sweet to me. and bought one for ying too! hehhehe. :p madeline(?) is damm niceee~~ i like. heheh. ;p ate damm a lot today like seriously! hahahha. dieting starts tomorrow. ;p i suck like seriously! hahhaha ;P

anyway.... DANCE IS TOMORROW!! YAY YAY YAY! hehehe. love it man. >_< i miss it so much. but right. i can't remember all the dance steps. im so dead!! but YAY DANCE TOMORROW. change new place already. i hope i can find it la. if not im so dead. LOLL!

goodbye people! tomorrow will be a good day right!! hahhah :p

7:50 AM
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heyheyhey~ ssm out door sales today. not that bad. got quite a lot of sales. haha. >_< a lot of things to pack. :D hehe. had fun. but it was damm tiring i wanted to die. i think my legs died. and right. the problems lies withe the damm heels. if not for the heels. i think im able to fly! lmao :p hehe. anyway.. not that bad! :)

then then then.. went home after that. my legs are like practically dead now. not listening to me. hahahha.
and thanks to huahua so much who came with her friends to buy from me! >_< hehehee. :p and and and. some other friends that i met on the way.hehe.

okie! thats about it. >_< oh man. tomorrow is projject day. D: dang~ have to go back to school. D:

nights and bye!

8:43 AM
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TOKYO DOME - RED SEA THAT BELONGS TO DB


Anneyeong!

SUGAR LOAF TOMORROW!! DOING OUT DOOR SALES!! SPOT ME AND BUY FROM ME OKAY! BRING MONEY AND BRING FRIENDS!!!

need your support tomorrow! i wanna finish selling all my things! :D

really bored in school. D: hur. and wednesday having project meeting again. D: dang. but i think im quite satisfied with my group project grades. i hope i do well for other things in BESE. i don't wanna retake it! D: im damm worried. cos i failed my paper. and i forgot to do peer evaluation. i think i should just go and bang my head. hur. >_<
need new songs to inject into my life man! >_<
life feels kinds dry and bored.
rainy weather are best for sad slow ballads! i love that kind of feeling. especially when you listen to them during rainy days. you will feel the song more! LOLL!!! after tomorrow there will only be 5 more ssm to go. = 1 month 1 week. come on man! me can't wait for holidaysss~ hehhehe. :p there are so many things to buy!! so many things to spend on. feel like killing myself. X_X

okay. have to sleep soon! ssm tomorrow! HWAITING! hope tomorrow pass faster!!! can't wait for the day to end man! >_<
goodnight people! have a good day ahead. i hope i will have a good day too!! >_<

8:14 AM
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FUCKING BOE SENT ME A WARNING LETTER. -..- its really damm irritating. i think i was late during the last BOE lesson?? i went in with rachel. but she never get the damm warning letter and i did. so i wonder what is wrong with the teacher. either he mark wrongly. or he is blind that he never see such a huge me right infront of him! =.= OR, he can be damm anal and don't like me. and mark me absent. -.- whatever the reason is.. I HATE HIM!

ok. today just suck. i think im having VMS=violent mood swing like seriously. i have no idea what is my problem. but i just felt that way. D: depressing i know. >_< damm. i get irriated with little things. D: hate myself.


i love lefchun like seriously, haha. its my micky hand cushion. it feels so.. huggable(?) is there even such a word? LOLL :p anyway.. i think i have too many wants that im dying. >_< there are so many things to get you know! donate me some money please~~ for my happiness.

i really love piano. >_< liek really really. it gives me this very speacial feeling when i listen to it. i hope i can play like really well that kind. but hur. i can only play .. ~__~ yiruma's songs are beautiful >__< those that you will get drunk in.
you can try listening to this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCSe66pWNmc
its just pure beautiful. i wanna be a musician.. mayb i will enjoy life more if i am?

i think i will be happy anywhere except singapore. D: ok.. mayb not anywhere... lol. >_< i don't think i wanna go india or something. i wanna escape now. i have no idea why.

last day of dome. i hope it went well. i wonder how they felt when they were singing in front of 55,000 people.

I speak universal language and thats, music.

6:10 AM
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tokyo dome. a place i wish i will be at now. at the very moment. D: why oh whyy~ they had so many more other performance compared to the normal TSC. on top of that.. i don't get it. true that its dome. but then i don't see that much of special performance in seoul encores.. D: why? >_< ohman.
i miss him. i wanna see him live again. D:

back to reality. >_< omo i think right. some kids just lack the manner. and it is how their parents bring them up. i mean like seriously. i have this student who is damm irritating in class. he disturb other classmates. DEMANDS the teacher to teach him. its like the way he say it is like you owed it to him. like
ass student: HELP ME DO!
me: READ FIRST!
student: I DON'T WANT! just tel me what to write.
me: (@*#&)@#(*$)DOIFJLJASD ... *reads for him*
FUCKING ASS YA KNOW! damm ill mannered. i wonder what his parents teach him.and on top of that. its like he can't stop talking!!!! damm irritated with him!!!

okay! anyway.. today was just like that. >_<
goodnight everyone. D:
not feeling too good bout dome. >_<
and there are many things where i have to spend money on. D:
depressing.D:
ok. BYE!

9:01 AM
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ANNYEONG!! outing with ying. went to Tm to eat my kimchi chigae. hehe. she say its salty, which i kinda felt it too. :p then we went to walk around, talked, ate and ate. hahahha.
there is a hokaiido fare at tm. can go take a look. i had my dango! haha. damm niceee~ >_< hehehe. :p

then we got a mick(e)y hand! hahahah :p damm cuteee~~ hehehe. then we walk around again. and tried to dance with mick(e)y's hand. hahahha. damm funnny i tell you. LOLL :p

a fun trip with her today! talked bout lotsa things! heheheh. :p

okay! im tired. >__< hehe. goodnight people!
and i love it when i have friends to talk to! loll.:p hehe
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
im missing dance class. start soon man!! >_<

9:19 AM
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my 2 favourite members. ROCK ON MAN! I DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH. nice songg~


YOYOYO. haha. love them to bits. cant wait for the MV. hehe. :)

today went to school for project meeting. then realise i have lotsa things to do and complete. >__< dang~ hur hur hur.
my legs are still not feeling good. have this weird weird feeling.. ~__~ BOO.
went to sugar loaf today. rachel wanted to go support her bf. HAHA. then ate there. >__< the mushroom soup sucks. hahahhaa. it is made of chicken stock, shimeji mushroom, cream and trufle oil. HAHAH. i remembered it! haha.

its end of wednesday already. i bet next week will fly since we have so many thigns to submit. yifang shall try not to do last min work. D: i seriously hope i don't >__< hur hur. and i have been spending and eating too much lately. i feel bad. >_< haha. and feels like im going to have sore throat soon. D:

i wanna bake cookies. hehhee. shall do it someday when im free :p
have lecture tomorrow.i seriously wanna complain about the bus. its damm irritating you know. i don't have to wake up so early cos the bus journey is not THAT long.. but the damm bus is like forever packed. then you have to wake up earlier cos you have no choice in order not to be late. and i kinda dislike thursday lectures cos i have no friends there. HUR. ~__~ anyway.. still have to attend cos i suck. and and and i need something to wake me up when im there. i always feel like sleeping. this is bad right?! >__<

okie! off i go. haha. ;p
i don't care~~~~~ *SING ALONG*
omg. i feel like going to the ktv again. D: MONEYYYYY~~~

7:14 AM
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