keep the faith

3rd day... no picturesss for now. USB is in use. so i shall not post pictures today. heheh. i going nanjin tomorrow. MWAHAHHA. >__< damm sian i tell u. have to wake up bloody early. MA DE. >__<

ok. im going off to sleep already. hehe. nightssssss~~

i miss JUNSU! and who the hell kisses su's hand?? nevermind. haha. i will take his lips. MWAHHA. OMG. i totally sound like a pervert. -.-

BYEEEEEEEEE

8:39 AM
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HEHE! day 2. not all photos up. cos it bloody late now.. and TA DA i have to wake up like at 5am in the morning later for some stupid taiji.





wahh. i almost died at chang chen. we(rach and I) managed to climb to the first tower. then zengting and xinyan climbed ALL THE WAY UP THERE! but not to the top. but quite high. I TELL YOU! THE STEPS ARE HORRIBLE. IF YOU FALL.. BYE BYE TO YOU ALREADY!





finally the sun is setting..


in short..
day 2 went past damm fast. went to tian an men, the forbidden city. and great wall. MWAHAHA. i managed to reach the first tower ok. not bad already. was about to die. the weather plus the steps are a killer. then managed to did it with rach. then we were looking at the scenery and all while waiting for the others. then we finally went down by ourself to see some goods. LOL. :p

okie. so it was a fun experience to see 1 of the 7 wonders!! LOL! :p like i can ever do that in near future..

but damm sad that i have no chance at all to visit junho i guess. cos i SERIOUSLY doubt i have the time. BOO HOO. D:

BUT BUT BUT! i pray bloody hard that i HOPE i can see BABY junsu in beijing since he is like coming here or shanghai before nanjing concert. MWAHHA. :P but then i think my luck suck! cos i dropped my money in the toilet bowl when i was about to bathe. glad that i have not done any business yet. and then worse. i wanted to search for something to hang my money so that it will dry up faster. and guess what? i open the closet and the handle DROPPED OUT! liek WTF is wrong?! -.-

okay. gotta go off and sleep already! if not i think i will die tomorrow. it is going to be another long day... OH GOD. what a way to torture me. -.- worse than dongbang concert. at least DB concert i feel motivated!

OMG. i miss my baby su so much i wanna die. >_<
goodnight my lovely people!
i miss my dear fangirls so much i wanna cryyyyy. and my fangirling time. D:

6:58 AM
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AND YAY!!!! my flight to beijing!!

the 4 oranges.. -.-
MWAHAHAHHA. some pictures of today.never really took lotsa picturesss. ~__~







LOOK AT ME!!!

Our jandi beanie. LMAO.. cute right!! LOL! :p


MWAHAHAH! fangirling in this fabulous hotel room with this TV! wahh. damm cool can. EVERYTHING IS BIGGG~~


ok. basically, the flight to beijing was a KILLER. cos i can't sleep properly.. X_X i swear i almost wanna jump out of the plane cos i was damm (#*)@(#*)@(# freaking hard sleep. the damm plane was having turbulance for i dont know how many times. LMAO. then on top of that. 6 hours was a killer. i had a tough time sleeping cos i have to keep on changing positions. if not i will not be able to come back with my 4 limbs. >_< they provided a small pillow and a blanket. LOL. but generally it was cool.LOL. when we reach, it was 1 degree leh!! OMG. I ALMOST DIED. cos i was only wearing a leather coat and below was ONLY a polo tee. then i had my scarf and glove on. OMG! and it was still freaking cold. HEHE. then when we talk there is this smoke coming out from my mouth leh!!! WAHHH. DAMMM FUNNNN~~

ok. then we went around cos we still can't check into our hotel.. poor us.. we were DAMM tired. cos not enough sleep and we had to start our journey.

then we went to have breakfast. HEHE. then went to a temple to pray.. then wahhh. i tell you!! the flowers are freaking pretty. its like a tree BLOOMED with FLOWERS. and its in white!! MWAHAHA. dammm niceee. most tress there are bo tak one. LOL. have the winter kind of feeling..

then went to a tea house.. then went to walk around. apart from the coldness, i can't remember anything much. cos it was THAT COLD. I HATE SINGAPORE MORE NOW. cos every where is like air con. and i feel that my nose is like going to drop. LMAO :p

i lost 200 yuan for my first day. -.- =40SGD. cos i put in my pocket and it just disappeared..-.- well oh well....

okay. so thats about it. IM BLOODY TIRED NOWWWWW~~ shall update tomorrow or something. tomorrow is GREAT WALL! MWAHAHHAHHA :P

ok. hope i make it back alive.. OMG. and IT SNOWED.. those thin tiny little flakes... LOL! but then i saw it with my nake eyess!! MwAHAH :p so happy bout it. was supposed to go junho there today. but then didn't make it. cos hor.... not enough time to go there and come back. wanted to eat ice cream at such weather, but the milk part is a bit.. worrying... LOL! but i think im still going to try~~ LOL! shall go to the super market and buy some local goodies back. HEHE.

byeeeee my lovely people!! dont miss me too much! LOL! HEHEHE.
goodnight... now its 12am and 1-5 degreessss. >_< HEHEHEH.

7:47 AM
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Photo frames done by me for the rehab centre. if not for the fact that i don't think they will appreciate DB. i would have put all db faces over the frame. LOL! :p




Im going to have lunch/dinner in another hour time for my lovely hua and ning's bday!
then im going to beijing in another 10 hours time. haha. i will reach there in another 16 hours time.. >_< LOL.

:)
thanks to all who wanted to send me off!!! but its alright!!
BYE BYE SINGAPORE!!

Get well soon jing and ying AND BABY SU~~

11:09 PM
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BEIJING OH BEIJING..
if only i can have more free time where i can go to the places where i want. that would be great. A really good newss.. I think if im not wrong. (info frm MY) my hotel is like 15min away frm the building JUNHO is at.. D; and bad news is that. i do not have the kind of free time where i will be able to travel around by myself.. D; thatss.. sad X_X he is so near yet so far. Im like breathing the same air as him. (ok, i would like to say this to junsu) LOL!well oh well..

Tomorrow i would be leaving for beijing my people! >_< and the time that i arrive. it might snow!! OMG OMG. exciting. haha. i hope it snows and not.. RAIN.. -.- i don't want it to rain.. HAHHA :p anyway.. its gonna be a long day everyday.. but but but.. i think i will be able to enjoy myself if no crap happens. :D

Then im going to bring lappy..SO SO SO... i can still be online and FANGIRL! MWHAHA. and i won't miss my ggotboda(BOF) so happy bout that. lmao. :p HEHE. and at the same time i can keep track on db news. LOL. :p

BOOO~ but i won't be in SG for jing's birthday... X_X im so sorry dear girl~~ i will let junho pass to junsu and tell him that its your birthday.. if only i can reach junho... then mayb i will record video call frm junsu that wish u happy birthday. LMAO. *DREAMS* hahahah :P

My flight is like mid night flight. Tomorrow night. LOL. i have to reach the airport by 10pm. those that wanna send me off. thanks so muchhh. but its okay!! :D

I would be hoping to see the one on the left(my husband) but apparently im not able to. but i MIGHT BE able to see the one on the right. My brother-in-law. hahah :p i will be there to greet him. HAHHAh :p


Guys who are able to play instrument(preferable piano) is so much loveee~ hahaha. :p

JUNSU CAN PLAY. :D

have a good week ahead without ME! hahahah. i bet you will be sad and lonely. MWAHAHAH :p but its alright! i will be back soooooooooon~

3:25 AM
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watched DMC with ting today. thanksss to her that someone accomapany me to watch. >_< quite funny at some parts. and it was exactly like the one in the anime. LOL!

then went to walk around and eat. HAHA. >___< dang~ tired..

reading this manga after watching the anime. cos the anime is moving quite slowly :p hehe. skip beat! is damm niceee~ hehe. very funny and all. MWAHAHAH :p i love comdey with romance and a hint of angst. MWAHAHHA :p PERFECT! LOL! but i think i am far from finishing the manga and reading online is abit.. tough.haahha. straining on my POOR eyesss~ X_X

okie! thats all for today..
nightss to all! :)
another 3 more daysss.

9:31 AM
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day by day.. time passes and im still here. ~_~ just when is the right time and right chance?

so ah ting and rach came over to my place early in the morning. LMAO. then they brought mac breakfast for me. :) so we ate and chatted. and then went to compass point for lunch and meet up with ailing. then as usual.. she was late. hahaha!

then ate sub way for lunchh.. :) then went to return my mom's books and got myself things that i needed for the trip.. HUR. its coming in 4 days time. :) well oh well. i hope they would snow. and i would happily die in the snow. cos im not prepared for it. hahahah! so bought shampoo and stuff. then i realise how dumb my friends can be..

in watsons..
ME:eh, i wanna buy rubber band
ailing: (points to something hanging) there!
ME: =.= thats bra strap..
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Me: I have to find the shower gel.
Rach: (points to the shelf) there!!
Me: =.= Thats depdorant.
Me: you expect me to bath with that?
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i was totally killed by both of them..
i wonder how did they get into the same class as me. when im so clever and all.. hahahhah :p

then went back to my place. they(ailing&ah ting) wanted to play mahjong. rach left already.but didnt play. chatted with them instead. about our past and all. LOL! had a good laugh. then they went back after that. HUR.

YAY! i think im going to watch detroit metal city tomorrow with ah ting. MWAHHAHA :p

byeee people!

and soon. we'll all be off to another country.. :)

3:24 AM
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KIMBUM in white is a killer. >_< i think i like guys in white. hehe.cos baby su looks good in white too... :P


my cousin's shoe. she bought pink.

this is my NEW SHOEEEE~ :D I love it! all thanks to my aunt and uncle. :) hehe.

MWAHHAHA. a fruitful day. went to expo adidas ssale. but BOO. the place is almost cleared up cos it was the last day already. so most of the things are gone. and i saw a boots. but there isn't my size, so my aunt bought it instead. =.=

then went to the Robinson sales. my aunt asked me to get a pumps so that i can wear in beijing. lmao. but sadly.. don't have my size again. OMG. blame it on my genesss. i have a BIG foot and thats not my fault. and just when i was so depressed. i saw PUMA.. and there was my SHOESSSS~~ OMG. i totally love it! hehehe :p then i bought that one. my cousin bought a pink one along with me. LOL. :p and it was paid by my aunt and uncle. at times like this i feel so damm happy. haha :p cos its like.. so glad to have them. though im not a RICH kid. born with a golden spoon in my mouth. but at least from time to time they will shower some money on me. MWAHAHH :p what a thing to say. LOL.

i think im almost done with the things to bring to beijing. LOL. a few more long sleeves and i think im done. LOL. :p have to be in school tomorrow. >_< have consultation. and work.. BOO HOO. confirm have lotsa things to mark one. DANG~ not a good sign. >_< hais. and i have to start to train myself to climb the stairs!! i wanna reach the top of great wall. LOL :p

okay! goodnight people! :)

7:00 AM
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OMG. looks at her and runs to hide.

she is pretty and has a niceee figure. thatsssss... sad for me. hahahahha

ANNYEONGGG~ was at my ah ma place today.. then tried my aunt's clothes cos was looking for clothes to wear to beijing. then she lend me hers. lol. but then now im damm sian about the cold weather. at first i was super excited.. but now.. cos i think i have to bring damm a lot of things. which i don't really like.. i think im not really liking the weather. unless im living in a cold country myself.. LOL!

played wii at ah ma house. LOL! damm funny! hahaha. :p wanted to go to some adidas sales with aunt at expo. but the weather was not helping at all.. lol.

gahh~ anyway.. not really prepared to go there. must really start packing already. plus my assignment undone. *DIES* ok. not really good.. >_< hais.

ohoh! and my cousin is pregnant! wow. hahaa. congrats. LOL!

goodnight people.

6:48 AM
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hee. movie with ting and ailing.

this picture is niceee~ and btw, junpyo, your curls are worse than mine. haha :p

okay! test today was okkkkkk.BUT, forget some here and there... so blah. >_< but i think im better than the previous one. >_<

woke ting up this morning. cos i don't know how to do one question. lmao. :p and her brain was not functioning well. lmao. so ended up i figured it out myself and smsed her the answer and she said it was correct. lmao. then went to her house to go through the paper before i set off to face the damm papers... but thanks to that lovely girl who helped me... that i think i managed to know how to do the paper. >_<

ok. was almost late for that damm paper due to the bus. BOO HOO. and then went there i almost counln't find my classroom. ENG sch SUCKSSSS~ then i was about to run around to search for that damm room. and i went into the wrong one. so damm paisei.MA DE. panting like mad when i sat down for the paper and just nicee start writing already..

then after that went to PS. to watch hotel for dogs BUT thought there would be student prise at cathay and went there. BOO. no hotel for dogs there. and we ended up watching some mall cop movie. but it was DEAD FUNNYYYYYY! worth watching. laughed like mad. haha ;p

okay! im tired. woke up at 4 plus to study today. nightss to alll~ :)

9:29 AM
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miss him so much especially at times like this. :( have to study and study more. i hate it. can i just be a singer in korea or something. best is under SM. but i know that is not the best company. >__< dang~ damm sad. hais..

woke up at 4am to study this morning. then after that slept for a while. woke up again to study.. it just doesn't seem to get into my brain. it felt as though my brain soaked in the water for days and it is not functioning at all now cos i don't seem to be able to remember things. :(

helped cindy with her photo shoot today.. LOL! good way to train my camera skills. hur.

depressed....

but thanks to lovelies(ying, zt, rach, hua, cindy) that gave me support :) i will try my best not to fail again. never will i wanna be a failure again.

okay! lets pray that i pass tomorrow.. and then i will be going out with ting to get things for beijing. :) yea... hope things go well for me tomorrow. :)

6:45 AM
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something hit me suddenly and made me had this thought..

i drift and drift.. away from somewhere that i used to belong. things don't look as simple as people think. there is always something much more than it. be it good or bad. i wish to hide myself away.. from all those things that i see in life. i wanna go back to my old days.. during primary school where i have my happy-go-lucky days.. where things are simple happy and nice. no worries.. no responsibilities. and you don't have to face things that you don't like.. more than anything else, i feel like disappearing.. to think that what you think you have might not really be yours. or might not be true at all. reality is cruel.. i wanna go somewhere far far away.. where i can restart all over again.. will i be able to find the things that i want and need? be it happy or sad. it is just for that moment. that feeling will end eventually.. you can never be happy forever and same goes to sad.

what is it in life that makes me continue breathing? what is life about?

6:13 AM
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they look good together. :p *DIES*

RANTING ON boys over flowers. F4. you can skip if you are not interested.
HUR. was watching ggotboda today... and BOO i HATE HA JAEKYUNG!! she is seriously a bitch. why would she go on when she know very clearly that it will not work out? Its like not only she suffer. But all the 3 suffer together. that is just to cruel. >_< she can have him. but so what? does that make her happy or junpyo? and what more.. jandi that poor girl. but jandi looks good with jihoo.hur. why not they just get together and leave jaekyung and junpyo. and junpyo is not doing anything at all to get away with all this crap.. he is taking it in silent. BOO! and he is not doing anything at all for jandi.. -.- hais. damm sad. >_< AND MY GAEUL YIJING!!! wahhhh. my favourite couple! >_< yijung ahhhh~ gaeul so poor thing. i feel so sad for her. she brought her crush and her crush's first love together. WAHHHHHH. how much of a coincidence can that be?! BOO. dang~ i love this couple. cos they look so good together. hehe. cute cute yijung and gaeul looks damm cutee too. :p hehe.
end of rant.

okay! back to my day.. went out with ying and her friend today to sing. went to cash studio. i think its abit more expensive than top one. BUT BUT BUT. they have a korean machine there. which means... MUCH MORE KOREAN SONGS THAN OTHER PLACES. thought not really up to date like those real korean ktv. but much more that we can sing. LOL. :P was singing to most dong bang song. but something they suck was that they don't have wondergirls and jang ri in's Y(why).. BOO. can't sing that.

then other songsssssss~~ YAY~~~~ LOVE IT! wish it was more up to date. then i can sing to mirotic and shinee's songs. :p hehe. :) it was 12 dollars each for 3hours. hurhur. >_< had a great timeee~ lol..

ok. another day has past and i have not study at. not a good thing. >_< shit. and i realise i have not done my assignment. SHIT OH SHIT.. bad bad bad. okay! goodnight people! :)

shall do everything tonight. study and all. come on yifang~ you can do it!
HWAITING!

5:54 AM
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test today was quite alright. just that i have no idea how to answer some questionss.. >_< then had class lunch which was not really like class lunch.. cos some how.. we were sitting at separate tables. on top of that. we were sitting with mr kubo. so a bit weird. hahah cos im not sure what we can talk to him about. LOL! then after that went to cut hair with rachel. and was late for going back to school. >_< then after that was the briefing for the trip. :) then took our things and went through the itinarary. and BOO HOO! no free time.. like FREE FREE.. where i can go places on my own. :( damm sad bout that. i really wanna go see junho. >_< damm sad. hais. as in i hope junho and appa would still be in beijing when im there and that i can go and visit them. >_< BUT.. hais.. no free time.. :( BLOOODY SAD

if only i have fate with su's family.. and if only im F-ing lucky.. which usually is not the case. i would see DB at the airport..like you know they change their flight to nanjing from beijing cos its like domestic flight. >_< lol. then i will see them at the transit area.. WAHHHHH >_< *DIES* hahhahaa. then i will run up to junsu and tell him i will treat him to chicken rice when he is in singapore. >_< hahaha :p

anywayyyyyy~ just feel bored and tired of life..
well.. yea.. >_<
byeeeee~
and yes..im desperate to see junsu again.

4:47 AM
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DRINK DRANK DRUNK.







im singing! totally in my own world. love it. :) i miss my top one.. >_<































i slept in mac >_<

we were bored while waiting for the damm train. >_< we were too early!


waiting for first train :)



keke. :) drinking with my lovely clique. mengya is flying off today. BON VOYAGE! :) last night was fun cos i got to sing after liek bloody damm long. was so happy when i held on to the mic. LMAO :p need my singing session again!! ^^ hehe. before drinking was my fangirl meeting. with the girlsss. :) lol. then we ate together and talked bout going overseas and such. dang~ i have no idea when can i ever go to korea. sooooo, i should really strike lottery tonight! then i will CONFIRM PLUS CHOP go this year. LOL! HEE. :p pray pray pray.. >_<

ok. so the drinking was pretty okay. 1 bottle of chivas and it was not enough for all of us. me, rach, jialat, zt, ks,christian, al, sh, xy, my, ray(and his friends). hur. :)the first 2 who got drunk and all high first is xl and ks. lmao. they were challenging each other. LMAO :p totally funny. then ks, zt and christian left first. then we continued. but then.. i didn't sing like a lot. cos the pub system make each table sing 2 songs each only :( boo. so have to wait and wait. xy never got to sing her song. i sang WHY! omg.i cant believe it. they have it there!! LOL!

then al vomited when we were at macs and at the pub itself. LOL. xy was totally on high. and we were busy pulling her back onto the chair cos she kept falling. lmao.hahha. ks got drunk too. LOL! okay! thats about it! hur.

bye people! damm tired. reached home about 6 plus going 7am in the morning. took the first train home BUT! alighted at potong pasay(?) lmao. cana't remember the spelling. :p cos al wanted to puke.. -.- then took a cab home. hahaha. >_< dang~

byee~

10:36 PM
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3rd day... no picturesss for now. USB is in use. so i shall not post pictures today. heheh. i going nanjin tomorrow. MWAHAHHA. >__< damm sian i tell u. have to wake up bloody early. MA DE. >__<

ok. im going off to sleep already. hehe. nightssssss~~

i miss JUNSU! and who the hell kisses su's hand?? nevermind. haha. i will take his lips. MWAHHA. OMG. i totally sound like a pervert. -.-

BYEEEEEEEEE

8:39 AM
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HEHE! day 2. not all photos up. cos it bloody late now.. and TA DA i have to wake up like at 5am in the morning later for some stupid taiji.





wahh. i almost died at chang chen. we(rach and I) managed to climb to the first tower. then zengting and xinyan climbed ALL THE WAY UP THERE! but not to the top. but quite high. I TELL YOU! THE STEPS ARE HORRIBLE. IF YOU FALL.. BYE BYE TO YOU ALREADY!





finally the sun is setting..


in short..
day 2 went past damm fast. went to tian an men, the forbidden city. and great wall. MWAHAHA. i managed to reach the first tower ok. not bad already. was about to die. the weather plus the steps are a killer. then managed to did it with rach. then we were looking at the scenery and all while waiting for the others. then we finally went down by ourself to see some goods. LOL. :p

okie. so it was a fun experience to see 1 of the 7 wonders!! LOL! :p like i can ever do that in near future..

but damm sad that i have no chance at all to visit junho i guess. cos i SERIOUSLY doubt i have the time. BOO HOO. D:

BUT BUT BUT! i pray bloody hard that i HOPE i can see BABY junsu in beijing since he is like coming here or shanghai before nanjing concert. MWAHHA. :P but then i think my luck suck! cos i dropped my money in the toilet bowl when i was about to bathe. glad that i have not done any business yet. and then worse. i wanted to search for something to hang my money so that it will dry up faster. and guess what? i open the closet and the handle DROPPED OUT! liek WTF is wrong?! -.-

okay. gotta go off and sleep already! if not i think i will die tomorrow. it is going to be another long day... OH GOD. what a way to torture me. -.- worse than dongbang concert. at least DB concert i feel motivated!

OMG. i miss my baby su so much i wanna die. >_<
goodnight my lovely people!
i miss my dear fangirls so much i wanna cryyyyy. and my fangirling time. D:

6:58 AM
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AND YAY!!!! my flight to beijing!!

the 4 oranges.. -.-
MWAHAHAHHA. some pictures of today.never really took lotsa picturesss. ~__~







LOOK AT ME!!!

Our jandi beanie. LMAO.. cute right!! LOL! :p


MWAHAHAH! fangirling in this fabulous hotel room with this TV! wahh. damm cool can. EVERYTHING IS BIGGG~~


ok. basically, the flight to beijing was a KILLER. cos i can't sleep properly.. X_X i swear i almost wanna jump out of the plane cos i was damm (#*)@(#*)@(# freaking hard sleep. the damm plane was having turbulance for i dont know how many times. LMAO. then on top of that. 6 hours was a killer. i had a tough time sleeping cos i have to keep on changing positions. if not i will not be able to come back with my 4 limbs. >_< they provided a small pillow and a blanket. LOL. but generally it was cool.LOL. when we reach, it was 1 degree leh!! OMG. I ALMOST DIED. cos i was only wearing a leather coat and below was ONLY a polo tee. then i had my scarf and glove on. OMG! and it was still freaking cold. HEHE. then when we talk there is this smoke coming out from my mouth leh!!! WAHHH. DAMMM FUNNNN~~

ok. then we went around cos we still can't check into our hotel.. poor us.. we were DAMM tired. cos not enough sleep and we had to start our journey.

then we went to have breakfast. HEHE. then went to a temple to pray.. then wahhh. i tell you!! the flowers are freaking pretty. its like a tree BLOOMED with FLOWERS. and its in white!! MWAHAHA. dammm niceee. most tress there are bo tak one. LOL. have the winter kind of feeling..

then went to a tea house.. then went to walk around. apart from the coldness, i can't remember anything much. cos it was THAT COLD. I HATE SINGAPORE MORE NOW. cos every where is like air con. and i feel that my nose is like going to drop. LMAO :p

i lost 200 yuan for my first day. -.- =40SGD. cos i put in my pocket and it just disappeared..-.- well oh well....

okay. so thats about it. IM BLOODY TIRED NOWWWWW~~ shall update tomorrow or something. tomorrow is GREAT WALL! MWAHAHHAHHA :P

ok. hope i make it back alive.. OMG. and IT SNOWED.. those thin tiny little flakes... LOL! but then i saw it with my nake eyess!! MwAHAH :p so happy bout it. was supposed to go junho there today. but then didn't make it. cos hor.... not enough time to go there and come back. wanted to eat ice cream at such weather, but the milk part is a bit.. worrying... LOL! but i think im still going to try~~ LOL! shall go to the super market and buy some local goodies back. HEHE.

byeeeee my lovely people!! dont miss me too much! LOL! HEHEHE.
goodnight... now its 12am and 1-5 degreessss. >_< HEHEHEH.

7:47 AM
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Photo frames done by me for the rehab centre. if not for the fact that i don't think they will appreciate DB. i would have put all db faces over the frame. LOL! :p




Im going to have lunch/dinner in another hour time for my lovely hua and ning's bday!
then im going to beijing in another 10 hours time. haha. i will reach there in another 16 hours time.. >_< LOL.

:)
thanks to all who wanted to send me off!!! but its alright!!
BYE BYE SINGAPORE!!

Get well soon jing and ying AND BABY SU~~

11:09 PM
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BEIJING OH BEIJING..
if only i can have more free time where i can go to the places where i want. that would be great. A really good newss.. I think if im not wrong. (info frm MY) my hotel is like 15min away frm the building JUNHO is at.. D; and bad news is that. i do not have the kind of free time where i will be able to travel around by myself.. D; thatss.. sad X_X he is so near yet so far. Im like breathing the same air as him. (ok, i would like to say this to junsu) LOL!well oh well..

Tomorrow i would be leaving for beijing my people! >_< and the time that i arrive. it might snow!! OMG OMG. exciting. haha. i hope it snows and not.. RAIN.. -.- i don't want it to rain.. HAHHA :p anyway.. its gonna be a long day everyday.. but but but.. i think i will be able to enjoy myself if no crap happens. :D

Then im going to bring lappy..SO SO SO... i can still be online and FANGIRL! MWHAHA. and i won't miss my ggotboda(BOF) so happy bout that. lmao. :p HEHE. and at the same time i can keep track on db news. LOL. :p

BOOO~ but i won't be in SG for jing's birthday... X_X im so sorry dear girl~~ i will let junho pass to junsu and tell him that its your birthday.. if only i can reach junho... then mayb i will record video call frm junsu that wish u happy birthday. LMAO. *DREAMS* hahahah :P

My flight is like mid night flight. Tomorrow night. LOL. i have to reach the airport by 10pm. those that wanna send me off. thanks so muchhh. but its okay!! :D

I would be hoping to see the one on the left(my husband) but apparently im not able to. but i MIGHT BE able to see the one on the right. My brother-in-law. hahah :p i will be there to greet him. HAHHAh :p


Guys who are able to play instrument(preferable piano) is so much loveee~ hahaha. :p

JUNSU CAN PLAY. :D

have a good week ahead without ME! hahahah. i bet you will be sad and lonely. MWAHAHAH :p but its alright! i will be back soooooooooon~

3:25 AM
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watched DMC with ting today. thanksss to her that someone accomapany me to watch. >_< quite funny at some parts. and it was exactly like the one in the anime. LOL!

then went to walk around and eat. HAHA. >___< dang~ tired..

reading this manga after watching the anime. cos the anime is moving quite slowly :p hehe. skip beat! is damm niceee~ hehe. very funny and all. MWAHAHAH :p i love comdey with romance and a hint of angst. MWAHAHHA :p PERFECT! LOL! but i think i am far from finishing the manga and reading online is abit.. tough.haahha. straining on my POOR eyesss~ X_X

okie! thats all for today..
nightss to all! :)
another 3 more daysss.

9:31 AM
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day by day.. time passes and im still here. ~_~ just when is the right time and right chance?

so ah ting and rach came over to my place early in the morning. LMAO. then they brought mac breakfast for me. :) so we ate and chatted. and then went to compass point for lunch and meet up with ailing. then as usual.. she was late. hahaha!

then ate sub way for lunchh.. :) then went to return my mom's books and got myself things that i needed for the trip.. HUR. its coming in 4 days time. :) well oh well. i hope they would snow. and i would happily die in the snow. cos im not prepared for it. hahahah! so bought shampoo and stuff. then i realise how dumb my friends can be..

in watsons..
ME:eh, i wanna buy rubber band
ailing: (points to something hanging) there!
ME: =.= thats bra strap..
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Me: I have to find the shower gel.
Rach: (points to the shelf) there!!
Me: =.= Thats depdorant.
Me: you expect me to bath with that?
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i was totally killed by both of them..
i wonder how did they get into the same class as me. when im so clever and all.. hahahhah :p

then went back to my place. they(ailing&ah ting) wanted to play mahjong. rach left already.but didnt play. chatted with them instead. about our past and all. LOL! had a good laugh. then they went back after that. HUR.

YAY! i think im going to watch detroit metal city tomorrow with ah ting. MWAHHAHA :p

byeee people!

and soon. we'll all be off to another country.. :)

3:24 AM
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KIMBUM in white is a killer. >_< i think i like guys in white. hehe.cos baby su looks good in white too... :P


my cousin's shoe. she bought pink.

this is my NEW SHOEEEE~ :D I love it! all thanks to my aunt and uncle. :) hehe.

MWAHHAHA. a fruitful day. went to expo adidas ssale. but BOO. the place is almost cleared up cos it was the last day already. so most of the things are gone. and i saw a boots. but there isn't my size, so my aunt bought it instead. =.=

then went to the Robinson sales. my aunt asked me to get a pumps so that i can wear in beijing. lmao. but sadly.. don't have my size again. OMG. blame it on my genesss. i have a BIG foot and thats not my fault. and just when i was so depressed. i saw PUMA.. and there was my SHOESSSS~~ OMG. i totally love it! hehehe :p then i bought that one. my cousin bought a pink one along with me. LOL. :p and it was paid by my aunt and uncle. at times like this i feel so damm happy. haha :p cos its like.. so glad to have them. though im not a RICH kid. born with a golden spoon in my mouth. but at least from time to time they will shower some money on me. MWAHAHH :p what a thing to say. LOL.

i think im almost done with the things to bring to beijing. LOL. a few more long sleeves and i think im done. LOL. :p have to be in school tomorrow. >_< have consultation. and work.. BOO HOO. confirm have lotsa things to mark one. DANG~ not a good sign. >_< hais. and i have to start to train myself to climb the stairs!! i wanna reach the top of great wall. LOL :p

okay! goodnight people! :)

7:00 AM
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OMG. looks at her and runs to hide.

she is pretty and has a niceee figure. thatsssss... sad for me. hahahahha

ANNYEONGGG~ was at my ah ma place today.. then tried my aunt's clothes cos was looking for clothes to wear to beijing. then she lend me hers. lol. but then now im damm sian about the cold weather. at first i was super excited.. but now.. cos i think i have to bring damm a lot of things. which i don't really like.. i think im not really liking the weather. unless im living in a cold country myself.. LOL!

played wii at ah ma house. LOL! damm funny! hahaha. :p wanted to go to some adidas sales with aunt at expo. but the weather was not helping at all.. lol.

gahh~ anyway.. not really prepared to go there. must really start packing already. plus my assignment undone. *DIES* ok. not really good.. >_< hais.

ohoh! and my cousin is pregnant! wow. hahaa. congrats. LOL!

goodnight people.

6:48 AM
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hee. movie with ting and ailing.

this picture is niceee~ and btw, junpyo, your curls are worse than mine. haha :p

okay! test today was okkkkkk.BUT, forget some here and there... so blah. >_< but i think im better than the previous one. >_<

woke ting up this morning. cos i don't know how to do one question. lmao. :p and her brain was not functioning well. lmao. so ended up i figured it out myself and smsed her the answer and she said it was correct. lmao. then went to her house to go through the paper before i set off to face the damm papers... but thanks to that lovely girl who helped me... that i think i managed to know how to do the paper. >_<

ok. was almost late for that damm paper due to the bus. BOO HOO. and then went there i almost counln't find my classroom. ENG sch SUCKSSSS~ then i was about to run around to search for that damm room. and i went into the wrong one. so damm paisei.MA DE. panting like mad when i sat down for the paper and just nicee start writing already..

then after that went to PS. to watch hotel for dogs BUT thought there would be student prise at cathay and went there. BOO. no hotel for dogs there. and we ended up watching some mall cop movie. but it was DEAD FUNNYYYYYY! worth watching. laughed like mad. haha ;p

okay! im tired. woke up at 4 plus to study today. nightss to alll~ :)

9:29 AM
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miss him so much especially at times like this. :( have to study and study more. i hate it. can i just be a singer in korea or something. best is under SM. but i know that is not the best company. >__< dang~ damm sad. hais..

woke up at 4am to study this morning. then after that slept for a while. woke up again to study.. it just doesn't seem to get into my brain. it felt as though my brain soaked in the water for days and it is not functioning at all now cos i don't seem to be able to remember things. :(

helped cindy with her photo shoot today.. LOL! good way to train my camera skills. hur.

depressed....

but thanks to lovelies(ying, zt, rach, hua, cindy) that gave me support :) i will try my best not to fail again. never will i wanna be a failure again.

okay! lets pray that i pass tomorrow.. and then i will be going out with ting to get things for beijing. :) yea... hope things go well for me tomorrow. :)

6:45 AM
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something hit me suddenly and made me had this thought..

i drift and drift.. away from somewhere that i used to belong. things don't look as simple as people think. there is always something much more than it. be it good or bad. i wish to hide myself away.. from all those things that i see in life. i wanna go back to my old days.. during primary school where i have my happy-go-lucky days.. where things are simple happy and nice. no worries.. no responsibilities. and you don't have to face things that you don't like.. more than anything else, i feel like disappearing.. to think that what you think you have might not really be yours. or might not be true at all. reality is cruel.. i wanna go somewhere far far away.. where i can restart all over again.. will i be able to find the things that i want and need? be it happy or sad. it is just for that moment. that feeling will end eventually.. you can never be happy forever and same goes to sad.

what is it in life that makes me continue breathing? what is life about?

6:13 AM
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they look good together. :p *DIES*

RANTING ON boys over flowers. F4. you can skip if you are not interested.
HUR. was watching ggotboda today... and BOO i HATE HA JAEKYUNG!! she is seriously a bitch. why would she go on when she know very clearly that it will not work out? Its like not only she suffer. But all the 3 suffer together. that is just to cruel. >_< she can have him. but so what? does that make her happy or junpyo? and what more.. jandi that poor girl. but jandi looks good with jihoo.hur. why not they just get together and leave jaekyung and junpyo. and junpyo is not doing anything at all to get away with all this crap.. he is taking it in silent. BOO! and he is not doing anything at all for jandi.. -.- hais. damm sad. >_< AND MY GAEUL YIJING!!! wahhhh. my favourite couple! >_< yijung ahhhh~ gaeul so poor thing. i feel so sad for her. she brought her crush and her crush's first love together. WAHHHHHH. how much of a coincidence can that be?! BOO. dang~ i love this couple. cos they look so good together. hehe. cute cute yijung and gaeul looks damm cutee too. :p hehe.
end of rant.

okay! back to my day.. went out with ying and her friend today to sing. went to cash studio. i think its abit more expensive than top one. BUT BUT BUT. they have a korean machine there. which means... MUCH MORE KOREAN SONGS THAN OTHER PLACES. thought not really up to date like those real korean ktv. but much more that we can sing. LOL. :P was singing to most dong bang song. but something they suck was that they don't have wondergirls and jang ri in's Y(why).. BOO. can't sing that.

then other songsssssss~~ YAY~~~~ LOVE IT! wish it was more up to date. then i can sing to mirotic and shinee's songs. :p hehe. :) it was 12 dollars each for 3hours. hurhur. >_< had a great timeee~ lol..

ok. another day has past and i have not study at. not a good thing. >_< shit. and i realise i have not done my assignment. SHIT OH SHIT.. bad bad bad. okay! goodnight people! :)

shall do everything tonight. study and all. come on yifang~ you can do it!
HWAITING!

5:54 AM
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test today was quite alright. just that i have no idea how to answer some questionss.. >_< then had class lunch which was not really like class lunch.. cos some how.. we were sitting at separate tables. on top of that. we were sitting with mr kubo. so a bit weird. hahah cos im not sure what we can talk to him about. LOL! then after that went to cut hair with rachel. and was late for going back to school. >_< then after that was the briefing for the trip. :) then took our things and went through the itinarary. and BOO HOO! no free time.. like FREE FREE.. where i can go places on my own. :( damm sad bout that. i really wanna go see junho. >_< damm sad. hais. as in i hope junho and appa would still be in beijing when im there and that i can go and visit them. >_< BUT.. hais.. no free time.. :( BLOOODY SAD

if only i have fate with su's family.. and if only im F-ing lucky.. which usually is not the case. i would see DB at the airport..like you know they change their flight to nanjing from beijing cos its like domestic flight. >_< lol. then i will see them at the transit area.. WAHHHHH >_< *DIES* hahhahaa. then i will run up to junsu and tell him i will treat him to chicken rice when he is in singapore. >_< hahaha :p

anywayyyyyy~ just feel bored and tired of life..
well.. yea.. >_<
byeeeee~
and yes..im desperate to see junsu again.

4:47 AM
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DRINK DRANK DRUNK.







im singing! totally in my own world. love it. :) i miss my top one.. >_<































i slept in mac >_<

we were bored while waiting for the damm train. >_< we were too early!


waiting for first train :)



keke. :) drinking with my lovely clique. mengya is flying off today. BON VOYAGE! :) last night was fun cos i got to sing after liek bloody damm long. was so happy when i held on to the mic. LMAO :p need my singing session again!! ^^ hehe. before drinking was my fangirl meeting. with the girlsss. :) lol. then we ate together and talked bout going overseas and such. dang~ i have no idea when can i ever go to korea. sooooo, i should really strike lottery tonight! then i will CONFIRM PLUS CHOP go this year. LOL! HEE. :p pray pray pray.. >_<

ok. so the drinking was pretty okay. 1 bottle of chivas and it was not enough for all of us. me, rach, jialat, zt, ks,christian, al, sh, xy, my, ray(and his friends). hur. :)the first 2 who got drunk and all high first is xl and ks. lmao. they were challenging each other. LMAO :p totally funny. then ks, zt and christian left first. then we continued. but then.. i didn't sing like a lot. cos the pub system make each table sing 2 songs each only :( boo. so have to wait and wait. xy never got to sing her song. i sang WHY! omg.i cant believe it. they have it there!! LOL!

then al vomited when we were at macs and at the pub itself. LOL. xy was totally on high. and we were busy pulling her back onto the chair cos she kept falling. lmao.hahha. ks got drunk too. LOL! okay! thats about it! hur.

bye people! damm tired. reached home about 6 plus going 7am in the morning. took the first train home BUT! alighted at potong pasay(?) lmao. cana't remember the spelling. :p cos al wanted to puke.. -.- then took a cab home. hahaha. >_< dang~

byee~

10:36 PM
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