keep the faith

Pictures way back in 08 during mavis's bday that i have not posted before. just nice that day was halloween period.





listening to all the piano pieces.. and thinking bout the things that i wanna do. :( hmm. i think i have not really achieved things that i really want. (other then the fact that i went to sm town concert) why am i always searching for excuses? always thinking that there is still tomorrow.. and i won't know when my last day on Earth would be. *not that im going to MARS or something* i might just die tomorrow and not doing what i had always wanted to do. the lazy-ness in me. i want to change that. to be diligent in things that i want to do. to have a passion for something.. >_<

had a talk with jing last night bout our futures.. and then i really do not have an aim on what am i going to do in the future. what is the path that i am going to take. would i take every chance or just stand there and let it pass by me? i always say i live once and should not regret not doing anything in life. can i really do that? super doubtful now..

mayb i should just give all out. since i have nothing to lose right? i can only be young ONCE. why would i let all these precious time pass me by?

chalet tomorrow. :D hhahhaha. it would surely be fun and all. HUR :p

our 2nd clique chalet. :) would this be the last time we gather? I hope not. >_< since we would be on separate ways soon. (BUT THERE MIGHT BE CHANCES THAT SOME OF US END UP IN THE SAME CLASS AGAIN) hurhur. :) yea. hopeing for that to happen. but no matter what. the main point is to enjoy the precious time that we share together! :)
yea!

shall have a great night and prepare myself for tomorrow! :)
nights people!

5:59 AM
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ANNYEONG! >_<
piano is really really really a very very very nice instrument. totally into it. beautiful melody.. especially all those DB songs.. music never fails to amuse me.

MET MY LOVELY SU MATE JING! hahahhahaha. then we started watching fancams. and talking bout our baby su. how cute he is etc. hahha. then got fancams from her. LOVE YOU!!! wahhhh love chatting with her. the su bias people! hahhaha. and the places where we can go. planning this and that. hahha :p then i think we ate quite a lot? we shared a pasta and pizza then ate crazy for potatos in long john. wah! that one damm nice(with cheese) *guilty*. haha. with large lemon tea. then we talk more! hahha. like how to earn money! >_<

anyway.. talking bout earning money. *DIES*

if money comes in rolls like this.. i do not have to worry a thing.

should just get some students for tuition. Get those primary school ones. wahhh. like that can already. shall try just that. hahaha. :p i need money to fall from the sky now before my bank dry up. >_<

self reflection

hmm. i think......

i lack concern towards my friends. sometimes i think i'm like.. in my own world. where i don't really bother bout others. BOO HOO.

i lack determination. X_X i have been asking myself to go on diet for the past 2 years and i failed miserably.. wahhhh. *cries* why don't i have the determination to do something well? like studies, i said i wouldn't slack in sem 2. but damm. it was too boring. can't help it.. excuses i know.. but i just can't help it. >_<

must pull myself together. i don't want to be someone with just talks only. i want actions to be done to myself.

i shall start by picking up korean again! i've been snacking too much lately. shall cut down on that. plus there might be a netball friendly match. wahhh. when i heard that i was so so so ()*#()*$(#)* happy!! but shit.. my stamina.. boo hoo. i wanna learn piano.. but i don't have keyboard now which is damm damm sad. =.= wahh.. wonder if my father will want to sponsor me or not. hahah :p but doubt so.. -.-

bye... nights! :)

6:43 AM
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WAH! my ggot bo da nam ja jihoo cut hair.. my ranking for him shot up man! hahhaa. he looks like jaejoong like that! >_< WAHHHHH. hahaha.:p btw, he is hanazawa rui in korean version. LOL! :P WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ :p

hahahhaa. i spent my day rotting away. i really needa get a job real soon. is either that or DIE >_< hahahah. well.. yea...

watched my drama the whole day.. fangirl a bit.. ta da that goes my day.

okay! BOO HOO! have a good night.
fangirling session tomorrow! MWAHAHHAHAHHA. it will be a high day! :p

8:33 AM
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HUR~ another drinking session with my love ones. :)

HURHURHUR! and the robbers(zt and rach) hahahhha.


So she looks better with the right people like me. haha. she at least looks normal. :P OPPS. sorry ailing. haahha.



zengting's IQ is only 116. So well... you know... what you see.. is what you get! hahah. :p and ailing was quite influenced by her. lmao



I have successfully turned my room into a pub/club depending on the music and what the people are doing. LMAO!

the couple.

Don't ask me, u have no idea what she is doing too!!

THE JUMP JUMP SHOT! hahah. i felt as though we took a couple of hundred shots to get it right.





and there you go.. all the nonsence that we did. =.=

okay! so ting, ailing went with to go hougang mall. then me and ailing wanted to ask cotton on if they need to hire. BOO HOO! they said no. then thats it man. wah.. damm sad. i can't work full for my that tuition thingy too. OH GOD! i think i should jsut go work as tutor right?! hahah. those go to people's house one. >_< okay.. back to last night.

then after that, rach and her BF(jialat)came to me house to drink. LOL!then they got kinda high, played guessing games. wah i tell you ah! worse is ailing. hahhaha. she got kinda drunk or TOO HIGH.. she was laughing all the way when rach and jialat was gone.. =.= great huh. then after that zengting went home and left with me and her. SO..... thats when my nightmare starts! hahhaha. she was like anyhow pressing my msn.. then open the windows and started to type fuck. if not some random words. wah. and this morning she told me she was conscious while she was doing that. and she find my reaction very funny. =.= wah wah wah. hahahha. almost died. then after awhile finally she went to sleep. LOL!

okay! so thats about it! NO MORE DRUNK PEOPLE AT MY HOUSE PLEASE! i shall limit each person to just drink 3 cups and stop! haahhaha.

oh shit going to be late! BYE!

7:25 PM
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AWW MY BABY SU!!! EXAMS ARE OVER FOR ME YAY!!! come hug me holiday! >_< but i think i'm so so so going to retake the paper. wah. i suck at it. *DIES* well oh well...

woke up at 3am to study OB today. CMI. >_< but i wasn't feeling that tired until now. lmao. 12.50pm. hur. hur. =.-

now i have to search for a higher pay job and work work work. >_< dang~ yea.

good luck to people who are still having exams! hwaiting! all the way yo! :)

goodnights people! :)

8:47 AM
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Studying SUCK! it will turn you crazy like ME! >_<


MWAHHHAHA! CHUN MOUSE DISCO BALL! CUTE RIGHT!!! HAHAHHA! now i can open a club in my room already! haha. i didn't even bought it. my aunt bought it (i don't know the reason why too) then she wanted to give my cousin at my mom's side. so my mom brought it back. and i saw it. MWAHAH. then my mom said you want then you take. hahahha. :p and now it ended up in my room *EVIL* haha :p


okay! so i spent my whole day studying. more of writing the notes of the key points. have not gone into studying >_< *DIES* i think i'm gonna sleep now and wake up later to study and memorise EVERYTHING.. chew on the papers. *DEAD*

was fangirling for a while and DANG~ hahahha. :p i'm in love with su again >_< HUR HUR. but i can't fangirl for too long cos of my F-ing last paper tomorrow >_< wah. feel so shit now. damm it.

a funny conversation i had this morning. before my parents went to my grandma house.

dad: so you not going right
me:ya, have to study
dad:then you settle your own lunch and dinner
me: you wanna give me money?? :D
dad: eh, you are working now leh.
me: ya, and you are working too.
dad: i have to feed 4 mouths you know (my family)
me: i know! i have to feed 5(my dbsk)!hahhahh
dad: =.= *handed $10 to me*

LMAO! i died at my own witty-ness. LMAO! hahha

have a great night! BOO!
goodluck for my paper tomorrow and TA BOOM! i'm done! :D hur.
need a HIGH pay job now. like HIGH HIGH! hahha :p

7:43 AM
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WAH! SHIT! sunday morning and i haven start OB yet. wanted to last night. but i over slept. was thinking of waking up at 3am since i slept early. DAMM SHIT! now is 835am and i'm here to copy OB key points from rach >_< thanks girl!

okay! shit shit shit. today shall not be online until i think i'm okay! wah. *SO DEAD*

HWAITING! X_X

4:34 PM
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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ IN LOVE WITH HEART BULBS! :)




HEYHEY! :)

I'm back after a jog and dinner with cindy. wah! i seriously have no idea how long ago was my last jog. hahah. i have to start my healthy diet all over again. last night when ting and ailing stayed over at my house, we had too much sinful goodies. >_< hahaha. then now i have not started studying yet. that explains why i'm here. :p hur.

OMG. those fancams killed me totally. AWW MY SU~ (sry, if you find it too disgusting for you to take. HAHA)

i just put up my heart heart bulbs. and OMG. my room look so romantic suddenly. LMAO. if only su is here. hahahhahah!! :p PERFECT! :D hehehehe.

i have to study!!!! OMG! i haven start yet! SHIT SHIT SHIT!

have a great night people!
work hard and good luck for your exams! (ok, this sentence is actually for me) LMAO :P

NIGHTS!

4:40 AM
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2.37Am and im wide awake. all thanks to my baby su. =.= hahahahha. he totally killed me in mirotic concert and i wonder how ever am i going to miss it like seriously! >_< hahaha. :p I AM DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO MISS THIS! shall be a good girl and not miss any lessons during year 2. so that i can use them during that period. hope its not exam period only. if not i'll cry! >_< lol.

anyway. got to sleep soon. DANG~ tomorrow i have tution >_< hur. i'm sure i can't survive tomorrow. >_< LOL!

I LOVE MY BABY SU!

nights! :)

10:35 AM
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WAH! i tell you something funny... I FELL FROM THE CHAIR... =.= okay! stop laughing for now. cos i was calling my brother into the room to pick up my mom's phone call. then while i was calling him i got unstable on my chair. and ah ting was beside me. *OH GREAT* =.= so she and i both cant stop laughing. then my mom was on the other line. i lauhged so hard (those without sound ones) that i can't answer the phone. so i was like trying to tell her my brother don't wanna answer... I can't stop laughing cos it was super dumb.. >_<

(and that ass, instead of asking if im ok, she took a photo of me laughing on the floor..)
and so they were at my house.. and we were bored...



OMG. her legs are like dammm freaking white?! =.=


okay! anyway. i have like 99.9% that i will have to take sub paper. cos i seriously have no idea what the hell am i doing. -.- i totally felt like dying. plus section C. i'm supposed to choose 1 question to do. but guess what? i did both. so i was in the stupid room for i don't know how long. WAH! can die. >_< then after that went out and realise that i have like quite a couple of question wrong and i don't know how to do. so well... great... hur. -.- totally died. okay. forget it. micro test aside. since i can't do much about it already.

dang~

omg. mirtoic concert is liek half way through already!! I WANNA SEE THEIR PHOTOS AND FANCAMS AND ALL ALL ALL!! >_< DIES! OMG. hais. and i'm here. thinking bout it.. :( but well. can't help it.

okay! and my day was okay other than the fact that i will confirm plus chop fail my exam uunless there is like a miracle. which happens every decade. and mine just happened(sm town concert, which is not long ago) so i haev to wait for my next miracle. >_<

ah ting and ah ling is coming my house to study later. HUR. S.T.U.D.Y overnight i think >_< dang~ wonder if i can make it. since i have to like... go work tomorrow morning. BOO HOO yea. suck. but i need the money >_<

okay! bye for now! :)

nights to dear junsu. hope he have a great concert tonight! :)

4:24 AM
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A photoless blog seem boring.. lol. so here are some photos.




HEYHEYHEY! made a mistake. i guess i was too excited. xiahtic is tomorrow night. lmao. i will be having my handphone with me the whole night to wait for the call. but i think shiqi will be too high to remember us. >_< DANG~ was telling my parents that i wanna go korea.. and they gave me (-o-) this look. so well... hopeless. I have no money! i have been on this question for a long time. either korea or other countries for xiahtic. BUT! korea have to be at the end of the year. if not i don't have enough time to save money for it. >_< DANG~ god is always playing tricks on me..

okay! so today was quite..... well.... i didn't really fully use my time. so HUR. =.= was talking to ah ting. then at the same time chatting with ying and jing. lmao. i think we quite affected by the fact that shiqi is going korea. >_< haha. just can't get over it. when will it be my turn? *pouts*

anyway.. study is sure a BORE! i almost died. zengting left half way and then i got so distracted that i don't wanna touch my book anymore. ever since morning i study okay.. damm boring.. then went to watch TV. HUR HUR. :p then ate dinner. then now here... HEEE~ i think i can't finish studying. so either midnight oil or tomorrow EARLY morning wake up and study! BOO HOO! =.=

paper tomorrow and monday and hehe. thats it!!! THATS IT! bear with it *@#*(E(*WE(*YUE9. i need money. so have to work extra hard. >_< or anyone have good part time job? :p

okay! nights people. i think i might sleep early to wake up damm early tomorrow morning. gteat.. >_< damm last minute study! BURN MY BOOKS AND DRINK IT!!! >_<

niggts!!!

5:15 AM
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:( shiqi flew off this morning.. >_< happy for her. but when am i going to korea?!?! EMMERIC!!!!! bring me to korea with you. hahaha. I can be your translator!! :p

OMG! i can't wait for xiahtic tonight. like (@#)(*#)@*W OMGLY. this is so exciting. so you won't really see me online today until night time. BOO HOO! yea. when the fangirls will post everything up. MWAHHAHA :p opps. >_<

okay! so anyway.. its time to study yo!! i haven really go through my notes. DANG~ *DIES*

played games yesterday and my hands are still suffering from it. There are still red dots here and there. =.= well done girls... Though i hit very hard. but look what happened to my hand.. HAHHAHHA.

okay bye~ dang~ my junsu.. :(
i DIE also must go mirotic concert! my moto of the year.

4:43 PM
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ANNEYONG! me back from changmin's birthday celebration :p GOD.. i think most of the people there went korea before. >_< DANG~ when am i EVER going to step foot in korea like seriously >_< a bit saddening.. :(

but well... hahhaha. they are really sucking up every single cent that i have and will be earning. X_X OMG! albums and concerts. >_< *DIES* some one please donate some money to me... >_<

okay! so the start of today was quite boring. LMAO. :p cos the waiting time to take the measurement was FUCKING LONG. i wonder why do we have to wait that long. =.= then after that had late lunch and then studied for 130hours and i left to meet ying for minday celebration. hahah. rach was like saying then you go there sing happy birthday song to someone who is not there. lmao. :p i was like yea, true.. but well... fangirls... haahha :p but yea~ i had fun!! :D hurhurhur. was like fangirling and talking with them. lol. they were talking about korea and all. i was like.. omg.... >_< all i could think was how much i wannn go there. BOO. it suck when im not rich. HUR. yea..

okay! then.... went to secret recipe to eat cake cos its min's birthday afterall. LOL. then ate and chatted there.. :p then after that went home. hahah.

okay! i think im pretty tired for the day and i had not revised much. *CRAP* only left with tomorrow and and moring on friday. DANG~ *well done yifang*

oh! and i haev to say this. lmao. i tried using microwave to cook my egg this morning cos i was lazy to fry it. and guess what. i put 3min and it was done less than 1min.hahhaha. i was so amazed by it. but it doesnt really taste nicee. BOO. yea. hahha. never eat microEGGS. hahahha :p

okay! nights! :D

8:02 AM
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OH GOD! NO GOOD! i'm having flu now and i feel like shit man. Hate being sick. HATE HATE HATE! >_<

Feeling damm sleepy. X_X

My exams are coming and here i am slacking away.. shit shit shit! >_< (*@()*#)(@*#()*!@#

I seriously need to save money for my mirotic concert man! SERIOUSLY! its a MUST to go!!! hahahaha.

okay! hope i can start studying soon. COME ON I HAVE TO PICK UP THE DAMM BOOKS!!

7:45 PM
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OMG, my dear boy looks (#*)(*#()*$#() CUTE HERE! AWWW~~ hahaha. *DIES*

ANNYEONG! >__< DANG~ i'm feeling sleepy after dinner. ok ok. i know i sound like a pig. but i can't help it. X_X

anyhow. im glad something is resolved and over. though i think that the person deserve to have a harsher treatment. but nah~ heck >_<

okay. really sleepy now.X___X HAHAH! lmao. at my grandma house now. and im really bored. seriously!!! hahahaha. :p have to start to study soon. BOO. hate the fact but i have to do it right?

oh and had steam boat for dinner. wah. i wanna explode already. and my throat is not getting any better. i wanna sing. :( but i think i going soon?? i hope >_< and and and! next wednesday is min min's birthday! AWWW~~~

ok. *DIES*
bye bye!

2:37 AM
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YO YO YO!

coming to the end of valentines day. MWAHHAHA.

okay! so i spent my day with ah ting at my house rotting away. then we ate and talked again. >_< LOL! then i started to watch my fancams and all. hehe. then watched house tour and remembered how i fall in love with my baby su. LMAO.

okay. nothing much actually. >_< dang~ hurhur.

have to go sleep soon. lmao. nights my dear people. :)
hope you have enjoyed your valentines day. and how i miss su :( it had been 6 days already.

7:35 AM
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HEHE! today is valentines day! let me start with saying happy 18th valentines day ALONE. haha. LMAO. sounds depressing but gah~ its okay! MWAHHAHA. i will watch my susu fancam and remember 070209. HAHAHA. that eventful day!

wish you people a happy valentines, no matter if you are single or couples enjoy this great day. and those who wanna confess, good luck yo! hahha. :p

hurhur. okie. i just came here to wish people only. and happy valentines to my dong bang and most importantly my baby boy junsu!!! :) hurhur.

enjoy and have fun.
*me going to work soon =.=*

byee~

5:25 PM
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My lovely su fangirls!! :)


Annyeong! me back from a fangirl meeting! MWAHAHAHA. :p was totally laughing till my cheek bones don't wanna come down. junsu fangirls ROCKS! hahhaa. we are bias but we love dong bang. :) was watching all the fancams and i realise... i was caught quite a few times in other people's fancam. LMAO. :p i totally laughed when i saw that. haha. was searching for myself. hahah. :p damm embarrassing as well.hahahha. >_< must upgrade myself till i level up and will not shout and scream like others. must be. must be calm when su sees me. haha. lmao. we were talking bout what happened during the concert. since su was totally focusing on our side. then the other 2 su girls were like checking their hair and such. to think back, that was so cute. and i realise i didn't even bother bout my hair. cos i was thinking.. so many people, su might not even notice me. :p hurhurhur. but i think he did. hehehe. *happyy*

then we were talking bout how fangirls have problems getting boyfriends. and we can just stay home and watch fancams. :p hahhaa. cos su is all we need. >_< i wonder what su will be doing during valentines day which is like tomorrow :p hahhaha.

gah~ taking bout valentines day.. pretty sad that i have to work. and on top of that i have no date. so will be spending it at grandma's house i guess. lmao. but damm. its okay! i got pretty a lot of fancams today from the girls. OMG i love them! haha. :p we spend a total of 9 hours talking bout everything? haha. damm. time flies and its time to part. haha. but i enjoyed myself so much. hahaha. :p shall have more of such outings. :)

okie. goodnights :D

6:51 AM
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Outing with my lovely girls. HUR.


okay i bought this pair of shoes JUST for my next concert okay! which is mirotic concert. MWAHAHHA. now still deciding which location to go for that concert. HEHE. its tall enough for him to notice me. i want to be like 1 head above the other fangirls to make me super outstanding. lmao.



okay! so today was okay. watched benjamin buttons with them and it was super dry and boring but that ailing find it super meaningful... so =.= HUR.

then after that went home. LOL. :p then ting came my house and we talked talked talked. was feeling damm bored. but on the other hand.. tomorrow is the last day of school. which meant last day of me year 1. last day of spending time with those cute girls. >_< aww.

well. time sure past without me noticing it. >_< i have come to my end of year 1. that seems so.. surreal? LOL.

can't really remember how i first met them and talk to them and make friends with them. how we actually had a clique with half a class in it. how we used to sing in ktv (OMG, i seriously need more ktv sessions) and how we talked and laughed about random things. well, i will pack and bring all these memories with me.

felt as if i'm leading a boring life all over again ever since sm town concert. seriously need to prepare myself for my next mirotic concert. >_< hurhurhur. but that also means that i have to save up all over again. and in order to have more money in a short time i have to hold 2 jobs during my holidays. and shit shit shit! i having intensive GC CDS during that period. >_< i seriously hope i can make it.

plus still deciding where to go.. taiwan or malaysia. OR if i can have enough money.... i wanna go korea for encore concert!! >_< but that sounds damm ex for me. >_< BOO! ROAR! i really NEED to go for their concert like SOON SOON. i need those special weapons too >_<

DANG~ i don't know why i'm always feeling super sleepy lately. >__< and im actually feeling sleepy now. shit shit. >_<

okay! so many things to think about. and have to save up. so now is pack lunch. don't tempt me with food or what so ever again okay!! if not i will kill!!! ROAR

nights people!

6:04 AM
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went to meet hua today to pass her her things and then she gave me a peace ring. AWWWW~~~ how nice of her. she thought of me.. WOOTS! sorry i got you the printed bag. i totally forgot that you mentioned that you don't want prints >_< dang~ but what i bought you is super cute as well! so you must use. i swear no one have it here. (at least i think so) and thanks love for your ring!!

okie. so today rach ting and ailing came over to my house to spend the afternoon and we had dinner together. LOL! they were playing poker cards and i was spending my time watch ggot bo da nam ja. have to catch up a bit. lmao. and OMGLY! for a point of time i HATE jandi! she is being sucha bitch for saying lets end this... but after that it was okay already. OMO OMO! haha. i love dramas with all the cast that i like.hhaha. it makes me wanna watch more! LOL!

okay! so thats about it. LOL! and blogger some how sucks. cos i can't seem to upload my photos which i don't understand why... ~__~

i wonder why ever since i came back from thailand i have a SUPER GOOD appitite. i eat eat and eat. must start to go on diet like NOWWWW! no more soft drinks. hahahha. then tomorrow i have geog travel test.>_< boo. then after which might be going to catch a movie with the girls. HEHE. friday would be spazz day. meeting my lovely jing to throw her my memory with su! MWAHAHHAHAHA. she is so going to be jealous! WOOTS.

i miss su now. 4 days ever since i last saw him. when can i see him again?? >_<

5:19 AM
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What i took from the sky and thats why i love window seats. but don't really have to snatch for it. cos not much people board that plane. :p


I MISS KIM JUNSU!! :(


My SM TOWN goods! HURHURHUR! this cost me a bomb. it was really expensive >_<


Some stuffs that i bought. HUR. there are still more. mostly giving away. :p






Ok. there should be more pictures. but damm it. i wonder why i couldn't upload it. but gahh. its okay! pretty tired anyway. >_< dang~ shall upload the rest tomorrow or soemthing.hee. let me sum up a bit. HEHEHE.

so basically, friday i arrived at around 11 plus SG time. then went to dusit to meet my friend (ying) hur.

6:11 AM
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Pictures way back in 08 during mavis's bday that i have not posted before. just nice that day was halloween period.





listening to all the piano pieces.. and thinking bout the things that i wanna do. :( hmm. i think i have not really achieved things that i really want. (other then the fact that i went to sm town concert) why am i always searching for excuses? always thinking that there is still tomorrow.. and i won't know when my last day on Earth would be. *not that im going to MARS or something* i might just die tomorrow and not doing what i had always wanted to do. the lazy-ness in me. i want to change that. to be diligent in things that i want to do. to have a passion for something.. >_<

had a talk with jing last night bout our futures.. and then i really do not have an aim on what am i going to do in the future. what is the path that i am going to take. would i take every chance or just stand there and let it pass by me? i always say i live once and should not regret not doing anything in life. can i really do that? super doubtful now..

mayb i should just give all out. since i have nothing to lose right? i can only be young ONCE. why would i let all these precious time pass me by?

chalet tomorrow. :D hhahhaha. it would surely be fun and all. HUR :p

our 2nd clique chalet. :) would this be the last time we gather? I hope not. >_< since we would be on separate ways soon. (BUT THERE MIGHT BE CHANCES THAT SOME OF US END UP IN THE SAME CLASS AGAIN) hurhur. :) yea. hopeing for that to happen. but no matter what. the main point is to enjoy the precious time that we share together! :)
yea!

shall have a great night and prepare myself for tomorrow! :)
nights people!

5:59 AM
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ANNYEONG! >_<
piano is really really really a very very very nice instrument. totally into it. beautiful melody.. especially all those DB songs.. music never fails to amuse me.

MET MY LOVELY SU MATE JING! hahahhahaha. then we started watching fancams. and talking bout our baby su. how cute he is etc. hahha. then got fancams from her. LOVE YOU!!! wahhhh love chatting with her. the su bias people! hahhaha. and the places where we can go. planning this and that. hahha :p then i think we ate quite a lot? we shared a pasta and pizza then ate crazy for potatos in long john. wah! that one damm nice(with cheese) *guilty*. haha. with large lemon tea. then we talk more! hahha. like how to earn money! >_<

anyway.. talking bout earning money. *DIES*

if money comes in rolls like this.. i do not have to worry a thing.

should just get some students for tuition. Get those primary school ones. wahhh. like that can already. shall try just that. hahaha. :p i need money to fall from the sky now before my bank dry up. >_<

self reflection

hmm. i think......

i lack concern towards my friends. sometimes i think i'm like.. in my own world. where i don't really bother bout others. BOO HOO.

i lack determination. X_X i have been asking myself to go on diet for the past 2 years and i failed miserably.. wahhhh. *cries* why don't i have the determination to do something well? like studies, i said i wouldn't slack in sem 2. but damm. it was too boring. can't help it.. excuses i know.. but i just can't help it. >_<

must pull myself together. i don't want to be someone with just talks only. i want actions to be done to myself.

i shall start by picking up korean again! i've been snacking too much lately. shall cut down on that. plus there might be a netball friendly match. wahhh. when i heard that i was so so so ()*#()*$(#)* happy!! but shit.. my stamina.. boo hoo. i wanna learn piano.. but i don't have keyboard now which is damm damm sad. =.= wahh.. wonder if my father will want to sponsor me or not. hahah :p but doubt so.. -.-

bye... nights! :)

6:43 AM
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WAH! my ggot bo da nam ja jihoo cut hair.. my ranking for him shot up man! hahhaa. he looks like jaejoong like that! >_< WAHHHHH. hahaha.:p btw, he is hanazawa rui in korean version. LOL! :P WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ :p

hahahhaa. i spent my day rotting away. i really needa get a job real soon. is either that or DIE >_< hahahah. well.. yea...

watched my drama the whole day.. fangirl a bit.. ta da that goes my day.

okay! BOO HOO! have a good night.
fangirling session tomorrow! MWAHAHHAHAHHA. it will be a high day! :p

8:33 AM
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HUR~ another drinking session with my love ones. :)

HURHURHUR! and the robbers(zt and rach) hahahhha.


So she looks better with the right people like me. haha. she at least looks normal. :P OPPS. sorry ailing. haahha.



zengting's IQ is only 116. So well... you know... what you see.. is what you get! hahah. :p and ailing was quite influenced by her. lmao



I have successfully turned my room into a pub/club depending on the music and what the people are doing. LMAO!

the couple.

Don't ask me, u have no idea what she is doing too!!

THE JUMP JUMP SHOT! hahah. i felt as though we took a couple of hundred shots to get it right.





and there you go.. all the nonsence that we did. =.=

okay! so ting, ailing went with to go hougang mall. then me and ailing wanted to ask cotton on if they need to hire. BOO HOO! they said no. then thats it man. wah.. damm sad. i can't work full for my that tuition thingy too. OH GOD! i think i should jsut go work as tutor right?! hahah. those go to people's house one. >_< okay.. back to last night.

then after that, rach and her BF(jialat)came to me house to drink. LOL!then they got kinda high, played guessing games. wah i tell you ah! worse is ailing. hahhaha. she got kinda drunk or TOO HIGH.. she was laughing all the way when rach and jialat was gone.. =.= great huh. then after that zengting went home and left with me and her. SO..... thats when my nightmare starts! hahhaha. she was like anyhow pressing my msn.. then open the windows and started to type fuck. if not some random words. wah. and this morning she told me she was conscious while she was doing that. and she find my reaction very funny. =.= wah wah wah. hahahha. almost died. then after awhile finally she went to sleep. LOL!

okay! so thats about it! NO MORE DRUNK PEOPLE AT MY HOUSE PLEASE! i shall limit each person to just drink 3 cups and stop! haahhaha.

oh shit going to be late! BYE!

7:25 PM
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AWW MY BABY SU!!! EXAMS ARE OVER FOR ME YAY!!! come hug me holiday! >_< but i think i'm so so so going to retake the paper. wah. i suck at it. *DIES* well oh well...

woke up at 3am to study OB today. CMI. >_< but i wasn't feeling that tired until now. lmao. 12.50pm. hur. hur. =.-

now i have to search for a higher pay job and work work work. >_< dang~ yea.

good luck to people who are still having exams! hwaiting! all the way yo! :)

goodnights people! :)

8:47 AM
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Studying SUCK! it will turn you crazy like ME! >_<


MWAHHHAHA! CHUN MOUSE DISCO BALL! CUTE RIGHT!!! HAHAHHA! now i can open a club in my room already! haha. i didn't even bought it. my aunt bought it (i don't know the reason why too) then she wanted to give my cousin at my mom's side. so my mom brought it back. and i saw it. MWAHAH. then my mom said you want then you take. hahahha. :p and now it ended up in my room *EVIL* haha :p


okay! so i spent my whole day studying. more of writing the notes of the key points. have not gone into studying >_< *DIES* i think i'm gonna sleep now and wake up later to study and memorise EVERYTHING.. chew on the papers. *DEAD*

was fangirling for a while and DANG~ hahahha. :p i'm in love with su again >_< HUR HUR. but i can't fangirl for too long cos of my F-ing last paper tomorrow >_< wah. feel so shit now. damm it.

a funny conversation i had this morning. before my parents went to my grandma house.

dad: so you not going right
me:ya, have to study
dad:then you settle your own lunch and dinner
me: you wanna give me money?? :D
dad: eh, you are working now leh.
me: ya, and you are working too.
dad: i have to feed 4 mouths you know (my family)
me: i know! i have to feed 5(my dbsk)!hahhahh
dad: =.= *handed $10 to me*

LMAO! i died at my own witty-ness. LMAO! hahha

have a great night! BOO!
goodluck for my paper tomorrow and TA BOOM! i'm done! :D hur.
need a HIGH pay job now. like HIGH HIGH! hahha :p

7:43 AM
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WAH! SHIT! sunday morning and i haven start OB yet. wanted to last night. but i over slept. was thinking of waking up at 3am since i slept early. DAMM SHIT! now is 835am and i'm here to copy OB key points from rach >_< thanks girl!

okay! shit shit shit. today shall not be online until i think i'm okay! wah. *SO DEAD*

HWAITING! X_X

4:34 PM
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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ IN LOVE WITH HEART BULBS! :)




HEYHEY! :)

I'm back after a jog and dinner with cindy. wah! i seriously have no idea how long ago was my last jog. hahah. i have to start my healthy diet all over again. last night when ting and ailing stayed over at my house, we had too much sinful goodies. >_< hahaha. then now i have not started studying yet. that explains why i'm here. :p hur.

OMG. those fancams killed me totally. AWW MY SU~ (sry, if you find it too disgusting for you to take. HAHA)

i just put up my heart heart bulbs. and OMG. my room look so romantic suddenly. LMAO. if only su is here. hahahhahah!! :p PERFECT! :D hehehehe.

i have to study!!!! OMG! i haven start yet! SHIT SHIT SHIT!

have a great night people!
work hard and good luck for your exams! (ok, this sentence is actually for me) LMAO :P

NIGHTS!

4:40 AM
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2.37Am and im wide awake. all thanks to my baby su. =.= hahahahha. he totally killed me in mirotic concert and i wonder how ever am i going to miss it like seriously! >_< hahaha. :p I AM DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO MISS THIS! shall be a good girl and not miss any lessons during year 2. so that i can use them during that period. hope its not exam period only. if not i'll cry! >_< lol.

anyway. got to sleep soon. DANG~ tomorrow i have tution >_< hur. i'm sure i can't survive tomorrow. >_< LOL!

I LOVE MY BABY SU!

nights! :)

10:35 AM
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WAH! i tell you something funny... I FELL FROM THE CHAIR... =.= okay! stop laughing for now. cos i was calling my brother into the room to pick up my mom's phone call. then while i was calling him i got unstable on my chair. and ah ting was beside me. *OH GREAT* =.= so she and i both cant stop laughing. then my mom was on the other line. i lauhged so hard (those without sound ones) that i can't answer the phone. so i was like trying to tell her my brother don't wanna answer... I can't stop laughing cos it was super dumb.. >_<

(and that ass, instead of asking if im ok, she took a photo of me laughing on the floor..)
and so they were at my house.. and we were bored...



OMG. her legs are like dammm freaking white?! =.=


okay! anyway. i have like 99.9% that i will have to take sub paper. cos i seriously have no idea what the hell am i doing. -.- i totally felt like dying. plus section C. i'm supposed to choose 1 question to do. but guess what? i did both. so i was in the stupid room for i don't know how long. WAH! can die. >_< then after that went out and realise that i have like quite a couple of question wrong and i don't know how to do. so well... great... hur. -.- totally died. okay. forget it. micro test aside. since i can't do much about it already.

dang~

omg. mirtoic concert is liek half way through already!! I WANNA SEE THEIR PHOTOS AND FANCAMS AND ALL ALL ALL!! >_< DIES! OMG. hais. and i'm here. thinking bout it.. :( but well. can't help it.

okay! and my day was okay other than the fact that i will confirm plus chop fail my exam uunless there is like a miracle. which happens every decade. and mine just happened(sm town concert, which is not long ago) so i haev to wait for my next miracle. >_<

ah ting and ah ling is coming my house to study later. HUR. S.T.U.D.Y overnight i think >_< dang~ wonder if i can make it. since i have to like... go work tomorrow morning. BOO HOO yea. suck. but i need the money >_<

okay! bye for now! :)

nights to dear junsu. hope he have a great concert tonight! :)

4:24 AM
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A photoless blog seem boring.. lol. so here are some photos.




HEYHEYHEY! made a mistake. i guess i was too excited. xiahtic is tomorrow night. lmao. i will be having my handphone with me the whole night to wait for the call. but i think shiqi will be too high to remember us. >_< DANG~ was telling my parents that i wanna go korea.. and they gave me (-o-) this look. so well... hopeless. I have no money! i have been on this question for a long time. either korea or other countries for xiahtic. BUT! korea have to be at the end of the year. if not i don't have enough time to save money for it. >_< DANG~ god is always playing tricks on me..

okay! so today was quite..... well.... i didn't really fully use my time. so HUR. =.= was talking to ah ting. then at the same time chatting with ying and jing. lmao. i think we quite affected by the fact that shiqi is going korea. >_< haha. just can't get over it. when will it be my turn? *pouts*

anyway.. study is sure a BORE! i almost died. zengting left half way and then i got so distracted that i don't wanna touch my book anymore. ever since morning i study okay.. damm boring.. then went to watch TV. HUR HUR. :p then ate dinner. then now here... HEEE~ i think i can't finish studying. so either midnight oil or tomorrow EARLY morning wake up and study! BOO HOO! =.=

paper tomorrow and monday and hehe. thats it!!! THATS IT! bear with it *@#*(E(*WE(*YUE9. i need money. so have to work extra hard. >_< or anyone have good part time job? :p

okay! nights people. i think i might sleep early to wake up damm early tomorrow morning. gteat.. >_< damm last minute study! BURN MY BOOKS AND DRINK IT!!! >_<

niggts!!!

5:15 AM
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:( shiqi flew off this morning.. >_< happy for her. but when am i going to korea?!?! EMMERIC!!!!! bring me to korea with you. hahaha. I can be your translator!! :p

OMG! i can't wait for xiahtic tonight. like (@#)(*#)@*W OMGLY. this is so exciting. so you won't really see me online today until night time. BOO HOO! yea. when the fangirls will post everything up. MWAHHAHA :p opps. >_<

okay! so anyway.. its time to study yo!! i haven really go through my notes. DANG~ *DIES*

played games yesterday and my hands are still suffering from it. There are still red dots here and there. =.= well done girls... Though i hit very hard. but look what happened to my hand.. HAHHAHHA.

okay bye~ dang~ my junsu.. :(
i DIE also must go mirotic concert! my moto of the year.

4:43 PM
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ANNEYONG! me back from changmin's birthday celebration :p GOD.. i think most of the people there went korea before. >_< DANG~ when am i EVER going to step foot in korea like seriously >_< a bit saddening.. :(

but well... hahhaha. they are really sucking up every single cent that i have and will be earning. X_X OMG! albums and concerts. >_< *DIES* some one please donate some money to me... >_<

okay! so the start of today was quite boring. LMAO. :p cos the waiting time to take the measurement was FUCKING LONG. i wonder why do we have to wait that long. =.= then after that had late lunch and then studied for 130hours and i left to meet ying for minday celebration. hahah. rach was like saying then you go there sing happy birthday song to someone who is not there. lmao. :p i was like yea, true.. but well... fangirls... haahha :p but yea~ i had fun!! :D hurhurhur. was like fangirling and talking with them. lol. they were talking about korea and all. i was like.. omg.... >_< all i could think was how much i wannn go there. BOO. it suck when im not rich. HUR. yea..

okay! then.... went to secret recipe to eat cake cos its min's birthday afterall. LOL. then ate and chatted there.. :p then after that went home. hahah.

okay! i think im pretty tired for the day and i had not revised much. *CRAP* only left with tomorrow and and moring on friday. DANG~ *well done yifang*

oh! and i haev to say this. lmao. i tried using microwave to cook my egg this morning cos i was lazy to fry it. and guess what. i put 3min and it was done less than 1min.hahhaha. i was so amazed by it. but it doesnt really taste nicee. BOO. yea. hahha. never eat microEGGS. hahahha :p

okay! nights! :D

8:02 AM
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OH GOD! NO GOOD! i'm having flu now and i feel like shit man. Hate being sick. HATE HATE HATE! >_<

Feeling damm sleepy. X_X

My exams are coming and here i am slacking away.. shit shit shit! >_< (*@()*#)(@*#()*!@#

I seriously need to save money for my mirotic concert man! SERIOUSLY! its a MUST to go!!! hahahaha.

okay! hope i can start studying soon. COME ON I HAVE TO PICK UP THE DAMM BOOKS!!

7:45 PM
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OMG, my dear boy looks (#*)(*#()*$#() CUTE HERE! AWWW~~ hahaha. *DIES*

ANNYEONG! >__< DANG~ i'm feeling sleepy after dinner. ok ok. i know i sound like a pig. but i can't help it. X_X

anyhow. im glad something is resolved and over. though i think that the person deserve to have a harsher treatment. but nah~ heck >_<

okay. really sleepy now.X___X HAHAH! lmao. at my grandma house now. and im really bored. seriously!!! hahahaha. :p have to start to study soon. BOO. hate the fact but i have to do it right?

oh and had steam boat for dinner. wah. i wanna explode already. and my throat is not getting any better. i wanna sing. :( but i think i going soon?? i hope >_< and and and! next wednesday is min min's birthday! AWWW~~~

ok. *DIES*
bye bye!

2:37 AM
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YO YO YO!

coming to the end of valentines day. MWAHHAHA.

okay! so i spent my day with ah ting at my house rotting away. then we ate and talked again. >_< LOL! then i started to watch my fancams and all. hehe. then watched house tour and remembered how i fall in love with my baby su. LMAO.

okay. nothing much actually. >_< dang~ hurhur.

have to go sleep soon. lmao. nights my dear people. :)
hope you have enjoyed your valentines day. and how i miss su :( it had been 6 days already.

7:35 AM
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HEHE! today is valentines day! let me start with saying happy 18th valentines day ALONE. haha. LMAO. sounds depressing but gah~ its okay! MWAHHAHA. i will watch my susu fancam and remember 070209. HAHAHA. that eventful day!

wish you people a happy valentines, no matter if you are single or couples enjoy this great day. and those who wanna confess, good luck yo! hahha. :p

hurhur. okie. i just came here to wish people only. and happy valentines to my dong bang and most importantly my baby boy junsu!!! :) hurhur.

enjoy and have fun.
*me going to work soon =.=*

byee~

5:25 PM
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My lovely su fangirls!! :)


Annyeong! me back from a fangirl meeting! MWAHAHAHA. :p was totally laughing till my cheek bones don't wanna come down. junsu fangirls ROCKS! hahhaa. we are bias but we love dong bang. :) was watching all the fancams and i realise... i was caught quite a few times in other people's fancam. LMAO. :p i totally laughed when i saw that. haha. was searching for myself. hahah. :p damm embarrassing as well.hahahha. >_< must upgrade myself till i level up and will not shout and scream like others. must be. must be calm when su sees me. haha. lmao. we were talking bout what happened during the concert. since su was totally focusing on our side. then the other 2 su girls were like checking their hair and such. to think back, that was so cute. and i realise i didn't even bother bout my hair. cos i was thinking.. so many people, su might not even notice me. :p hurhurhur. but i think he did. hehehe. *happyy*

then we were talking bout how fangirls have problems getting boyfriends. and we can just stay home and watch fancams. :p hahhaa. cos su is all we need. >_< i wonder what su will be doing during valentines day which is like tomorrow :p hahhaha.

gah~ taking bout valentines day.. pretty sad that i have to work. and on top of that i have no date. so will be spending it at grandma's house i guess. lmao. but damm. its okay! i got pretty a lot of fancams today from the girls. OMG i love them! haha. :p we spend a total of 9 hours talking bout everything? haha. damm. time flies and its time to part. haha. but i enjoyed myself so much. hahaha. :p shall have more of such outings. :)

okie. goodnights :D

6:51 AM
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Outing with my lovely girls. HUR.


okay i bought this pair of shoes JUST for my next concert okay! which is mirotic concert. MWAHAHHA. now still deciding which location to go for that concert. HEHE. its tall enough for him to notice me. i want to be like 1 head above the other fangirls to make me super outstanding. lmao.



okay! so today was okay. watched benjamin buttons with them and it was super dry and boring but that ailing find it super meaningful... so =.= HUR.

then after that went home. LOL. :p then ting came my house and we talked talked talked. was feeling damm bored. but on the other hand.. tomorrow is the last day of school. which meant last day of me year 1. last day of spending time with those cute girls. >_< aww.

well. time sure past without me noticing it. >_< i have come to my end of year 1. that seems so.. surreal? LOL.

can't really remember how i first met them and talk to them and make friends with them. how we actually had a clique with half a class in it. how we used to sing in ktv (OMG, i seriously need more ktv sessions) and how we talked and laughed about random things. well, i will pack and bring all these memories with me.

felt as if i'm leading a boring life all over again ever since sm town concert. seriously need to prepare myself for my next mirotic concert. >_< hurhurhur. but that also means that i have to save up all over again. and in order to have more money in a short time i have to hold 2 jobs during my holidays. and shit shit shit! i having intensive GC CDS during that period. >_< i seriously hope i can make it.

plus still deciding where to go.. taiwan or malaysia. OR if i can have enough money.... i wanna go korea for encore concert!! >_< but that sounds damm ex for me. >_< BOO! ROAR! i really NEED to go for their concert like SOON SOON. i need those special weapons too >_<

DANG~ i don't know why i'm always feeling super sleepy lately. >__< and im actually feeling sleepy now. shit shit. >_<

okay! so many things to think about. and have to save up. so now is pack lunch. don't tempt me with food or what so ever again okay!! if not i will kill!!! ROAR

nights people!

6:04 AM
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went to meet hua today to pass her her things and then she gave me a peace ring. AWWWW~~~ how nice of her. she thought of me.. WOOTS! sorry i got you the printed bag. i totally forgot that you mentioned that you don't want prints >_< dang~ but what i bought you is super cute as well! so you must use. i swear no one have it here. (at least i think so) and thanks love for your ring!!

okie. so today rach ting and ailing came over to my house to spend the afternoon and we had dinner together. LOL! they were playing poker cards and i was spending my time watch ggot bo da nam ja. have to catch up a bit. lmao. and OMGLY! for a point of time i HATE jandi! she is being sucha bitch for saying lets end this... but after that it was okay already. OMO OMO! haha. i love dramas with all the cast that i like.hhaha. it makes me wanna watch more! LOL!

okay! so thats about it. LOL! and blogger some how sucks. cos i can't seem to upload my photos which i don't understand why... ~__~

i wonder why ever since i came back from thailand i have a SUPER GOOD appitite. i eat eat and eat. must start to go on diet like NOWWWW! no more soft drinks. hahahha. then tomorrow i have geog travel test.>_< boo. then after which might be going to catch a movie with the girls. HEHE. friday would be spazz day. meeting my lovely jing to throw her my memory with su! MWAHAHHAHAHA. she is so going to be jealous! WOOTS.

i miss su now. 4 days ever since i last saw him. when can i see him again?? >_<

5:19 AM
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What i took from the sky and thats why i love window seats. but don't really have to snatch for it. cos not much people board that plane. :p


I MISS KIM JUNSU!! :(


My SM TOWN goods! HURHURHUR! this cost me a bomb. it was really expensive >_<


Some stuffs that i bought. HUR. there are still more. mostly giving away. :p






Ok. there should be more pictures. but damm it. i wonder why i couldn't upload it. but gahh. its okay! pretty tired anyway. >_< dang~ shall upload the rest tomorrow or soemthing.hee. let me sum up a bit. HEHEHE.

so basically, friday i arrived at around 11 plus SG time. then went to dusit to meet my friend (ying) hur.

6:11 AM
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