keep the faith

Anneyong. >_< I don't think i will have time to blog any sooner. so.. hee.

in BCS class now. >_< presentation and then TADA ends.

OMGLY! i hate it when i and finishing my drama but can't finish it. >_< And reason being. school's connection SUCKS! damm it. was about to finish the alst epi but only managed to watch the first part. HUR. T___T damm it. damm sian. hais.
My hyun bin and hae gyo! why oh why! X_X hais. and i haev not read my last note yet (fan fic) >_< HUR... busy women..

nothing much to blog about as well. well.. life. HUR.

live your life like a drama and thats what i want. if my life is liek a drama. then this drama would have bad ratings and such. lmao. cos its THAT boring. hahaha. yea well.. BOO.

bye! :)

11:53 PM
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little junsu to keep me alive
and thats all i need to breathe

Count down to 8 more days before i fly.. WOOTS! HURHUR. and i will see you from the sky. :)

Today was yet another boring. was wondering why nothing amuses me. HUR. good question. T__T hmm. i really don't know. hahaha. school is just like that. nothing mcuh to talk about. why does everything seem the same to me? LOL >_<

My phone really died (can't receive sms). but changed with my mom for 3 days. so you can still send me msgs. :) BUT! my father don't wanna buy a new phone for me unless i pay half of it.(@*#()@*#()!*@#() HAHAHA. i really have no money now. how does he expect me to pay? DAMM IT! I totally have no money now. have to really save up all over again. LMAO. cos of mirotic concert. HURHUR. >_< yea. well. I am devoting myself to traveling and more concerts. mayb thats where i find my excitment. Singapore.. what a small country to be stuck in. though i might enjoy the peace and disaster free dot on the map.. but there is nothing for me to see or explore. like 4 seasons. it'll be damm cool. nice clothes to wear. HUR. somemroe i can play with snow or go skiing. >_< but there is practically NOTHING...

=.=

so well... something is better than nothing. i rather to be able to do something that is fun and happening (even if i die like that) than stuck in a boring place and rot myself to death.. T_T well. yeah. i can't complain much huh. since i was born here..

okay! tomorrow is the CHALET BABY! hahahhaha. more fun things happeneing. >__< YAY! like finally.. a break from a boring life. i need to meet my lovely cute friends, okay i think i shall do without the lovely and cute part. yupp. finally.. hhahaha.

saturday would be another happening night. though i wouldn't know what it would bring. but should be fun with those girls. HUR. party through the night man! >_<

HURHURHUR.. hope time flies. but DAMM IT! have not studid for anything yet. though i only have like 2 papers.. BUT STILL.. haahahha. >_< cos i have not been attending lectures since i don't know when.. AND i have not been listening in class nor have i done my tutorial homework. CLAP HANDS. well done to kimyf. i am so dead meat now. means more studying at home..boring life is going to start once again. so i shall ENJOY my happy times more!!

NIGHTS PEOPLE!

8:52 AM
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Anneyong!! Had steam boat just now cos i was complaining why i never eat steam boat for new year today. LOL! then we ate it! YAY! contented. >_< but i had running stomach after it.. T_T DAMM IT. but nevermind...

school today was as usual. boring. HUR.

met up with cindyyyy and had a short chat. and say jojo too! LMAO. that ass got herself a bf without telling me!! LOL! then she walked me to the library. >_<

u can skip this part if you want.
mayb this had got nothing to do with me or what so ever. but still. how can a guy be that much of a bastard? like wth? NEVER had i came across such people. and i have this urge of beating the crap out of him! mayb staying single is still the best. HUR. you won't always quarrel with your bf/gf. then you won't get upset and there is no break ups and no broken hearts to heal. well. hahahah. but still there are pros and cons. i can't say much bout it since i don't have one now. HUR. whatever it is.. please choose your bf wisely! cos if not.. thats it man. the start of misery... mayb i am not the one directly involved in this and shouldn't butt in. but i just can't help it. if toying with someone's feeling is sucha great joy to you, wait till someone does that to you. those son of a bitch.

okay. done with scolding. lets move on. my DB has like nothing much lately and that makes me so lonely. no more excitment in life. lmao. other than the fact that i am goign to see su like next week?! :P but well. HURHURHUR.damm excited bout it. BLAH. :p *pray hard for su to bump into me* hehehe. Just another 9 more days and everything starts. the beginning of a new episode of my life. HUR!

okay! thats bout it. goodnight everyone.
haha. i feel a need to blog about my concert everyday. LOL!! :p

5:56 AM
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Okay! day 2 of CNY and i spend most of my day watching this! i have to say that song hae gyo is damm cute with this hair style and she is so @*(#U(*@U PRETTY! MA DE! haaha. damm jealous. why is the world so unfair? hahaha. then hyun bin is damm cute+handsome+charming despite being like 9 years older than me. OMG. hahaha. I love him to the max! his good acting skills.. GAHH~ why SG don't have such talents? GAHH~ should not even talk bout it. :P hur. >_<

omo. new year and i had not eaten ANY STEAM BOAT SO FAR! BOO! i want steam boat!!! >_< hehehe. fri sat and sun chalet with cliques. enjoy life ah! ;p hehe. tomorrow have to attend lecture and then blah, jap project meeting. >_< then thursday is my public speaking presentation day. HUR. >_< *DIES* but i think that will be like my last presentation? but i have to do my mini updates. >_< then NEXT WEEK!!! NEXT WEEK!!
OMGLY ITS NEXT WEEK!!!!!!! hahahhaha
I WILL BE IN THAILAND NEXT WEEK! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
hurhurhur. i'm damm happy bout it. HUR. :p i can see my su soon! i missed him so so so much i can die and i have been diverting my attention to actors too much lately (kim bum, hyun bin) HUR. :p so su! here i come! and more shopping. YAY! hope i have a safe trip there and MOST IMPORTANTLY! don't get lost.
have to print the map of the whole bkk. hahahha. LMAO.

omona~ now still watching the world that they live in. OMG. i seriously love their acting!! cos its so.. CUTE! hahhaha. go watch it too!!
link: http://www.mysoju.com/the-world-that-they-live-in/
its damm cute i swear! hahaha. :p

okay! nothing much. school starts again tomorrow and the 2 days seemed like nothing much.. BOO. but well. life.. people say life is full of surprises. but why am i bored? hahhahah.

NIGHTS!

6:33 AM
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First day of new year..



The dog who wanna drive badly. :p



Annyeong! :)
Pretty tired by now. and my aunt say the way i drew my eyeliner today looks like indian... T_T whatever..

then it was like pretty much the same. just that there was wii! YAY! hahah. :P damm fun! i love it. hahahha. you can play baseball, tennis, bowling, boxing, fishing, golf. thats about it. haha. i think i will go get more games in thailand. WHEEE~ hurhurhur.

I was fully black today. lmao. so not CNY. i bet people give me the weird look. =.= lol. but i don't care. HEE. and then went to my cousin's house then went to pray and all. finally dinner and i had chili crab. OMG i love crab and it makes me crappy. T_T ok. hmm. then had this durian pudding. HUR.

drank a can of sapporo with my aunt today while playing scissors paper stone.. T_T damm lame. haha. but i finished the whole can. afterwhich i can feel my heart beat again. then i went to watch db videos. LOL.

what a day. as usual. LOL. tuesday and then school starts again. the same routine all over again. GAHH~ but i think i'm gonna have holidays soonnn~~~ HUR. and if i don't get my beijing CDS that will be damm sad. T_T

okay! i really wish you people are enjoying now. please be happy yo! nothing matters more than being happy!

goodnights! lets move on to 2nd day of money collecting. :D

6:05 AM
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My cute bed sheet!! HURHURHUR! it was my xmas gift from my aunt. cos she said it looked like me. and i think it looked like junsu.. HURHURHUR. so we have similarities huh? :p

The little lamb that looks like su is only my bed now. and damm lame... the words on the bed sheet is... mary had a little lamb..T_T

Wii! haha. my aunt just bought wii today. that rich women.. )(@#()#*$#. hahaha. its damm fun!! LOL! u are like hitting the air. and its damm tiring at the same time. lmao. especially boxing. i sweat when i played that okay! LOL!

When i was drinking on my way home. cos when i was about to leave, my aunt told me to drink. lmao.i think she was determined to make me drunk or something. but i doubt i was. my head just felt heavy and i feel like sleeping. lmao. so at least i think if i'm really drunk, i would just fall asleep myself. lmao. HUR.

Drank a bottle of hoegaarden. i have to work on my drinking level. i turn red easily. and dad bought me 6 cans of sapporo. HUR. Yoochunnie, i can drink with you! hahahhaa.



Mayb i should try some weird hair styles some day..

Okay... i don't think i'm in the right mind. T_T but i can confirm that i was consious when i took that. i'm not drunk! haha.


okay. this was how my day went. :p hur. not very exciting i know. but well.... life.. hahhaa. :p and i thought that i was going to eat steam boats for 2 meals *lunch and dinner* DAMM IT! i was wrong. hahahha. but it there were lotsa great food.. so well.. i can always have steamboat another time.:P hee. then played wii! LMAO. damm funny! games like boxing (you are practically hitting the air T_T) and fishing (you really have to do the action) lmao. and i played tennis! hahhaha. :p damm cute. LOL.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

my moto now is:
life is too short for regrets
live life to the fullest!

HURHUR. yea.. hope you people can have many many ang pows. :p and of cos, i want many many ang pows too! HEEE.

nights people! :)

9:33 AM
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PHOTOS of myself in HAJI lane. hur. and i love those girls! >_<




BOO HOO. tried but still can't get into the CDS thingy. so bull shit. >_< heck. thanks hua for helping!! X_X

today was pretty fine. HUR. time moved like super fast when i was working. then went to meet jing to shop for CNY clothes. That last minute girl! LOL! :P walked around but still can't find anything that is nice/she like/of her size(who ask you to be so small size). lmao. so she settled on a pricy $50 tube dress. its sweet and blue. so i think its pretty okay! HUR. :) enjoyed shopping with her! LOL! cos all the fandom things will come out naturally. like OH LOOK AT THAT. SO Changmin! hahhaha. lmao. :p
then ate su restaruant with jing. HUR. OMGLY i love it okay! hahah. had bulgogi(this is my first time eating this outside) and it is hell good! hahha. :p was so contented when i left the place.

and we saw this group of young girls, prolly 14-15(?) i think they just made their caps. and it was printed TVXQ. one is with junsu, the other changmin. i can't see the rest. lmao. :p then the evil jing was thinking of disturbing them. :p HURHURHUR. ok.. i did thought about it as well. but damm. haha. the next time we went to find them they were gone. >_< LOL. then we were talking bout where to catch mirotic concert. :p HUR. liek that i have to save from zero again after my SM con. :p hehehe. my life is full of concerts. :D :D :D

i should keep the mind set that tomorrow is going to be a better day. :)
su like optimistic girls btw. HUR.

New year eve tomorrow and my mom is FORCING me to pack my rooms like damm it. >_< then i am now blogging away.. HUR. i hate to pack. hahaha. just leave it there and i can find whatever things that i need. >_< but boo. pack for new year.

GAHHHHH~ my phone=DIES it cannot receive messages. SEE! my bad luck always come for a period of time before it leaves me alone. BOO HOO. okay! so if you have something important. PLEASE CALL ME OKAY! you will wait until you die before i can reply. cos i can't even receive it. >_<

goodnight people! have a great weekend ahead! :D

7:47 AM
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A little something to cheer me up.
Never fail to smile when i see xiah kim junsu! even if its just a picture. (:

6:36 AM
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still a bad day. today is like the bad-est day ever..
zengting and rach and xinyan got the sms from the beijing CDS and i didn't. X_X
my tp email can't be activated cos that time i never go and do it. know i don't know how to. X_X
can't check mail for the CDS thingy X_X
forgot to hand micro before i went to haji lane with them. X_X
cabbed back to school but was still late to hand in. X_X
the teacher never say anything which left us no chance to explain. X_X
what a great day huh. 1 and a half more hours before today ends. hope nothing else is going to happen to me. >_< what a life..

okay!
BCS=rotting time. went out to eat and walk around the school with suhong. we were like touring the school. and i have to listen to her lousy jokes. T___T hahha. damm cold can! hahaha.

my FIRST TIME to haji lane. and it is really ONLY 1 lane.. T_T okay.. hahahaha. their items are quite pricy and yea. but nicee. X_X gahh~ feeling kinda tired now. after being tortured by those projects. DAMM IT! >_<

have a goodnight people! and a HAPPY new year ahead.. right... happy.. T_T

6:24 AM
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Wah fuck. In a super bad mood now. nothing is right. like wtf? school sucks like hell. went to school to give my article for micro to hand up and i walk like don't know how many fucking times up and down the stairs. cos there is something or that fucking teacher is not where she is supposed to be. worse of all. she never put a box or anything outside for us to put our project. Now we have to go back to check if she is there in order to hand in and the deadline is today 5pm. plus now is 2.38pm and i'm in a lesson. like it helps at all. LIKE WTF? then damm pissed with today. wonder wtf is wrong. FUCK FUCK FUCK! *(@&#()@*$&)#($*) i really just feel like cursing and swearing the whole day. T__T fucking irritated with EVERYTHING.

10:34 PM
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Annyeong! >_< dead tired now suddenly. and my left eye is twitching. i wonder why. hope its a good omen. T__T i have enough bad times already. life is already so boring what more with the aid of projects.

rehersal for public speaking was okay today. but i don't think i performed well. T_T HECK. and the teacher sucks like always. she made us wait fucking long outside the class cos she have not ended her previous class. T__T damm (*@#)(*@$)(@*#)@! i think we waited about 15 min before the whole class wanted to leave and say we thought have no lesson. HUR. but FAILED! i think she saw us all running away. MA DE. if not we could have succeeded. >_< but there will be make up lesson. DAMM BLOODY HELL! >_<
Next week would be my acutal presentation. GAHH~ so many things to do. ROAR!

then i am still left with micro my aritcle and Cs to finish up before i can call it a day. CS sucks. give me such last minute work. though i still do my work super last min. but MA DE! must tell me earlier ma. >_< i like to say ma de alot noadays.. BOO. damm tired week. how can i have a celebration mood like this?

okay! i have to start work again soon! X_X hate it hate it! i want a change like now! do something!!!! FUN AND ENJOYABLE! I WANNA SING~ BRING ME THE MICROPHONE! ROAR!

as the door closes
so does my heart
the traces wiped away
a brand new life is going to start
soon
real soon
okay! myh inspiration break down like right away. my tired soul cannot feel anything other than tried and more tired now. T_T okay! have a goodnight people!

and YOO HUUU! tomorrow is friday! let the weekend start man! MWHAHAHAHA. T__T

my clothes are still not here yet. MA DE! hate that fucking spree person. so bloody inefficient.@(#*@()#*()@*$)@$

cursed too much lately. no good.. T_T *sigh*

5:40 AM
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This pamflet(?) is from KOREA AS WELL! MWAHHAHAH! I JUST LOVE MY COUSIN! HUR!


I caught this myself today! hurhur. so proud of myself. using only $2 okay! HEE

MY SHOES FROM KOREA! YAY! HURHURHUR! but in pink.. T_T haha. its okay! i think im gonna wear it tomorrow. :p

BOO! my camera is faster than you! :P

Beanie day. it had been sucha long time ever since i put that beanie on my head. HUR.


okay! back from shopping with hua. she got checkers top from top shop and a jeans from bugis. LOL! we went to talk around and such.. hahah. then talk bout things etc. it seem as if it had been sucha long time i have not met her. LOL!

ps. hua, please don't be so stressful! watch ggot bo da nam ja! MWAHAHAHH! ITS F-ing nice! AWWW my kim bum! :P hurhur. link is here: http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/ click when you people out there are feeling stressful as well!! HUR.

okay! have a goodnight! :D

5:08 AM
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HURHUR! Role play today!


Random shots while waiting for our turn for meeting role play.








Mengya! hahahha.


The BANG-girls! hahaha. this is the new duo! B to the I to the G BANG BANG!


classic!


okay, i am so not going to be OL. Had a hard time with the heels. i thought i would be okay. but WTH?! it gave me blisters. X_X i swear i wanted die. dammm ass. okay! that aside. everything was fine. just that role play i wonder if the teacher was payingn attention.. T_T lol. but who cares. ITS OVER! YAY! hahha. another project down. but i think we are going to like have a BLOODY test or something..

going out tomrrow with hua. HURHUR! it feels as though it had been sucha long time since i last saw her. HEHE.

tomorrow i have a couple of things i hope i can clear them. things like micro articel which i think i will confirm have problems with. then research for the group thing which i think will have problems too.. T_T lmao. then public speaking i think i have to plan for a short speech and redo my power point? LOL! then study jap and geogtravel. but gah. i think i can just read through it. LOL!

I think after this week it would be SO MUCH lighter. HURHUR.

special thanks to mengya who helped me with eye liner today! HEHE. i totally SUCKED at it. T_T okay! gotta learn. >_<

then mom kept pestering me to clean my room. :p hurhurhur. no time no time is what i always tell her.

okay! goodnight people! tomorrow is gonna be a long day. have to be ready for it. oh and did i mentioned that i tore my contact lens? hahha. Cos it was sticked together which i wonder why (this had happened a couple of times) so i got so F-ed up i rubbed like mad and TA DA.. i tore it.. T_T okay! no contacts for now. but getting it soon! HURHUR! suhong is helping me get it tomorrow. SPECIAL thanks to her too! :D hehe.

17 more days to the big day. i will pray everyday from now and be a good girl from now. LOL. thailand here i come baby~ hahahha. LOL. SHIT need notes for BCS.. X_X

BYE!

7:07 AM
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This is totally for me!

came across this while doing project

hope OB for today goes well!

9:00 AM
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i really lack the excitment in life. hur. i wonder how many times i have mentioned this. but damm. i really need the excitment. hahaha. :p i'm almost ready for the thailand trip. hurhurhur. but still... life is a bore. seriously. when can i do something interesting that will amuse me for life? okay, i doubt there is such thing. but well.. i still have a long way to go, unless i get knocked down by a car tomorrow.. or lightening stike me.. or a tree crash on me.. T_T

went to my grandma house, usual routine. hur. then i went to suntec with my SUPER CASUAL attire and went to this shop where my aunt bought her 229 bucks boots. OMG. and i tried their biggest size. GUESS WHAT?! I CAN FIT IN! and i am super tempted to get it as well!! LIKE BLOODY HELL! shall go thailand and check it out. HURHUR. since i have no more money to spare already! >_< but i don't think thailand will have my size. GAHH~ will see.

sorry if my blog is boring. hahahhaha. COS I REALLY HAVE NOTHING EXCITING IN LIFE TO BLOG ABOUT.. T_T okay! found something new bout my aunt is that... SHE HAVE FACE BOOK! you should have seen my face when she told me that. i was like.. WHAT?! O.O haahahhaa. and she asked if i have it.. so hur.. I DON'T. T_T

okay bye to my extremely boring day.. hur. oh but today my cousin is back from korea. OMG. hahahhaha. if she is kind super duper nice........... i might have the shoe that i want and mayb she might bring me some DB goods. :P hurhurhur. okay. nevermind.

have a great night!

projects oh projects. how i wish i can puke on you to show how disgusted i am with you.

5:55 AM
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as a lover you have done a great job

killing the soul that was once devoted to only you

times that were shared by only the two

now gone with the wind

tears that you have never seen

dried up with the pain

to be alone again is hard

but you are strong

so bring the smile back again

Something hit me and i felt liek writing this ^

Today is damm tiring. Went to work. then went for my hair treatment. it ended earlier than expected. haha. then rach and her bf were with me. rach went for her bang-cut. hahah. DAMM FUNNY! her bf and her is like.. T___T you wouldn't wanna know. lmao. whatever that is on rach is FOREVER CUTE to her bf! LMAO!

projects still undone. I really think that i am the last minute queen. DANG~ cos everything i do is super last min. Today is saturday and i have yet touched my projs. >_<

went to cindy's house after i had dinner. to help her with the photo shoot. lol. then we chat and all. >_< yea. long time no chat. hahahhah.

omg. i really feel like sleeping now can. DANG~ :( boo.

WHEEE~ Thailannd hotel booked. i am so so so in a holiday mood. :p

goodnight people!

6:43 AM
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Where is the light that will lead me

The lost soul has come to a stop

Is this stop forever?

As people move on

I'm still where i am

LOST

okay, this is not emo post. just writing what i am feeling at the moment. how i wish i can write beautiful lyrics. LOL! Random i know.. haha. My urge to sing is killing me. hahahha. :p mayb after my SM concert. >_<

Might be rebonding my hair like tomorrow. should i or should i not?! hahah. :p gahh~

where is all my motivation. can you like run back to me now. super bored to touch all my projects when this 2 weeks are supposed to be the project week. F it man. hate it so much. 1st project week is finally over. this are still things undone and not planned. >_< have to get it done asap already.

Mom packed my room for me. I think she had a hard time doing that :p but HUR. its more tidy now. :p I hope i can pull through next week. Test and all are coming up. which means SM concert coming up and many more. like holiday and beijing trip. but not sure if i'm in or not.. T_T lol. and i didn't even check my school mail. HUR.

okay! god damm tired. suhong smsed me this morning to ask bout some french quiz when i am not even taking french. then after i replied, she called and asked if i woke up already. then i say kinda? then she was like..hmm.. okay... nevermind. then i was like. WHAT??! hahahhah. then helped her checked and realise her french quiz was not this week... T_T well done! lmao!

GGot bo da nam ja is damm nice and funny! haha. LMAO. then i was arguing with suhong that the curls on joon pyo was okay.since i'm not a fan of curls. so its always not that appealing to me. but she don't like his curls. lmao.



okay so can you tell whose curls are nicer? cos i can't.. T_T

PS suhong get well soon!

OFF to week end >_< BYE!

2:29 AM
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Annyeong! >_< had my air tickets re-booked today! LOL! thailand i am so coming! AWW i really pray that nothing happen this time and that i can totally enjoy myself there. i need some excitment in life. >_< dang~

school was okay today. I had jap class and public speaking. woke up at 730am to do my speeech for public speaking, 800 fucking words. I did exceed though. But damm it! Then was like still have to do up the power point. PLUS PLUS have to attend the geog travel thingy. then manged to finish up everything and leave for CS meeting. I was late. >_< but in the end meeting was changed to tonight. There are so many things that we have to do for project.. X__X hais. last min project work kills >_< what time can i sleep tonight? Tomorrow still have BCS in the morning. DANG~

okay! going off already. goodnight people!

4:22 AM
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Tuesday night at minds cafe. :)






















wednesday

The coolest girl you have EVER seen!


Crazy girl in action


Too tired to type now. But what you see is what you get. haahah. Today was project day and damm it. SUPER SIAN. feel so.... SIAN! hahahhha. LMAO. okay! just hope these project weeks pass soon! tomorrow have to book air tickets already! ROAR! keep forgetting to being paper! damm it! HURHURHUR! i can't wait to get my ass on the plane!! okay goodnights!

life is too short to sleep. losing precious time.
hate the sin but love the sinner.

7:46 AM
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Anneyong. >_< I don't think i will have time to blog any sooner. so.. hee.

in BCS class now. >_< presentation and then TADA ends.

OMGLY! i hate it when i and finishing my drama but can't finish it. >_< And reason being. school's connection SUCKS! damm it. was about to finish the alst epi but only managed to watch the first part. HUR. T___T damm it. damm sian. hais.
My hyun bin and hae gyo! why oh why! X_X hais. and i haev not read my last note yet (fan fic) >_< HUR... busy women..

nothing much to blog about as well. well.. life. HUR.

live your life like a drama and thats what i want. if my life is liek a drama. then this drama would have bad ratings and such. lmao. cos its THAT boring. hahaha. yea well.. BOO.

bye! :)

11:53 PM
♥

little junsu to keep me alive
and thats all i need to breathe

Count down to 8 more days before i fly.. WOOTS! HURHUR. and i will see you from the sky. :)

Today was yet another boring. was wondering why nothing amuses me. HUR. good question. T__T hmm. i really don't know. hahaha. school is just like that. nothing mcuh to talk about. why does everything seem the same to me? LOL >_<

My phone really died (can't receive sms). but changed with my mom for 3 days. so you can still send me msgs. :) BUT! my father don't wanna buy a new phone for me unless i pay half of it.(@*#()@*#()!*@#() HAHAHA. i really have no money now. how does he expect me to pay? DAMM IT! I totally have no money now. have to really save up all over again. LMAO. cos of mirotic concert. HURHUR. >_< yea. well. I am devoting myself to traveling and more concerts. mayb thats where i find my excitment. Singapore.. what a small country to be stuck in. though i might enjoy the peace and disaster free dot on the map.. but there is nothing for me to see or explore. like 4 seasons. it'll be damm cool. nice clothes to wear. HUR. somemroe i can play with snow or go skiing. >_< but there is practically NOTHING...

=.=

so well... something is better than nothing. i rather to be able to do something that is fun and happening (even if i die like that) than stuck in a boring place and rot myself to death.. T_T well. yeah. i can't complain much huh. since i was born here..

okay! tomorrow is the CHALET BABY! hahahhaha. more fun things happeneing. >__< YAY! like finally.. a break from a boring life. i need to meet my lovely cute friends, okay i think i shall do without the lovely and cute part. yupp. finally.. hhahaha.

saturday would be another happening night. though i wouldn't know what it would bring. but should be fun with those girls. HUR. party through the night man! >_<

HURHURHUR.. hope time flies. but DAMM IT! have not studid for anything yet. though i only have like 2 papers.. BUT STILL.. haahahha. >_< cos i have not been attending lectures since i don't know when.. AND i have not been listening in class nor have i done my tutorial homework. CLAP HANDS. well done to kimyf. i am so dead meat now. means more studying at home..boring life is going to start once again. so i shall ENJOY my happy times more!!

NIGHTS PEOPLE!

8:52 AM
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Anneyong!! Had steam boat just now cos i was complaining why i never eat steam boat for new year today. LOL! then we ate it! YAY! contented. >_< but i had running stomach after it.. T_T DAMM IT. but nevermind...

school today was as usual. boring. HUR.

met up with cindyyyy and had a short chat. and say jojo too! LMAO. that ass got herself a bf without telling me!! LOL! then she walked me to the library. >_<

u can skip this part if you want.
mayb this had got nothing to do with me or what so ever. but still. how can a guy be that much of a bastard? like wth? NEVER had i came across such people. and i have this urge of beating the crap out of him! mayb staying single is still the best. HUR. you won't always quarrel with your bf/gf. then you won't get upset and there is no break ups and no broken hearts to heal. well. hahahah. but still there are pros and cons. i can't say much bout it since i don't have one now. HUR. whatever it is.. please choose your bf wisely! cos if not.. thats it man. the start of misery... mayb i am not the one directly involved in this and shouldn't butt in. but i just can't help it. if toying with someone's feeling is sucha great joy to you, wait till someone does that to you. those son of a bitch.

okay. done with scolding. lets move on. my DB has like nothing much lately and that makes me so lonely. no more excitment in life. lmao. other than the fact that i am goign to see su like next week?! :P but well. HURHURHUR.damm excited bout it. BLAH. :p *pray hard for su to bump into me* hehehe. Just another 9 more days and everything starts. the beginning of a new episode of my life. HUR!

okay! thats bout it. goodnight everyone.
haha. i feel a need to blog about my concert everyday. LOL!! :p

5:56 AM
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Okay! day 2 of CNY and i spend most of my day watching this! i have to say that song hae gyo is damm cute with this hair style and she is so @*(#U(*@U PRETTY! MA DE! haaha. damm jealous. why is the world so unfair? hahaha. then hyun bin is damm cute+handsome+charming despite being like 9 years older than me. OMG. hahaha. I love him to the max! his good acting skills.. GAHH~ why SG don't have such talents? GAHH~ should not even talk bout it. :P hur. >_<

omo. new year and i had not eaten ANY STEAM BOAT SO FAR! BOO! i want steam boat!!! >_< hehehe. fri sat and sun chalet with cliques. enjoy life ah! ;p hehe. tomorrow have to attend lecture and then blah, jap project meeting. >_< then thursday is my public speaking presentation day. HUR. >_< *DIES* but i think that will be like my last presentation? but i have to do my mini updates. >_< then NEXT WEEK!!! NEXT WEEK!!
OMGLY ITS NEXT WEEK!!!!!!! hahahhaha
I WILL BE IN THAILAND NEXT WEEK! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
hurhurhur. i'm damm happy bout it. HUR. :p i can see my su soon! i missed him so so so much i can die and i have been diverting my attention to actors too much lately (kim bum, hyun bin) HUR. :p so su! here i come! and more shopping. YAY! hope i have a safe trip there and MOST IMPORTANTLY! don't get lost.
have to print the map of the whole bkk. hahahha. LMAO.

omona~ now still watching the world that they live in. OMG. i seriously love their acting!! cos its so.. CUTE! hahhaha. go watch it too!!
link: http://www.mysoju.com/the-world-that-they-live-in/
its damm cute i swear! hahaha. :p

okay! nothing much. school starts again tomorrow and the 2 days seemed like nothing much.. BOO. but well. life.. people say life is full of surprises. but why am i bored? hahhahah.

NIGHTS!

6:33 AM
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First day of new year..



The dog who wanna drive badly. :p



Annyeong! :)
Pretty tired by now. and my aunt say the way i drew my eyeliner today looks like indian... T_T whatever..

then it was like pretty much the same. just that there was wii! YAY! hahah. :P damm fun! i love it. hahahha. you can play baseball, tennis, bowling, boxing, fishing, golf. thats about it. haha. i think i will go get more games in thailand. WHEEE~ hurhurhur.

I was fully black today. lmao. so not CNY. i bet people give me the weird look. =.= lol. but i don't care. HEE. and then went to my cousin's house then went to pray and all. finally dinner and i had chili crab. OMG i love crab and it makes me crappy. T_T ok. hmm. then had this durian pudding. HUR.

drank a can of sapporo with my aunt today while playing scissors paper stone.. T_T damm lame. haha. but i finished the whole can. afterwhich i can feel my heart beat again. then i went to watch db videos. LOL.

what a day. as usual. LOL. tuesday and then school starts again. the same routine all over again. GAHH~ but i think i'm gonna have holidays soonnn~~~ HUR. and if i don't get my beijing CDS that will be damm sad. T_T

okay! i really wish you people are enjoying now. please be happy yo! nothing matters more than being happy!

goodnights! lets move on to 2nd day of money collecting. :D

6:05 AM
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My cute bed sheet!! HURHURHUR! it was my xmas gift from my aunt. cos she said it looked like me. and i think it looked like junsu.. HURHURHUR. so we have similarities huh? :p

The little lamb that looks like su is only my bed now. and damm lame... the words on the bed sheet is... mary had a little lamb..T_T

Wii! haha. my aunt just bought wii today. that rich women.. )(@#()#*$#. hahaha. its damm fun!! LOL! u are like hitting the air. and its damm tiring at the same time. lmao. especially boxing. i sweat when i played that okay! LOL!

When i was drinking on my way home. cos when i was about to leave, my aunt told me to drink. lmao.i think she was determined to make me drunk or something. but i doubt i was. my head just felt heavy and i feel like sleeping. lmao. so at least i think if i'm really drunk, i would just fall asleep myself. lmao. HUR.

Drank a bottle of hoegaarden. i have to work on my drinking level. i turn red easily. and dad bought me 6 cans of sapporo. HUR. Yoochunnie, i can drink with you! hahahhaa.



Mayb i should try some weird hair styles some day..

Okay... i don't think i'm in the right mind. T_T but i can confirm that i was consious when i took that. i'm not drunk! haha.


okay. this was how my day went. :p hur. not very exciting i know. but well.... life.. hahhaa. :p and i thought that i was going to eat steam boats for 2 meals *lunch and dinner* DAMM IT! i was wrong. hahahha. but it there were lotsa great food.. so well.. i can always have steamboat another time.:P hee. then played wii! LMAO. damm funny! games like boxing (you are practically hitting the air T_T) and fishing (you really have to do the action) lmao. and i played tennis! hahhaha. :p damm cute. LOL.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

my moto now is:
life is too short for regrets
live life to the fullest!

HURHUR. yea.. hope you people can have many many ang pows. :p and of cos, i want many many ang pows too! HEEE.

nights people! :)

9:33 AM
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PHOTOS of myself in HAJI lane. hur. and i love those girls! >_<




BOO HOO. tried but still can't get into the CDS thingy. so bull shit. >_< heck. thanks hua for helping!! X_X

today was pretty fine. HUR. time moved like super fast when i was working. then went to meet jing to shop for CNY clothes. That last minute girl! LOL! :P walked around but still can't find anything that is nice/she like/of her size(who ask you to be so small size). lmao. so she settled on a pricy $50 tube dress. its sweet and blue. so i think its pretty okay! HUR. :) enjoyed shopping with her! LOL! cos all the fandom things will come out naturally. like OH LOOK AT THAT. SO Changmin! hahhaha. lmao. :p
then ate su restaruant with jing. HUR. OMGLY i love it okay! hahah. had bulgogi(this is my first time eating this outside) and it is hell good! hahha. :p was so contented when i left the place.

and we saw this group of young girls, prolly 14-15(?) i think they just made their caps. and it was printed TVXQ. one is with junsu, the other changmin. i can't see the rest. lmao. :p then the evil jing was thinking of disturbing them. :p HURHURHUR. ok.. i did thought about it as well. but damm. haha. the next time we went to find them they were gone. >_< LOL. then we were talking bout where to catch mirotic concert. :p HUR. liek that i have to save from zero again after my SM con. :p hehehe. my life is full of concerts. :D :D :D

i should keep the mind set that tomorrow is going to be a better day. :)
su like optimistic girls btw. HUR.

New year eve tomorrow and my mom is FORCING me to pack my rooms like damm it. >_< then i am now blogging away.. HUR. i hate to pack. hahaha. just leave it there and i can find whatever things that i need. >_< but boo. pack for new year.

GAHHHHH~ my phone=DIES it cannot receive messages. SEE! my bad luck always come for a period of time before it leaves me alone. BOO HOO. okay! so if you have something important. PLEASE CALL ME OKAY! you will wait until you die before i can reply. cos i can't even receive it. >_<

goodnight people! have a great weekend ahead! :D

7:47 AM
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A little something to cheer me up.
Never fail to smile when i see xiah kim junsu! even if its just a picture. (:

6:36 AM
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still a bad day. today is like the bad-est day ever..
zengting and rach and xinyan got the sms from the beijing CDS and i didn't. X_X
my tp email can't be activated cos that time i never go and do it. know i don't know how to. X_X
can't check mail for the CDS thingy X_X
forgot to hand micro before i went to haji lane with them. X_X
cabbed back to school but was still late to hand in. X_X
the teacher never say anything which left us no chance to explain. X_X
what a great day huh. 1 and a half more hours before today ends. hope nothing else is going to happen to me. >_< what a life..

okay!
BCS=rotting time. went out to eat and walk around the school with suhong. we were like touring the school. and i have to listen to her lousy jokes. T___T hahha. damm cold can! hahaha.

my FIRST TIME to haji lane. and it is really ONLY 1 lane.. T_T okay.. hahahaha. their items are quite pricy and yea. but nicee. X_X gahh~ feeling kinda tired now. after being tortured by those projects. DAMM IT! >_<

have a goodnight people! and a HAPPY new year ahead.. right... happy.. T_T

6:24 AM
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Wah fuck. In a super bad mood now. nothing is right. like wtf? school sucks like hell. went to school to give my article for micro to hand up and i walk like don't know how many fucking times up and down the stairs. cos there is something or that fucking teacher is not where she is supposed to be. worse of all. she never put a box or anything outside for us to put our project. Now we have to go back to check if she is there in order to hand in and the deadline is today 5pm. plus now is 2.38pm and i'm in a lesson. like it helps at all. LIKE WTF? then damm pissed with today. wonder wtf is wrong. FUCK FUCK FUCK! *(@&#()@*$&)#($*) i really just feel like cursing and swearing the whole day. T__T fucking irritated with EVERYTHING.

10:34 PM
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Annyeong! >_< dead tired now suddenly. and my left eye is twitching. i wonder why. hope its a good omen. T__T i have enough bad times already. life is already so boring what more with the aid of projects.

rehersal for public speaking was okay today. but i don't think i performed well. T_T HECK. and the teacher sucks like always. she made us wait fucking long outside the class cos she have not ended her previous class. T__T damm (*@#)(*@$)(@*#)@! i think we waited about 15 min before the whole class wanted to leave and say we thought have no lesson. HUR. but FAILED! i think she saw us all running away. MA DE. if not we could have succeeded. >_< but there will be make up lesson. DAMM BLOODY HELL! >_<
Next week would be my acutal presentation. GAHH~ so many things to do. ROAR!

then i am still left with micro my aritcle and Cs to finish up before i can call it a day. CS sucks. give me such last minute work. though i still do my work super last min. but MA DE! must tell me earlier ma. >_< i like to say ma de alot noadays.. BOO. damm tired week. how can i have a celebration mood like this?

okay! i have to start work again soon! X_X hate it hate it! i want a change like now! do something!!!! FUN AND ENJOYABLE! I WANNA SING~ BRING ME THE MICROPHONE! ROAR!

as the door closes
so does my heart
the traces wiped away
a brand new life is going to start
soon
real soon
okay! myh inspiration break down like right away. my tired soul cannot feel anything other than tried and more tired now. T_T okay! have a goodnight people!

and YOO HUUU! tomorrow is friday! let the weekend start man! MWHAHAHAHA. T__T

my clothes are still not here yet. MA DE! hate that fucking spree person. so bloody inefficient.@(#*@()#*()@*$)@$

cursed too much lately. no good.. T_T *sigh*

5:40 AM
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This pamflet(?) is from KOREA AS WELL! MWAHHAHAH! I JUST LOVE MY COUSIN! HUR!


I caught this myself today! hurhur. so proud of myself. using only $2 okay! HEE

MY SHOES FROM KOREA! YAY! HURHURHUR! but in pink.. T_T haha. its okay! i think im gonna wear it tomorrow. :p

BOO! my camera is faster than you! :P

Beanie day. it had been sucha long time ever since i put that beanie on my head. HUR.


okay! back from shopping with hua. she got checkers top from top shop and a jeans from bugis. LOL! we went to talk around and such.. hahah. then talk bout things etc. it seem as if it had been sucha long time i have not met her. LOL!

ps. hua, please don't be so stressful! watch ggot bo da nam ja! MWAHAHAHH! ITS F-ing nice! AWWW my kim bum! :P hurhur. link is here: http://www.mysoju.com/boys-before-flowers/ click when you people out there are feeling stressful as well!! HUR.

okay! have a goodnight! :D

5:08 AM
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HURHUR! Role play today!


Random shots while waiting for our turn for meeting role play.








Mengya! hahahha.


The BANG-girls! hahaha. this is the new duo! B to the I to the G BANG BANG!


classic!


okay, i am so not going to be OL. Had a hard time with the heels. i thought i would be okay. but WTH?! it gave me blisters. X_X i swear i wanted die. dammm ass. okay! that aside. everything was fine. just that role play i wonder if the teacher was payingn attention.. T_T lol. but who cares. ITS OVER! YAY! hahha. another project down. but i think we are going to like have a BLOODY test or something..

going out tomrrow with hua. HURHUR! it feels as though it had been sucha long time since i last saw her. HEHE.

tomorrow i have a couple of things i hope i can clear them. things like micro articel which i think i will confirm have problems with. then research for the group thing which i think will have problems too.. T_T lmao. then public speaking i think i have to plan for a short speech and redo my power point? LOL! then study jap and geogtravel. but gah. i think i can just read through it. LOL!

I think after this week it would be SO MUCH lighter. HURHUR.

special thanks to mengya who helped me with eye liner today! HEHE. i totally SUCKED at it. T_T okay! gotta learn. >_<

then mom kept pestering me to clean my room. :p hurhurhur. no time no time is what i always tell her.

okay! goodnight people! tomorrow is gonna be a long day. have to be ready for it. oh and did i mentioned that i tore my contact lens? hahha. Cos it was sticked together which i wonder why (this had happened a couple of times) so i got so F-ed up i rubbed like mad and TA DA.. i tore it.. T_T okay! no contacts for now. but getting it soon! HURHUR! suhong is helping me get it tomorrow. SPECIAL thanks to her too! :D hehe.

17 more days to the big day. i will pray everyday from now and be a good girl from now. LOL. thailand here i come baby~ hahahha. LOL. SHIT need notes for BCS.. X_X

BYE!

7:07 AM
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This is totally for me!

came across this while doing project

hope OB for today goes well!

9:00 AM
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i really lack the excitment in life. hur. i wonder how many times i have mentioned this. but damm. i really need the excitment. hahaha. :p i'm almost ready for the thailand trip. hurhurhur. but still... life is a bore. seriously. when can i do something interesting that will amuse me for life? okay, i doubt there is such thing. but well.. i still have a long way to go, unless i get knocked down by a car tomorrow.. or lightening stike me.. or a tree crash on me.. T_T

went to my grandma house, usual routine. hur. then i went to suntec with my SUPER CASUAL attire and went to this shop where my aunt bought her 229 bucks boots. OMG. and i tried their biggest size. GUESS WHAT?! I CAN FIT IN! and i am super tempted to get it as well!! LIKE BLOODY HELL! shall go thailand and check it out. HURHUR. since i have no more money to spare already! >_< but i don't think thailand will have my size. GAHH~ will see.

sorry if my blog is boring. hahahhaha. COS I REALLY HAVE NOTHING EXCITING IN LIFE TO BLOG ABOUT.. T_T okay! found something new bout my aunt is that... SHE HAVE FACE BOOK! you should have seen my face when she told me that. i was like.. WHAT?! O.O haahahhaa. and she asked if i have it.. so hur.. I DON'T. T_T

okay bye to my extremely boring day.. hur. oh but today my cousin is back from korea. OMG. hahahhaha. if she is kind super duper nice........... i might have the shoe that i want and mayb she might bring me some DB goods. :P hurhurhur. okay. nevermind.

have a great night!

projects oh projects. how i wish i can puke on you to show how disgusted i am with you.

5:55 AM
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as a lover you have done a great job

killing the soul that was once devoted to only you

times that were shared by only the two

now gone with the wind

tears that you have never seen

dried up with the pain

to be alone again is hard

but you are strong

so bring the smile back again

Something hit me and i felt liek writing this ^

Today is damm tiring. Went to work. then went for my hair treatment. it ended earlier than expected. haha. then rach and her bf were with me. rach went for her bang-cut. hahah. DAMM FUNNY! her bf and her is like.. T___T you wouldn't wanna know. lmao. whatever that is on rach is FOREVER CUTE to her bf! LMAO!

projects still undone. I really think that i am the last minute queen. DANG~ cos everything i do is super last min. Today is saturday and i have yet touched my projs. >_<

went to cindy's house after i had dinner. to help her with the photo shoot. lol. then we chat and all. >_< yea. long time no chat. hahahhah.

omg. i really feel like sleeping now can. DANG~ :( boo.

WHEEE~ Thailannd hotel booked. i am so so so in a holiday mood. :p

goodnight people!

6:43 AM
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Where is the light that will lead me

The lost soul has come to a stop

Is this stop forever?

As people move on

I'm still where i am

LOST

okay, this is not emo post. just writing what i am feeling at the moment. how i wish i can write beautiful lyrics. LOL! Random i know.. haha. My urge to sing is killing me. hahahha. :p mayb after my SM concert. >_<

Might be rebonding my hair like tomorrow. should i or should i not?! hahah. :p gahh~

where is all my motivation. can you like run back to me now. super bored to touch all my projects when this 2 weeks are supposed to be the project week. F it man. hate it so much. 1st project week is finally over. this are still things undone and not planned. >_< have to get it done asap already.

Mom packed my room for me. I think she had a hard time doing that :p but HUR. its more tidy now. :p I hope i can pull through next week. Test and all are coming up. which means SM concert coming up and many more. like holiday and beijing trip. but not sure if i'm in or not.. T_T lol. and i didn't even check my school mail. HUR.

okay! god damm tired. suhong smsed me this morning to ask bout some french quiz when i am not even taking french. then after i replied, she called and asked if i woke up already. then i say kinda? then she was like..hmm.. okay... nevermind. then i was like. WHAT??! hahahhah. then helped her checked and realise her french quiz was not this week... T_T well done! lmao!

GGot bo da nam ja is damm nice and funny! haha. LMAO. then i was arguing with suhong that the curls on joon pyo was okay.since i'm not a fan of curls. so its always not that appealing to me. but she don't like his curls. lmao.



okay so can you tell whose curls are nicer? cos i can't.. T_T

PS suhong get well soon!

OFF to week end >_< BYE!

2:29 AM
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Annyeong! >_< had my air tickets re-booked today! LOL! thailand i am so coming! AWW i really pray that nothing happen this time and that i can totally enjoy myself there. i need some excitment in life. >_< dang~

school was okay today. I had jap class and public speaking. woke up at 730am to do my speeech for public speaking, 800 fucking words. I did exceed though. But damm it! Then was like still have to do up the power point. PLUS PLUS have to attend the geog travel thingy. then manged to finish up everything and leave for CS meeting. I was late. >_< but in the end meeting was changed to tonight. There are so many things that we have to do for project.. X__X hais. last min project work kills >_< what time can i sleep tonight? Tomorrow still have BCS in the morning. DANG~

okay! going off already. goodnight people!

4:22 AM
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Tuesday night at minds cafe. :)






















wednesday

The coolest girl you have EVER seen!


Crazy girl in action


Too tired to type now. But what you see is what you get. haahah. Today was project day and damm it. SUPER SIAN. feel so.... SIAN! hahahhha. LMAO. okay! just hope these project weeks pass soon! tomorrow have to book air tickets already! ROAR! keep forgetting to being paper! damm it! HURHURHUR! i can't wait to get my ass on the plane!! okay goodnights!

life is too short to sleep. losing precious time.
hate the sin but love the sinner.

7:46 AM
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