keep the faith

Annyong. Back from work and stuff. lol. Quite tired by now. Damm. 154 going 2 in the morning and i am still chatting etc. lol. Ok i just submitted my jae form before it is too late and the net gets jam or stuff like that.

1.hospitality & tourism management TP
2.leisure & resort TP
3.Businbess TP
4.Tourism and resort SP
5.Music and audio SP
6.BUsiness studies NP
7.Tourism and resort NP
intergrated events management RP
9.comm & media TP
10.Culinary & catering TP
11.sports & leisure RP

Ok that is about it. lol. The courses that i choose. Hais. Tired man today. lOl. Have the sudden urge to just quit then slack and fangirl at home or watch some dramas. LOL. seriously!! Feel so so so bored. Hais. My dad is asking me to quit alr. LOL. say when school starts better don't work. First year is normally very packed. LOL. Oh ya. BTW, my results are...

English B3
Combine humans A2(I was shocked too!)
E math B3
A math B4
Physics D7(damm it man)
Bio C5
Chinese A1 oral distinction.

OH OH. CLASS CHALET WAS FUN! Yeah! hahhaa. Since i have not met those people for so long i miss them quite a bit. LOL. Its like.. hmm.. we know each other but some how mayb the friendship with each other is not REALLY that strong.. well ya.. lol. But fun to see each other again and gather together to play games and etc. oh ya! haha. We just won't miss captain ball in our chalet. We play and play and don't get bored. hahah! Before chalet was a trip to wild wild wet with cindy!!! Thanks ya babe! lol. Free tickets for me! hee. I was fun cos we do not need to queue. and sad as there is only the 2 of us and we are like playing with ourself? lol. damm stupid. But ok. I just enjoy it. lol. Playing in water etc. I miss friends... New life and place, how would it be?? hahhaa.

Oh oh. My manager(fake dad) is demoted and leaving, as in transfering to bedok.I WILL MISS HIM SO MUCH! I was so pissed. If he is ever gonna quit i am so gonna quit with him man! So pissed can. For what demote him?? Lousy shit? Just u wait jones. when i am done with my studying i will take over u and change it to harry jane! U ASSHOLE! I will make you wash the toilet man! haha. And that was what huiyi told dad, that i was goona buy over BJ. haha! I seem to be very busy, buying SM and BJ over. What more?? hahhaa. Hais. Getting sick and tried of working. damm
Oh and i bought some flowers today. An idea struck me. I would love to decorate my balcony with the hang chair, those really cute type and with nice and beautiful flowers. LOL. OH and i bought sun flower!! hahha.As in the seed and plan to plant it myself, so it i succeed! WOO. I shall bring it for you! hahaha. If i succeed la! lol. I suddenly love flowers cos they are so beautiful! Seriously, you should go ad see it yourself at kovan there. Really nice! The coulours and etc, make me wanna grab them all home. LOL. Ok i shall sleep soon! lol. tomorrow still have to wake up early to get something for dad! hee hee. Ja ne babes! Shall see ya soon eh.. lol :)

9:45 AM
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Annyong! hahhaa. Got back my results. Contradicting. Should i be happy or sad? lol. Happy cos i got L1R4:13 L1R5:18 which means i can go for JC which i thought i never could. lol. But i failed my phy. So was like. arg sucks! I think seriously, she don't know how to teach man! hahhha! A LOT OF people got that grade. Hais. damm.

Ok i think i am very hungry now. LOL. This is so random.

OH. COngra to dionne, chiu lee, huiyi, jin whye and cherie! hahha. TOP 5 in the school eh. lol.I was happy cos all top students were from EA! YAY! hahhha. I cried when they went up to the stage one by one to take their cert. Aww. But i never cry when i got mine.. Hahha.-_- To those who think that your results are not up to your standard. Don't give up yet. This is just the ending of your secondary school life and a new start! Don't bother about how people look at you. Cos who cares if others got 7,8 or 9? As long as in the future i am capable my score now is just part of my life. I might even be able to use money to throw at people in future who depise me now. LOL. So just choose you course wisely and it would be a new start from there. hahahha! I wanna take over SM and make it YF entertainment. LOL!!! Oh ya and CHOON! DAmm. hahha. she got 7 raw man! That is like so good can. A clever fangirl! lol.

hana kimi jap is NICE OK! hahahah. The people inside is SO shuai can! I just fell in love with them.LOL. It is called hanazakuri no kimitachi e. hahhaha. ARG. my korean class. hais.

Not feeling very well now. Felt pressure on my chest. Is it cos i am hungry or what. damm. My alimentary canal is also not behaving. DAMM! What is happening?? Is it you huiyi? hahaha. pass to me your illness. lol.
CLASS CHALET.. AWww. lol.

7:42 PM
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Yea. Back home. Today 10-6. haha! Like first time so early go home ever since i worked in amk. lol. Then borrowed jane's hana kimi jap ver. LOL. I think it is gonna be nice just by the look of it. YES. GONNA WATCH IT! Lol. Oh. Just found out something gross. The jyp is forming a band with 13 boys ALSO(like super junior) and one of the boy is named kim junsu. LIKE WHAT THE HELL LA! HELLO. WRONG GUY OK. JUNSU is ORGINAL. A lot of copy cats lately. Well, famous people are always being copied. hahhaha! And i think the junsu(only same name) looks like rain. OH MY. JUNSU is nothing like RAIN OK! He surpass rain!

Then my dad(the fake one) is being lame. LOL.I am like freaking out cos of my results. 2 more days. count down. haha. Tomorrow work so down to one more day and then a few more hours and thats it. haha. CRYING~~ (jae's song) hahah! I WANNA WATCH HANA KIMI JAP VER! damm. My mom wanna watch something else so i have to wait till she finishes her's. ARG. OK.

YES. I CAN WATCH HAMA KIMI ALR. LOl. ok ok. bye for now. lol. see ya guys real soon.
Break a tree break a tree~ break a tree now! hahhahah! YC. You should noe. lol

4:41 AM
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can you imagine they are singing with these expressions?? Oh my..^^ Kiss shita mama, sayonara.

Currently listening to kiss shita mama, sayonara(by tohoshinki=dong bang shin ki). Damm nice can. Oh my. Micky started with blink... then don't know what. then open your eyes.. just look at me now. Oh my. With his sext crying tone. awwww. Aish. then yunho say it's my entire world! Micky sings in crying tone. and woo changmin i am falling for him more and more man! he is so pitchy in this song. And jae! I love his ending and almost every part of him in the song! hahah! WOO. JUNSU! My chakya! haha. Long way before, he pronounced as lonely people! hahha.How cute! lol. Then his vocals. oH man. I just love him. *melts* *enjoying myself* The song is just sad and you get so emo. Cos the story is about a couple and the girl died or something. And the sadness and etc. Oh man. Changmin's high pitch is like. WOOOOOOOOO! NICE CAN! Not just junsu pronuonced it wrongly. haha. Everyone did in fact. hahhaha. They brought out the effect. You can feel it though you don't understand at first what the song is about. The sadness and feel is there. Hais. How much more do i have to say? haha. I LOVE DONG BANG!

Ok. I shall cry this thur and regret why didn't i study hard enough for my Os. hahah! I have been like asking myself why i have not been studying in every exams and say that i shall work hard for my next exam. haha. But i never study hard even after i said that. haha. 4 years and 16 exams or more in total.Ok. All i can do now is hope that my ah ma watch over me and give me a good result. LOL. PRAY HARD MAN. GOOD LUCK TO ALL! hahhaa. Getting worried day by day. But thinking bout it. what can i do? my papers are marked and graded. all i have to do now is cry. But will it be tears of joy or tears of failure. hahahha! And after that we are gonna have chalet. So i can confirm with you the mood is goona be like so down ok! But then.. just pray for the best for each and every one of us. haha. THURSDAY AH~ I dread it but it will come anyway.

Ok. Suppose to work until 6 and be off to shop with huiyi but ended up working until 7. haha. Stupid dad, haha. Not enough people then make one of us stay. But i earn money for 1 more hour so forget it. haha. Both of us bought skinnes. I know mine is not considered as a leg, i call it trotters. But i still bought one. It look good on girls with REAL SLIM legs. LOL. I wanted red or eletric blue. haha. Red seem nice cos changmin wore it in bonjour paris, which makes him woo! hahhaa. but didn't get it. Haha. Doubt i will wear it often too. lol. I am looking forward to results taking cos i wanna noe how i did for my A math. AND! Coming friday night would be fun i guess?? hahhaha. Saturday off but my stupid dad make me work again. hahah. He is like always short handed and he don't wanna request for people. damm it. haha! THURSDAY, FRIDAY OFF. YEAH! CHALET, TAKE RESULTS, FUN WITH AMK DEVILS. WOW. I am pretty busy. Mixed feelings. hahah.

ROAR! I WANT T ABLUM AND TRICK!

7:25 AM
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Annyong. hahhaa.I just read huiyi's blog. LOL. And i think it is funny that she wanna get out of fandom life. Maybe she can make it, but to me i think it is totally impossible. hahah! I am like addictied to what i am doing now. hahaha! To chase and ahhhh all over them. There is a fan language some how. LOL. I just can't help it. how can i ever get out to reality when all the boys i see on street makes me go TT______TT. See that is what i mean. hahah! Some how i need some fandom to tell me that there are actaully good looking boys breathing. LOL. Its like, every 1000 there might be a good looking one? Or in another words good looking ones are mostly celebrities. haha! Ok. Thats all i can say. so rounding off, fan girls are CRAZY(be-chin) hmm. other than that. DBSK is purely handsome and madness, somehow a way to get out of reality. They can make me smile through out the day. So what is so bad about it. Lets have a debut about this in our blogs. LOl. If you have comments tag me or give me your blog link man! hahhaa. I LOVE BEING A FAN GIRL AND I AM PROUD OF IT! HAHAHAHH!
MY JUNSU ROCKS OK! hahahaha.If you have seen my room you will know why. LOL

Ok. damm bored now. LOl. Wanted to meet jane, mavis and park for lunch at amk. But.. lol. forget it, family gathering.. Since my aunt wants to buy me something.. well.. haha. how can i say no. lol. I can't wait for the class chalet where i can finally meet of the people! hahaha. oh oh. I just love people at my branch! LOl. we are gonna have a gathering the floor and staffs. LOL. FUN! hahha. Guess where are we going? CLUBBING! hahahha. Kinda fun eh. LOl. My first time and i am going with them. hahah. I asked papa to bring me to the gay pub cos i trust that there are a lot of good looking guys there. hahha. So see, conclusion, good looking boys are either gay or celebrities. haha! DAMM! lol. POOR GIRLS. Sorry boys i just have to say this! hahha.

Oh man. I am really spending and spending. hahah! Bought a hoodie for like 63! Was like. WOW! That is so ex. LOL. But hahah! Finally i got a hoodie! LOL.And i am gonna get more! hahhaha. OH. And there is this thingy going on in my branch that i like the guy in kitchen! hahaha. AND, my AM(assis manager) actually told that guy, fake heechul! hahhaha. Was like oh my what the hell. hahaha! -_-''' and the funny part was another kitchen staff told me that heechul thinks that i like him. hahhah! cos i look at him? LOL.

Ok. I am back to fangirling. hahah! ja ne. My korean school ah. damm it. ahhaha. I WAN MORE CAPS YEAH! Thinking of what to wear for clubbing. hahahH!

10:33 PM
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Annyong.haha. have to rush off to work after i blog. LOL. forgot to take pictures when outing with my dear ning and xiao fang. hahaha! But it was FUN MAN! Finally. hahha. Out with friends. OH OH. haha. Ning is really prone to injuries! hahaha. She is like fall one in a while or something. LOL. She almost fell down the escalator if not for me behind her man. haha! SO SCARY OK! if i am not strong enough i would have fell with her. LOL. OK. But i really bought ex stuff and alot! Damm should scrimp a bit. Plus i am going to order the T album! hahha. WORKING makes me think that i have money when i do not have it. haha. OK OK . ja ne. Before i run late. LOL.

CLASS CHALET! I can't wait! lol

6:03 PM
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A fan or a pervert?
hahaha! Damm. I am like slowly turning from a fan to a stalker or something. hahaa. I might stalk them if i was born in korea man! This is crazy. I am a bit over some how. ahahaha. If you wanna come my ROOM and take a look at my gallary i wouldn't mind. hahahahh! As a DB fan i am proud of my room. As a normal human i am purely obessed. hahah. Current music:DBSK-RAINBOW! This is a very nice and sweet song. Go listen to it man!












DBSK FAN ROOM SHOW CASE
wanna know how DBSK fan's room look like? Check this out man. I am totally influenced by CHOON! hahhaha. I am now thinking of painting my room and recorate it! hahaha. But i think the pics have taken up most of my wall. hahahha! I woke up 5.54am and i couldn't go back to sleep so i started with expanding my fandom to my room. ^^







I swear that is purple hair on the left of the photo and not lightings ok! You check out the making film and you will know how cool it looks!

A day out with my girlfriends(huiyi,jiahua, vien) on monday has made my life colourful again. haha! I went to make my hair with huiyi and then went to PARTY WORLD! YAY! hahaha. It was fun to sing DB's song man! hahaha! Then sing sing and sing. OH OH. We sang micky's one last cry! hahaha. Was like. woo hoo. Hmm. Out of the party world about 8pm. lol. Guess what colour i have now on my hair?? PURPLE! hahha. You know why? Cos of purple line! What is purple line? It is a DB new song, yunho and yoochun had purple hair in the PV which is like SO hot. I think that PV is really hot! hahahaha. I am seriously CRAZY OK!We just sang our lungs out. LOL. But! Hua, you should really use the mic to sing next time ok!!

4:14 PM
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OK. I wanted to blog ALOT ALOT! Just you wait man! hahaha. Was busy photos hunting. So i wanted to blog and opened the window for a long time and guess what? hahaha. I was stuck with the photos for a long time cos they are just so... WOW! hahhaa HOT! hahahaa. OK ok. shall blog next time. Still haev to go early to work. haha. then i will tell huiyi just how handsome chun is and jun is and jae is and chang is and yunh is! hahhahhahha. WOO. ja ja ja! Shall blog asap about a day out with ching-gu! hahaha.

9:28 PM
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Ok. Yesterday was like so damm dammm fun! hahaha. Went to choon's(village people) house to have this DBDB fan thingy.. and!! Haha. celebrated janemin day! haha. Don't be sad farah! hahaha. You will get yours on your day. AND why is your competition on that day!!!! ARG. Changmin was like totally jane's hahah. For that day. LOL. then we were like taking theme photos. Like their choosy lover, sky, then some randoms. hahah! Then we watched the 'O' concert but is seoul ver. OH MY! MY JUNSU IS HOT OK!!! hahahah! Then we watched suju's movie. hahah! DAMM FUNNY CAN! I just LOVE heechul. Bitchy and cute.And leeteuk! hahaha. BUT I LOVE JUNSU MORE MORE MORE! haha. I am addicted to him man. Seriously crazy, for a moment i was thinking that i am not getting a boyfriend anymore man. I am satisfyed just by fantasizing about him. hahahhaha. I AM CRAZY. BE-CHIN! Ok.I have to make my post fast cos have to rush for work later. hahaha! Hmm. was so excited yesterday. we played when i first kissed you when jane stepped into the house and i pop out with the cake that surprised her. She was like. ahhhhhhhhh i am so touched. hahah! Then gave her her present! hahhaha. Was pretty fun. LOL. Then we wore chibi tee together. Haha. We met fans at the mrt. Me and huyi and the girl goes. ahhhh *covering her mouth* hahhah! I was like smiling. hahahah. Ok. then we played games and etc, chat about thingys. hahaha! FUN FUN and PURE FUN! hahahhaha.

Ok. Today was also a good one cos i FINALLY met cindy and got to chat with her. This is just a warm up! hahhaha. Will have more chances like that man. LOL. but she felt sick due to her pop corns and rubbish she took in instead of proper meals! My dear cindy~ Please eat proper meals! LOL. Then later have to report for work. damm. hahhahha. Huiyi is considering to quit. But for my current stage, to keep my fangirling going i can't quit. I need the job to make my DBSK survive. haha. I have to buy the albums and etc. NO TIME TO QUIT! hahhahaa. No matter how tired i still have to do cos of junsu! hahhaa. OK! Now what??

Hmmm. Hee. was like chatting with jane and jing. Oh man. I just love the 2 girls! hahhaa. We just talk rubbish man! hahhha. YEAH. Fainting cos of junsu. hahaha. He is like OH MY GOD HANDSOME! hahha. Big east station. You really must listen. He sang the TOHO TOHO TOHO thingy and was like so CUTE. hahhaha! And he is gonna marry at the age of 100? hahah. That was some test. which LMAO! hahhaha. Oh damm. Time is moving fast. haha. And its time for me to say good bye! hahahha. have to be off to work. Damm damm. but think of junsu.. awww. its worth it! hahhahah!!! I gross. hahhha. ja ne babes. See ya in no time people.

Thinking of results in another 2 weeks make me puke. hahah! Is puke the word. Ahhhh. whatever!

9:16 PM
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this is for farah and jane! hahaha.

Annyong. hahaha! Ok. i am so tired now. LOL. sleepy. haha. YEAH! Tomorrow I am so free man! hahaha. Was summon back to work even though it was my off day. haha. Cos manager shu shu have something on. So i went back to help lo.LOL. Overall was ok la. haha. Hope he solve his problem already. LOL. Ok. I spent like 60 plus and adding the present is like 100 plus? LOL. So broke. But worth it. After so long i finally have the chance to really shop! hahaha. Ok must have more of this kind of things. hahaha! Oh man! I wanna go out again. Next thurs i think going out with jianing and yufang. Then saturday i off again! YEAH. hahaha. But have to plan what to do on next sat. Then monday i am also free. haha. But i think i going out to play too! lol. ok. Actually I should plan my time with Jianing man! hahaha. Cos she is at TPY easier. LOL.

Oh man. Choon just called me and she was ranting like a mad women about suju is going to malaysia and she is a big fan of them. hahah. Was like ok ok. hahaha. But doubt she can make it there. Oh man. SUJU leh. Then have my heechul, leeteuk and junsu's friend eunhyuk! Oh man. Mayb i can ask him for jun's no. hahahah! Damm. But then hais. I wanna save up for my korea/japan trip to really watch them there. hahah! I think it would be totally different. And i can't wait to meet DBDB man! hahaha. I am getting excited. lOl. Hais. Its play time! hahhaa. Must remember to get the cake today man. LOL. Ok. Now.. hmm... hahaha.

I think i am having sever PMS lately. Seriously sever. The symtoms are out man. Esp when i am working i turn into a crazy bitch. Damm. What am i doing? I am like begining to hate the world and etc. Like what is happening in my life man? Picking faults and small things? Damm. Junsu save me! Hais. This is just recently, it has never been like that. Maybe cos when i start working things are very different from the past. LOL. But then, will try to change this stupid thingy. Hais. If things goes back to when we were schooling. hahhaa. but now i have money and my resolution this year is either to japan or korea. So i am already planning for my korea lesson. SO! KIM HWAITING. Oh man. I hope i can make it! hahha. Must do well in korean language. Hahaha. Then at least i am learning something. LOL.

Results are out in 2 weeks time. SHARKS! I am like damm worried about it man. Its like having a time bomb. How if I did not do well? What should i do? Oh man. This is killing me. Then how if i fail 2 or more subjects? ARG!!!! How to not think about it man?? Can't really face it since i doubt i did well in the exam. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! Ok. STILL, tomorrow is going to be a happy day. YEAH! hahahha. Ok. So i shall shelve the problem and lock it up for the time being. haha! Damm.

Anyway.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE-SAN! hahha. Omedeto! Changmin loves you for the day. hahhhah! Ok.. Lol. I have to report for work like 11 later. ARG. Friday=increasing crowds. Bloody hell. Why do people like to eat their food so much? Tell me tell me. Hahaha. Ok la. ja ne.

*I need a chat with you cindy! hahhahah! It has been so long!!! Will i see you tomorrow? LOL. Hope so eh!

5:13 PM
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this is changmin and changmin=handsome+tall


Everyday is junsu daY! hahahh!

Annyong! haha. Actually don't have to work today. But then.. hais. hahaha. My manager shu shu have something on. So bo bian. Help him lo.haha! Then i report work at 7 to 11. 4hours onlY!!! haha. waste my time man. Hais. But forget it la. since it is to help him. I am damm tired man. Esp my eyes are killing me. Was it because i wore too contacts for long hours? Damm!

OH! Yesterday was WENJIE's BIRTHDAY. And i only found out today. LOL. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hahhaha

Ok. I am looking forward to the cca orientation! YIPPY! hahhaha. Cos i have something on after that too which makes me so happy. hahahah! YEAH! I wanna go have fun and play. LOL. Ok. later i still wanna go out and shop. It is already 11.20 now. Hmm. lets see. I shall have lunch at home which saves me some money. LOL. I am on tight buget man! hahaha..I am also looking forward to next thurs. YEAH! hahha! Going out with jianing and yufang the 2 very ONs. hahah!

YEAH. TALK PLAY LOVE. hahaha. I have talk. my play is still half way and where is the love? haha. He is in korea!!! hahahah! My junsu ahh~ ok i am disguesting. hahha. I shall mention junsu in EVERY post. haha. that is so exaggerating. hahha!

ja ne! heex.

7:17 PM
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WOO HOO!







Finally it has reached! hahahah. So fast man! hahaha. Even faster then the clothes i ordered before this. hahah. The package is really cute. Then oh my! IS JUNSU!hahahha. Love it la. All thanks to farah for getting it for me. Mine is junsu, farah bought chang, huiyi bought micky and choon bought jaejoong. LOL. later still have to work at 12 and i woke up damm early just to get the tees from farah! hahahah. LOVE YA DEAR! I woke up like 715!! haha. 1st time ever since i work that i wake up so early. LOL. JUST FOR JUNSU! hahahaha. I was trying it on and smiling to myself! hahaha! Sorry i am on hyper now. Especially when this saturday i am meeting those girls make me smile more. hahaha. And celebrate jane's birthday! Lol. shall give her a surprise! hahahaha. Hmm. Then i have to plan and come out with something VERY SURPRISING~ hahahha! Make sure it is fun! LOL. since we are gonna watch the concert together! YEAH! Then have dinner. Oh man. That would be the best time in my holiday after such a long time of work! hahahha! YIPPY. Mansei!

FARAH: hahah! thanks ya girl for helping. Pass ya your 5 bucks this sat. Oh! And please watch the exploration human body (ehb)! haha. Cos changmin very cheery inside and i don't know why. hahaha. VERY CUTE! lol.

Hahaha. If i not wrong, i think i bought a junsu necklace. haha! As in the one junsu wear in some occassion.Is from online too! LOL. Hmm. I think i am gonna get the one with a lock when the spree is open again! hahaha. Oh man. I am overwhelmed with excitement! hahaha. Cos i am like so DB related now that whatever i buy must have some link to them. hahaha! I AM CRAZY MAN! ok ok. hahahha! ja ne!

5:18 PM
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Annyong. Felt tired man. I made the chef a bit pissed off last night which made me felt sad! Damm! I kinda like to say the word damm quite often now. LOL. I was suppose to count down how many chicken is left if not people order then cannot produce is VERY BAD! So.. I forgot. hahah! LIFE! ARG. My current stage of life is all about work. Is there anything else? People my age are going out and having fun with friends. I know i have to go out and work in order to play but somehow a part of me have the strong urge to go out as and when i like.
Last sunday went out to taka myself. Hahaha. ALONE! Wonder why? I also don't know the reason. Mayb i just don't wanna talk about the reason. Maybe i will have more times like that. I never went out alone as in to far places. This is my first attempt! hahaha. It feels weird actaully to see people with friends going out shopping and you are alone. LOL. But then.. well. overall was ok since i did not do much shopping and just went off to work after that. hahaha. Oh! I wanted to search for my cinnamon! But i don't think i see it on any shelve. So was like damm. I thought taka was suppose to be a jap shop etc.. LOL. But NO CINNAMON!? how can it be. I never ask though. So well.. haha.

Ok. I am quite anticipating the goods to arrive. My 'O' tee, and 2 other shirt i ordered online. haha! can't wait. and the stupid people out there who are so greedy, jacking up the prices! DAMM! I bought the 'o' tee for like $four five! can you believe it! TMD! sadly there is no more jae and ho. hahhaa. Then only chang yoo and su. Su actually don't have already but farah found it for me.AWW thanks dear! hahaha. Looking forward to this saturday! haha. YEAH! LOL. Cos i think i am going to watch 'O' dvd! OH YEA OH YEA! hahahha. And! I can meet up with netball juniors again! YEAH! hahah! And most classmates are gonna be there i think. Woo hoo! hahhaha. I am getting excited already! hahaha!

I am thinking if i should get another piercing. LOL. OH! and i saw nike bag which is like SO NICE AND SO SO SO EXPENSIVE! hahahaha. Still considering. Hahaha! Since i am working already... lol.. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. KOREA TRIP! oh ya. news paper! haha. have to search for language school. LOL. I have so many things to do eh. LOL.I have wrap up most of my posters except the 'O' concert one. Cos not enough wrapping plastic. LOL. But yet to put up. Will put up soon and convert my room into a DB fangirl room!!! hahhaha!
ja ne!

7:15 PM
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Oh man. Looking at ayumi's wig-like-hair in her lastest MV glitter i feel like dying my hair. Her hair so nice la! hahaha. Ok. So bored. Nobody is going out with me. Maybe i should borrow a book to read or something? hahaha. Getting bored day by day and thinking of useless stuff. Hais. I miss cindy man! Hahaha. The long chats that we use to have and grossip and bitch about stuffs. LOL.

Xueling is SO cute la! hahaha. She asked me if i wanna go chong. Then i was like what is chong?? haha. Then she say clubbing... DOTS. haha. I say SURE. If you wanna bring me. hahahah! The uncle also ok with it man. hahaha! Uncle is my manager. We call him uncle! haha. He is going to be gone next week. Not sure if should get him something or what.. LOL.Then linn whom i worked with at TPY is gonna be transfered here! LOL. Sadly ah. Then wenjie is going to quit next monday. hahaha. Then hais. So bored man. I wonder how is jia ning doing. hahahaha. I have not been going out like so long. CINDY AH! If you are reading this please date me man! hahaha. or YUFANG! hahahha. I am rotting! hahhahaha. I MISS JUNSU! hahahaha. JUNSU AH~ pali nawah! Since i am SO free. haha. I should go put up all my 2D dong bang on the wall. hahaha. One litre of tears are killing me man. Bloody sad. Life is short. Live life like there is no tomrrow! Though i wouldn't really do that and can't do that but.. haha. i will try! I wanna get a doggie so much man. SAD AH~ If only i can have a doggie.... hahaha.
ja ne people!

7:32 PM
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Annyong! I still like the song promise you so much. hahahah! Have to work later at 12 sharks! hahahha. It is work again. Damm. Haha. But time flies when i was working man! hahaha. its like so fast today is already friday! LOL. hais. Must faster earn enough money for my trip. ARG. For junsu! hahaha. DIE DIE must work. hahhaha! Bought their 'O' tee for $45 damm! STUPID people jacking up the prices. EAT SHIT AND DIE MAN! But other places don't have already so i REALLY HAVE NO CHOICE! Hais. Now have to work extra to cover up. Haha. I am hyper next week man! LOL. Going out with DBDB i think. LOL. Hmm. Next thurs and sat i off. Then I think thurs I can go party world with them, sat i think we are going to someone's house to watch 'O' concert! hahah. YEAH! Hope choon and the others can make it.

The kitchen now have so much problems cos of noth enough people i think the botak is not up to the mark yet. hahaha! Seriously lousy man! Its like somethings he should do he did not. Things that he should do he did! hahha. See. That is what i mean. I think is somehow poor management. What for waste all the money and attach so many cctvs? A waste of money. And the songs he play sucks man! Like for oldies or something. then didn't even hire enough people. Make his current staff slog like hell?! No wonder people wanna quit la. Damm. Still got what... hmm.

5:08 PM
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Oh man. I am feeling so cold these few days. Hahaha. I still have to work with huiyi at 12. LOL. Damm! hahaha. It is work again! hahaha. SAD THING MAN! Work and work. hais. I was just wondering when am i going to stop? Hmm. If i wanna earn enough for my concert and other stuffs i can't really stop. Cos i don't have the money when school starts. ARG! I am kinda worried about my results man! hahaha. Seems like... hmm.. i don't know but then.. very scared. Especially when the days of getting results are coming day by day. And it might clash with our chalet day. hahaha. DIE. Then i also don't know how to take off. There are 3 of us.But wenjie is quitting so left 2. hahaha! Then i think there wouldn't be enough staffs. PLUS! Left only me and huiyi would be no fun. PLus yeeling is going for her JC thingy. hahahha! damm. No much people my age already. Hais. OK. off to watch one litre of tears. It is VERY touching and sad. I wonder if i ever have friends like that or myself being like that how would i feel man! hais. cherish life man! It doesn't come easy when you can eat shit talk play see hear run all these things. There are people who can't do it.

Ja ne!

5:20 PM
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Annyong! hahaha. Quite a cold morning. But i like. hahahah! Playing forever love now. Oh man i just junsu's voice! hahahah. I know what you are thinking. haha. JUNSU AGAIN! But yup its him again.hahhah.

Ok.l have to work later on. EAT SHIT AND DIE MAN! hahahaha. Last night was fine. I realise the trick is to do things slowly. DOn't rush and i am pretty fine yesterday. cos there were SO SO SO many people on holiday! lol. Then when night comes we thought that there won't be that many people cos people would be at home getting their kids ready for school. Haha. But to our surprise, busy until like crazy. but i still did things REAL slowly. haha. So overall i think it is fine. lol. AND best part of all, i got my pay! hahaha. Was so happy when i opened and look at it! haha. Awwww. Then now the kitchen is a bit messed up cos not enough staff. Hais. Even the 'floor' also not enough staff. So.. we have to reeally slog esp when one of the 'floor' staff is going to attend JC one month.. AND wenjie seems like he wanna quit., SO hahhha! DIE! There is only me and huiyi and some others who are still schooling. GREAT! So in the far future i will be the one slogging like hell man. hahah. I am still unsure if i wanna quit. Hahaha! cos was like.. hmm... how to say. I think when school reopen i have to concentrate a bit. Cos i am ot sure how my work load will be. How if really CMI?? haha. Then i will go mad man. But i need money some how, cos my plan is korea. And i wanna have a vacation/concert there. So must earn quite a lot! Then somemore i wanna learn korean so much. That makes me poor again. my top priorty i think is to learn korean first before i go there. haha. I wanna learn to communicate with junsu's father! hahhaha! OK! So since i have not decided yet just leave it then. Slowly then i decide it i wanna work. hahhah.
ja ne people! Happy sch reopen! LOL.

6:50 PM
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Annyong. Back from work and stuff. lol. Quite tired by now. Damm. 154 going 2 in the morning and i am still chatting etc. lol. Ok i just submitted my jae form before it is too late and the net gets jam or stuff like that.

1.hospitality & tourism management TP
2.leisure & resort TP
3.Businbess TP
4.Tourism and resort SP
5.Music and audio SP
6.BUsiness studies NP
7.Tourism and resort NP
intergrated events management RP
9.comm & media TP
10.Culinary & catering TP
11.sports & leisure RP

Ok that is about it. lol. The courses that i choose. Hais. Tired man today. lOl. Have the sudden urge to just quit then slack and fangirl at home or watch some dramas. LOL. seriously!! Feel so so so bored. Hais. My dad is asking me to quit alr. LOL. say when school starts better don't work. First year is normally very packed. LOL. Oh ya. BTW, my results are...

English B3
Combine humans A2(I was shocked too!)
E math B3
A math B4
Physics D7(damm it man)
Bio C5
Chinese A1 oral distinction.

OH OH. CLASS CHALET WAS FUN! Yeah! hahhaa. Since i have not met those people for so long i miss them quite a bit. LOL. Its like.. hmm.. we know each other but some how mayb the friendship with each other is not REALLY that strong.. well ya.. lol. But fun to see each other again and gather together to play games and etc. oh ya! haha. We just won't miss captain ball in our chalet. We play and play and don't get bored. hahah! Before chalet was a trip to wild wild wet with cindy!!! Thanks ya babe! lol. Free tickets for me! hee. I was fun cos we do not need to queue. and sad as there is only the 2 of us and we are like playing with ourself? lol. damm stupid. But ok. I just enjoy it. lol. Playing in water etc. I miss friends... New life and place, how would it be?? hahhaa.

Oh oh. My manager(fake dad) is demoted and leaving, as in transfering to bedok.I WILL MISS HIM SO MUCH! I was so pissed. If he is ever gonna quit i am so gonna quit with him man! So pissed can. For what demote him?? Lousy shit? Just u wait jones. when i am done with my studying i will take over u and change it to harry jane! U ASSHOLE! I will make you wash the toilet man! haha. And that was what huiyi told dad, that i was goona buy over BJ. haha! I seem to be very busy, buying SM and BJ over. What more?? hahhaa. Hais. Getting sick and tried of working. damm
Oh and i bought some flowers today. An idea struck me. I would love to decorate my balcony with the hang chair, those really cute type and with nice and beautiful flowers. LOL. OH and i bought sun flower!! hahha.As in the seed and plan to plant it myself, so it i succeed! WOO. I shall bring it for you! hahaha. If i succeed la! lol. I suddenly love flowers cos they are so beautiful! Seriously, you should go ad see it yourself at kovan there. Really nice! The coulours and etc, make me wanna grab them all home. LOL. Ok i shall sleep soon! lol. tomorrow still have to wake up early to get something for dad! hee hee. Ja ne babes! Shall see ya soon eh.. lol :)

9:45 AM
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Annyong! hahhaa. Got back my results. Contradicting. Should i be happy or sad? lol. Happy cos i got L1R4:13 L1R5:18 which means i can go for JC which i thought i never could. lol. But i failed my phy. So was like. arg sucks! I think seriously, she don't know how to teach man! hahhha! A LOT OF people got that grade. Hais. damm.

Ok i think i am very hungry now. LOL. This is so random.

OH. COngra to dionne, chiu lee, huiyi, jin whye and cherie! hahha. TOP 5 in the school eh. lol.I was happy cos all top students were from EA! YAY! hahhha. I cried when they went up to the stage one by one to take their cert. Aww. But i never cry when i got mine.. Hahha.-_- To those who think that your results are not up to your standard. Don't give up yet. This is just the ending of your secondary school life and a new start! Don't bother about how people look at you. Cos who cares if others got 7,8 or 9? As long as in the future i am capable my score now is just part of my life. I might even be able to use money to throw at people in future who depise me now. LOL. So just choose you course wisely and it would be a new start from there. hahahha! I wanna take over SM and make it YF entertainment. LOL!!! Oh ya and CHOON! DAmm. hahha. she got 7 raw man! That is like so good can. A clever fangirl! lol.

hana kimi jap is NICE OK! hahahah. The people inside is SO shuai can! I just fell in love with them.LOL. It is called hanazakuri no kimitachi e. hahhaha. ARG. my korean class. hais.

Not feeling very well now. Felt pressure on my chest. Is it cos i am hungry or what. damm. My alimentary canal is also not behaving. DAMM! What is happening?? Is it you huiyi? hahaha. pass to me your illness. lol.
CLASS CHALET.. AWww. lol.

7:42 PM
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Yea. Back home. Today 10-6. haha! Like first time so early go home ever since i worked in amk. lol. Then borrowed jane's hana kimi jap ver. LOL. I think it is gonna be nice just by the look of it. YES. GONNA WATCH IT! Lol. Oh. Just found out something gross. The jyp is forming a band with 13 boys ALSO(like super junior) and one of the boy is named kim junsu. LIKE WHAT THE HELL LA! HELLO. WRONG GUY OK. JUNSU is ORGINAL. A lot of copy cats lately. Well, famous people are always being copied. hahhaha! And i think the junsu(only same name) looks like rain. OH MY. JUNSU is nothing like RAIN OK! He surpass rain!

Then my dad(the fake one) is being lame. LOL.I am like freaking out cos of my results. 2 more days. count down. haha. Tomorrow work so down to one more day and then a few more hours and thats it. haha. CRYING~~ (jae's song) hahah! I WANNA WATCH HANA KIMI JAP VER! damm. My mom wanna watch something else so i have to wait till she finishes her's. ARG. OK.

YES. I CAN WATCH HAMA KIMI ALR. LOl. ok ok. bye for now. lol. see ya guys real soon.
Break a tree break a tree~ break a tree now! hahhahah! YC. You should noe. lol

4:41 AM
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can you imagine they are singing with these expressions?? Oh my..^^ Kiss shita mama, sayonara.

Currently listening to kiss shita mama, sayonara(by tohoshinki=dong bang shin ki). Damm nice can. Oh my. Micky started with blink... then don't know what. then open your eyes.. just look at me now. Oh my. With his sext crying tone. awwww. Aish. then yunho say it's my entire world! Micky sings in crying tone. and woo changmin i am falling for him more and more man! he is so pitchy in this song. And jae! I love his ending and almost every part of him in the song! hahah! WOO. JUNSU! My chakya! haha. Long way before, he pronounced as lonely people! hahha.How cute! lol. Then his vocals. oH man. I just love him. *melts* *enjoying myself* The song is just sad and you get so emo. Cos the story is about a couple and the girl died or something. And the sadness and etc. Oh man. Changmin's high pitch is like. WOOOOOOOOO! NICE CAN! Not just junsu pronuonced it wrongly. haha. Everyone did in fact. hahhaha. They brought out the effect. You can feel it though you don't understand at first what the song is about. The sadness and feel is there. Hais. How much more do i have to say? haha. I LOVE DONG BANG!

Ok. I shall cry this thur and regret why didn't i study hard enough for my Os. hahah! I have been like asking myself why i have not been studying in every exams and say that i shall work hard for my next exam. haha. But i never study hard even after i said that. haha. 4 years and 16 exams or more in total.Ok. All i can do now is hope that my ah ma watch over me and give me a good result. LOL. PRAY HARD MAN. GOOD LUCK TO ALL! hahhaa. Getting worried day by day. But thinking bout it. what can i do? my papers are marked and graded. all i have to do now is cry. But will it be tears of joy or tears of failure. hahahha! And after that we are gonna have chalet. So i can confirm with you the mood is goona be like so down ok! But then.. just pray for the best for each and every one of us. haha. THURSDAY AH~ I dread it but it will come anyway.

Ok. Suppose to work until 6 and be off to shop with huiyi but ended up working until 7. haha. Stupid dad, haha. Not enough people then make one of us stay. But i earn money for 1 more hour so forget it. haha. Both of us bought skinnes. I know mine is not considered as a leg, i call it trotters. But i still bought one. It look good on girls with REAL SLIM legs. LOL. I wanted red or eletric blue. haha. Red seem nice cos changmin wore it in bonjour paris, which makes him woo! hahhaa. but didn't get it. Haha. Doubt i will wear it often too. lol. I am looking forward to results taking cos i wanna noe how i did for my A math. AND! Coming friday night would be fun i guess?? hahhaha. Saturday off but my stupid dad make me work again. hahah. He is like always short handed and he don't wanna request for people. damm it. haha! THURSDAY, FRIDAY OFF. YEAH! CHALET, TAKE RESULTS, FUN WITH AMK DEVILS. WOW. I am pretty busy. Mixed feelings. hahah.

ROAR! I WANT T ABLUM AND TRICK!

7:25 AM
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Annyong. hahhaa.I just read huiyi's blog. LOL. And i think it is funny that she wanna get out of fandom life. Maybe she can make it, but to me i think it is totally impossible. hahah! I am like addictied to what i am doing now. hahaha! To chase and ahhhh all over them. There is a fan language some how. LOL. I just can't help it. how can i ever get out to reality when all the boys i see on street makes me go TT______TT. See that is what i mean. hahah! Some how i need some fandom to tell me that there are actaully good looking boys breathing. LOL. Its like, every 1000 there might be a good looking one? Or in another words good looking ones are mostly celebrities. haha! Ok. Thats all i can say. so rounding off, fan girls are CRAZY(be-chin) hmm. other than that. DBSK is purely handsome and madness, somehow a way to get out of reality. They can make me smile through out the day. So what is so bad about it. Lets have a debut about this in our blogs. LOl. If you have comments tag me or give me your blog link man! hahhaa. I LOVE BEING A FAN GIRL AND I AM PROUD OF IT! HAHAHAHH!
MY JUNSU ROCKS OK! hahahaha.If you have seen my room you will know why. LOL

Ok. damm bored now. LOl. Wanted to meet jane, mavis and park for lunch at amk. But.. lol. forget it, family gathering.. Since my aunt wants to buy me something.. well.. haha. how can i say no. lol. I can't wait for the class chalet where i can finally meet of the people! hahaha. oh oh. I just love people at my branch! LOl. we are gonna have a gathering the floor and staffs. LOL. FUN! hahha. Guess where are we going? CLUBBING! hahahha. Kinda fun eh. LOl. My first time and i am going with them. hahah. I asked papa to bring me to the gay pub cos i trust that there are a lot of good looking guys there. hahha. So see, conclusion, good looking boys are either gay or celebrities. haha! DAMM! lol. POOR GIRLS. Sorry boys i just have to say this! hahha.

Oh man. I am really spending and spending. hahah! Bought a hoodie for like 63! Was like. WOW! That is so ex. LOL. But hahah! Finally i got a hoodie! LOL.And i am gonna get more! hahhaha. OH. And there is this thingy going on in my branch that i like the guy in kitchen! hahaha. AND, my AM(assis manager) actually told that guy, fake heechul! hahhaha. Was like oh my what the hell. hahaha! -_-''' and the funny part was another kitchen staff told me that heechul thinks that i like him. hahhah! cos i look at him? LOL.

Ok. I am back to fangirling. hahah! ja ne. My korean school ah. damm it. ahhaha. I WAN MORE CAPS YEAH! Thinking of what to wear for clubbing. hahahH!

10:33 PM
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Annyong.haha. have to rush off to work after i blog. LOL. forgot to take pictures when outing with my dear ning and xiao fang. hahaha! But it was FUN MAN! Finally. hahha. Out with friends. OH OH. haha. Ning is really prone to injuries! hahaha. She is like fall one in a while or something. LOL. She almost fell down the escalator if not for me behind her man. haha! SO SCARY OK! if i am not strong enough i would have fell with her. LOL. OK. But i really bought ex stuff and alot! Damm should scrimp a bit. Plus i am going to order the T album! hahha. WORKING makes me think that i have money when i do not have it. haha. OK OK . ja ne. Before i run late. LOL.

CLASS CHALET! I can't wait! lol

6:03 PM
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A fan or a pervert?
hahaha! Damm. I am like slowly turning from a fan to a stalker or something. hahaa. I might stalk them if i was born in korea man! This is crazy. I am a bit over some how. ahahaha. If you wanna come my ROOM and take a look at my gallary i wouldn't mind. hahahahh! As a DB fan i am proud of my room. As a normal human i am purely obessed. hahah. Current music:DBSK-RAINBOW! This is a very nice and sweet song. Go listen to it man!












DBSK FAN ROOM SHOW CASE
wanna know how DBSK fan's room look like? Check this out man. I am totally influenced by CHOON! hahhaha. I am now thinking of painting my room and recorate it! hahaha. But i think the pics have taken up most of my wall. hahahha! I woke up 5.54am and i couldn't go back to sleep so i started with expanding my fandom to my room. ^^







I swear that is purple hair on the left of the photo and not lightings ok! You check out the making film and you will know how cool it looks!

A day out with my girlfriends(huiyi,jiahua, vien) on monday has made my life colourful again. haha! I went to make my hair with huiyi and then went to PARTY WORLD! YAY! hahaha. It was fun to sing DB's song man! hahaha! Then sing sing and sing. OH OH. We sang micky's one last cry! hahaha. Was like. woo hoo. Hmm. Out of the party world about 8pm. lol. Guess what colour i have now on my hair?? PURPLE! hahha. You know why? Cos of purple line! What is purple line? It is a DB new song, yunho and yoochun had purple hair in the PV which is like SO hot. I think that PV is really hot! hahahaha. I am seriously CRAZY OK!We just sang our lungs out. LOL. But! Hua, you should really use the mic to sing next time ok!!

4:14 PM
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OK. I wanted to blog ALOT ALOT! Just you wait man! hahaha. Was busy photos hunting. So i wanted to blog and opened the window for a long time and guess what? hahaha. I was stuck with the photos for a long time cos they are just so... WOW! hahhaa HOT! hahahaa. OK ok. shall blog next time. Still haev to go early to work. haha. then i will tell huiyi just how handsome chun is and jun is and jae is and chang is and yunh is! hahhahhahha. WOO. ja ja ja! Shall blog asap about a day out with ching-gu! hahaha.

9:28 PM
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Ok. Yesterday was like so damm dammm fun! hahaha. Went to choon's(village people) house to have this DBDB fan thingy.. and!! Haha. celebrated janemin day! haha. Don't be sad farah! hahaha. You will get yours on your day. AND why is your competition on that day!!!! ARG. Changmin was like totally jane's hahah. For that day. LOL. then we were like taking theme photos. Like their choosy lover, sky, then some randoms. hahah! Then we watched the 'O' concert but is seoul ver. OH MY! MY JUNSU IS HOT OK!!! hahahah! Then we watched suju's movie. hahah! DAMM FUNNY CAN! I just LOVE heechul. Bitchy and cute.And leeteuk! hahaha. BUT I LOVE JUNSU MORE MORE MORE! haha. I am addicted to him man. Seriously crazy, for a moment i was thinking that i am not getting a boyfriend anymore man. I am satisfyed just by fantasizing about him. hahahhaha. I AM CRAZY. BE-CHIN! Ok.I have to make my post fast cos have to rush for work later. hahaha! Hmm. was so excited yesterday. we played when i first kissed you when jane stepped into the house and i pop out with the cake that surprised her. She was like. ahhhhhhhhh i am so touched. hahah! Then gave her her present! hahhaha. Was pretty fun. LOL. Then we wore chibi tee together. Haha. We met fans at the mrt. Me and huyi and the girl goes. ahhhh *covering her mouth* hahhah! I was like smiling. hahahah. Ok. then we played games and etc, chat about thingys. hahaha! FUN FUN and PURE FUN! hahahhaha.

Ok. Today was also a good one cos i FINALLY met cindy and got to chat with her. This is just a warm up! hahhaha. Will have more chances like that man. LOL. but she felt sick due to her pop corns and rubbish she took in instead of proper meals! My dear cindy~ Please eat proper meals! LOL. Then later have to report for work. damm. hahhahha. Huiyi is considering to quit. But for my current stage, to keep my fangirling going i can't quit. I need the job to make my DBSK survive. haha. I have to buy the albums and etc. NO TIME TO QUIT! hahhahaa. No matter how tired i still have to do cos of junsu! hahhaa. OK! Now what??

Hmmm. Hee. was like chatting with jane and jing. Oh man. I just love the 2 girls! hahhaa. We just talk rubbish man! hahhha. YEAH. Fainting cos of junsu. hahaha. He is like OH MY GOD HANDSOME! hahha. Big east station. You really must listen. He sang the TOHO TOHO TOHO thingy and was like so CUTE. hahhaha! And he is gonna marry at the age of 100? hahah. That was some test. which LMAO! hahhaha. Oh damm. Time is moving fast. haha. And its time for me to say good bye! hahahha. have to be off to work. Damm damm. but think of junsu.. awww. its worth it! hahhahah!!! I gross. hahhha. ja ne babes. See ya in no time people.

Thinking of results in another 2 weeks make me puke. hahah! Is puke the word. Ahhhh. whatever!

9:16 PM
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this is for farah and jane! hahaha.

Annyong. hahaha! Ok. i am so tired now. LOL. sleepy. haha. YEAH! Tomorrow I am so free man! hahaha. Was summon back to work even though it was my off day. haha. Cos manager shu shu have something on. So i went back to help lo.LOL. Overall was ok la. haha. Hope he solve his problem already. LOL. Ok. I spent like 60 plus and adding the present is like 100 plus? LOL. So broke. But worth it. After so long i finally have the chance to really shop! hahaha. Ok must have more of this kind of things. hahaha! Oh man! I wanna go out again. Next thurs i think going out with jianing and yufang. Then saturday i off again! YEAH. hahaha. But have to plan what to do on next sat. Then monday i am also free. haha. But i think i going out to play too! lol. ok. Actually I should plan my time with Jianing man! hahaha. Cos she is at TPY easier. LOL.

Oh man. Choon just called me and she was ranting like a mad women about suju is going to malaysia and she is a big fan of them. hahah. Was like ok ok. hahaha. But doubt she can make it there. Oh man. SUJU leh. Then have my heechul, leeteuk and junsu's friend eunhyuk! Oh man. Mayb i can ask him for jun's no. hahahah! Damm. But then hais. I wanna save up for my korea/japan trip to really watch them there. hahah! I think it would be totally different. And i can't wait to meet DBDB man! hahaha. I am getting excited. lOl. Hais. Its play time! hahhaa. Must remember to get the cake today man. LOL. Ok. Now.. hmm... hahaha.

I think i am having sever PMS lately. Seriously sever. The symtoms are out man. Esp when i am working i turn into a crazy bitch. Damm. What am i doing? I am like begining to hate the world and etc. Like what is happening in my life man? Picking faults and small things? Damm. Junsu save me! Hais. This is just recently, it has never been like that. Maybe cos when i start working things are very different from the past. LOL. But then, will try to change this stupid thingy. Hais. If things goes back to when we were schooling. hahhaa. but now i have money and my resolution this year is either to japan or korea. So i am already planning for my korea lesson. SO! KIM HWAITING. Oh man. I hope i can make it! hahha. Must do well in korean language. Hahaha. Then at least i am learning something. LOL.

Results are out in 2 weeks time. SHARKS! I am like damm worried about it man. Its like having a time bomb. How if I did not do well? What should i do? Oh man. This is killing me. Then how if i fail 2 or more subjects? ARG!!!! How to not think about it man?? Can't really face it since i doubt i did well in the exam. aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh! Ok. STILL, tomorrow is going to be a happy day. YEAH! hahahha. Ok. So i shall shelve the problem and lock it up for the time being. haha! Damm.

Anyway.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE-SAN! hahha. Omedeto! Changmin loves you for the day. hahhhah! Ok.. Lol. I have to report for work like 11 later. ARG. Friday=increasing crowds. Bloody hell. Why do people like to eat their food so much? Tell me tell me. Hahaha. Ok la. ja ne.

*I need a chat with you cindy! hahhahah! It has been so long!!! Will i see you tomorrow? LOL. Hope so eh!

5:13 PM
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this is changmin and changmin=handsome+tall


Everyday is junsu daY! hahahh!

Annyong! haha. Actually don't have to work today. But then.. hais. hahaha. My manager shu shu have something on. So bo bian. Help him lo.haha! Then i report work at 7 to 11. 4hours onlY!!! haha. waste my time man. Hais. But forget it la. since it is to help him. I am damm tired man. Esp my eyes are killing me. Was it because i wore too contacts for long hours? Damm!

OH! Yesterday was WENJIE's BIRTHDAY. And i only found out today. LOL. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! hahhaha

Ok. I am looking forward to the cca orientation! YIPPY! hahhaha. Cos i have something on after that too which makes me so happy. hahahah! YEAH! I wanna go have fun and play. LOL. Ok. later i still wanna go out and shop. It is already 11.20 now. Hmm. lets see. I shall have lunch at home which saves me some money. LOL. I am on tight buget man! hahaha..I am also looking forward to next thurs. YEAH! hahha! Going out with jianing and yufang the 2 very ONs. hahah!

YEAH. TALK PLAY LOVE. hahaha. I have talk. my play is still half way and where is the love? haha. He is in korea!!! hahahah! My junsu ahh~ ok i am disguesting. hahha. I shall mention junsu in EVERY post. haha. that is so exaggerating. hahha!

ja ne! heex.

7:17 PM
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WOO HOO!







Finally it has reached! hahahah. So fast man! hahaha. Even faster then the clothes i ordered before this. hahah. The package is really cute. Then oh my! IS JUNSU!hahahha. Love it la. All thanks to farah for getting it for me. Mine is junsu, farah bought chang, huiyi bought micky and choon bought jaejoong. LOL. later still have to work at 12 and i woke up damm early just to get the tees from farah! hahahah. LOVE YA DEAR! I woke up like 715!! haha. 1st time ever since i work that i wake up so early. LOL. JUST FOR JUNSU! hahahaha. I was trying it on and smiling to myself! hahaha! Sorry i am on hyper now. Especially when this saturday i am meeting those girls make me smile more. hahaha. And celebrate jane's birthday! Lol. shall give her a surprise! hahahaha. Hmm. Then i have to plan and come out with something VERY SURPRISING~ hahahha! Make sure it is fun! LOL. since we are gonna watch the concert together! YEAH! Then have dinner. Oh man. That would be the best time in my holiday after such a long time of work! hahahha! YIPPY. Mansei!

FARAH: hahah! thanks ya girl for helping. Pass ya your 5 bucks this sat. Oh! And please watch the exploration human body (ehb)! haha. Cos changmin very cheery inside and i don't know why. hahaha. VERY CUTE! lol.

Hahaha. If i not wrong, i think i bought a junsu necklace. haha! As in the one junsu wear in some occassion.Is from online too! LOL. Hmm. I think i am gonna get the one with a lock when the spree is open again! hahaha. Oh man. I am overwhelmed with excitement! hahaha. Cos i am like so DB related now that whatever i buy must have some link to them. hahaha! I AM CRAZY MAN! ok ok. hahahha! ja ne!

5:18 PM
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Annyong. Felt tired man. I made the chef a bit pissed off last night which made me felt sad! Damm! I kinda like to say the word damm quite often now. LOL. I was suppose to count down how many chicken is left if not people order then cannot produce is VERY BAD! So.. I forgot. hahah! LIFE! ARG. My current stage of life is all about work. Is there anything else? People my age are going out and having fun with friends. I know i have to go out and work in order to play but somehow a part of me have the strong urge to go out as and when i like.
Last sunday went out to taka myself. Hahaha. ALONE! Wonder why? I also don't know the reason. Mayb i just don't wanna talk about the reason. Maybe i will have more times like that. I never went out alone as in to far places. This is my first attempt! hahaha. It feels weird actaully to see people with friends going out shopping and you are alone. LOL. But then.. well. overall was ok since i did not do much shopping and just went off to work after that. hahaha. Oh! I wanted to search for my cinnamon! But i don't think i see it on any shelve. So was like damm. I thought taka was suppose to be a jap shop etc.. LOL. But NO CINNAMON!? how can it be. I never ask though. So well.. haha.

Ok. I am quite anticipating the goods to arrive. My 'O' tee, and 2 other shirt i ordered online. haha! can't wait. and the stupid people out there who are so greedy, jacking up the prices! DAMM! I bought the 'o' tee for like $four five! can you believe it! TMD! sadly there is no more jae and ho. hahhaa. Then only chang yoo and su. Su actually don't have already but farah found it for me.AWW thanks dear! hahaha. Looking forward to this saturday! haha. YEAH! LOL. Cos i think i am going to watch 'O' dvd! OH YEA OH YEA! hahahha. And! I can meet up with netball juniors again! YEAH! hahah! And most classmates are gonna be there i think. Woo hoo! hahhaha. I am getting excited already! hahaha!

I am thinking if i should get another piercing. LOL. OH! and i saw nike bag which is like SO NICE AND SO SO SO EXPENSIVE! hahahaha. Still considering. Hahaha! Since i am working already... lol.. aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. KOREA TRIP! oh ya. news paper! haha. have to search for language school. LOL. I have so many things to do eh. LOL.I have wrap up most of my posters except the 'O' concert one. Cos not enough wrapping plastic. LOL. But yet to put up. Will put up soon and convert my room into a DB fangirl room!!! hahhaha!
ja ne!

7:15 PM
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Oh man. Looking at ayumi's wig-like-hair in her lastest MV glitter i feel like dying my hair. Her hair so nice la! hahaha. Ok. So bored. Nobody is going out with me. Maybe i should borrow a book to read or something? hahaha. Getting bored day by day and thinking of useless stuff. Hais. I miss cindy man! Hahaha. The long chats that we use to have and grossip and bitch about stuffs. LOL.

Xueling is SO cute la! hahaha. She asked me if i wanna go chong. Then i was like what is chong?? haha. Then she say clubbing... DOTS. haha. I say SURE. If you wanna bring me. hahahah! The uncle also ok with it man. hahaha! Uncle is my manager. We call him uncle! haha. He is going to be gone next week. Not sure if should get him something or what.. LOL.Then linn whom i worked with at TPY is gonna be transfered here! LOL. Sadly ah. Then wenjie is going to quit next monday. hahaha. Then hais. So bored man. I wonder how is jia ning doing. hahahaha. I have not been going out like so long. CINDY AH! If you are reading this please date me man! hahaha. or YUFANG! hahahha. I am rotting! hahhahaha. I MISS JUNSU! hahahaha. JUNSU AH~ pali nawah! Since i am SO free. haha. I should go put up all my 2D dong bang on the wall. hahaha. One litre of tears are killing me man. Bloody sad. Life is short. Live life like there is no tomrrow! Though i wouldn't really do that and can't do that but.. haha. i will try! I wanna get a doggie so much man. SAD AH~ If only i can have a doggie.... hahaha.
ja ne people!

7:32 PM
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Annyong! I still like the song promise you so much. hahahah! Have to work later at 12 sharks! hahahha. It is work again. Damm. Haha. But time flies when i was working man! hahaha. its like so fast today is already friday! LOL. hais. Must faster earn enough money for my trip. ARG. For junsu! hahaha. DIE DIE must work. hahhaha! Bought their 'O' tee for $45 damm! STUPID people jacking up the prices. EAT SHIT AND DIE MAN! But other places don't have already so i REALLY HAVE NO CHOICE! Hais. Now have to work extra to cover up. Haha. I am hyper next week man! LOL. Going out with DBDB i think. LOL. Hmm. Next thurs and sat i off. Then I think thurs I can go party world with them, sat i think we are going to someone's house to watch 'O' concert! hahah. YEAH! Hope choon and the others can make it.

The kitchen now have so much problems cos of noth enough people i think the botak is not up to the mark yet. hahaha! Seriously lousy man! Its like somethings he should do he did not. Things that he should do he did! hahha. See. That is what i mean. I think is somehow poor management. What for waste all the money and attach so many cctvs? A waste of money. And the songs he play sucks man! Like for oldies or something. then didn't even hire enough people. Make his current staff slog like hell?! No wonder people wanna quit la. Damm. Still got what... hmm.

5:08 PM
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Oh man. I am feeling so cold these few days. Hahaha. I still have to work with huiyi at 12. LOL. Damm! hahaha. It is work again! hahaha. SAD THING MAN! Work and work. hais. I was just wondering when am i going to stop? Hmm. If i wanna earn enough for my concert and other stuffs i can't really stop. Cos i don't have the money when school starts. ARG! I am kinda worried about my results man! hahaha. Seems like... hmm.. i don't know but then.. very scared. Especially when the days of getting results are coming day by day. And it might clash with our chalet day. hahaha. DIE. Then i also don't know how to take off. There are 3 of us.But wenjie is quitting so left 2. hahaha! Then i think there wouldn't be enough staffs. PLUS! Left only me and huiyi would be no fun. PLus yeeling is going for her JC thingy. hahahha! damm. No much people my age already. Hais. OK. off to watch one litre of tears. It is VERY touching and sad. I wonder if i ever have friends like that or myself being like that how would i feel man! hais. cherish life man! It doesn't come easy when you can eat shit talk play see hear run all these things. There are people who can't do it.

Ja ne!

5:20 PM
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Annyong! hahaha. Quite a cold morning. But i like. hahahah! Playing forever love now. Oh man i just junsu's voice! hahahah. I know what you are thinking. haha. JUNSU AGAIN! But yup its him again.hahhah.

Ok.l have to work later on. EAT SHIT AND DIE MAN! hahahaha. Last night was fine. I realise the trick is to do things slowly. DOn't rush and i am pretty fine yesterday. cos there were SO SO SO many people on holiday! lol. Then when night comes we thought that there won't be that many people cos people would be at home getting their kids ready for school. Haha. But to our surprise, busy until like crazy. but i still did things REAL slowly. haha. So overall i think it is fine. lol. AND best part of all, i got my pay! hahaha. Was so happy when i opened and look at it! haha. Awwww. Then now the kitchen is a bit messed up cos not enough staff. Hais. Even the 'floor' also not enough staff. So.. we have to reeally slog esp when one of the 'floor' staff is going to attend JC one month.. AND wenjie seems like he wanna quit., SO hahhha! DIE! There is only me and huiyi and some others who are still schooling. GREAT! So in the far future i will be the one slogging like hell man. hahah. I am still unsure if i wanna quit. Hahaha! cos was like.. hmm... how to say. I think when school reopen i have to concentrate a bit. Cos i am ot sure how my work load will be. How if really CMI?? haha. Then i will go mad man. But i need money some how, cos my plan is korea. And i wanna have a vacation/concert there. So must earn quite a lot! Then somemore i wanna learn korean so much. That makes me poor again. my top priorty i think is to learn korean first before i go there. haha. I wanna learn to communicate with junsu's father! hahhaha! OK! So since i have not decided yet just leave it then. Slowly then i decide it i wanna work. hahhah.
ja ne people! Happy sch reopen! LOL.

6:50 PM
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