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HAPPY NEW YEAR! WELCOME 2008! hahahha.

today is junsu's offical birthday! hahaha! Cos his omma registered him only today. LOL. Anyway... i just wish a hapy new year to all and that hope this new year bring us good results! haha. And most importantly i hope to see DB this year in their tour concert! hahaha. mayb not this year. hmm. next year? LOL. Will see! hahahha! HWAITING. YEA. I am going to get my pay later! hahahah!

Oh man. WORK! hahahaha. ja ne.

5:38 PM
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Haha. I think yoochun looks weird! hahaha.









haha. When i am feeling sad. who do i turn to?
DONG BANG SHIN KI! hahaha
I just can't help it. LOL. Whenever i switch on my comp i would go look at their 2D images. It satisfy me for a little while. Haha. Then i would have the strong urge to go korea to look for them. LOL. Wanted to go count down today. But seems like everyone in the world cannot make it. So.. was sian half already. Then netball girls wanted to go they asked me along and i was like no at first. haha. I should have gone with them. But then.. still sian half. hahahha! So forget it. Quite dead by now. ALONE at home muching kimchi. hahaha! Then jing was asking me to listen to big east. LOL. Say junsu very CUTE! hahahaha. Will do so later. a bit sian cos have to work tomorrow. ARG! KILL ME MAN! hahaha. I wanna play with lots of money and don't have to slog like hell. Almost strike lottery but then again, ALMOST. hahahha! So was like. Damm. Ok. I am happy again just because of junsu. I know it sounds dumb but it is real! haha. Nights. happy new year to DBSK! happy new year to myself. Hahaha. PRAY AH. REALLY A HAPPY NEW YEAR! hahahahha.

3:11 AM
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Ahhh. I am tired now. But the korea song festival is watching. I am being very dumb, even no DB i will still watch? hahaha. Think i will? LOL. ARG. OK i think there will be no DB. SUCKS! hahaha. Hais. but then i will seill watch ba. LOL. OK there is suju so i will watch! hahahha! Oh man. I am crazy. LOl

Yesterday was happy! hahah. choon, jing, sulynn and her friend came and visit! haha. sulynn brought donuts for us! oh man! and choon gave me oreo. LOL. AHH! I wan DB to go back to korea sooN! hahahha. Oh man. hais. I am so busy watching the song festival and typing at the same time. LOL. So my post might be a bit messy. hahaha. Don't mind me please. And i hope hua's father allow her to the count down. Cos I wanna go too. LOL. My father think allow me to go. HEE. I wanna have fun. lOl..

6:51 AM
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Come find me man! my work place location!!! If you miss me. haha. But check my schedule first eh. LOL. later you come i not there. LOL.

5:31 PM
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Oh man. This i think would be the cover for their T album. Totally handsome! hahahha. Their 3rd jap ablbum coming up! hahaha. YEAH! I am like seriously spending A LOT OF MONEY already. Must get my last week pay soon. Cos last week i slog like hell. So expect a little bit more. hahah! Later still have to work. BUT! Hahaha. Jing and choon is coming! hahaha. Sadly jane cannot make it. And the mavis also. That makes it 4 person only. haha. Provided they can come earlier. If not later very crowded then cannot talk. I don't like. Then sulynn is coming too! hahaha. Double yeah. Like so many people. hahaha! Best is everyday i work someone come. haha. Then like that not so bored. So guys.. haha. You know what you should do right? LOL. No la. Hais. ARG. zzz. i am still so sleepy man! Hais. I think i am sutiable for the amk devils. Haha. Cos Every branch have a name and ours is devil. Hahaha! Don't you think so? yesterday i have been playing around with those people. Sticking the 'kick me' masking tape on their backs. Sadly they noticed. Hahaha~ Shows that my skills are rusty. Should go and polish up a bit. Must have some training.LOL.

Oh! AND!! thanks hua and vien who came and visit me AGAIN! hahaha! I am so touched. lol. Come so many times. Wanna come again? hahhaha! Then we can talk again! hahaha.
but sorry ah. You came at dinner time yesterday. which is VERY crowded and busy. LOL. I miss junsu. hahhaa. I wanna go learn korean! hahaha. HWAITING! I have been saying this. DOTS.. TT___________TT

ja ne! Later still have to go work. SUCKS! but sometimes it is fun. hahah

5:03 PM
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hahah. I think this photo is seriously cute! hahahha!

Annyong! hahaha. I MISS FRIENDS! hahaha. Its like i have not seen them for so long. ARG! cindy, chiu.. hahaha. Then my working time so long plus work until so late! Dead tired by now. I think the place is getting boring. As in i love working cos of the people there all very fun. But last night came 2 new people, who were i think previously from amk branch. Then they like don't talk. So.. lol. The rest all very fun leh. Haha. Hais. Forget it then. I really hope jianing and yufang can come if not for the fact that we have to take the same day off cos of class chalet. ARG! It would be fun if they can come here ah. WHY WHY WHY!!!!! Hais. Feel so tired now working. hahaha. Still have to face nasty customer. I want go korea. haha. Why waste time talking about it? LOL. ok. make it come true! FANG HWAITING! Now i have to find a place to learn the language. LOL. HWAITING to that too! hahaha. JUNSU HWAITING! <3

Weeek by news is VERY NICE! hahah! this jpop song very cute. Somemore sang by yamapi too! lol. haha. I only have these songs to acc me to my work place and back from my work place. LOL. Hahaha. Feel happy just by listening to it. Hahahahah!!! HWAITING CHING-GU AH~ Class chalet faster come! hahaha.
Ja ne. :0

5:19 PM
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See the phone my dear is holding onto? hahaha. That is my phone now! LOL. Can't help it, i am just purely crazy bout them. :P





Sorry changmin's hair not very nice. So i nv save his pic. Hee. Forgive me man! lol. But they are so cute with cinnamon! hahaha. I want that too! tell me if you know where i can get that! haha. I want it SO MUCH! LOL. Gonna work soon! ARG. MONEY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Ching-gu ah~ POGOSHIPPO!

11:18 PM
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Hahaha. Last night took the same bus with fake heechul. LOL. shall not call him fake heechul. his name is rahim. Hahaha. Cute la. We were like jiao-ing. hahaha! Then he stop at hougang. Then i walk home ALONE during x mas day. hais. Hahahah~ I want to go do colour extension to my hair leh. haha. Since i cannot dye on it. shall put other people's coloured hair on it. LOL.

I was so pissed yesterday with this DAMM irritating customer! Yesterday we ran out of fries. Then i make sure i tell EACH AND EVERYONE the waiting time and there is NO MORE FRIES. There is this SO BITCHY uncle ordering the food. Then I am sure i did tell him. Then after that when the food is up there is no fries. Then he walk back telling me why we never inform him before hand that there is no more fries? etc. And i was still BUSY searching for where my customer sit. He want to cancel his previous order somemore! Then he keep talking.. And still say what the service was from good to bad. Then keep bitching. Then my OS was eat shit and die. Then last night got so many people KEEP ON CHANGING PLACE! Butt so itchy man. I wanted to break their legs la. Like what the. You change sits cannot let us know issit. And i think the branch seriously don't know how to order stuff. 2 times already don't have fries. Hais. Poor me. My life.. BITCHY CUSTOMER RUINED MY X MAS. SHIT HIM! No fries means no fries right why keep on bitching. What the la! But anyway. I am lucky to have good managers and people there! hahah. They ask why i like so sad/angry hahah! Then the chef say next time if i in this kind of situation again must let him know on the spot. Then he will kick him box him or do whatever i want him to do to him just for me! awww. hahaha. I am so touched la! hahaha. I was seriously on the verge of tears cos ever since i work i never meet people like that before. Then the manager was like its ok la. No worries. hahaha. The shar also kena 2 times. LOL. Tell me don't care. LOL. Then everybody was like telling me its ok. hahaha! That is when i feel better. I seriously wanted to cry. Tears are ready to come out. But i swallow back. LOL. I very weak right. But my service is really good what! WHAT THE! ^%^#@(*^&*$@

OK forget about the lousy customer hope he NEVER COMES BACK AGAIN. I was always telling huiyi that those customer contributes to our pay so don't like that. Hahaha! But i also cannot take this kind of customers! LOL. My horoscope says i should flirt today cos no harm flirting and it is just for pure fun. So i will do just that. haha. sadly people there are mostly uncles! haha! shall refrain a bit. LOL. My work place also not much my age. Ok. forget it. Shall see if i have the chance to make my hair today.LOL. ja ne people! See ya soon. I always say see ya soon but in fact we don't have the chance to see each other. LOL!

7:05 PM
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ARG. haha. SAD. LOL. x mas eve and i am working. X mas and i am going to work later. hahaha! Bored to death. hais. I wanna play. haha. dots. the fake heechul is VERY CUTE! hahahaha. I tired to take photo of him yesterday.lOl. he don't allow me one. but then.. i am good. well.. haha. i took picture of him. lol. Yea. i changed my phone! Did i mention it before?? My memory is failing me haha. Ok. so i changed it into F330. samsung. I support samsung cos of anycall! haha. And anycall supports anyband and my dear is part of anyband so must support. hahah! He used that phone during anyband concert to take photo of himself! hahah! CUTE CUTE! ^^

YEAH I LOVE JUNSU. MERRY X MAS DONG BANG! hahaha. I am so obessed. But now seems like i love working cos the people there are fun people, they will play around. haha. Oh and i saw berwin. primary school friend. haha! I saw him that time in the LRT. I think my pri school friends doesn't seem to recognise me. hahaha. I saw xiang han and i think he saw me, but he doesn't seem to know its me. hahah! DOUBLE YEAH. Cos jianing is coming over to my side here! haha. one more serangoon. If only spencer is transfered here. then amk will become serangoon jones. hahaha! and i think if yufang gets the job she will be here too! YEAH! hahaha. FUN AH! but haev problems la. hahaha! our chalet how? There will have 5 4ea people. How can all the five take leave together?? hahaha. Then have to take different times and go different time. LOL. SAD!

I want to have colour hair extension. where can i do that? LOL. Very bored man! hahaha. Doubt will go out today already. They like not interested in going out. LOL. then shall stay home till it is time to work. Hahaha! Poor life of mine. Only work. hahaha. Ja ne! :) have a nice x mas people! MISSES...........................junsu! haha.

7:00 PM
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Oh man. haha.I am so tired now. ARG. Oh and i bought new phone! YEAH! hahhaa. Junsu took it when he sang during anyband concert! And i am happy about it. LOL. Hais. Tomorrow still have to work after one day of rest. sian half. I wanna go play leh. SOBS. hais. X mas day and nothing to do. LOL. no count downs no nothing. Hahah! Oh mna. Seems like my results are coming feelo so shit. ARG. I am starting to get a little worried now. hahahah! Have to start looking out for new year clothes. hahah! Then save money I WANT TO GO JAPAN! hahaha.Hmm. Or mayb korea is good? lol. A bit unsure of where i should go now. LOL. WORK WORK WORK. Like very no life. oh ya. I haven get my manager's birthday present. The other manager asked me to buy. LOL. SHIT. hahhaa. Ok. forget it. See what she say tomorrow. Or i go with huiyi to cheers see got sell what. LOL. have to go sleep soon. Hope to see ya guys REAL SOON! hahaha. NIGHTS.

7:04 AM
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Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. After slogging for 4 days of full time today is friday! I still on full shift! Damm it. hahahaha. So tiring la! I have to walk here and there stand almost the whole day! ARG! Dieing already. Last night was pretty cute in the sense that there is this guy rahim who looks like heechul and he is from serangoon. Haha. Ok. So i have met 2 senior guys who are from serangoon. LOL. Then wenjie was there, huiyi, jianing! hahahha! So almost all serangoons.. LOL. That was cute. LOL. Then i was the runner for the day means i have to serve people food. ARG. DEAD TIRED! hahaha. Then take turns to rest when going to end that time. yesterday the sales was like SO good la! hahhaa. More then what we expected. I was like running about. And the botak was there last night. hahaha. I was so scared that i will do something wrong or what la. hahah!I hope he didn't see me if i made any mistakes. LOL. hai! Tired ahhh.. They don't allow jianing to my here. Oh and AMK is more strict then the TPY. LOL. TPY people take care of me more. Hais. but what to do? work is work? haha. I have to slog like hell to get the money! ARG! hahhaa. MY LEGS ARE KILLING ME! HAHAHA! I miss junsu. hahaha. can he come botak jones to eat? LOL. ARG. Ok people. you guys are not dating me. So i can't take off cos i don't know when you are off. If you wanna date me then please please tell me real early, my early is not 2hour before ok. Is 1 week ahead. Ok. I have to report for work real soon later. Hahaha. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Someone make me rich can? WORK. -__- ja ne.

4:59 PM
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Oh man. thai fans made this for jun i think. So sweet of them la. Oh man oh man! I wanna go. I was thinking about our next concert destination. So, what jane said was to go japan concert. Then we can tour japan at the same time. LOL. What do you think? hahahha. FUN! but then, some of DBDB members don't really agree. So must see how now. Cos i also not sure. I very scared by that time i have anything how?! Exams is the one i am trying to avoid! hais. Hopefully ah. Don't have. then After the jap concert would be korea. Hahah! Cos we are SO not sure if they are going to have the korea concert or 3rd world tour concert. SO, the only thing now is go for as many concert as we can!! hahaha. I just wanna see junsu! I wan them to come singapore! ARG. Hopefull ahh. Please anyone out there. Hahah! Send me of you and your DB fan's video. LOL. Show your passion. haha. Then i make into one video. Must be in the window media movie or whatever it is called. hahaha! I wan them here la! hahaha. Hais.

I still gotta work later.. TIRED~ But its for CONCERT! Come man. Hwaiting. I am really CRAZY! hahaha. Full shift this few day might just kill me, and i seriously hate my new working environment. All those disgusting ah bei(uncle) Sitting there.
-_- Then they expect us to take order from there. DUH?! You have to order yourself and we just serve your food. Oh man. This sucks. But what to do. I want to go back to toa payoh man! More fun and etc. I am like alone today? hahaha. hais. Sian half. Hope they can transfer jianing here. hope wenjie can faster transfer here. And hope yufang want this job then transfer here with me. WOO. Serangoon dorminates the place! hahaha. Dots. OK forget it man! hahhaha. TIRED~ Ja ne. See ya guys soon. By the way, if you wanna have a gathering or whatever with me for next week or any other time, not this week. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me by this wed ah. Cos i have to submit my schedule for next week then i can arrange a time with you if you want me to. LOL. thanks thanks! AHHHHHHHHH work. hais!!!

4:53 PM
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A totally bad day of my life!

I just wanna bang my head and die or something. Like what the hell. Cos Thailand's concert was like.. BITCHLY NICE! It was junsu's birthday and they were like celebrating.. then the members threw the cake on him when junsu fell on the ground Awwww. I am like... Then he stood up. LOOKING REALLY HAPPY! Cos it was his birthday and the rest of the members were hyper too i think. Then they were playing around i think junsu was touched and people said that he was crying. Oh man! I just love this boy! Then there were a lot of yoosu! hahaha. So cute can?! There are so many things that i miss man! I just hate it. I wanna see so much. The cute playing junsu.. Hais. but what to do. I am not someone rich. can't money just fall from the sky?? I wanted to cry so so so much la. Its like. ARG. I wanna go so much. Seriously, the thai concert has made the KL concert seem like nothing. junsu and yoochun's car bang onto each other on stage!!! What a cute scene! I wanna see him again so much. Once is not enough. humans are greedy by the way.

Forget it. I had enough of my own ranting and raving and the i wanna cry cos i cant see him mode. I shall snap out of it and slog hard to earn the bucks. I want the money man! hahah! I wanna go korea? Or japan?? hahah! I want it. I shall make my dream come true. YES!

Today helped out in amk cleaning etc, so no food for you vien and hua. So sorry! hahaha. thanks for visiting and the cake. haha! Thank you vien for your cake! Oh man. hahaha. and it was really sweet of you to still think of us when you bought all those things back for us. LOL. MUACKS. Kiss you this time, but the rest is for junsu! hahahah! (puke all you want) hahha. Then we ended work at 6 and elias and i don't know who send us to TPY then we had dinner there. Haha. Jianing so funny la. She claimed to lost her ring and people were like searching for her, then she dig her pocket and found it inside.. -_-'' hahah. But that time i was talking furiously with jing. So i wasn't aware what was going on. they are having party tonight! And they DID NOT invite us. haha. but i think is some drinking party and we are under age. LOL. No choice then.hahaha! hais. sobs. junsu ah~

ok. nights people. Find me when you have time. And wenjie should thank me with his pay! hahhaa. I found him his job. LOL. he start working tomorrow with jianing at TPY and then i think he will be transfered to my here! hahha! Noe botak jones become 4EA jones. LOL.

ja ne. :)

6:16 AM
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Oh man. I am back from the fan gathering. 13 people turned up. If only farah, choon and tin can make it.. then DBDB would be all there. LOL. sometimes you might think that i am so so crazy going fangirling like daily. But somethings that i learn during fangirling is the friendship, mayb learn is not the word. But i just met so many new friends through DB, different people from different country. They will help you like sharing of photos etc. i just love it when we can click so well. The 1st thing when we saw each other was like DBSK? haha. Then we know it already. Just like today. LOL. We were a bunch of strangers but came together because of a common interest. Can you believe how magical it is? We just talked and talked like we have known each other for a long time. A wonderful day indeed. At the same time, i feel emotional. The news of the girl, kayem, fangirl who died 2nd dec this year makes me felt sad. Her last wish was to meet the boys. I was like. God, i am lucky! I have seen them, not many people have the chance esp people in america. I know fans in africa too. I wonder how she is, cos i have not met her online like a long time alr. kinda worried now. hais. fangirls... there are so many things to share and talk about. People around the world come together cos of music. same love for the boys. lol.

Some are seriously too crazy that they stalk them around, but what to do? I just love them so much, i wont stalk but then, ahhhh, i just wanna see them so so much! They are like taken most of me. Awww. I can't help it but hope to see them everyday. Even if it is just in my dreams. Pathetic, but there is nothing else i can do. Buy over SM. LOL. hais. I love their singing, their smile, their laughter, their dance, their pout, their cute actions, their serious face when singing, when they eat, have fun, slept well. LOL. Everything about them, bad mouth them and i might kill you! There are so much things about them that makes me wanna stare in the computer for the whole day. ARG, JUNSU AH! YUNHO, JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN, CHANGMIN! I can smile over nothing if you happen to see me smile to the air, i was just thinking bout them. haha! LMAO. >< hais. tired but i still wanna stare at them. That is how crazy fans are. Hahah! I miss junsu like mad. happy birthday to him before this day ends. And i thank the father mother so much man! haha. Thank you fr bringing junsu to the world Of cos the parents of DBSK too. Awww. Pictures later.. :)

7:05 AM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU!

Oh man. I miss him and love him so so so much! I hope he is enjoying his birthday and of cos please please please, stay happy and healthy forever. I wish his vocals are better and better. I wish he he gains more popularity everywhere. I wish all DB members does. I wish they can find their girlfriends and not get caught by paparazzi. I wish junsu would be happy in whatever he do. I wish the band's relationship gets better day by day. I wish all the anti-fans just eat shit and die. I wish they don't get stalked by fans that often cos that is really scary. I wish SM don't make junsu slog like hell just to get the company money. I wish that my fangirling never ends and the second time i get to see him will be in korea!
Wait for me jun su ah. hahaha.

Something sad happened. Jing just told me today. It dampens my mood. Junsu's birthday feel like some chinese new year. LOL. Its like.. hais. The sad path of fangirling. This girl kayem, died this year 2nd dec. Her wish was to see DB and she was about to fulfill it but there were some filght restriction. She sufferend from bone cancer. And she was a junsu fan. ARG. I was so so so.. hais. Like so difficult to see someone that you love. I am glad that i saw junsu already, but i am greedy, cos once is not enough seriously. I feel sad for her. Cos if it is for me, i will be like 'si bu ming mu' cos i have not done all the things i want yet. I wanna see junsu in korea man. Oh and the phone jun took in bonjour paris is out. dam it. I have to save real hard for that. hais. junsu ah~ make me bankrupt. hahah. but worth it. LOL. I love him so much that i think i am going crazy.LOL.

Can't wait. People interested in junsu day. It is held tomorrow at cine 1pm. LOl. A reservation for 10 is made. hahaha. I think they will be playing Db. If not no point we go there. Hahaha. Ahh. jun ah. Is he excited now? Or busy practicing for his concert? Asleep?Oh man. He makes me go crazy!

6:35 AM
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Our netball chalet. Sorry girls that i did not go for my second day.LOL.I wanted to but sadly my father don'tallow and i don't know wat is wrong with him. hais.
YEAH! DB day tmr. I CAN't wait! hahhahaha. Aww. then meet all those fans. haha.

Oh ya. something sad today. there is a DB fan who died on 2nd dec. And her last wish was to meet the boys. Oh man. I felt sad for her. Cos she is from US. ARG. She is a junsu fan. oh man.. hais... oh man. Tired.. lol. was like baking last night for DB day. Then.. hahaha. the cookie turn out mostly the base burnt. And VERY HARD. Hahaha.Anyway we can don't eat it and take photo instead. hahaha! *yawn* zzz
YEAH JUNSU BIRTHDYA TOMORROW.

HAHAHA. HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO JUNSU IN ADVANCE! LOL <3
SARANGHAEYOH! LOL.

2:05 AM
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Hi. I am back from chalet. hahaha. Dead tired cos i didn really sleep ah. hahaha. They were trying to keep me awake during night time and the damm air con is SO cold! hahaha. Enjoyed myself very much. Cos I have not met them for so long and there they are. haha. But a bit sad cos the people who went was like pathetically little. Seniors for last night only have me, cherie, nana, jahan, maisarah, farah. Then the jouniors only like have fiona,renny and a few more. Thats all!? Hais. But a bit weird is cos stil have fiona's relstives there yesterday.LOL. Quite paisei ah. hahah. I not sure if i going back later. Cos i asked my father then he was like saying. I don't know you la. Now everyday go out. Then don't come back la. I don't care if you don't come back, up to you alr. Like what the hell la. Not as if i stay out everyday right?! HELLO!? Oh man. like so sickening. ARG. Doubt i will go back ah. But miss thia coming leh. An i wanna see her so so so much! I going out with park later. So see how it goes ah. hahaha. Then i think they having another outing. Phew. hahah. At least i still get a chance to emet miss thia. LOL.

There are a lot of photos with jahan. hahah. The camera women. We met like finally after so long. Hahaha. And we went to see trans. LOL. When walking we were like oh my look look! hahaha.Then we were awoke most of the night. haha. Then morning all cannot tahan then go to sleep. hahaah. They had difficulties waking me up and i think my alarm rang? and i didn't hear it and other people's alarm also. hahah! Opps. I slept like some dead people la. Haha. then morning they want wake me up also cannot. LOL. I was being sit on and stc, rocking me here and there. HAhaha. Until when farah shouted XIAH JUN SU. And i replied mansei! hahhaha. Like what the.. haha. Ok gotta prepare to go out. Pictures some other time then. lol. :)

10:04 PM
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My cousin's, i helping her. So anything you want?? haha. Send her a mail. LOL. I think her things are from taiwan.LOL

Ok. I am going off to netball chalet! hahhaha. Woohoo. Must have fun today! YEAH! BYE.

8:51 PM
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OH MAN! I wanna get the bag and park say she saw it!! hahah. Woo hoo. aisay. hahah! But my pay not here yet, i wanna get it straight away man! Then i spent my grandpa give de money like left donno how much only. hahaha. ARG!

7:43 AM
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HAPPY NEW YEAR! WELCOME 2008! hahahha.

today is junsu's offical birthday! hahaha! Cos his omma registered him only today. LOL. Anyway... i just wish a hapy new year to all and that hope this new year bring us good results! haha. And most importantly i hope to see DB this year in their tour concert! hahaha. mayb not this year. hmm. next year? LOL. Will see! hahahha! HWAITING. YEA. I am going to get my pay later! hahahah!

Oh man. WORK! hahahaha. ja ne.

5:38 PM
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Haha. I think yoochun looks weird! hahaha.









haha. When i am feeling sad. who do i turn to?
DONG BANG SHIN KI! hahaha
I just can't help it. LOL. Whenever i switch on my comp i would go look at their 2D images. It satisfy me for a little while. Haha. Then i would have the strong urge to go korea to look for them. LOL. Wanted to go count down today. But seems like everyone in the world cannot make it. So.. was sian half already. Then netball girls wanted to go they asked me along and i was like no at first. haha. I should have gone with them. But then.. still sian half. hahahha! So forget it. Quite dead by now. ALONE at home muching kimchi. hahaha! Then jing was asking me to listen to big east. LOL. Say junsu very CUTE! hahahaha. Will do so later. a bit sian cos have to work tomorrow. ARG! KILL ME MAN! hahaha. I wanna play with lots of money and don't have to slog like hell. Almost strike lottery but then again, ALMOST. hahahha! So was like. Damm. Ok. I am happy again just because of junsu. I know it sounds dumb but it is real! haha. Nights. happy new year to DBSK! happy new year to myself. Hahaha. PRAY AH. REALLY A HAPPY NEW YEAR! hahahahha.

3:11 AM
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Ahhh. I am tired now. But the korea song festival is watching. I am being very dumb, even no DB i will still watch? hahaha. Think i will? LOL. ARG. OK i think there will be no DB. SUCKS! hahaha. Hais. but then i will seill watch ba. LOL. OK there is suju so i will watch! hahahha! Oh man. I am crazy. LOl

Yesterday was happy! hahah. choon, jing, sulynn and her friend came and visit! haha. sulynn brought donuts for us! oh man! and choon gave me oreo. LOL. AHH! I wan DB to go back to korea sooN! hahahha. Oh man. hais. I am so busy watching the song festival and typing at the same time. LOL. So my post might be a bit messy. hahaha. Don't mind me please. And i hope hua's father allow her to the count down. Cos I wanna go too. LOL. My father think allow me to go. HEE. I wanna have fun. lOl..

6:51 AM
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Come find me man! my work place location!!! If you miss me. haha. But check my schedule first eh. LOL. later you come i not there. LOL.

5:31 PM
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Oh man. This i think would be the cover for their T album. Totally handsome! hahahha. Their 3rd jap ablbum coming up! hahaha. YEAH! I am like seriously spending A LOT OF MONEY already. Must get my last week pay soon. Cos last week i slog like hell. So expect a little bit more. hahah! Later still have to work. BUT! Hahaha. Jing and choon is coming! hahaha. Sadly jane cannot make it. And the mavis also. That makes it 4 person only. haha. Provided they can come earlier. If not later very crowded then cannot talk. I don't like. Then sulynn is coming too! hahaha. Double yeah. Like so many people. hahaha! Best is everyday i work someone come. haha. Then like that not so bored. So guys.. haha. You know what you should do right? LOL. No la. Hais. ARG. zzz. i am still so sleepy man! Hais. I think i am sutiable for the amk devils. Haha. Cos Every branch have a name and ours is devil. Hahaha! Don't you think so? yesterday i have been playing around with those people. Sticking the 'kick me' masking tape on their backs. Sadly they noticed. Hahaha~ Shows that my skills are rusty. Should go and polish up a bit. Must have some training.LOL.

Oh! AND!! thanks hua and vien who came and visit me AGAIN! hahaha! I am so touched. lol. Come so many times. Wanna come again? hahhaha! Then we can talk again! hahaha.
but sorry ah. You came at dinner time yesterday. which is VERY crowded and busy. LOL. I miss junsu. hahhaa. I wanna go learn korean! hahaha. HWAITING! I have been saying this. DOTS.. TT___________TT

ja ne! Later still have to go work. SUCKS! but sometimes it is fun. hahah

5:03 PM
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hahah. I think this photo is seriously cute! hahahha!

Annyong! hahaha. I MISS FRIENDS! hahaha. Its like i have not seen them for so long. ARG! cindy, chiu.. hahaha. Then my working time so long plus work until so late! Dead tired by now. I think the place is getting boring. As in i love working cos of the people there all very fun. But last night came 2 new people, who were i think previously from amk branch. Then they like don't talk. So.. lol. The rest all very fun leh. Haha. Hais. Forget it then. I really hope jianing and yufang can come if not for the fact that we have to take the same day off cos of class chalet. ARG! It would be fun if they can come here ah. WHY WHY WHY!!!!! Hais. Feel so tired now working. hahaha. Still have to face nasty customer. I want go korea. haha. Why waste time talking about it? LOL. ok. make it come true! FANG HWAITING! Now i have to find a place to learn the language. LOL. HWAITING to that too! hahaha. JUNSU HWAITING! <3

Weeek by news is VERY NICE! hahah! this jpop song very cute. Somemore sang by yamapi too! lol. haha. I only have these songs to acc me to my work place and back from my work place. LOL. Hahaha. Feel happy just by listening to it. Hahahahah!!! HWAITING CHING-GU AH~ Class chalet faster come! hahaha.
Ja ne. :0

5:19 PM
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See the phone my dear is holding onto? hahaha. That is my phone now! LOL. Can't help it, i am just purely crazy bout them. :P





Sorry changmin's hair not very nice. So i nv save his pic. Hee. Forgive me man! lol. But they are so cute with cinnamon! hahaha. I want that too! tell me if you know where i can get that! haha. I want it SO MUCH! LOL. Gonna work soon! ARG. MONEY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Ching-gu ah~ POGOSHIPPO!

11:18 PM
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Hahaha. Last night took the same bus with fake heechul. LOL. shall not call him fake heechul. his name is rahim. Hahaha. Cute la. We were like jiao-ing. hahaha! Then he stop at hougang. Then i walk home ALONE during x mas day. hais. Hahahah~ I want to go do colour extension to my hair leh. haha. Since i cannot dye on it. shall put other people's coloured hair on it. LOL.

I was so pissed yesterday with this DAMM irritating customer! Yesterday we ran out of fries. Then i make sure i tell EACH AND EVERYONE the waiting time and there is NO MORE FRIES. There is this SO BITCHY uncle ordering the food. Then I am sure i did tell him. Then after that when the food is up there is no fries. Then he walk back telling me why we never inform him before hand that there is no more fries? etc. And i was still BUSY searching for where my customer sit. He want to cancel his previous order somemore! Then he keep talking.. And still say what the service was from good to bad. Then keep bitching. Then my OS was eat shit and die. Then last night got so many people KEEP ON CHANGING PLACE! Butt so itchy man. I wanted to break their legs la. Like what the. You change sits cannot let us know issit. And i think the branch seriously don't know how to order stuff. 2 times already don't have fries. Hais. Poor me. My life.. BITCHY CUSTOMER RUINED MY X MAS. SHIT HIM! No fries means no fries right why keep on bitching. What the la! But anyway. I am lucky to have good managers and people there! hahah. They ask why i like so sad/angry hahah! Then the chef say next time if i in this kind of situation again must let him know on the spot. Then he will kick him box him or do whatever i want him to do to him just for me! awww. hahaha. I am so touched la! hahaha. I was seriously on the verge of tears cos ever since i work i never meet people like that before. Then the manager was like its ok la. No worries. hahaha. The shar also kena 2 times. LOL. Tell me don't care. LOL. Then everybody was like telling me its ok. hahaha! That is when i feel better. I seriously wanted to cry. Tears are ready to come out. But i swallow back. LOL. I very weak right. But my service is really good what! WHAT THE! ^%^#@(*^&*$@

OK forget about the lousy customer hope he NEVER COMES BACK AGAIN. I was always telling huiyi that those customer contributes to our pay so don't like that. Hahaha! But i also cannot take this kind of customers! LOL. My horoscope says i should flirt today cos no harm flirting and it is just for pure fun. So i will do just that. haha. sadly people there are mostly uncles! haha! shall refrain a bit. LOL. My work place also not much my age. Ok. forget it. Shall see if i have the chance to make my hair today.LOL. ja ne people! See ya soon. I always say see ya soon but in fact we don't have the chance to see each other. LOL!

7:05 PM
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ARG. haha. SAD. LOL. x mas eve and i am working. X mas and i am going to work later. hahaha! Bored to death. hais. I wanna play. haha. dots. the fake heechul is VERY CUTE! hahahaha. I tired to take photo of him yesterday.lOl. he don't allow me one. but then.. i am good. well.. haha. i took picture of him. lol. Yea. i changed my phone! Did i mention it before?? My memory is failing me haha. Ok. so i changed it into F330. samsung. I support samsung cos of anycall! haha. And anycall supports anyband and my dear is part of anyband so must support. hahah! He used that phone during anyband concert to take photo of himself! hahah! CUTE CUTE! ^^

YEAH I LOVE JUNSU. MERRY X MAS DONG BANG! hahaha. I am so obessed. But now seems like i love working cos the people there are fun people, they will play around. haha. Oh and i saw berwin. primary school friend. haha! I saw him that time in the LRT. I think my pri school friends doesn't seem to recognise me. hahaha. I saw xiang han and i think he saw me, but he doesn't seem to know its me. hahah! DOUBLE YEAH. Cos jianing is coming over to my side here! haha. one more serangoon. If only spencer is transfered here. then amk will become serangoon jones. hahaha! and i think if yufang gets the job she will be here too! YEAH! hahaha. FUN AH! but haev problems la. hahaha! our chalet how? There will have 5 4ea people. How can all the five take leave together?? hahaha. Then have to take different times and go different time. LOL. SAD!

I want to have colour hair extension. where can i do that? LOL. Very bored man! hahaha. Doubt will go out today already. They like not interested in going out. LOL. then shall stay home till it is time to work. Hahaha! Poor life of mine. Only work. hahaha. Ja ne! :) have a nice x mas people! MISSES...........................junsu! haha.

7:00 PM
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Oh man. haha.I am so tired now. ARG. Oh and i bought new phone! YEAH! hahhaa. Junsu took it when he sang during anyband concert! And i am happy about it. LOL. Hais. Tomorrow still have to work after one day of rest. sian half. I wanna go play leh. SOBS. hais. X mas day and nothing to do. LOL. no count downs no nothing. Hahah! Oh mna. Seems like my results are coming feelo so shit. ARG. I am starting to get a little worried now. hahahah! Have to start looking out for new year clothes. hahah! Then save money I WANT TO GO JAPAN! hahaha.Hmm. Or mayb korea is good? lol. A bit unsure of where i should go now. LOL. WORK WORK WORK. Like very no life. oh ya. I haven get my manager's birthday present. The other manager asked me to buy. LOL. SHIT. hahhaa. Ok. forget it. See what she say tomorrow. Or i go with huiyi to cheers see got sell what. LOL. have to go sleep soon. Hope to see ya guys REAL SOON! hahaha. NIGHTS.

7:04 AM
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Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. After slogging for 4 days of full time today is friday! I still on full shift! Damm it. hahahaha. So tiring la! I have to walk here and there stand almost the whole day! ARG! Dieing already. Last night was pretty cute in the sense that there is this guy rahim who looks like heechul and he is from serangoon. Haha. Ok. So i have met 2 senior guys who are from serangoon. LOL. Then wenjie was there, huiyi, jianing! hahahha! So almost all serangoons.. LOL. That was cute. LOL. Then i was the runner for the day means i have to serve people food. ARG. DEAD TIRED! hahaha. Then take turns to rest when going to end that time. yesterday the sales was like SO good la! hahhaa. More then what we expected. I was like running about. And the botak was there last night. hahaha. I was so scared that i will do something wrong or what la. hahah!I hope he didn't see me if i made any mistakes. LOL. hai! Tired ahhh.. They don't allow jianing to my here. Oh and AMK is more strict then the TPY. LOL. TPY people take care of me more. Hais. but what to do? work is work? haha. I have to slog like hell to get the money! ARG! hahhaa. MY LEGS ARE KILLING ME! HAHAHA! I miss junsu. hahaha. can he come botak jones to eat? LOL. ARG. Ok people. you guys are not dating me. So i can't take off cos i don't know when you are off. If you wanna date me then please please tell me real early, my early is not 2hour before ok. Is 1 week ahead. Ok. I have to report for work real soon later. Hahaha. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Someone make me rich can? WORK. -__- ja ne.

4:59 PM
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Oh man. thai fans made this for jun i think. So sweet of them la. Oh man oh man! I wanna go. I was thinking about our next concert destination. So, what jane said was to go japan concert. Then we can tour japan at the same time. LOL. What do you think? hahahha. FUN! but then, some of DBDB members don't really agree. So must see how now. Cos i also not sure. I very scared by that time i have anything how?! Exams is the one i am trying to avoid! hais. Hopefully ah. Don't have. then After the jap concert would be korea. Hahah! Cos we are SO not sure if they are going to have the korea concert or 3rd world tour concert. SO, the only thing now is go for as many concert as we can!! hahaha. I just wanna see junsu! I wan them to come singapore! ARG. Hopefull ahh. Please anyone out there. Hahah! Send me of you and your DB fan's video. LOL. Show your passion. haha. Then i make into one video. Must be in the window media movie or whatever it is called. hahaha! I wan them here la! hahaha. Hais.

I still gotta work later.. TIRED~ But its for CONCERT! Come man. Hwaiting. I am really CRAZY! hahaha. Full shift this few day might just kill me, and i seriously hate my new working environment. All those disgusting ah bei(uncle) Sitting there.
-_- Then they expect us to take order from there. DUH?! You have to order yourself and we just serve your food. Oh man. This sucks. But what to do. I want to go back to toa payoh man! More fun and etc. I am like alone today? hahaha. hais. Sian half. Hope they can transfer jianing here. hope wenjie can faster transfer here. And hope yufang want this job then transfer here with me. WOO. Serangoon dorminates the place! hahaha. Dots. OK forget it man! hahhaha. TIRED~ Ja ne. See ya guys soon. By the way, if you wanna have a gathering or whatever with me for next week or any other time, not this week. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me by this wed ah. Cos i have to submit my schedule for next week then i can arrange a time with you if you want me to. LOL. thanks thanks! AHHHHHHHHH work. hais!!!

4:53 PM
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A totally bad day of my life!

I just wanna bang my head and die or something. Like what the hell. Cos Thailand's concert was like.. BITCHLY NICE! It was junsu's birthday and they were like celebrating.. then the members threw the cake on him when junsu fell on the ground Awwww. I am like... Then he stood up. LOOKING REALLY HAPPY! Cos it was his birthday and the rest of the members were hyper too i think. Then they were playing around i think junsu was touched and people said that he was crying. Oh man! I just love this boy! Then there were a lot of yoosu! hahaha. So cute can?! There are so many things that i miss man! I just hate it. I wanna see so much. The cute playing junsu.. Hais. but what to do. I am not someone rich. can't money just fall from the sky?? I wanted to cry so so so much la. Its like. ARG. I wanna go so much. Seriously, the thai concert has made the KL concert seem like nothing. junsu and yoochun's car bang onto each other on stage!!! What a cute scene! I wanna see him again so much. Once is not enough. humans are greedy by the way.

Forget it. I had enough of my own ranting and raving and the i wanna cry cos i cant see him mode. I shall snap out of it and slog hard to earn the bucks. I want the money man! hahah! I wanna go korea? Or japan?? hahah! I want it. I shall make my dream come true. YES!

Today helped out in amk cleaning etc, so no food for you vien and hua. So sorry! hahaha. thanks for visiting and the cake. haha! Thank you vien for your cake! Oh man. hahaha. and it was really sweet of you to still think of us when you bought all those things back for us. LOL. MUACKS. Kiss you this time, but the rest is for junsu! hahahah! (puke all you want) hahha. Then we ended work at 6 and elias and i don't know who send us to TPY then we had dinner there. Haha. Jianing so funny la. She claimed to lost her ring and people were like searching for her, then she dig her pocket and found it inside.. -_-'' hahah. But that time i was talking furiously with jing. So i wasn't aware what was going on. they are having party tonight! And they DID NOT invite us. haha. but i think is some drinking party and we are under age. LOL. No choice then.hahaha! hais. sobs. junsu ah~

ok. nights people. Find me when you have time. And wenjie should thank me with his pay! hahhaa. I found him his job. LOL. he start working tomorrow with jianing at TPY and then i think he will be transfered to my here! hahha! Noe botak jones become 4EA jones. LOL.

ja ne. :)

6:16 AM
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Oh man. I am back from the fan gathering. 13 people turned up. If only farah, choon and tin can make it.. then DBDB would be all there. LOL. sometimes you might think that i am so so crazy going fangirling like daily. But somethings that i learn during fangirling is the friendship, mayb learn is not the word. But i just met so many new friends through DB, different people from different country. They will help you like sharing of photos etc. i just love it when we can click so well. The 1st thing when we saw each other was like DBSK? haha. Then we know it already. Just like today. LOL. We were a bunch of strangers but came together because of a common interest. Can you believe how magical it is? We just talked and talked like we have known each other for a long time. A wonderful day indeed. At the same time, i feel emotional. The news of the girl, kayem, fangirl who died 2nd dec this year makes me felt sad. Her last wish was to meet the boys. I was like. God, i am lucky! I have seen them, not many people have the chance esp people in america. I know fans in africa too. I wonder how she is, cos i have not met her online like a long time alr. kinda worried now. hais. fangirls... there are so many things to share and talk about. People around the world come together cos of music. same love for the boys. lol.

Some are seriously too crazy that they stalk them around, but what to do? I just love them so much, i wont stalk but then, ahhhh, i just wanna see them so so much! They are like taken most of me. Awww. I can't help it but hope to see them everyday. Even if it is just in my dreams. Pathetic, but there is nothing else i can do. Buy over SM. LOL. hais. I love their singing, their smile, their laughter, their dance, their pout, their cute actions, their serious face when singing, when they eat, have fun, slept well. LOL. Everything about them, bad mouth them and i might kill you! There are so much things about them that makes me wanna stare in the computer for the whole day. ARG, JUNSU AH! YUNHO, JAEJOONG, YOOCHUN, CHANGMIN! I can smile over nothing if you happen to see me smile to the air, i was just thinking bout them. haha! LMAO. >< hais. tired but i still wanna stare at them. That is how crazy fans are. Hahah! I miss junsu like mad. happy birthday to him before this day ends. And i thank the father mother so much man! haha. Thank you fr bringing junsu to the world Of cos the parents of DBSK too. Awww. Pictures later.. :)

7:05 AM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU!

Oh man. I miss him and love him so so so much! I hope he is enjoying his birthday and of cos please please please, stay happy and healthy forever. I wish his vocals are better and better. I wish he he gains more popularity everywhere. I wish all DB members does. I wish they can find their girlfriends and not get caught by paparazzi. I wish junsu would be happy in whatever he do. I wish the band's relationship gets better day by day. I wish all the anti-fans just eat shit and die. I wish they don't get stalked by fans that often cos that is really scary. I wish SM don't make junsu slog like hell just to get the company money. I wish that my fangirling never ends and the second time i get to see him will be in korea!
Wait for me jun su ah. hahaha.

Something sad happened. Jing just told me today. It dampens my mood. Junsu's birthday feel like some chinese new year. LOL. Its like.. hais. The sad path of fangirling. This girl kayem, died this year 2nd dec. Her wish was to see DB and she was about to fulfill it but there were some filght restriction. She sufferend from bone cancer. And she was a junsu fan. ARG. I was so so so.. hais. Like so difficult to see someone that you love. I am glad that i saw junsu already, but i am greedy, cos once is not enough seriously. I feel sad for her. Cos if it is for me, i will be like 'si bu ming mu' cos i have not done all the things i want yet. I wanna see junsu in korea man. Oh and the phone jun took in bonjour paris is out. dam it. I have to save real hard for that. hais. junsu ah~ make me bankrupt. hahah. but worth it. LOL. I love him so much that i think i am going crazy.LOL.

Can't wait. People interested in junsu day. It is held tomorrow at cine 1pm. LOl. A reservation for 10 is made. hahaha. I think they will be playing Db. If not no point we go there. Hahaha. Ahh. jun ah. Is he excited now? Or busy practicing for his concert? Asleep?Oh man. He makes me go crazy!

6:35 AM
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Our netball chalet. Sorry girls that i did not go for my second day.LOL.I wanted to but sadly my father don'tallow and i don't know wat is wrong with him. hais.
YEAH! DB day tmr. I CAN't wait! hahhahaha. Aww. then meet all those fans. haha.

Oh ya. something sad today. there is a DB fan who died on 2nd dec. And her last wish was to meet the boys. Oh man. I felt sad for her. Cos she is from US. ARG. She is a junsu fan. oh man.. hais... oh man. Tired.. lol. was like baking last night for DB day. Then.. hahaha. the cookie turn out mostly the base burnt. And VERY HARD. Hahaha.Anyway we can don't eat it and take photo instead. hahaha! *yawn* zzz
YEAH JUNSU BIRTHDYA TOMORROW.

HAHAHA. HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO JUNSU IN ADVANCE! LOL <3
SARANGHAEYOH! LOL.

2:05 AM
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Hi. I am back from chalet. hahaha. Dead tired cos i didn really sleep ah. hahaha. They were trying to keep me awake during night time and the damm air con is SO cold! hahaha. Enjoyed myself very much. Cos I have not met them for so long and there they are. haha. But a bit sad cos the people who went was like pathetically little. Seniors for last night only have me, cherie, nana, jahan, maisarah, farah. Then the jouniors only like have fiona,renny and a few more. Thats all!? Hais. But a bit weird is cos stil have fiona's relstives there yesterday.LOL. Quite paisei ah. hahah. I not sure if i going back later. Cos i asked my father then he was like saying. I don't know you la. Now everyday go out. Then don't come back la. I don't care if you don't come back, up to you alr. Like what the hell la. Not as if i stay out everyday right?! HELLO!? Oh man. like so sickening. ARG. Doubt i will go back ah. But miss thia coming leh. An i wanna see her so so so much! I going out with park later. So see how it goes ah. hahaha. Then i think they having another outing. Phew. hahah. At least i still get a chance to emet miss thia. LOL.

There are a lot of photos with jahan. hahah. The camera women. We met like finally after so long. Hahaha. And we went to see trans. LOL. When walking we were like oh my look look! hahaha.Then we were awoke most of the night. haha. Then morning all cannot tahan then go to sleep. hahaah. They had difficulties waking me up and i think my alarm rang? and i didn't hear it and other people's alarm also. hahah! Opps. I slept like some dead people la. Haha. then morning they want wake me up also cannot. LOL. I was being sit on and stc, rocking me here and there. HAhaha. Until when farah shouted XIAH JUN SU. And i replied mansei! hahhaha. Like what the.. haha. Ok gotta prepare to go out. Pictures some other time then. lol. :)

10:04 PM
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My cousin's, i helping her. So anything you want?? haha. Send her a mail. LOL. I think her things are from taiwan.LOL

Ok. I am going off to netball chalet! hahhaha. Woohoo. Must have fun today! YEAH! BYE.

8:51 PM
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OH MAN! I wanna get the bag and park say she saw it!! hahah. Woo hoo. aisay. hahah! But my pay not here yet, i wanna get it straight away man! Then i spent my grandpa give de money like left donno how much only. hahaha. ARG!

7:43 AM
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