keep the faith

Oh man. haha. I went out with park late to sell off all those lousy CDs that i was once crazy over. And i felt sad that i bought them like over 200. And i only got back $7??! like... Hais. And one of it still have signature la! like what the.. Oh man..Ahh. forget it then. If not take up a lot of space at home ah. But i still have left some of the CDs and VCDs. hahhaa. Must sell them all some other time.LOL.

After that we have to decide where to go and we were like every indecisive about going to shop or sing.LOL. Cos like very late already ah. Then decided to shop. And when we were in the train i was playing balloon MV and park changed her mind instantly and opt for singing. Hahah. You can laugh all you want but i have this urge to join SM. Don't know why. But looking at them shining on the stage makes me wanna have my own stage too!! Awww. I love it so much! hahhaha. Oh man. And i am glad that choon supports me. She wanna join with me i think. Which was cute. haha. And she like asked me if i can sing? How should i answer her?? Weird ah? hahhaha. But she is really fun to be with. LOL. Can't wait for DBDB day and junsu day! hahha. I must make 15dec free man. I wanna go for junsu day. And celebrate his birthday. Its like global celebration la. There are many people in different countries celebrating it! Oh man! hahha. I am so junsu now. hahaha. then jing wanna send the video to junsu's father shop or something. Aww. hahah. i hope he receives it.LOL.

Things i wanna get when i get my pay(which is on a weekly basis)
-'O' concert dvd.(~$60)
-'O' long sleeve xiah cartoon shirt(~$36)
-malyasia concert book
How much more money have i left?? hahhaha.

I am just a part time like for the first 2 weeks. hahha. And i spent like i am filthy rich. hahhaa. I wanna go sing again in party world. oh i realise i haven mention this. hahhaha. We wanted to go to this cheap cheap karaok for family which is like $10 only. But then they were fully booked(sadly, cos we went all the way to china town) and then we were sad and about dinner time so walk around the stalls downstairs to settle our dinner. But then, ha! I saw party world. So we thought of trying it out.LOL. And yeah! They have space. hahah. We sang there. and i was like so high at the instant where i saw there are like 6 DBSK songs la!!! hahaha. Woo. LOL. Esp when i saw '0' jan ban hap! oh man! haha. DB fan talk note ah. hahha. k box only have like 2 songs?? Kick k box away already la! hahhaha. Then fun fun fun. Ahhh. sing and sing. And sang jang ri in! oh man. straining my vocals. hahah. Her pitch is like so so high. Hahaha. Then all Db songs. WOO. TMD good! hhahha. Sad thing we only have 2 hours.LOL. And the next time we are going with DBDB crew.LOL. It would be DB days man. I am like spending my days fangirling. But then...ahh. i just love the feel. Hahhaa. I am like always talking to fans now la. Hahaha. that is one way how strangers meet with same interest. Like oh hi. Who is your favourite member?? Junsu? oh! same.. LOL. etc. hahhaha. I miss my school mates too. LOL. But like all busy ah?? hahha. hais. and i think i am getting busy toO! lol.

I wanna learn: KOREAN. I wanna go:KOREA.I wanna see:DBSK concert in KOREA! hahaha. How i wish i was born there. Ahhh.I wanna eat: KOREAN food. I wanna feel: KOREA! hahahha. I wanna see snow too! hahhaha. ahh. so much. ok ja!

8:50 AM
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Oh my parkhy! this is for you!!!! hahahha.



Anyband concert!!LOL. I wanna GO. >.<

jun~

My jun~ dancing rising sun!

I think are singing a whole new world.

Aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. anyband concert!!! I wanna go so much. There were so many jun la. Sorry to say this but the limelight seems like is junsu! hahaha. You can watch the concert on youtube already. OH man. The pit zone is REALLY pit la!! hahha. Junsu sang a lot that day which i think he is very happy about. And when dbsk performed rising sun and i wanna hold you, after that, yunho ask which band is jun in. haha. then he replied dong bang shin ki. Was like so cute. of cos la. Haha. And i think most of the people are DBSK fans!! hahaha. And when you watch the concert handphones were flashing everywhere. haha. The small small lights are handphone. LOL. And i can tell it is so squeezey la. I think they all stand or something??? hahaha.

I am so afraid of the 5 year curse man! Its like.. ahhh. If they really really gonna disband dbsk i am going on a global riots. Haha. that time was H.O.T riot in korea in front of SM building. This time is global! hahhaha. Singapore, malaysia.. hahaha. Their fans are like all over the world?? DBSK ah~ haha. They even have fans in morroco(africa) which i know and sydney(a korean girl la), thailand, paris(when they went to shoot the bonjour paris, there were actually fans there, this gave them a shock), brazil(junsu went for anyband mv and there were actually fans waiting there. SEE there are so many fans!! Why disband them! OH man. Just pray ahh.. I want them to stick together!!! If they are ambitious enough, take over SM! hahahaha. Quite not possible.. but haha. just DON'T DISBAND! AN-DUEI!!!!!!

5:26 PM
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Annyong! hahaha. I MISS JUNSU AH~ hahahah. 4 day already ah. After the concert and i am still not over it. hahaha. and there is this fan girl who can't get over the fact that i got what jaejoong threw. Hahaha. so funny la. i tell her so much but she still stuck at the front part where i tell her i caught what jaejoong threw. Hahaha. I am still so.. AHHH. i miss them. And the rest of the members of DBDB. Esp jane la. She cried last 2 nights cos she miss chang so much. AH. farah don't lose out ah! hahahha. And it was so fun talking to jing cos we are both jun's fans. Awwww. Hahahah.

Ok. I went for the botak jones interview. No worries. I don't have to shave bald. haha. Need my hair to see jun~ lOl. I think over all the working environment not bad. hahhaha. cos the people i work with would be quite fun i think. hahahha. And we haven even start working they treated us to their food. And it was a VERY BIG portion. hahahha. Then there is a bar which i find it SO cool!! hahhaa. We might get the chance to work there. Woo. And over time have OT plus can take cab home ah. And they pay for it! hahha. Ok. I start with part time next week. Then 2 weeks later, they like me i like them then i start to work full time ah. hahha. WOO. And the pay is like weekly!! hahah. CAan get my Db goods. and i want to go and learn korea. Hence i will work like HELL! hahhahah. I need so much money in the future that i must work extra hard. And i feel sad that I didn't work hard enough for my prelims.. ARG! what the la. hahha. If not can have money too!! SHIT! hahhaha. I want DB!

haha. ja ne! i think i going out with park like tmr?? hahhaha. I WANNA SING. And after concert i think i spoil my vocals. Sounds weird now. hope i recover ah!

5:29 AM
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I think the girl's name on the left is yiling?? LOL. sorry ah. cant remember well. Then we have Jane in the middle and claire.

This is choon and Tin!

Jae threw the ball and i caught it! hahhaha. We call it jae's ball. hahah. I gave it to huizhen.

Hahaha. Anyband 3rd song daydream is out. and Jing like send me straight away? Hahahah. Thanks ah! LOL. I just stayed home and rot yesterday. Hahahah. Then today have interview at 2 places. HAhaha. Both are restaurants. Aww. Maybe for our age we can only work as that? Hais. Nevermind. Since i need the money for my next year korea concert i have to strive real hard for the money! hahahha. Korea ah... Junsu ah... hahah. DBDB hopefully have enough power to make them come. There are still rumours that they are coming Sinagpore. ARG. If it is real i will save for sinagpore concert 1st then go korea with DBDB. hahahah. Will see our luck and how it goes! hahaha. Oh man! I love those bunch of fangirls. So different from my normal day life as we just kept fantasizing about them. And now we have to be back to reality!? Sobs. Hahaha.

Ok. pray that everything goes well ad i can have my job. HAHAHA. I need to work so much can!? I was thinking if i still cannot get my job then i will like really stay home and rot. BUT..hope god open a window after he shut my door. hahaha. hais... Everything seems against us. NVM. Shall work hard for DB and jun! hahahha

Ja ne!

5:51 PM
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Part 2 of DB concert!

Ok. I know this is kinda crazy that i can like blog so much bout them but there are so many details. I missed alot in the back part when they were not standing at our place, but i caught all their charming dance steps in my mind! awwww. Hahhaha. I miss jun like crazy. After the concert end i miss him already.. ahhhh. JUN ah~

And yunho is like so friendly! Not as cool as he looks. Awww. If you were there you can understand. I can tell you how impressed i feel but the feeling is just different. Jae was really like jae in anywhere you see him. He is really handsome. I don't know how many times i have repeated this. LOL. Micky. Sweet as ever, with the wink and i miss you and yoosu moment. I actually MISSED it! how sad. And the micky and jae was like bursting the red balloon! Oh man! There are like so many things they did that awww. Make you wanna hug them so so much! And strangers became friends like in minutes? People at the back were like putting their hands on your shoulder and taking photos with their camera on your head, and when i tip toe i knocked into. Oh my. And they were like high together. Have fun together, love together! Awww.

I heard from parkHY that our tickets were not worth the money(many complained) cos was like many cute and fun things happened in the really front part of the stage. My jun threw the cap. Yoosu, jaeho, jaechun moments. Awwww. I really wanna see those stuff. Hmm. Maybe next time we will change our angle in standing.LOL.But overall we did get to see them which not many could. LOL. so i felt contented. Pogoshippo junsu oppa! I was like talking non-stop to parkHY about how i miss jun ah~

Ok. Very very very sorry choon!!!! About the job hunt today... Forgive us man! ARG. And i enjoyed my time with you. DBDB rocks!

5:43 AM
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Ok. This is the only photo i am gonna post here. The rest would be send for water marks. Hahaha. And a new fan club is formed after DBSK 2007 malaysia concert. 24.11.07. This is for real. DBDB=Dear boys dong bang.

Ok. shall give u guys a report on how it was man! I am still quite in the stadium. hahaha. You can't describle it with words. FANTASTIC! Once you see them on REAL LIFE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU ON THE STAGE, all you go is aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. No joke. The fans there are like CRAZY. Especially in the pit zone! We were at the standing area. And it was like. AAAHHHHH squeeze squeeze squeeze. You can HARDLY breath. People there are like aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Even before the concert starts and we were all like waiting there. Then they were just testing the lights only and people goes aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Thought they were coming out! hahha. But they were playing other artist's songs(Suju,SNSD) while we were waiting for the concert. And everyone sings together! That was like so FUN! Then when the time is about there the people starts to shout Dong bang shin ki pa li na wah! It means Dong bang shin ki faster come out in korea! Then hayaku! hayaku! Means faster in japan! hahhaha. We were like so... LOL. And some of the cheers was started by DBDB and i am proud of it! hahhaha. Then here comes. Bah! They came out like SO SHUAI! It was the statue that was standing on the very top there. Then it looks really real. Then we all thought is them then keep shouting, but not long after the screen is pulled down DBSK came up on the front stage and was like wooo. CHANGMIN! XIAH! MICKY! YUNHO! JAEJONG! OH my. You cannot believe your eyes. Cause we normally see them in videos and it was like. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. The start pushing in front. And i was holding the balloon. It almost burst! hahhaha. Then was like. oh my oh my that's xiah. The charm is really there. Oh man! The serious, trust me that changmin looks real good in real life. we were once so close. and now.. they are going back to korea like at 1pm? and they are taking the same plane as lisa(a korean girl we met there, she was like 12 and she went for 6 concerts ALREADY!) Oh my! See. 1 time is seriously not enough to devour their charm. And you really have to watch in different angle for the feel. And jun was always on our this side while sing and dancing. Oh my. Can tell he was really really very tired! Cos the starting was like he dance and sing dance and sing. Micky was already breathless(i don't if it was asthma attack, some said it was) then junsu was like straight away after that he cam out with MY page. Was aaaaaaahhhhhhh. So charming oh my. He was dancing in artifical rain. Woo sexy! Then he ran to the fron front stage which i wasn't there and dance dance and THREW HIS CAP! OH my. Lucy girl who caught it man. And we was all wet. Awwww. Hahhaa. Then i think right after? He sang timeless with jung ri in or was it triangle. haha. But it was so messy and my mind is still in a swirl now. I really can't believe I SAW THEM LIVE! It just makes me love them more. You totally have NO reasons to not like him! And he was so tired cos he have to take over yunho place to dance for the day. And i was sad for yunho. He was like.. The main when it comes to rising sun and 'O'. But he couldn't dance and stood quietly at the back part of the stage while they dance you know! can you think about how he feels.. aaahhh. But he conpensate with his smile! He was really really friendly! Smiling to all his fans. And i was so sad i did not see jun with his show all his teeth smile. ARG! He looks real real real cute with that oK! OH man. And i think they play a lot in the front stage when they were singing balloons and hi ya ya. And i didn't get to see it! You can hardly find them. The people and the stage was so big. And someone was shouting where is changmin where is chamgmin. And there is this aunty said. There! Hahaha. CUTE ah. And strangers turn into friends because of this common love for them. Awwww. And we(the 8 fan girls that went tgt) we became friends so fast can! Me and jing was like friends for the day because of jun and rivals on other days! hahha. We had so much FUN! And when it was able time for us to part... hahhaha. I feel so sad when i reach singapore. I was like.. huh~ we reach singapore already ah! ARG! I don't wanna leave them. Oh and can ou believe it. They were doing this magic thingy and throwing it for the fans. I CAUGHT WHAT JAEJOONG THREW~ i was like AAAAAAHHHHH.I caught it i caught it! hahahha. Oh my. Jae touch before! Awwww. Hahaha. But i gave it to huizhen cos she like jaejoong more i am just sad that jun did not show-all-the tooth-smile. Awwww.i really wanna see that. And they played so much infront which i never see too. ARG. They shake hands with fans below the stage. Threw their holy water! Oh man! Changmin took a sip of his water and just throw the rest of it down! Then he was like asking you wan you wan?? ahhh. But he was quite dao or something cos we WERE SO CLOSE and i shouted changmin changmin! A lot of people there shouted for his name but he NEVER TURN to look. Despite that i still love hime. Cos u really have to see him in REAL LIVE before u can fall in love. He is really charming with short hair. Back to the cute boy look. And he is like really slim can. Despite the fact that he is the strongest now in the group?? He was like so slim! Their face is so small. And they say jun is big. But acceptable size what! hahhaha. And yunho! oH man. How can i describe? Lengthy! Really tall la. Then he was like smiling... Then jae! oh man. KEEP ON lo, fang dian to the fans. Like. zzzz zzzz booom! hahhaha. The fans just go crazy! hahahha. Then MICKY! he was like. mouthing the I MISS YOU to us. But i did not see when he was in the car. Too messy. I was busy searching for jun. He was all over the place. And when it came to balloon they were sitting on their machine! And SO SO SO CUTE! hahhaha. REALLY CUTE! But my jun came out first and he turn towards the left side of the stage straight! It was like SO fast la can. Hais. Didn't really get to see him!!! Awwwww. But the rest of the members were real cute toO! hhaahaha. awww. can't help falling in love. DBDB is so gonna make them come Singapore! HAHAHHA. No matter what man. And if they don't, DBDB will go korea for their concert. WE ARE SERIOUS! hahahha. And i wan visit jun's father shop! hahhaha. Hopefully i am having holidays then! I so so so wanna go la. Then my father thinks i am crazy and ask me not to be so crazy. hahahha. I MISS THEM I MISS THEM I MISS THEM! aAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM SAD THAT WHY AM I SO FAR AWAY FROM THEM??? OH TELL ME WHY? AWWWW. I WANT MY JUN...SOBS.

If you wanna know more about the process or how crazy the fans are or even better still join our fan club. Then come find me man! hahahha. Ja ne. <3
I am happy cos i saw him and i was there~

4:57 PM
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OK. have nothing much to do while waiting for farah to be online and help her print.LOL. So i shall post the pics! hahaha. Enjoy. A few more hours and i am off. Another few more hours i would be standing just below the stage with my heads up staring at JUN! hahahah.

More photos coming up after i am back from malaysia! hahaha. :)

7:47 AM
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Oh man! Can you imagine how HIGH i am now?? Tomorrow is the big day TVXQ MALAYSIA CONCERT! Hahahah. How i wish i am the one on stage dancing with them! hahahah. Oh MY JUN! hahahah. I am coming. Wait for me. They are already there. Awww. Love them so so so so so so so much! hahaha. Overwhelming. Can you just imagine how high and happy and am now? I am not a pervert. But just feeling high because i am able to watch the concert! hahaha. How if my jun smile at me? awww. HAhahahaha.

Ok. Hahha. chill now. LOL. Might be going to park's place to ton for the night and head straight to my CONCERT! hahahha. Arg. Just love it. I have balloons, camera, passport. Everything ready all set to go. hahahah. Woo hoo. Ah-sa. PLEASE DO NOT MESSAGE OR CALL ME UNLESS YOU HAVE VERY VERY VERY URGENT MATTERS CAUSE ITS GONNA BE EXPENSIVE! Thanks! hahhaa. Awww. Get a job when i come back from the concert then. I am so on concert mode man. AAAHHHH. hahha. Don't spoil my mood ah(by saying i am ugly). Hahaha. Ha~ hahahaha. I am so overjoyed.

Did nothing much today.. Park came early in the morning to look at the movie maker thing and we did a small verse of song and she kinda got hooked too! haha. Its really fun. Mayb can get job related to this but very difficult. hahah. MUSIC! <3
And park DL the programme too. LOL. haha. we might become real cool song writers in the future. Hahaha. Ok. shall go practice singing AND create songs! hahaha. Aw!

10:46 PM
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Ok. I just receive a eat-shit-and-die news! My zen stone 2G I bought like 99?? And now is like 39?! What the la. Drop so much! Hais. Count down of 2 days! A-sa. Hahah.I seriously can't wait! LOL.Going to meet my DB! My jun.. Awww. I have to say about them till i meet them, after i meet them i am still gonna talk bout them! HAhaha. Bought 5 red balloons for the concert. I think i am gonna design it with park. LOL. see what we can do bout it.HEe. Oh man.. This saturday! No rain.. PLEASE!

My father changed the money for me. Haha. Then my aunty lend me her camera! Awww. Hahaha. I am so ready.LOL. Just need to get red lightsticks. LOL. DB concert!

A futile trip to china town. Still can't find any job. Haha. I think i will just stop the hunt for now and.. Haha. get ready for DB concert. A-sa! LOL. HWAITING!OH and abit sad as the guest is jang ri in. hais. If suju come i will be more high! LOL.
Ja!

5:13 AM
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Haha. I created this.LOL. Enjoy! OK. So i went out for job hunt again. And jobless again. Went to around bugis area then was like very shit cos can't get any job. Hence i went to borrow some books. Then walk walk with hua. Then pei her to AMK hub to trim her eye brow. LOL.LIke walking around Singapore. Hahaha. But sad ah.Still can't get good job. LOL. But till now i still feel ok. Cos what i am concerned about now is my DB concert!! hahahah. 3 more days and i am standing there jumping and waving to the beat, maybe more shouting. Hahah. My jun! hahahha. Can't wait to see him. Yeah! I am really hooked in making these MVs. The process is really fun! haha. Maybe will try somethin gelse next time.LOL. Might create something cool. LOL. Ja ne. Hope to see ya guys so so so much. Oh btw i saw netball ms lee today.LOL. haha. See ya soon farah! This sat ah!

6:48 AM
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I just created a 'MV'. LOL. Hua had seen it. Haha. Not really well done but the process was fun! kinda like it. Hahaaa. Hmm. The agency had not call yet, so i suppose there is still no job for me. But even if have, the earliest i can start is like next monday.. Haha. My hands are a bit numb due to the playing of games and etc. I think now not so bored cos have something to do. LOL. Then my bro and i take turn to use the comp. Hai. Like not much i can do for the day.LOL...

Feeling very very excited now!! hahaha. Hmm.. 4 more days! WOo hoo. I am coming man. NO RAIN PLEASE! Ah-sa. I am so gonna take many many pics of them. But i scared my aunt don't allow me to bring her camera there. cos dangerous.. Later get rob. hahaha. Oh. and DB never go to the MKMF award. They didn't make it there. BoA too. Cos of the plane i think, then the fans was like so so dissappointed man! They actually occupy most of the seats and they had this TVXQ FLY with their lightsticks and the green light is for the words, the red is for the background! OH man. Look how cool these fans are. They make arrangments! hahhaa. Have to go get my DB balloons soon! hahahha.

Ok i go play game again. Yawns. Nothing better to do. haha. Maybe will try another 'MV' later. Hahahha. Ja ne guys.

4:12 AM
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Hi. Hahaha. I am back from my weekends at my grandfather place. LOL. Stupid meow is gettiong more aggressive! He like chew chew chew on my hand. Ok. Bought a PSP. LOL. Blue and my brother bought a black one. Not bad quite fun. I felt lame ah. Told my clique not to buy cos very ex then not worth it etc, but got addicted when my cousin lend me theirs and was like my brother also wanna buy so i get one myself too. Hahaha. Then i realise actually not that bad. Hahaha. Hmm. Maybe they still dote on me. At least my father bought 1 for me, but i still need to pay him back in the future la. Then my aunty wanted to bring me to buy dye to dye my hair. Haha. But didn't manage to buy. Cos the sales person say my hair too dye, then should moisturize 1st if not very brittle. ARG. Then now keep my hair black. Black is also th etrend now. HAha. Mayb i dye next time. Hmm. Highlight green? haha. Cool ah!

One BIG GOOD NEWS! hahaha. I am going to DB concert this saturday. PRAY that, luck is with me haha. Don't rain, don't have riots, save to visit! hahaha. Oh man! JUNSU here i come ah. hahah. 5 more unbearable days before i could meet them. AHHHH. Oh my. WOO.

Went to collect my passport today. wait until like siao la! hahaha. So long man. Then accompany hua to peinsula to get her skinnies. Then walk around there. Visit this agency to help us locate jobs. The process was hilarious. Hahaha. Hope they can get us jobs. And i want those in the hospital. I think can learn a lot! haha. Hope i can see how the whole thing operates. Cool man. Haaa.... My legs are dead tired after long walks. ARG. Anyway i had a good time! hahaha. :)
Ja ne! hope to see ya guys soon.

5:16 AM
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Hi hi hi. Hahaha. Went to rebond my hair today. And now it seems like what my hair was for sec 2. LOL. Smell nice cos they did this spa treatment thingy on my hair. AWW. Just love the smell. Hahah.Ok. So now my next taeget is to work like hell and get paid and DYE HAIR with treatment. Haha. Wanna use most of my money for hair treatment. Wanna make it into this glossy feel.Hahah.But i think i did too much rebonding. This time it is much drier. This is my 3rd time doing rebonding and 1 time perm. Hahah. How good can my hair be? LOL. But anyway. My next target is DYE or highlight my hair. Hahahah. OH ya! There is this really cute jap-look-alike guy in the salon. Real cute! haha. hua think so too. She went with me. Kommawoh! haha. Thanks ya. Then there is this girl also very pretty. HAhaha. Then there were 2 person applying the cream on my hair. One pull each side. And i was like jerking from one side to another cos they use pull de. hahaha. Now my hair straight until i feel weird. Haha. The salon cut hair for guys not bad! hahah. Hais. LOusy hair genes. Nothing good seems to be in my life. FAT, LOUSY HAIR, REAL POOR, FAILED EXAMS, ROUND BIG FACE. hahah. what more? LOL. Sad case ah! hahaha.If you think your life is like shit.. look at mine!

Currently still looking for a job. Hais. Hope can get 1 with good pay asap ah!Now really miss holiday assignment.. Haha. Dots. Cos is really rotting. Nothing to do! Also dunno got wat thing i can watch. Then all i can do is seat there and decay. How sad. Hahah. Have to find a job soon soon soon. Hire the poor me please!
Later i bored until i go do A math. Hahaha.

Going to ah ma house again tomorrow. To accompany my grandpa cos my aunt will be out till quite late. Then ask me and bro to go. Really nothing to do there man. AAHHHHH. KILL ME!Only can rot with meow meow. Let him bite me. Hais. NO show nmo nothing. Her rotten lap top don't have sound, no msn... cannot play cannot watch what can i do with it? TV is those same few shows. AHHH. Kill me kill me! hahaha. And when i have nothing to do i start to eat. HAHAHA. This worsen the case eh. Hmm. Haha. mayb i can try doing exercise then.Spent all my time exercising. HAha. NOt bad ah. LOL.

Done with venting my anger. Haha. Ja ne! Hope to see u guys real soon! :)

5:26 AM
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Hahha. New skin new start. LOL. very lame ah. i don't know where my pic go in the preview. Hahhaa.Any way it is the end of Os.. Haha. Say AAAHHHH with me. lol. Like finally! LOL.But sad case ah. My lousy hair. then i cannot dye. Haiss. Must wait till i earn enough money to do it in the salon. LOL. then i feel like doing this treatment maybe on thurs. Haha. then cut my hair a bit.LOL. now no shape looks so weird. Awww. I want the phone too! hahaha. Am i too greedy? But you have to understand what. Haha. AHHH. Where can i get a job??

Went to eat at BBQ chicken!! haha. DB was the spokesperson for them. But i not sure if they are still helping them now. Anyway i went to this shop and at first sight i was like AAAHH! red balloons in the screen. Meaning DB fans. Hahaha. Oh man. Then got a seat nearest to the screen! haha. A-sa! Then my eyes just can't get off the screen. Woo. Thats the charm of DB, trust me! haha. I think we were the only students there screaming! haha. I mean maybe i was the only one screaming. Haha. VERY excited at the sight of them. Then was like order food and sing along. I really really really love that shop. Hahaha. There is this hajuma, really from korea!! First thing she asked was Dong bang shin ki cho ah? hahaha. I was like cho ah cho ah! hahaha. Feels great talking in korean with a korean. Hahaha. Then she was like asking if they food was nice when they serve us. Haha. Was like. Ya! haha. She say her english not good. So most people don't understand her english. But i think ok la. Hahah. I still like talking to her in korean. Hope she understands what i say. Then eat eat watch sing. Haha. High for quite a long time before we bear to leave the place. Hahah. Was like really happy during lunch. First time i eat until so happy! Hahaha. Then the hajuma ask bashisoyoh? Haha. Means nice not. Then i reply bashita! But she say i cannot say that cos she bigger then me then bashita is used when with friends. For a moment she thought i was a korean! hahah. Make me so happy. Then she say she going to return to korea soon! LOL. Then she bring pictures of DBSK for us then ask us to come back during january! haha. Cute eh! Then i was like ok ok. We called her omma(mother) already lo. Hahaha. Awwww. Happy experience. hahaha.

Then we went to walk walk. Haha. FUN! LOL. i keep doing the one touch to cherie! haha. the punch jaejoong did to changmin. hahah. Then work around and play. Aww.LOVE THIS SO MUCH! hahaha. enjoy life ah. hahaha.

Schedule for now. Hahaha. As if i will follow. But just list out. Haha
1.tmr a date with my grandma. LOL. I going to pay my respect. Cos i missed the 100 day thingy then tmr is her bithday.
2.Finish coffee prince
3.Get myself a wig. haha. No la. Mayb will do something for my hair. Microphone head? haha
4.Get myself a job! hahaha.
5.Get lots of money
6.See Dong bang with my naked eye!
7.scream for them! hahahaha Get crazy.

Ok i am almost done. LOL. Briefly thats all i wanna do for now. Will add more when i have the time. :)
U-KNOWYUNHO,CHIOKANGCHANGMIN,YONGWONGJAEJOONG,MICKYYOOCHUN,XIAHJUNSU saranghaeyoh, DONG.BANG.SHIN.KI!

4:49 AM
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Arg. A bit disheartened after looking at my balance in my account. Its like left so little money. What can i do with it?? ARG. Need to get a job as soon as possible! Need money ah... Hais. How i wish i am those rich kids! Can spend like nobody business. But too bad la. Plus i have Db concert like next saturday! Then now the stupid KL have riot! What is so wrong with these people?? Have riot at this kind of time. HOw if my Db cannot come?? Then my money spent on the coach and ticket. Will cry lo. Hai.. Money money moeny!!! Then i don't know what to do with my stupid hair. Lousy genes. What is wrong with my life? Hahaha. Like have a lot of things. Ok. shall not rant and rave any more. Pick myself up and start working my ass off.

Haha. Physic paper was like so unprepared for me. Feel so not Os. Don't have the spirit to do. Haha. Tomorrow is my last paper. But don't have those type of study very very long then finally can have break de feeling. Mayb i did not study hard enough! Haha. But who cares. LOL. I am now only concerned about how to get more money in my pockets! Help me ahh. hahah. Let my struck lottery or anything that concerns money! hahaha. Lucky draw or what shit. Haha.

Oh man. I love the song promise you and talk play love! haha. very nice. LOL. Of cos. its by junie and boa. Haha. Love it! And i feel like getting the phone! ARG. money again! hahahah. Poor people have this kind of problems. Hais.Ok la. haha.
ja ne!

3:33 AM
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My new target. I am gonna get this! Haha. Anycall. Anyband. Xiah, BoA, Tablod, Bora. LOL. Very cool ah! haha. There are still other phones which i donno which model. but i think i saw this in Sinagpore! hahah. I think i am gonna buy this! WOO HOO!

11:23 PM
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Ok. My current hairstyle. Hahaha. not really satisfied cos the hair dresser did not cut what i wanted. He said: For your hair cut any hair styles also not nice unless you reborn. Like what the shit la. You mean there is only such thing as reborning? Then what. Why you learn cutting skills and studying of the face shape of your customer? For show ah? Every one that goes in need reborning then can cut what they like? Oh my. So shit la. Then ask me reborn. Think my family open bank one issit? so rich. Lousy hair dresser. Eat shit and die man. ARG. Fuming. But forget it. Hahaha. whats the point. My hair genes suck. Thats what i can say...

SM audition on 25/11/07 in malaysia KL. Hahaha. The day after Db concert. Oh man. Haha. And i am so excited bout going DB concert. BUt my hair now dampens my mood. As if they will notice me. But i at least wanna go with nice hair. Hais. Hahaha. Shall wear a cap or something. haha. Beanie! LOL.

Oh and hahaha. Its gonna be end of Os real real soon! WOO HOOO. hahaha. Excited man! Its like so long ah. then spoil all the mood for studying. I super don't feel like studying already. Then hua is sick now. Hai poor her. 2 more days to go and i am free. Gotta find a job real soon man. hahaha. Need money urgently. I am always poor. haha.

I love coffee prince! haha. Cute show. Funny.LOL. and i like yoon eun hae more! She is like. WOW. Not really yi-po in the show but very cool. Hahaha. Ok la. ja. Survive a few more days i wanna chiong that show le. I wonder why i don't have this type of spirit for studying. Hahaha.
Ja ne! TVXQ hwaiting.

7:11 PM
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Oh man. I am gonna cut my hair now!! hahaha. Super excited la. It is like the pic on my top. haha. Not really that short but at least short. LOL.

Hope it turns out ok. haha. :P

6:54 PM
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Hey yo!
hahha. A bit tired now ah.. LOL. But the fact that i finished all my written paper woo! hahaha. Its like i only slept for 4hours yesterday! ARG. And the exams are not going on smoothly man. haha. What i stuyd never come out. It is the same with both geography and SS. HAhaha. was like shocked when i first flip to the last page and found that what i ONLY study never come out. And i was like. DIE! hahaha. But was like no choice then still have to do so i choose venice but the content was very general. Can never score in the paper. HAha. So just wait to die! haha. Still have 2 mor eMCQs left which is like next week. Haha. And my cousin is coming nack from taiwan like this saturday! YEah. haha. hope she got me Db stuffs. Haha. Will love her so much if she really did. LOL.

My DB nametags are still not here yet. Haha. Hope it is not lost or anything. Can't wait to get in! Ahhh. haha.
And the plan of getting my hair dyed and woo. HAha. Wonder if i should cut my hair short. Not really that short but about shoulder length.. Should i should i?? i wanna get a new look. Moreover dying with short hair and the whole head i think short hair nicer. LOL.

Alright. Ja ne!

4:54 AM
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Oh man. haha. I went out with park late to sell off all those lousy CDs that i was once crazy over. And i felt sad that i bought them like over 200. And i only got back $7??! like... Hais. And one of it still have signature la! like what the.. Oh man..Ahh. forget it then. If not take up a lot of space at home ah. But i still have left some of the CDs and VCDs. hahhaa. Must sell them all some other time.LOL.

After that we have to decide where to go and we were like every indecisive about going to shop or sing.LOL. Cos like very late already ah. Then decided to shop. And when we were in the train i was playing balloon MV and park changed her mind instantly and opt for singing. Hahah. You can laugh all you want but i have this urge to join SM. Don't know why. But looking at them shining on the stage makes me wanna have my own stage too!! Awww. I love it so much! hahhaha. Oh man. And i am glad that choon supports me. She wanna join with me i think. Which was cute. haha. And she like asked me if i can sing? How should i answer her?? Weird ah? hahhaha. But she is really fun to be with. LOL. Can't wait for DBDB day and junsu day! hahha. I must make 15dec free man. I wanna go for junsu day. And celebrate his birthday. Its like global celebration la. There are many people in different countries celebrating it! Oh man! hahha. I am so junsu now. hahaha. then jing wanna send the video to junsu's father shop or something. Aww. hahah. i hope he receives it.LOL.

Things i wanna get when i get my pay(which is on a weekly basis)
-'O' concert dvd.(~$60)
-'O' long sleeve xiah cartoon shirt(~$36)
-malyasia concert book
How much more money have i left?? hahhaha.

I am just a part time like for the first 2 weeks. hahha. And i spent like i am filthy rich. hahhaa. I wanna go sing again in party world. oh i realise i haven mention this. hahhaha. We wanted to go to this cheap cheap karaok for family which is like $10 only. But then they were fully booked(sadly, cos we went all the way to china town) and then we were sad and about dinner time so walk around the stalls downstairs to settle our dinner. But then, ha! I saw party world. So we thought of trying it out.LOL. And yeah! They have space. hahah. We sang there. and i was like so high at the instant where i saw there are like 6 DBSK songs la!!! hahaha. Woo. LOL. Esp when i saw '0' jan ban hap! oh man! haha. DB fan talk note ah. hahha. k box only have like 2 songs?? Kick k box away already la! hahhaha. Then fun fun fun. Ahhh. sing and sing. And sang jang ri in! oh man. straining my vocals. hahah. Her pitch is like so so high. Hahaha. Then all Db songs. WOO. TMD good! hhahha. Sad thing we only have 2 hours.LOL. And the next time we are going with DBDB crew.LOL. It would be DB days man. I am like spending my days fangirling. But then...ahh. i just love the feel. Hahhaa. I am like always talking to fans now la. Hahaha. that is one way how strangers meet with same interest. Like oh hi. Who is your favourite member?? Junsu? oh! same.. LOL. etc. hahhaha. I miss my school mates too. LOL. But like all busy ah?? hahha. hais. and i think i am getting busy toO! lol.

I wanna learn: KOREAN. I wanna go:KOREA.I wanna see:DBSK concert in KOREA! hahaha. How i wish i was born there. Ahhh.I wanna eat: KOREAN food. I wanna feel: KOREA! hahahha. I wanna see snow too! hahhaha. ahh. so much. ok ja!

8:50 AM
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Oh my parkhy! this is for you!!!! hahahha.



Anyband concert!!LOL. I wanna GO. >.<

jun~

My jun~ dancing rising sun!

I think are singing a whole new world.

Aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. anyband concert!!! I wanna go so much. There were so many jun la. Sorry to say this but the limelight seems like is junsu! hahaha. You can watch the concert on youtube already. OH man. The pit zone is REALLY pit la!! hahha. Junsu sang a lot that day which i think he is very happy about. And when dbsk performed rising sun and i wanna hold you, after that, yunho ask which band is jun in. haha. then he replied dong bang shin ki. Was like so cute. of cos la. Haha. And i think most of the people are DBSK fans!! hahaha. And when you watch the concert handphones were flashing everywhere. haha. The small small lights are handphone. LOL. And i can tell it is so squeezey la. I think they all stand or something??? hahaha.

I am so afraid of the 5 year curse man! Its like.. ahhh. If they really really gonna disband dbsk i am going on a global riots. Haha. that time was H.O.T riot in korea in front of SM building. This time is global! hahhaha. Singapore, malaysia.. hahaha. Their fans are like all over the world?? DBSK ah~ haha. They even have fans in morroco(africa) which i know and sydney(a korean girl la), thailand, paris(when they went to shoot the bonjour paris, there were actually fans there, this gave them a shock), brazil(junsu went for anyband mv and there were actually fans waiting there. SEE there are so many fans!! Why disband them! OH man. Just pray ahh.. I want them to stick together!!! If they are ambitious enough, take over SM! hahahaha. Quite not possible.. but haha. just DON'T DISBAND! AN-DUEI!!!!!!

5:26 PM
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Annyong! hahaha. I MISS JUNSU AH~ hahahah. 4 day already ah. After the concert and i am still not over it. hahaha. and there is this fan girl who can't get over the fact that i got what jaejoong threw. Hahaha. so funny la. i tell her so much but she still stuck at the front part where i tell her i caught what jaejoong threw. Hahaha. I am still so.. AHHH. i miss them. And the rest of the members of DBDB. Esp jane la. She cried last 2 nights cos she miss chang so much. AH. farah don't lose out ah! hahahha. And it was so fun talking to jing cos we are both jun's fans. Awwww. Hahahah.

Ok. I went for the botak jones interview. No worries. I don't have to shave bald. haha. Need my hair to see jun~ lOl. I think over all the working environment not bad. hahhaha. cos the people i work with would be quite fun i think. hahahha. And we haven even start working they treated us to their food. And it was a VERY BIG portion. hahahha. Then there is a bar which i find it SO cool!! hahhaa. We might get the chance to work there. Woo. And over time have OT plus can take cab home ah. And they pay for it! hahha. Ok. I start with part time next week. Then 2 weeks later, they like me i like them then i start to work full time ah. hahha. WOO. And the pay is like weekly!! hahah. CAan get my Db goods. and i want to go and learn korea. Hence i will work like HELL! hahhahah. I need so much money in the future that i must work extra hard. And i feel sad that I didn't work hard enough for my prelims.. ARG! what the la. hahha. If not can have money too!! SHIT! hahhaha. I want DB!

haha. ja ne! i think i going out with park like tmr?? hahhaha. I WANNA SING. And after concert i think i spoil my vocals. Sounds weird now. hope i recover ah!

5:29 AM
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I think the girl's name on the left is yiling?? LOL. sorry ah. cant remember well. Then we have Jane in the middle and claire.

This is choon and Tin!

Jae threw the ball and i caught it! hahhaha. We call it jae's ball. hahah. I gave it to huizhen.

Hahaha. Anyband 3rd song daydream is out. and Jing like send me straight away? Hahahah. Thanks ah! LOL. I just stayed home and rot yesterday. Hahahah. Then today have interview at 2 places. HAhaha. Both are restaurants. Aww. Maybe for our age we can only work as that? Hais. Nevermind. Since i need the money for my next year korea concert i have to strive real hard for the money! hahahha. Korea ah... Junsu ah... hahah. DBDB hopefully have enough power to make them come. There are still rumours that they are coming Sinagpore. ARG. If it is real i will save for sinagpore concert 1st then go korea with DBDB. hahahah. Will see our luck and how it goes! hahaha. Oh man! I love those bunch of fangirls. So different from my normal day life as we just kept fantasizing about them. And now we have to be back to reality!? Sobs. Hahaha.

Ok. pray that everything goes well ad i can have my job. HAHAHA. I need to work so much can!? I was thinking if i still cannot get my job then i will like really stay home and rot. BUT..hope god open a window after he shut my door. hahaha. hais... Everything seems against us. NVM. Shall work hard for DB and jun! hahahha

Ja ne!

5:51 PM
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Part 2 of DB concert!

Ok. I know this is kinda crazy that i can like blog so much bout them but there are so many details. I missed alot in the back part when they were not standing at our place, but i caught all their charming dance steps in my mind! awwww. Hahhaha. I miss jun like crazy. After the concert end i miss him already.. ahhhh. JUN ah~

And yunho is like so friendly! Not as cool as he looks. Awww. If you were there you can understand. I can tell you how impressed i feel but the feeling is just different. Jae was really like jae in anywhere you see him. He is really handsome. I don't know how many times i have repeated this. LOL. Micky. Sweet as ever, with the wink and i miss you and yoosu moment. I actually MISSED it! how sad. And the micky and jae was like bursting the red balloon! Oh man! There are like so many things they did that awww. Make you wanna hug them so so much! And strangers became friends like in minutes? People at the back were like putting their hands on your shoulder and taking photos with their camera on your head, and when i tip toe i knocked into. Oh my. And they were like high together. Have fun together, love together! Awww.

I heard from parkHY that our tickets were not worth the money(many complained) cos was like many cute and fun things happened in the really front part of the stage. My jun threw the cap. Yoosu, jaeho, jaechun moments. Awwww. I really wanna see those stuff. Hmm. Maybe next time we will change our angle in standing.LOL.But overall we did get to see them which not many could. LOL. so i felt contented. Pogoshippo junsu oppa! I was like talking non-stop to parkHY about how i miss jun ah~

Ok. Very very very sorry choon!!!! About the job hunt today... Forgive us man! ARG. And i enjoyed my time with you. DBDB rocks!

5:43 AM
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Ok. This is the only photo i am gonna post here. The rest would be send for water marks. Hahaha. And a new fan club is formed after DBSK 2007 malaysia concert. 24.11.07. This is for real. DBDB=Dear boys dong bang.

Ok. shall give u guys a report on how it was man! I am still quite in the stadium. hahaha. You can't describle it with words. FANTASTIC! Once you see them on REAL LIFE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU ON THE STAGE, all you go is aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. No joke. The fans there are like CRAZY. Especially in the pit zone! We were at the standing area. And it was like. AAAHHHHH squeeze squeeze squeeze. You can HARDLY breath. People there are like aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Even before the concert starts and we were all like waiting there. Then they were just testing the lights only and people goes aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh. Thought they were coming out! hahha. But they were playing other artist's songs(Suju,SNSD) while we were waiting for the concert. And everyone sings together! That was like so FUN! Then when the time is about there the people starts to shout Dong bang shin ki pa li na wah! It means Dong bang shin ki faster come out in korea! Then hayaku! hayaku! Means faster in japan! hahhaha. We were like so... LOL. And some of the cheers was started by DBDB and i am proud of it! hahhaha. Then here comes. Bah! They came out like SO SHUAI! It was the statue that was standing on the very top there. Then it looks really real. Then we all thought is them then keep shouting, but not long after the screen is pulled down DBSK came up on the front stage and was like wooo. CHANGMIN! XIAH! MICKY! YUNHO! JAEJONG! OH my. You cannot believe your eyes. Cause we normally see them in videos and it was like. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. The start pushing in front. And i was holding the balloon. It almost burst! hahhaha. Then was like. oh my oh my that's xiah. The charm is really there. Oh man! The serious, trust me that changmin looks real good in real life. we were once so close. and now.. they are going back to korea like at 1pm? and they are taking the same plane as lisa(a korean girl we met there, she was like 12 and she went for 6 concerts ALREADY!) Oh my! See. 1 time is seriously not enough to devour their charm. And you really have to watch in different angle for the feel. And jun was always on our this side while sing and dancing. Oh my. Can tell he was really really very tired! Cos the starting was like he dance and sing dance and sing. Micky was already breathless(i don't if it was asthma attack, some said it was) then junsu was like straight away after that he cam out with MY page. Was aaaaaaahhhhhhh. So charming oh my. He was dancing in artifical rain. Woo sexy! Then he ran to the fron front stage which i wasn't there and dance dance and THREW HIS CAP! OH my. Lucy girl who caught it man. And we was all wet. Awwww. Hahhaa. Then i think right after? He sang timeless with jung ri in or was it triangle. haha. But it was so messy and my mind is still in a swirl now. I really can't believe I SAW THEM LIVE! It just makes me love them more. You totally have NO reasons to not like him! And he was so tired cos he have to take over yunho place to dance for the day. And i was sad for yunho. He was like.. The main when it comes to rising sun and 'O'. But he couldn't dance and stood quietly at the back part of the stage while they dance you know! can you think about how he feels.. aaahhh. But he conpensate with his smile! He was really really friendly! Smiling to all his fans. And i was so sad i did not see jun with his show all his teeth smile. ARG! He looks real real real cute with that oK! OH man. And i think they play a lot in the front stage when they were singing balloons and hi ya ya. And i didn't get to see it! You can hardly find them. The people and the stage was so big. And someone was shouting where is changmin where is chamgmin. And there is this aunty said. There! Hahaha. CUTE ah. And strangers turn into friends because of this common love for them. Awwww. And we(the 8 fan girls that went tgt) we became friends so fast can! Me and jing was like friends for the day because of jun and rivals on other days! hahha. We had so much FUN! And when it was able time for us to part... hahhaha. I feel so sad when i reach singapore. I was like.. huh~ we reach singapore already ah! ARG! I don't wanna leave them. Oh and can ou believe it. They were doing this magic thingy and throwing it for the fans. I CAUGHT WHAT JAEJOONG THREW~ i was like AAAAAAHHHHH.I caught it i caught it! hahahha. Oh my. Jae touch before! Awwww. Hahaha. But i gave it to huizhen cos she like jaejoong more i am just sad that jun did not show-all-the tooth-smile. Awwww.i really wanna see that. And they played so much infront which i never see too. ARG. They shake hands with fans below the stage. Threw their holy water! Oh man! Changmin took a sip of his water and just throw the rest of it down! Then he was like asking you wan you wan?? ahhh. But he was quite dao or something cos we WERE SO CLOSE and i shouted changmin changmin! A lot of people there shouted for his name but he NEVER TURN to look. Despite that i still love hime. Cos u really have to see him in REAL LIVE before u can fall in love. He is really charming with short hair. Back to the cute boy look. And he is like really slim can. Despite the fact that he is the strongest now in the group?? He was like so slim! Their face is so small. And they say jun is big. But acceptable size what! hahhaha. And yunho! oH man. How can i describe? Lengthy! Really tall la. Then he was like smiling... Then jae! oh man. KEEP ON lo, fang dian to the fans. Like. zzzz zzzz booom! hahhaha. The fans just go crazy! hahahha. Then MICKY! he was like. mouthing the I MISS YOU to us. But i did not see when he was in the car. Too messy. I was busy searching for jun. He was all over the place. And when it came to balloon they were sitting on their machine! And SO SO SO CUTE! hahhaha. REALLY CUTE! But my jun came out first and he turn towards the left side of the stage straight! It was like SO fast la can. Hais. Didn't really get to see him!!! Awwwww. But the rest of the members were real cute toO! hhaahaha. awww. can't help falling in love. DBDB is so gonna make them come Singapore! HAHAHHA. No matter what man. And if they don't, DBDB will go korea for their concert. WE ARE SERIOUS! hahahha. And i wan visit jun's father shop! hahhaha. Hopefully i am having holidays then! I so so so wanna go la. Then my father thinks i am crazy and ask me not to be so crazy. hahahha. I MISS THEM I MISS THEM I MISS THEM! aAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I AM SAD THAT WHY AM I SO FAR AWAY FROM THEM??? OH TELL ME WHY? AWWWW. I WANT MY JUN...SOBS.

If you wanna know more about the process or how crazy the fans are or even better still join our fan club. Then come find me man! hahahha. Ja ne. <3
I am happy cos i saw him and i was there~

4:57 PM
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OK. have nothing much to do while waiting for farah to be online and help her print.LOL. So i shall post the pics! hahaha. Enjoy. A few more hours and i am off. Another few more hours i would be standing just below the stage with my heads up staring at JUN! hahahah.

More photos coming up after i am back from malaysia! hahaha. :)

7:47 AM
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Oh man! Can you imagine how HIGH i am now?? Tomorrow is the big day TVXQ MALAYSIA CONCERT! Hahahah. How i wish i am the one on stage dancing with them! hahahah. Oh MY JUN! hahahah. I am coming. Wait for me. They are already there. Awww. Love them so so so so so so so much! hahaha. Overwhelming. Can you just imagine how high and happy and am now? I am not a pervert. But just feeling high because i am able to watch the concert! hahaha. How if my jun smile at me? awww. HAhahahaha.

Ok. Hahha. chill now. LOL. Might be going to park's place to ton for the night and head straight to my CONCERT! hahahha. Arg. Just love it. I have balloons, camera, passport. Everything ready all set to go. hahahah. Woo hoo. Ah-sa. PLEASE DO NOT MESSAGE OR CALL ME UNLESS YOU HAVE VERY VERY VERY URGENT MATTERS CAUSE ITS GONNA BE EXPENSIVE! Thanks! hahhaa. Awww. Get a job when i come back from the concert then. I am so on concert mode man. AAAHHHH. hahha. Don't spoil my mood ah(by saying i am ugly). Hahaha. Ha~ hahahaha. I am so overjoyed.

Did nothing much today.. Park came early in the morning to look at the movie maker thing and we did a small verse of song and she kinda got hooked too! haha. Its really fun. Mayb can get job related to this but very difficult. hahah. MUSIC! <3
And park DL the programme too. LOL. haha. we might become real cool song writers in the future. Hahaha. Ok. shall go practice singing AND create songs! hahaha. Aw!

10:46 PM
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Ok. I just receive a eat-shit-and-die news! My zen stone 2G I bought like 99?? And now is like 39?! What the la. Drop so much! Hais. Count down of 2 days! A-sa. Hahah.I seriously can't wait! LOL.Going to meet my DB! My jun.. Awww. I have to say about them till i meet them, after i meet them i am still gonna talk bout them! HAhaha. Bought 5 red balloons for the concert. I think i am gonna design it with park. LOL. see what we can do bout it.HEe. Oh man.. This saturday! No rain.. PLEASE!

My father changed the money for me. Haha. Then my aunty lend me her camera! Awww. Hahaha. I am so ready.LOL. Just need to get red lightsticks. LOL. DB concert!

A futile trip to china town. Still can't find any job. Haha. I think i will just stop the hunt for now and.. Haha. get ready for DB concert. A-sa! LOL. HWAITING!OH and abit sad as the guest is jang ri in. hais. If suju come i will be more high! LOL.
Ja!

5:13 AM
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Haha. I created this.LOL. Enjoy! OK. So i went out for job hunt again. And jobless again. Went to around bugis area then was like very shit cos can't get any job. Hence i went to borrow some books. Then walk walk with hua. Then pei her to AMK hub to trim her eye brow. LOL.LIke walking around Singapore. Hahaha. But sad ah.Still can't get good job. LOL. But till now i still feel ok. Cos what i am concerned about now is my DB concert!! hahahah. 3 more days and i am standing there jumping and waving to the beat, maybe more shouting. Hahah. My jun! hahahha. Can't wait to see him. Yeah! I am really hooked in making these MVs. The process is really fun! haha. Maybe will try somethin gelse next time.LOL. Might create something cool. LOL. Ja ne. Hope to see ya guys so so so much. Oh btw i saw netball ms lee today.LOL. haha. See ya soon farah! This sat ah!

6:48 AM
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I just created a 'MV'. LOL. Hua had seen it. Haha. Not really well done but the process was fun! kinda like it. Hahaaa. Hmm. The agency had not call yet, so i suppose there is still no job for me. But even if have, the earliest i can start is like next monday.. Haha. My hands are a bit numb due to the playing of games and etc. I think now not so bored cos have something to do. LOL. Then my bro and i take turn to use the comp. Hai. Like not much i can do for the day.LOL...

Feeling very very excited now!! hahaha. Hmm.. 4 more days! WOo hoo. I am coming man. NO RAIN PLEASE! Ah-sa. I am so gonna take many many pics of them. But i scared my aunt don't allow me to bring her camera there. cos dangerous.. Later get rob. hahaha. Oh. and DB never go to the MKMF award. They didn't make it there. BoA too. Cos of the plane i think, then the fans was like so so dissappointed man! They actually occupy most of the seats and they had this TVXQ FLY with their lightsticks and the green light is for the words, the red is for the background! OH man. Look how cool these fans are. They make arrangments! hahhaa. Have to go get my DB balloons soon! hahahha.

Ok i go play game again. Yawns. Nothing better to do. haha. Maybe will try another 'MV' later. Hahahha. Ja ne guys.

4:12 AM
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Hi. Hahaha. I am back from my weekends at my grandfather place. LOL. Stupid meow is gettiong more aggressive! He like chew chew chew on my hand. Ok. Bought a PSP. LOL. Blue and my brother bought a black one. Not bad quite fun. I felt lame ah. Told my clique not to buy cos very ex then not worth it etc, but got addicted when my cousin lend me theirs and was like my brother also wanna buy so i get one myself too. Hahaha. Then i realise actually not that bad. Hahaha. Hmm. Maybe they still dote on me. At least my father bought 1 for me, but i still need to pay him back in the future la. Then my aunty wanted to bring me to buy dye to dye my hair. Haha. But didn't manage to buy. Cos the sales person say my hair too dye, then should moisturize 1st if not very brittle. ARG. Then now keep my hair black. Black is also th etrend now. HAha. Mayb i dye next time. Hmm. Highlight green? haha. Cool ah!

One BIG GOOD NEWS! hahaha. I am going to DB concert this saturday. PRAY that, luck is with me haha. Don't rain, don't have riots, save to visit! hahaha. Oh man! JUNSU here i come ah. hahah. 5 more unbearable days before i could meet them. AHHHH. Oh my. WOO.

Went to collect my passport today. wait until like siao la! hahaha. So long man. Then accompany hua to peinsula to get her skinnies. Then walk around there. Visit this agency to help us locate jobs. The process was hilarious. Hahaha. Hope they can get us jobs. And i want those in the hospital. I think can learn a lot! haha. Hope i can see how the whole thing operates. Cool man. Haaa.... My legs are dead tired after long walks. ARG. Anyway i had a good time! hahaha. :)
Ja ne! hope to see ya guys soon.

5:16 AM
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Hi hi hi. Hahaha. Went to rebond my hair today. And now it seems like what my hair was for sec 2. LOL. Smell nice cos they did this spa treatment thingy on my hair. AWW. Just love the smell. Hahah.Ok. So now my next taeget is to work like hell and get paid and DYE HAIR with treatment. Haha. Wanna use most of my money for hair treatment. Wanna make it into this glossy feel.Hahah.But i think i did too much rebonding. This time it is much drier. This is my 3rd time doing rebonding and 1 time perm. Hahah. How good can my hair be? LOL. But anyway. My next target is DYE or highlight my hair. Hahahah. OH ya! There is this really cute jap-look-alike guy in the salon. Real cute! haha. hua think so too. She went with me. Kommawoh! haha. Thanks ya. Then there is this girl also very pretty. HAhaha. Then there were 2 person applying the cream on my hair. One pull each side. And i was like jerking from one side to another cos they use pull de. hahaha. Now my hair straight until i feel weird. Haha. The salon cut hair for guys not bad! hahah. Hais. LOusy hair genes. Nothing good seems to be in my life. FAT, LOUSY HAIR, REAL POOR, FAILED EXAMS, ROUND BIG FACE. hahah. what more? LOL. Sad case ah! hahaha.If you think your life is like shit.. look at mine!

Currently still looking for a job. Hais. Hope can get 1 with good pay asap ah!Now really miss holiday assignment.. Haha. Dots. Cos is really rotting. Nothing to do! Also dunno got wat thing i can watch. Then all i can do is seat there and decay. How sad. Hahah. Have to find a job soon soon soon. Hire the poor me please!
Later i bored until i go do A math. Hahaha.

Going to ah ma house again tomorrow. To accompany my grandpa cos my aunt will be out till quite late. Then ask me and bro to go. Really nothing to do there man. AAHHHHH. KILL ME!Only can rot with meow meow. Let him bite me. Hais. NO show nmo nothing. Her rotten lap top don't have sound, no msn... cannot play cannot watch what can i do with it? TV is those same few shows. AHHH. Kill me kill me! hahaha. And when i have nothing to do i start to eat. HAHAHA. This worsen the case eh. Hmm. Haha. mayb i can try doing exercise then.Spent all my time exercising. HAha. NOt bad ah. LOL.

Done with venting my anger. Haha. Ja ne! Hope to see u guys real soon! :)

5:26 AM
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Hahha. New skin new start. LOL. very lame ah. i don't know where my pic go in the preview. Hahhaa.Any way it is the end of Os.. Haha. Say AAAHHHH with me. lol. Like finally! LOL.But sad case ah. My lousy hair. then i cannot dye. Haiss. Must wait till i earn enough money to do it in the salon. LOL. then i feel like doing this treatment maybe on thurs. Haha. then cut my hair a bit.LOL. now no shape looks so weird. Awww. I want the phone too! hahaha. Am i too greedy? But you have to understand what. Haha. AHHH. Where can i get a job??

Went to eat at BBQ chicken!! haha. DB was the spokesperson for them. But i not sure if they are still helping them now. Anyway i went to this shop and at first sight i was like AAAHH! red balloons in the screen. Meaning DB fans. Hahaha. Oh man. Then got a seat nearest to the screen! haha. A-sa! Then my eyes just can't get off the screen. Woo. Thats the charm of DB, trust me! haha. I think we were the only students there screaming! haha. I mean maybe i was the only one screaming. Haha. VERY excited at the sight of them. Then was like order food and sing along. I really really really love that shop. Hahaha. There is this hajuma, really from korea!! First thing she asked was Dong bang shin ki cho ah? hahaha. I was like cho ah cho ah! hahaha. Feels great talking in korean with a korean. Hahaha. Then she was like asking if they food was nice when they serve us. Haha. Was like. Ya! haha. She say her english not good. So most people don't understand her english. But i think ok la. Hahah. I still like talking to her in korean. Hope she understands what i say. Then eat eat watch sing. Haha. High for quite a long time before we bear to leave the place. Hahah. Was like really happy during lunch. First time i eat until so happy! Hahaha. Then the hajuma ask bashisoyoh? Haha. Means nice not. Then i reply bashita! But she say i cannot say that cos she bigger then me then bashita is used when with friends. For a moment she thought i was a korean! hahah. Make me so happy. Then she say she going to return to korea soon! LOL. Then she bring pictures of DBSK for us then ask us to come back during january! haha. Cute eh! Then i was like ok ok. We called her omma(mother) already lo. Hahaha. Awwww. Happy experience. hahaha.

Then we went to walk walk. Haha. FUN! LOL. i keep doing the one touch to cherie! haha. the punch jaejoong did to changmin. hahah. Then work around and play. Aww.LOVE THIS SO MUCH! hahaha. enjoy life ah. hahaha.

Schedule for now. Hahaha. As if i will follow. But just list out. Haha
1.tmr a date with my grandma. LOL. I going to pay my respect. Cos i missed the 100 day thingy then tmr is her bithday.
2.Finish coffee prince
3.Get myself a wig. haha. No la. Mayb will do something for my hair. Microphone head? haha
4.Get myself a job! hahaha.
5.Get lots of money
6.See Dong bang with my naked eye!
7.scream for them! hahahaha Get crazy.

Ok i am almost done. LOL. Briefly thats all i wanna do for now. Will add more when i have the time. :)
U-KNOWYUNHO,CHIOKANGCHANGMIN,YONGWONGJAEJOONG,MICKYYOOCHUN,XIAHJUNSU saranghaeyoh, DONG.BANG.SHIN.KI!

4:49 AM
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Arg. A bit disheartened after looking at my balance in my account. Its like left so little money. What can i do with it?? ARG. Need to get a job as soon as possible! Need money ah... Hais. How i wish i am those rich kids! Can spend like nobody business. But too bad la. Plus i have Db concert like next saturday! Then now the stupid KL have riot! What is so wrong with these people?? Have riot at this kind of time. HOw if my Db cannot come?? Then my money spent on the coach and ticket. Will cry lo. Hai.. Money money moeny!!! Then i don't know what to do with my stupid hair. Lousy genes. What is wrong with my life? Hahaha. Like have a lot of things. Ok. shall not rant and rave any more. Pick myself up and start working my ass off.

Haha. Physic paper was like so unprepared for me. Feel so not Os. Don't have the spirit to do. Haha. Tomorrow is my last paper. But don't have those type of study very very long then finally can have break de feeling. Mayb i did not study hard enough! Haha. But who cares. LOL. I am now only concerned about how to get more money in my pockets! Help me ahh. hahah. Let my struck lottery or anything that concerns money! hahaha. Lucky draw or what shit. Haha.

Oh man. I love the song promise you and talk play love! haha. very nice. LOL. Of cos. its by junie and boa. Haha. Love it! And i feel like getting the phone! ARG. money again! hahahah. Poor people have this kind of problems. Hais.Ok la. haha.
ja ne!

3:33 AM
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My new target. I am gonna get this! Haha. Anycall. Anyband. Xiah, BoA, Tablod, Bora. LOL. Very cool ah! haha. There are still other phones which i donno which model. but i think i saw this in Sinagpore! hahah. I think i am gonna buy this! WOO HOO!

11:23 PM
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Ok. My current hairstyle. Hahaha. not really satisfied cos the hair dresser did not cut what i wanted. He said: For your hair cut any hair styles also not nice unless you reborn. Like what the shit la. You mean there is only such thing as reborning? Then what. Why you learn cutting skills and studying of the face shape of your customer? For show ah? Every one that goes in need reborning then can cut what they like? Oh my. So shit la. Then ask me reborn. Think my family open bank one issit? so rich. Lousy hair dresser. Eat shit and die man. ARG. Fuming. But forget it. Hahaha. whats the point. My hair genes suck. Thats what i can say...

SM audition on 25/11/07 in malaysia KL. Hahaha. The day after Db concert. Oh man. Haha. And i am so excited bout going DB concert. BUt my hair now dampens my mood. As if they will notice me. But i at least wanna go with nice hair. Hais. Hahaha. Shall wear a cap or something. haha. Beanie! LOL.

Oh and hahaha. Its gonna be end of Os real real soon! WOO HOOO. hahaha. Excited man! Its like so long ah. then spoil all the mood for studying. I super don't feel like studying already. Then hua is sick now. Hai poor her. 2 more days to go and i am free. Gotta find a job real soon man. hahaha. Need money urgently. I am always poor. haha.

I love coffee prince! haha. Cute show. Funny.LOL. and i like yoon eun hae more! She is like. WOW. Not really yi-po in the show but very cool. Hahaha. Ok la. ja. Survive a few more days i wanna chiong that show le. I wonder why i don't have this type of spirit for studying. Hahaha.
Ja ne! TVXQ hwaiting.

7:11 PM
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Oh man. I am gonna cut my hair now!! hahaha. Super excited la. It is like the pic on my top. haha. Not really that short but at least short. LOL.

Hope it turns out ok. haha. :P

6:54 PM
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Hey yo!
hahha. A bit tired now ah.. LOL. But the fact that i finished all my written paper woo! hahaha. Its like i only slept for 4hours yesterday! ARG. And the exams are not going on smoothly man. haha. What i stuyd never come out. It is the same with both geography and SS. HAhaha. was like shocked when i first flip to the last page and found that what i ONLY study never come out. And i was like. DIE! hahaha. But was like no choice then still have to do so i choose venice but the content was very general. Can never score in the paper. HAha. So just wait to die! haha. Still have 2 mor eMCQs left which is like next week. Haha. And my cousin is coming nack from taiwan like this saturday! YEah. haha. hope she got me Db stuffs. Haha. Will love her so much if she really did. LOL.

My DB nametags are still not here yet. Haha. Hope it is not lost or anything. Can't wait to get in! Ahhh. haha.
And the plan of getting my hair dyed and woo. HAha. Wonder if i should cut my hair short. Not really that short but about shoulder length.. Should i should i?? i wanna get a new look. Moreover dying with short hair and the whole head i think short hair nicer. LOL.

Alright. Ja ne!

4:54 AM
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