keep the faith

I practically left my blog to rot. LOL. Good thing that i have not been online for like years? LOL. Not really. Just that i don't blog. Haha. Had graduation last friday. Then was like.. Hmm.. A bit sad while watching the clips. All those photos. Will be really sad on the day we really have to part and be independent on our own. Meeting new friends again. Hai. Still have to mug hard for my Os and stuff. It seem so near. But yet so far towards my freedom day. ARG.. I wanna go KL for DB concert. Hohohoh. Wanna see them. But problem is that go there a bit risky. LOL. Later get robbed.

Went out on friday. Heeheehee. Went to k box then AMK hub to buy contacts. Was quite late by the time we go home. I reached home like 1030 or something. Haha. We thought we saw a guy with red contacts and i thought he was just having sore eyes. LOL. Meow meow is getting fatter and fatter!! Haha. But still as cute. The way he try to get for attention and play hide and seek with my aunt. just SO cute. LOl. And my auntie say those who wanna visit him please bring bird nest for the owner and food for the dog. Hahaha. What an owner eh. MAke use of the dog to earn some goods. And she wanted to have this dong fang gou qi. Haha. The dog version of DB. Dots...

Nothing else to say i guess. Ok then. Ja guys. See ya after the graduation?? LOl. so weird when u still have to go back to school after graduation eh? LOl. I miss junie. :P

8:29 PM
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Ohayoh. ARG. my stomache is killing me. Going to mug later. AND. will not be posting so often or will not post at all until after my 'Os'. I still have so many things to cover. Hais. Math math and more math..

Super junior Don't Don. Aww. I just love their hair. You guys should go see it too. http://superjunior.iple.com

Very very very handsome. Eeteuk, sungmin and heechul. Woo. OK. Nothing much i guess. My crappy comp is giving me a hard time by loading so slow.Very lag now. Just feel like smashing it and fixing it back again by myself. LOL. As if i know how to fix it back. :P

Ja ne!

4:49 PM
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Aww. Just cleared my DB photos. feel so sad. LOL. Don't wanna delete them from my comp but like a bit too much, making my comp very lag. Hence, no choice but to delete some. But i saved it in thumb drive before deleting it. Heeheehee. =)

Then was like scanning through the forums. And i saw this very cute thing. Then fan send to Yunho. She was like saying can i be your wife. Yunho reply: The last time you say you wanna be my daughter, now you wanna be my wife? Very cute eh. It is really him that replied. ARG. Too bad i can't read korean. If not i would love to post my questions on that web and talk to them. Hahaha. Hais. I think i will just faint on the spot if junie replies me. Hahaha. Miss them so much. hais..

OK. So for now... Hmm. Haveing tuition at 430. Then will be going to ah ma house at around 630. Haha. Yes. can see my meow meow. Hahaha. Miss him so much. Have to make something and do math later. Ok. So much to do so little time.. :) See ya guys then.

p.s (for cindy): Please take care of the little finger of yours.LOL. :)

Ja ne.

8:23 PM
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Hmm. Ok. Basically today nothing much happen in school. Nothing exciting as per normal. Did math and stuff. Oh and it just prove me right. During english class today.. the ms lum say will go through the compre she ask us to do yesterday. Then while like reading through the passage half way, explaining to us.. The class seem to be noisy as normal and she was like. Ahem, since you are not interested in it then i shall not go through. Look through the answer and mark yourself. I was like!!! Hello. You are the teacher here and like some of them are not listening does not mean all of them do not listen. by doing that she is harming the portion who are interested in listening. URG. Was kinda pissed with her. Then she wanna see those people whom she have not seem this year. Then nobody wanted to go. Except one girl la. But don't know how come she sat there then lum ask her why she never write the 4E1 class register no. She was like: i don't know what is mine. Lum: how could you not know? I think you are the only one in the class who do not know. Duh.. Its like do i still need this stupid no. in the future? i mean its like the next paper we are going to take woul dbe our 'Os' and are we gonna write our register no. on it? So does it matter? She say until like so.. Hai.. Then cherie want her to look through her paper... She was like i don't want you. I have seen you so many times already. But nobody else want to go to her what. So what's wrong with helping cherie. She is interested what..

Ok. Nothing more to say. Turned of by these kind of teachers. This makes us students don't like to learn. Mrs Ng gave us like a lot of papers to do which i am glad about. LOL. cos i wanna practice. I hope i spend my week ends wisely. Haha. Have been eating out too often lately. Must cut down on that. My pockets are buring furiously. Haha.

After school was fun! We went to sakae to eat sushi!! Haha. Something which i wanted for a long time. Contented! Haha. Then was like i ate a lot of weird things haha. But hua and vien dare not try.. Hais. Oh and i ate what DB like.. Nattou!! haha. And it sucks. Haha. Very very very smelly plus digusting.. I wonder why they like to eat that. LOL. Then some other things. Made me so full. Not as full as the times when i went with cindy but VERY full. We ate like 27 plus plates? Haha. Before we went in saw a koean family!!! Awww. I was SO SO SO happy can. Haha. They have 2 cute little boys. Even the boys look SO much better than what we have here. Haha. Serious! They hair style and nature curl the younger boy have was like. WOo. Melt me man. Haha. But he does not really bother about us. He have the xiao yunho look. Awww. Drool... But i manage to suck it back. LOL. Then second happy thing was that guess what songS i heard in sakae?? haha. DB's songs. WOO hoo. double the happiness. I feel so korean today.LOL. They were playing the 5 in the black album. Oh man. Melts. I was singing lo. haha. But their disc have problems.

Then went to have a little jog with vien. She wore CONTACTS when she jog with me! Surprised? I think she can wear cos she have really big eyes which is very pretty. And I AM SERIOUS. She look good. I think i am the first to see her wear contacts. Went RM after the little jog to get her the contacts case and solution for it. Hmm. Nothing much for now. Haveing little stomache lately. I don't know the reasons. But when i jog.. It start to ache again. If this continues.. I am going to the doc. I don't think apples help now eh?

Ja ne! Ching gu hwaiting! I lost count of how many days towards the 'Os' :P

7:45 AM
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I am DB-ing again. Not cindy's DB. But is my dong bang. Hahaha. Love them. They are producing things a bit fast. They went to France recently for photo shoot. How i wish i was there. How come they never come to Singapore to conduct photo shoot session? haha. But what's there to take here? LOL. Merlion? lOl. But they are so charming in the photos. Awwww..

I realise that i am at 2 extremes. When i am feeling sad, let say i am a failure in exams,I would be uber sad and like just kept quiet for most of the day(yesterday). OR I can be very hyper and go crazy like today. Mayb i have faced the fact that i really did not do well and so must face reality. But i have to pick myself up from where i fall. Shall not be defeated by these stupid papers. HWAITING. 'Os' are starting in a months time. NO more time left. Just not touch my computer too often. will mug real hard this time. After this papers i know where i stand and can't be like this anymore! My dream of getting bursary is shattered with my shit results. Anybody wanna share their money with me? lol. Thinking of quitting A math tuition. But i will not let my lousy A math ruin me. hahaha. So shall survive for another month and thats it. Time for the battle!

Anything else to say? hmmm. Thanks hua for pei-ing me to lunch. LOL. ^^ Had a great time. hahaha.. :)
THE END!

3:02 AM
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ARG. Haveing a headache just now. But feeling better now. Today is a utter disappointment. Hais. got back 3 papers today.

Good:Bad
1 : 2

Papers that i took back today are a math, english and physic. Hmm.. Physic i am quite satisfied as i FINALLY passed my paper 2. LOL. Hmm. But overall still fail. Then A math was pretty badly done. ARG. A bit thought of quitting tuition. Its like does not help me at all. She is a good teacher but i guess i am just lazy or something. Hai. Like waste money like that. Will think about it. Then english was ok. But quite shit too. Deducted 2 marks from my paper 1 section 2. Like what the hell la. Say my draft too short. HELLO! You did not say you need a detailed draft what. I did mine so why bother if it is short or long. 2 marks make a difference ok. And the way she put it is like. I will let those who can't pass to pass. And those who pass ok-ly then deduct all those shit marks. So are you trying to show that you are a bias teacher? My whole paper 2 pull down my marks.ARG.

I just don't understand the english teachers. They kept on saying like its all the students fault. But like what you have said, it takes 2 hands to clap. I am not trying to push the blame to the teachers but its like really la. What more do you want us to do if you CMI? You say until is the students themselves don't wanna work hard. There are people who work hard too ok. But why the lousy results? Look at teachers then. Always like saying.. See here and here, always making the same mistake. Somemore talking about the british markers and stuff what don't know ATM and things like that. Its like can't you say properly? How many times have you ever encouraged the students? Scolding does not help at all. If teachers have done their part in making their lessons interesting, i believe that the students would surely have more interest in what they are going and not just do for the sake of doing. Son't always say reading is good. Of cos i know reading is good. But not just by saying. You can make students interested in reading? Always asking students to reflect.. Does teacher do their own reflection or do they think that they had already done well enough?

Ok. Enough of saying. Looking at the department it is true that is is hard to get good teachers for every class. So enough said. Then after school mood super affected. Hai. Sorry guys for my lousy shit. Just have this very weird feeling inside me. Thanks jo for the msg. LOL. Then went to hougang mall for lunch since we have so much time before the talk. After eating then went back to school. finally got to touch my netball. LOL. Then was like sat in the canteen for a while, then its time to go for the talk. I also find the talk very shit. Then the principal's talk only lasted like 15min then go home? What is this la? A waste of time. Then more over he focused on talking about the JC entries which is not really my business. Then he say until EA all can go in JC. He never think twice before he said that or he have not seen our results before he said that. Hahaha. We were even laughing our ass out la. LOL.

So in conclusion bad>good. shall wait for good news tomorrow. Should be more optimistic about tomorrow. It WILL be a better day hopefully! Hahaha. :p
Ja ne. :)

4:15 AM
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Hi there. Ok. Yippy. My prelims finally ended! ARG. Like at last phew. Hmm. Biology paper 2 is much harder than paper 1 so hence i hope i can score on paper 1. Hee. Then math paper, Mrs ng have not done marking. In addition she says that we did no tdo that well. Hai. No more high hopes. After so many late nights my eyes are no different from an old hags' haha.

Went to hougang mall ate western food then sing K box. Hahaha. I ate with park, hua, cherie. Then vien came for the K box. Haha. We sang for like 6houts!? haha. Long but still not contenting enough. LOl. Just love singing! WOO! Then after the 6hours marathon of singing, we went back home to have a rest. Will be getting back some results tomorrow i guess. Hope it would be good news more than bad ones. Lol.

Then what else? Oh ya. You cannot believe this. Vien and park sang 'tai yu' taiwanese songs. Was like so.. stunned? hahaha. It is shocking for people of our age eh? lol. and of cos sang Db's song. LIke only have 2 la. Must increase ma. ARG. Hahaha. i miss my junie. Xiahkimjunsu. Saranghaeyoh. This fantasy disease is getting more serious. Awww.
k ja! Not early.. so much sleep! :P

7:16 AM
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Hai. saturday. LOl. still have to study for bio. LOL. hmm. Hope exam can be over soon. I look forward to my result. Seems like my post yesterday create a little bit of trouble. Haha. They thought there is something wrong with me. Esp huiyi. Lol.She sms me say be my shrink for the day. LOL. -_-'' I am pretty fine by now. Just need some time to recover my old-self. So have to warm up by saying overripped jokes. Haha. That's what they(DB) say about junie haha. They say his jokes are so overripped. Haha. So cute of him. Aww.

Oh yes. After watching secret yesterday, i have this urge to buy PIANO again. LOL. Love it so much!! Why can't i start learning since young? Too bad la. I am not rich. If not i have already know how to play. Hmm. have to save up. I want PIANO! hahaha. Envy all those who have it man. hais. ARG if i can struck lottery or whatever. First thing i wanna get is piano. Then pick up piano lessons.. Oh man. Haha. Oh ya, and i think that guys who know how to play piano are charming. HAha. Like my junie. Not only me, park think so too. Her chunie. Hahaha. Oh man. PIANO PIANO PIANO.

:) will be creating something later with park for someone. HAhaha. You know who? secret! hahaha. After watching secret makes me wanna make everything a secret. Hahaha. ok bye bye!

9:35 PM
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Yo!
Haha. Woo. Finally 1 week of exam is OVER. But i still have bio on monday. ARG! haha. But in other words mean that i have chance to get A1. I really hope i can score for bio. Hmm. Feeling a little depressed lately. Sorry friends.LOL. A bit weird. Did some reflection and like realise, what am i doing? Hais. Can't make it in both phy and A math. Hence the cheerful kimmy is hiding in her cave. She let guilt take over her. But i think she will be back soon. Just feel quite quiet. Exams are taking my life away.. My whole life is not ONLY about exams. So shall not dwell on the mistakes i have made, but i have to learn from it and pick myself up from there. I won't let any formula defeat me! Make sure i do my best in everything. No matter if it is play or study. HWAITING~

Another thing. I am gonna declare war with my fats again. HAhaha. Sounds stupid eh? But hmm. Its time. LOL. :) Bloody tired...

Haha. I like the feeling when we depended on each other and encouraged each other during exam times.LOL.Though normally we just crap. Park and cindy. Hahah. And cindy, please raise your ring tone's volume. I called you so many times you can't seem to hear it! hahaha. :P

Shall go off now. Watching secret. ARG. till now i find the front part very sweet. But the story line very weird. LOL. ^^. Shall finish the movie. Hahaha.
Ja ne.

1:48 AM
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Bad bad bad. Total disaster! Hai. My a math paper is like oh shit. I feel so shit now! My a math paper 1, its like no difference from never do man. Focused too much on physic yesterday. Then today the physic paper 2 was ok. But i don't have confidence! ARG. I am so afraid that i can't excel. AAAHHHH. How?! Hopefully overall i never do very badly! Hmm. Then tmorrow would be my a math paper 2. Have to study damm damm damm hard to cover for today. The marks that i lose. ARG. If possible i want a D7 instead of a F9. LOL. Still fail, but at least improvements? haha. Not much time towards my 'Os' must chiong chionh chiong!

Went to have a good lunch with clique after school. Accompany cherie for her ears to be pierced. LOl. Don't know why suddenly she wanna pierce. Haha. but was quite ok. I wanted her to do both sides the 3rd hole. Quite cool eh? lol. But she pierced 1 side 2nd hole 1 side 3rd. LOl. It still looks ok. Haha. Ok. what else? Hmm.. Nothing much i guess. And its time for me to mug! Ahhh. I also scream my lungs out last night. Studied until 1 then wake up at 4 in the morning to continue. Haha. Quanquan still wanted me to study till morning, even cindy too! haha. But i still slept. LOL. can't help it. =D

Ja ne. Have to go mug already. ~.~

1:05 AM
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Ok. Since i have not been blogging for so long. Shall write something then.lol.Glad that they are friends again! lol.

These few days have to be a full-time mugger. Hope i can produce something good.I so wanna get the bursary man! ARG. My a math is getting rusty. Have not been doing and tomorrow is my a math test. PLus another killer tomorrow is my physic! damm. Must make good use of today. No more naps. Survive on coffee then.

Oh ya. And i my holiday totally did not went on plan. Was like supposed to mug. And i turn out to be playing around the whole time. SHIT! should have stayed at home. Faster finish my prelims and i can catch a movie with my aunty! Hee. want her to pay for my movie tickets. I am SO broke. LOL. Started using contacts again. And i think i will buy more! LOL. I don't wanna wear specs when i start to work. LOL.

haha. Another thing is that my clique gave me my belated belated birthday present yesterday.LOL. Like a month already.. haha. Its ok. I am still happy, cos its DONG BANG SHIN KI! haha. My Sm town album and another is the 07 book. 5 in the black with posters which i don't bear to cut out from there.LOL. But will treasure them. They are dong bang afterall. Haha.oh man. I just miss my xiah SO SO SO much! Haha. He's adorable. LOl. I have been repeating. So bear with me.

Nothing much already. So ciao. Haha. See ya guys tomorrow! ^^

7:12 PM
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My new shades. Just in case you cannot see properly. haha.

Me and hua went out to AMK hub. Met chiu jo and cindy. Haha. They are there for celebration! Plus i won't forget the 16 dares. Hahaha. Beware jo!

Ok. I going out later. Gee. Had been out this few days. Must chiong my studies le.ARG!!! HWAITING KIM. Hee. Very bored ahhh.

Had breakfast at mac with hua and vien EARLY in the morning! haha. Was like plan to meet at 8. Then bloody. vien called at 7.30 then was like Ah. i thought i was late so hurried to brush up. Lucky is at my house here. Then while brushing looked at my beep beep and found that it is only 7.30 was like. Phew. Then went down. Haha. Sat at the mac outside day dream a little. Talked about my junie. Haha. miss him man.

Ok. Their latest MV is out. Shine and thousand year love song. I think shine all their hair style is like SUPER DUPER charming. Esp jeajoong. He look mesmerising with that hair colour. Aww. Haha. OK. Going off. Hee ja.

7:36 PM
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Ohayoh!

Hmm. Most of the time i spent past few days are at my grandma house. LOL. Pay respect to her on tues. Hais. Bored to death man. Wanna go borrow story book. Then do revision. Till now i only did a few math question!! Can you believe that. and i still say want revise and all those shit! ARG..

Oh my.. just melted and reform. Hahaha. Watched THSK's shine and thousand year love MV. Woo. Their voices. Miss them SO SO SO much! <3
They are so CUTE can~

Ok end off. JA!

6:01 PM
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Ah. My oppa. pogoshipda! haha. Do-mo cho-wah


Oh ya. Haha. That time when i was on my way to my granda house in the mrt i saw 3 koreans!! haha. Very funny. When i heard it i quickly pull out my ear piece!! haha. Then look over to their place. Haha. Hais. I wanna learn korean. I wanna speak his language!

Going my grandma house again later. Hee. have to start on my work le.LOl. Prelims.. ARg next week still have. Then following week i still have bio paper. AHH. Mflo not bad. Thanks ya cindy! haha. Currently listening to it. The love bug. But mflo and boa. HEe. Nice morning. Hua went to cut hair. Tempt me to cut toO! LOL. Nothing much to blog about too. Hopefully this is a fruitful holiday and i can do pretty much with the time. :)

Cindyyyyyy.. Lets go jogging! hahaha. Ja ne~

7:14 PM
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Currently using my cousin's laptop.Is like bloody damm COOL! Haha. Hmm. Its like with PDA plus can turn the screen around.ARG. Makes me wanna get one too! LOL. Now at grandma house. Old master had his last injection for the year. Cute him. I think it's ass still hurts. He is whineing when my aunt touches him just now. Should be fine by now. Haha. Then played mahjiong. ARG. Lose lose lose. Like cannot win sia. Haha. Hmm. Holiday. How should i use it? Hmm. Do some math, study phy, and still have to study other stuffs!! Hais. But i have to spend one day to hunt for jo and cher's pressie. Hoepe i can get something useful. Hee. K. shall not use for too long and return this cool laptopy to my cousin. shall go play with my old master. See ya guys next week!

Ja ne. :)

3:42 AM
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I practically left my blog to rot. LOL. Good thing that i have not been online for like years? LOL. Not really. Just that i don't blog. Haha. Had graduation last friday. Then was like.. Hmm.. A bit sad while watching the clips. All those photos. Will be really sad on the day we really have to part and be independent on our own. Meeting new friends again. Hai. Still have to mug hard for my Os and stuff. It seem so near. But yet so far towards my freedom day. ARG.. I wanna go KL for DB concert. Hohohoh. Wanna see them. But problem is that go there a bit risky. LOL. Later get robbed.

Went out on friday. Heeheehee. Went to k box then AMK hub to buy contacts. Was quite late by the time we go home. I reached home like 1030 or something. Haha. We thought we saw a guy with red contacts and i thought he was just having sore eyes. LOL. Meow meow is getting fatter and fatter!! Haha. But still as cute. The way he try to get for attention and play hide and seek with my aunt. just SO cute. LOl. And my auntie say those who wanna visit him please bring bird nest for the owner and food for the dog. Hahaha. What an owner eh. MAke use of the dog to earn some goods. And she wanted to have this dong fang gou qi. Haha. The dog version of DB. Dots...

Nothing else to say i guess. Ok then. Ja guys. See ya after the graduation?? LOl. so weird when u still have to go back to school after graduation eh? LOl. I miss junie. :P

8:29 PM
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Ohayoh. ARG. my stomache is killing me. Going to mug later. AND. will not be posting so often or will not post at all until after my 'Os'. I still have so many things to cover. Hais. Math math and more math..

Super junior Don't Don. Aww. I just love their hair. You guys should go see it too. http://superjunior.iple.com

Very very very handsome. Eeteuk, sungmin and heechul. Woo. OK. Nothing much i guess. My crappy comp is giving me a hard time by loading so slow.Very lag now. Just feel like smashing it and fixing it back again by myself. LOL. As if i know how to fix it back. :P

Ja ne!

4:49 PM
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Aww. Just cleared my DB photos. feel so sad. LOL. Don't wanna delete them from my comp but like a bit too much, making my comp very lag. Hence, no choice but to delete some. But i saved it in thumb drive before deleting it. Heeheehee. =)

Then was like scanning through the forums. And i saw this very cute thing. Then fan send to Yunho. She was like saying can i be your wife. Yunho reply: The last time you say you wanna be my daughter, now you wanna be my wife? Very cute eh. It is really him that replied. ARG. Too bad i can't read korean. If not i would love to post my questions on that web and talk to them. Hahaha. Hais. I think i will just faint on the spot if junie replies me. Hahaha. Miss them so much. hais..

OK. So for now... Hmm. Haveing tuition at 430. Then will be going to ah ma house at around 630. Haha. Yes. can see my meow meow. Hahaha. Miss him so much. Have to make something and do math later. Ok. So much to do so little time.. :) See ya guys then.

p.s (for cindy): Please take care of the little finger of yours.LOL. :)

Ja ne.

8:23 PM
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Hmm. Ok. Basically today nothing much happen in school. Nothing exciting as per normal. Did math and stuff. Oh and it just prove me right. During english class today.. the ms lum say will go through the compre she ask us to do yesterday. Then while like reading through the passage half way, explaining to us.. The class seem to be noisy as normal and she was like. Ahem, since you are not interested in it then i shall not go through. Look through the answer and mark yourself. I was like!!! Hello. You are the teacher here and like some of them are not listening does not mean all of them do not listen. by doing that she is harming the portion who are interested in listening. URG. Was kinda pissed with her. Then she wanna see those people whom she have not seem this year. Then nobody wanted to go. Except one girl la. But don't know how come she sat there then lum ask her why she never write the 4E1 class register no. She was like: i don't know what is mine. Lum: how could you not know? I think you are the only one in the class who do not know. Duh.. Its like do i still need this stupid no. in the future? i mean its like the next paper we are going to take woul dbe our 'Os' and are we gonna write our register no. on it? So does it matter? She say until like so.. Hai.. Then cherie want her to look through her paper... She was like i don't want you. I have seen you so many times already. But nobody else want to go to her what. So what's wrong with helping cherie. She is interested what..

Ok. Nothing more to say. Turned of by these kind of teachers. This makes us students don't like to learn. Mrs Ng gave us like a lot of papers to do which i am glad about. LOL. cos i wanna practice. I hope i spend my week ends wisely. Haha. Have been eating out too often lately. Must cut down on that. My pockets are buring furiously. Haha.

After school was fun! We went to sakae to eat sushi!! Haha. Something which i wanted for a long time. Contented! Haha. Then was like i ate a lot of weird things haha. But hua and vien dare not try.. Hais. Oh and i ate what DB like.. Nattou!! haha. And it sucks. Haha. Very very very smelly plus digusting.. I wonder why they like to eat that. LOL. Then some other things. Made me so full. Not as full as the times when i went with cindy but VERY full. We ate like 27 plus plates? Haha. Before we went in saw a koean family!!! Awww. I was SO SO SO happy can. Haha. They have 2 cute little boys. Even the boys look SO much better than what we have here. Haha. Serious! They hair style and nature curl the younger boy have was like. WOo. Melt me man. Haha. But he does not really bother about us. He have the xiao yunho look. Awww. Drool... But i manage to suck it back. LOL. Then second happy thing was that guess what songS i heard in sakae?? haha. DB's songs. WOO hoo. double the happiness. I feel so korean today.LOL. They were playing the 5 in the black album. Oh man. Melts. I was singing lo. haha. But their disc have problems.

Then went to have a little jog with vien. She wore CONTACTS when she jog with me! Surprised? I think she can wear cos she have really big eyes which is very pretty. And I AM SERIOUS. She look good. I think i am the first to see her wear contacts. Went RM after the little jog to get her the contacts case and solution for it. Hmm. Nothing much for now. Haveing little stomache lately. I don't know the reasons. But when i jog.. It start to ache again. If this continues.. I am going to the doc. I don't think apples help now eh?

Ja ne! Ching gu hwaiting! I lost count of how many days towards the 'Os' :P

7:45 AM
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I am DB-ing again. Not cindy's DB. But is my dong bang. Hahaha. Love them. They are producing things a bit fast. They went to France recently for photo shoot. How i wish i was there. How come they never come to Singapore to conduct photo shoot session? haha. But what's there to take here? LOL. Merlion? lOl. But they are so charming in the photos. Awwww..

I realise that i am at 2 extremes. When i am feeling sad, let say i am a failure in exams,I would be uber sad and like just kept quiet for most of the day(yesterday). OR I can be very hyper and go crazy like today. Mayb i have faced the fact that i really did not do well and so must face reality. But i have to pick myself up from where i fall. Shall not be defeated by these stupid papers. HWAITING. 'Os' are starting in a months time. NO more time left. Just not touch my computer too often. will mug real hard this time. After this papers i know where i stand and can't be like this anymore! My dream of getting bursary is shattered with my shit results. Anybody wanna share their money with me? lol. Thinking of quitting A math tuition. But i will not let my lousy A math ruin me. hahaha. So shall survive for another month and thats it. Time for the battle!

Anything else to say? hmmm. Thanks hua for pei-ing me to lunch. LOL. ^^ Had a great time. hahaha.. :)
THE END!

3:02 AM
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ARG. Haveing a headache just now. But feeling better now. Today is a utter disappointment. Hais. got back 3 papers today.

Good:Bad
1 : 2

Papers that i took back today are a math, english and physic. Hmm.. Physic i am quite satisfied as i FINALLY passed my paper 2. LOL. Hmm. But overall still fail. Then A math was pretty badly done. ARG. A bit thought of quitting tuition. Its like does not help me at all. She is a good teacher but i guess i am just lazy or something. Hai. Like waste money like that. Will think about it. Then english was ok. But quite shit too. Deducted 2 marks from my paper 1 section 2. Like what the hell la. Say my draft too short. HELLO! You did not say you need a detailed draft what. I did mine so why bother if it is short or long. 2 marks make a difference ok. And the way she put it is like. I will let those who can't pass to pass. And those who pass ok-ly then deduct all those shit marks. So are you trying to show that you are a bias teacher? My whole paper 2 pull down my marks.ARG.

I just don't understand the english teachers. They kept on saying like its all the students fault. But like what you have said, it takes 2 hands to clap. I am not trying to push the blame to the teachers but its like really la. What more do you want us to do if you CMI? You say until is the students themselves don't wanna work hard. There are people who work hard too ok. But why the lousy results? Look at teachers then. Always like saying.. See here and here, always making the same mistake. Somemore talking about the british markers and stuff what don't know ATM and things like that. Its like can't you say properly? How many times have you ever encouraged the students? Scolding does not help at all. If teachers have done their part in making their lessons interesting, i believe that the students would surely have more interest in what they are going and not just do for the sake of doing. Son't always say reading is good. Of cos i know reading is good. But not just by saying. You can make students interested in reading? Always asking students to reflect.. Does teacher do their own reflection or do they think that they had already done well enough?

Ok. Enough of saying. Looking at the department it is true that is is hard to get good teachers for every class. So enough said. Then after school mood super affected. Hai. Sorry guys for my lousy shit. Just have this very weird feeling inside me. Thanks jo for the msg. LOL. Then went to hougang mall for lunch since we have so much time before the talk. After eating then went back to school. finally got to touch my netball. LOL. Then was like sat in the canteen for a while, then its time to go for the talk. I also find the talk very shit. Then the principal's talk only lasted like 15min then go home? What is this la? A waste of time. Then more over he focused on talking about the JC entries which is not really my business. Then he say until EA all can go in JC. He never think twice before he said that or he have not seen our results before he said that. Hahaha. We were even laughing our ass out la. LOL.

So in conclusion bad>good. shall wait for good news tomorrow. Should be more optimistic about tomorrow. It WILL be a better day hopefully! Hahaha. :p
Ja ne. :)

4:15 AM
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Hi there. Ok. Yippy. My prelims finally ended! ARG. Like at last phew. Hmm. Biology paper 2 is much harder than paper 1 so hence i hope i can score on paper 1. Hee. Then math paper, Mrs ng have not done marking. In addition she says that we did no tdo that well. Hai. No more high hopes. After so many late nights my eyes are no different from an old hags' haha.

Went to hougang mall ate western food then sing K box. Hahaha. I ate with park, hua, cherie. Then vien came for the K box. Haha. We sang for like 6houts!? haha. Long but still not contenting enough. LOl. Just love singing! WOO! Then after the 6hours marathon of singing, we went back home to have a rest. Will be getting back some results tomorrow i guess. Hope it would be good news more than bad ones. Lol.

Then what else? Oh ya. You cannot believe this. Vien and park sang 'tai yu' taiwanese songs. Was like so.. stunned? hahaha. It is shocking for people of our age eh? lol. and of cos sang Db's song. LIke only have 2 la. Must increase ma. ARG. Hahaha. i miss my junie. Xiahkimjunsu. Saranghaeyoh. This fantasy disease is getting more serious. Awww.
k ja! Not early.. so much sleep! :P

7:16 AM
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Hai. saturday. LOl. still have to study for bio. LOL. hmm. Hope exam can be over soon. I look forward to my result. Seems like my post yesterday create a little bit of trouble. Haha. They thought there is something wrong with me. Esp huiyi. Lol.She sms me say be my shrink for the day. LOL. -_-'' I am pretty fine by now. Just need some time to recover my old-self. So have to warm up by saying overripped jokes. Haha. That's what they(DB) say about junie haha. They say his jokes are so overripped. Haha. So cute of him. Aww.

Oh yes. After watching secret yesterday, i have this urge to buy PIANO again. LOL. Love it so much!! Why can't i start learning since young? Too bad la. I am not rich. If not i have already know how to play. Hmm. have to save up. I want PIANO! hahaha. Envy all those who have it man. hais. ARG if i can struck lottery or whatever. First thing i wanna get is piano. Then pick up piano lessons.. Oh man. Haha. Oh ya, and i think that guys who know how to play piano are charming. HAha. Like my junie. Not only me, park think so too. Her chunie. Hahaha. Oh man. PIANO PIANO PIANO.

:) will be creating something later with park for someone. HAhaha. You know who? secret! hahaha. After watching secret makes me wanna make everything a secret. Hahaha. ok bye bye!

9:35 PM
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Yo!
Haha. Woo. Finally 1 week of exam is OVER. But i still have bio on monday. ARG! haha. But in other words mean that i have chance to get A1. I really hope i can score for bio. Hmm. Feeling a little depressed lately. Sorry friends.LOL. A bit weird. Did some reflection and like realise, what am i doing? Hais. Can't make it in both phy and A math. Hence the cheerful kimmy is hiding in her cave. She let guilt take over her. But i think she will be back soon. Just feel quite quiet. Exams are taking my life away.. My whole life is not ONLY about exams. So shall not dwell on the mistakes i have made, but i have to learn from it and pick myself up from there. I won't let any formula defeat me! Make sure i do my best in everything. No matter if it is play or study. HWAITING~

Another thing. I am gonna declare war with my fats again. HAhaha. Sounds stupid eh? But hmm. Its time. LOL. :) Bloody tired...

Haha. I like the feeling when we depended on each other and encouraged each other during exam times.LOL.Though normally we just crap. Park and cindy. Hahah. And cindy, please raise your ring tone's volume. I called you so many times you can't seem to hear it! hahaha. :P

Shall go off now. Watching secret. ARG. till now i find the front part very sweet. But the story line very weird. LOL. ^^. Shall finish the movie. Hahaha.
Ja ne.

1:48 AM
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Bad bad bad. Total disaster! Hai. My a math paper is like oh shit. I feel so shit now! My a math paper 1, its like no difference from never do man. Focused too much on physic yesterday. Then today the physic paper 2 was ok. But i don't have confidence! ARG. I am so afraid that i can't excel. AAAHHHH. How?! Hopefully overall i never do very badly! Hmm. Then tmorrow would be my a math paper 2. Have to study damm damm damm hard to cover for today. The marks that i lose. ARG. If possible i want a D7 instead of a F9. LOL. Still fail, but at least improvements? haha. Not much time towards my 'Os' must chiong chionh chiong!

Went to have a good lunch with clique after school. Accompany cherie for her ears to be pierced. LOl. Don't know why suddenly she wanna pierce. Haha. but was quite ok. I wanted her to do both sides the 3rd hole. Quite cool eh? lol. But she pierced 1 side 2nd hole 1 side 3rd. LOl. It still looks ok. Haha. Ok. what else? Hmm.. Nothing much i guess. And its time for me to mug! Ahhh. I also scream my lungs out last night. Studied until 1 then wake up at 4 in the morning to continue. Haha. Quanquan still wanted me to study till morning, even cindy too! haha. But i still slept. LOL. can't help it. =D

Ja ne. Have to go mug already. ~.~

1:05 AM
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Ok. Since i have not been blogging for so long. Shall write something then.lol.Glad that they are friends again! lol.

These few days have to be a full-time mugger. Hope i can produce something good.I so wanna get the bursary man! ARG. My a math is getting rusty. Have not been doing and tomorrow is my a math test. PLus another killer tomorrow is my physic! damm. Must make good use of today. No more naps. Survive on coffee then.

Oh ya. And i my holiday totally did not went on plan. Was like supposed to mug. And i turn out to be playing around the whole time. SHIT! should have stayed at home. Faster finish my prelims and i can catch a movie with my aunty! Hee. want her to pay for my movie tickets. I am SO broke. LOL. Started using contacts again. And i think i will buy more! LOL. I don't wanna wear specs when i start to work. LOL.

haha. Another thing is that my clique gave me my belated belated birthday present yesterday.LOL. Like a month already.. haha. Its ok. I am still happy, cos its DONG BANG SHIN KI! haha. My Sm town album and another is the 07 book. 5 in the black with posters which i don't bear to cut out from there.LOL. But will treasure them. They are dong bang afterall. Haha.oh man. I just miss my xiah SO SO SO much! Haha. He's adorable. LOl. I have been repeating. So bear with me.

Nothing much already. So ciao. Haha. See ya guys tomorrow! ^^

7:12 PM
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My new shades. Just in case you cannot see properly. haha.

Me and hua went out to AMK hub. Met chiu jo and cindy. Haha. They are there for celebration! Plus i won't forget the 16 dares. Hahaha. Beware jo!

Ok. I going out later. Gee. Had been out this few days. Must chiong my studies le.ARG!!! HWAITING KIM. Hee. Very bored ahhh.

Had breakfast at mac with hua and vien EARLY in the morning! haha. Was like plan to meet at 8. Then bloody. vien called at 7.30 then was like Ah. i thought i was late so hurried to brush up. Lucky is at my house here. Then while brushing looked at my beep beep and found that it is only 7.30 was like. Phew. Then went down. Haha. Sat at the mac outside day dream a little. Talked about my junie. Haha. miss him man.

Ok. Their latest MV is out. Shine and thousand year love song. I think shine all their hair style is like SUPER DUPER charming. Esp jeajoong. He look mesmerising with that hair colour. Aww. Haha. OK. Going off. Hee ja.

7:36 PM
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Ohayoh!

Hmm. Most of the time i spent past few days are at my grandma house. LOL. Pay respect to her on tues. Hais. Bored to death man. Wanna go borrow story book. Then do revision. Till now i only did a few math question!! Can you believe that. and i still say want revise and all those shit! ARG..

Oh my.. just melted and reform. Hahaha. Watched THSK's shine and thousand year love MV. Woo. Their voices. Miss them SO SO SO much! <3
They are so CUTE can~

Ok end off. JA!

6:01 PM
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Ah. My oppa. pogoshipda! haha. Do-mo cho-wah


Oh ya. Haha. That time when i was on my way to my granda house in the mrt i saw 3 koreans!! haha. Very funny. When i heard it i quickly pull out my ear piece!! haha. Then look over to their place. Haha. Hais. I wanna learn korean. I wanna speak his language!

Going my grandma house again later. Hee. have to start on my work le.LOl. Prelims.. ARg next week still have. Then following week i still have bio paper. AHH. Mflo not bad. Thanks ya cindy! haha. Currently listening to it. The love bug. But mflo and boa. HEe. Nice morning. Hua went to cut hair. Tempt me to cut toO! LOL. Nothing much to blog about too. Hopefully this is a fruitful holiday and i can do pretty much with the time. :)

Cindyyyyyy.. Lets go jogging! hahaha. Ja ne~

7:14 PM
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Currently using my cousin's laptop.Is like bloody damm COOL! Haha. Hmm. Its like with PDA plus can turn the screen around.ARG. Makes me wanna get one too! LOL. Now at grandma house. Old master had his last injection for the year. Cute him. I think it's ass still hurts. He is whineing when my aunt touches him just now. Should be fine by now. Haha. Then played mahjiong. ARG. Lose lose lose. Like cannot win sia. Haha. Hmm. Holiday. How should i use it? Hmm. Do some math, study phy, and still have to study other stuffs!! Hais. But i have to spend one day to hunt for jo and cher's pressie. Hoepe i can get something useful. Hee. K. shall not use for too long and return this cool laptopy to my cousin. shall go play with my old master. See ya guys next week!

Ja ne. :)

3:42 AM
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