keep the faith

I want this man!! Super cool. The album. So special!

A preview of what the dog looks like. Cute eh. hahaha


Hi there. Hahaha. No netball today. ARG!!! What is this la. haha. made me bring all my stuff.LOL. Then ALMOST went home, but hua and xiao tu came to the other side of the bus stop to stop me from going home. They wanted me to go out eat with them. Then was like.. fine then. LOL. Be an quanquan! Hmm. then went walk walk. Went to serangoon that area de pet shop. ahha. SO CUTE. Love dogs. WOo . Don't know when my auntie's puppy is comming. Can't wait. hahaha. Bought some snacks for it.HEE HEE. Then k.j.w vien sponsored a bag of snacks for me. Thanks. Will tell the dog that it is bought by you. LOL. :P Lessons are bored as per normal. Ms Lum was not here, then no chem for me, chinese sit there rot. LOL. Then was like so... They talked about a lot of ghostly stories. thats all for the day. Quan quan says we are like left with 4 weeks to really sit down and study for our 'Os'. Its like so FAST!! Now is already tues. If the netball match postpone AGAIN, i am so not going to play. Like waste my time. Keep on delaying. And wonder if cherie can play. Hais. ARG. Feel so slaggy. Oh man. How can i!!!! Should not be like this now. SHIT. Help help help...

Shall end here then. Ja. See ya guys around.LOL. :)
I WANT FREE HUGS FROM SUPER JUNIOR!! HEECHUL, LEETUEK, SUNGMIN. AAAHHHH
WHY AM I HERE. I WANT GO KOREA!

4:08 AM
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YEAH my junie.. Lol. today was quite ok. I am happy in fact. Cherie is back. But still sick! Gave chiu her present and she seems to like it. the xiao bob. She still wanted to put in school to hug. LOl. then did surveys and most of the time nothing to do. hee. Tomorrow have netball. wed still have netball photo taking. LOl. Like a lot of things. Hee. Went with quanquan to bugis last sat. Was fun and contented. Cause bought super lots of things with a good price. LOl. Enjoyable! Yeah.
Hmm. Thats about it. Hee.
Ja guys.

4:52 AM
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Hi there. LOL.. DB-ing. Haha. They are just so cute. I have been repeating this whenever i post them. Haha. CUTE CUTE CUTE!

6:14 PM
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Ok. Today was like super boring in school. Spent most of my periods in the 2nd part of school sleeping. Then had a terrible headache when i woke up and that cherie said that she was the one behind my headache. Haha. She had been chanting her spell for the 2 hours. Haha. Then now feeling so much better! Maybe she feels tired after chanting for long hours.LOL. cherie not here like TOO quiet. Haha. She seems quite seriously ill. Get well soon girl!

Then took A math test. Haha. No need to ask. No preparation=die! Haha. But cannot help it, my headache.. Hai. Will work extra hard. HWAITING! LOL. Always say only. Not having tough decision on going or not going to school.LOL. And we have decided... hahahha.

K la. Ja.

7:54 AM
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If you have no brains. don't disgrace yourself. Frankly speaking, even if you hate the person to the core, you can tell her or keep it to yourself or telling others. But insulting and what shit is too far away... She have parents and you have to. When you make everything so serious, its YOU now who gets into trouble as many are offended by what you have said. Don't start saying others when you have not understood her enough. People would just find you superficial. Only look at the outside? It doesn't help. I totally disgree with fighting, no point at all. You hit me, i hit you, both wounded. Then? What happen next? Who wins? Until the other party is dead? No way! So whats the point. It does not solve the problem. I rather talk this out. But if needed, when you try to show some violence and stuff i wouldn't stop my hand from flying over. Hence, i agree on meeting. This is just an alarm to wake you up, jiahuaSUX(is a person), tell us your name if you dare. I might not even know you. LOL.

Had this very stupid feeling. Very moody and tired for the whole day. hua seems to be moody too. And cindy. LOL. Whereas, our crazy hajuma quanquan seems to be on a good mood. LOL. :) i know why... hahaha. But i don't tell you. LOL. Wanna find one day to enjoy myself. Feeling so... LOL. TO relax and will start to fight. Hmm. Always giving excuses when it comes to studying. Why why why?? Wake up KIM! Hais. zzz. '_' my eye lids are like falling and i need 2 toothpicks to raise it back again. LOL. Maybe will have a little A math later before i turn in. Hee. Hope i don't do half way and climb to my comfortable bed! Haha.

xuete, netball match is postpone to next week. I wanted to play this week and i can move on. cause i wanna spent more time on studies now. Even my tuition teacher ask me to do so. LOL. hajuma quanquan said sulynn very worried for me. hahaha. And i can see wenjie working now. What the hell am i doing? haha. Oh man. pegonhaeyoh. My junsu. ARG. Miss him so much. LOL. Cherie was not in school today. Very quiet. HAHAHA! LOL. then jia ning only came in the afternoon to take exam. Seems like tomorrow there are someone not coming. hais.Don't feel like going school too. URG!!!

KIM PAO CAI MISS KIM JUN SU. :P

3:15 AM
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Pogoshippo haemonim.
Life still goes on...

Hey guys,i am back. LOL. Miss ya all so MUCH! Awww. Thanks for all your care and concern during that period of time. I am fine now and would move on! Hmm. Thanks for all your msg-es. It helped ALOT!! :) Then for hua and vien and jia xuan who came. Thanks ya. My ah ma will bless all of you guys! CINDY and QUANQUAN! Arg.. Thanks for msg-ing me almost everyday.. LOL. MUACKS. HUGS!

On the other hand. The jiahuaSUX in joscelin's blog. WAKE UP!! You have totally no rights to talk about my ah ma. Using your disgusting brains and hands and mouth. Just shut your crap up and get a life. Don't let me find out who you are. We have suspects already. And if i find out who you are, i will put camera around and put your 'beautiful'-ass-like-face everywhere!! So watch out for your face. Might appear just at your block downstairs. HAHAHAHA. Better don't mess around with me!

Will recharge and be back at school. Chiong all the way. YIPPY! HWAITING. Shall make my ah ma proud of me! HWAITING ah ma.

6:16 AM
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I have an urge to post again.. LOL. Friends eh. My ass. Told you. Impossible that nothing is going on. Forget it. Things are not going smoothly for the EA-ers.
We are a bunch of complacent idiots. Don't they think before they say? You mean all? Have you seen how those hard working people in my class study??! NO! So just shut your ass up. Do you think it is so easy?? Pressure are always on us. Then when other classes top the school.. Who the hell ever bother about us? NONE! say until like that. Aren't you superficial too? Don't make it sound as if you know us so well! When you know nothing. 4EA is just a name or a grouping of a class. But behind this 3 letters are so much other stuffs that piles up on us. We are going to rewrite the history of 4EA. Not just are we people who can study, we are not babies. Or monkey see monkey do. We are humans so we have anger! Will show you this year. Make sure you OPEN your eyes big and see. 2007 SSS 4EA. Make me so pissed off that i would not let them belittle us. Just you wait.

Still have to study later. ARG! I am like so BUSY!!! See how good this school organise their things. Practically having a electronics workshop in the middle of the practice exam, changed the eng prac exam from yesterday to today, and we are like only noticed at the last min. WOW. Can't you say earlier? People might have appointments and other stuff. You expect them to wait for your call 24 hours? Somemore expect people to be in class like 1.45? We are dissmissed only at 1.30. 15min to eat. You guys sure gave lots of time eh. Then always blame the students then somethings goes wrong. Clap hands!
*__*!!!

4:12 AM
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Hi there. Very pissed today. Not a good day. ARG!
finally we were caught this morning about firday the 13. What then la. Wana know who the hell gave us away. Say until like all of EA students are complacent!? Ah duh... LOOK AT US la. Where can you find a sense a complacent in us? So shit la. Not as if we don't study right. Pardon me for my ranting and raving. LOL. Though it does not help much.. Punished to memorise the 5 principles for students then tell him then can go. What's the point? Teachers should have this principle too!

Then was chinese. Saw ass teacher... YUCKS. A bit turn off. And my listening compre i got 2 wrong! Wonder if it will affect my whole grade. Hai. Hope it does not.
Hmm. Never went to netball today. LOL. Cannot tell the reason here la. haha.LOL. So embarrassing. OK. Shall end off.
Hope everything goes well again!

1:29 AM
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My sweet, sour, salty.. Memories that belongs to me!

The 2 asses, haha. I don't have :( ate mine long ago. LOL!

So emo la.. hahah

YIKES.

The image is like....





So lame la, When she is doing that in the shop!

Such a HUGE ice-cream cone. lol.

Hmm. This is basically what happened on sunday. haha. Which xiao tu says is sunday the 15. LOL. After the friday the 13. haha. Had a great time with them, bad thing vien and xiao fang fang was not able to join us. hahaha. If not there would be more laughters. haha. Oh yes. there is this food fair going on in TAKA. haha. So cool! I saw all those korean food that i wanted to try long ago. Lol. The food are slightly more expensive, but you can hardly find them in Singapore, so its worth it. I tried only 2 types of korean food till now. LOL. I want to go again! ARG. haha. Ate the rice cake. Oh man. LOve it! hahaha.Really happy la. When i am able to eat it. WOO.

Then went into the food place in TAKA itself. HEEE.. Ate brownie, dango, tori Q, shi lin chicken cutlet. LOL. Like eat eat and eat day. Spent SO much money on eating. It was meant to be a shopping day. But we did not buy a SINGLE thing.LOL. :( A bit not happy. hahahah. Then wanted to study.. But spent our last 1 plus hours watching people play basketball. LOL. A cool match! haha. then took cheek-ka-poom. Must keep all these memories... lol.

Ok. I want to change my life. I would not wanna remain on the place where i stop. Move on and have a change. HEE.. I wanna change the way i live. Live with style. LOL. Hmm.. There are things which are not spoken, that does not mean that we don't mind..

Today was great. Haha. Had PE which was enjoyable!! LOL. Love it. The way we play. Its like looking at it, we are bonding. More and more closely together. Thats the way it should be. Haha. Then the lessons are quite ok. Just that when it comes to physic i cannot tahan and fell asleep. LOL. I still intend to mug later. Hee.
Listening compre. ARG. Fatal blow of the day! haha. Was like a lot of inference question la. Oh man. Didn't know it was that hard.Wonder if we will score. But anyway, since its over, lets not talk about it anymore.. Haha. Tomorrow have netball. LOL. WOnder how the coach would be like. haha. I hope we can win the hougang match before we leave this school. Looks like its our last match. HWAITING! Watching this show called wonderful life. LOL. not bad. haha.

OK. kai-kei-yoh. lol. Ja ne. Have a good night guys! 16, a day after chiu's birhtday! lol.
SORRY a bit late, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl. Hope all your wish come true.LOL.
Good luck for your 'Os'.:)

6:53 AM
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Happy birthday to you chiu!

Things are not going really well. 13/7 friday is really a bad friday. Is this how the world balances? There is a good friday and there are also bad friday. I always like fridays. LOL. But this friday is a TOTAL turn off.

Wanted to celebarte xiao chiu's birthday. But things came out unexpectedly sucky. And it just shows us how teachers are like, or should i say humans? Its like.. When i brought the cake in.. we lended lighter from the security guard. He still wanted a piece of the cake then. Everything was fun and full of excitement till then. When we were in the canteen, saw that assy chinese teacher. He knew that we were there to celebrate, was also saying things like he was jealous or whatever shit. Then jiang you asked if he wanted to join. Then we planned and everything creating stories like jia hua fell down and ask chiu to go see quickly. But chiu was handling her NP stuff, hence we waited for her at the classroom there. WE were gathering at the classroom outside. Then me and xiao tu still went back to take bottle, wanted to pour on chiu de, the assy teacher was there. Then he said. Are you here to play or study. He was like still ok then, not so detestable at the point of time. Then we went back to wait again. Don't know is it the guard or the teacher suddenly possessed or what shit 360 degrees change. The assy teacher came shouting at wen jie they all. Then was SUPER LOUD scared people cannot hear. Wtf la. Do you have to shout?! Then we ran to the back at first. Then think. HE know what, so should be fine. Then we walk back. He spotted us and was like saying: faster go back faster go back in a harsh tone. What is this la. When we were walking into the canteen.. the guard came out to take back his lighter. Why so scared ah? Scared later in trouble also drag you down? Still can laugh laugh laugh at the front door eh? Shit head. Then let him scold scold scold. Then another female teacher came in and say: This is a place for you to study. The whole school is armed. If you trigger anything the alarm might go off and the police will come. But afterall i think she is still ok. Cause her reaction don't disgust me. Only the shit head and assy teacher. THE WORSE PART is when jiang you and xiao jo jo go ask him: teacher, i thought we told you before? His reaction was:NO. WTF!!! As a teacher, the one teaching us some more. Is this the attitude you are trying to induce into us? Telling that when something goes wrong, you have to change your face and scold another person, pushing all the resposibility to the others. WOW. We have learned quite alot. If we are not supposed to do that, in the starting you should have just told us right? What a GOOD TERRIFIC show we have put up for all the people at the night studies.. Clap hands for you man. The guard still take down our names and shit. Why want tell go tell la. I can also say u lend lighter to the students which is also wrong what. ASSHOLE. Cut your act man. Trying to act as if you have authority? Just a guard there what.

But anyway. This terrible night have good ending. Lol. A bunch of us went to heartland mac to 'study' lol. Do you think we can still do it. Then sat together and ate the cake! YEAH! haha. We played with the cream. LOL. thats the reason why i bought cream cake. Haha. Then ran around outside of mac, our faces were full of cream except those who ran off. lol. Then cut it and eat it.haha. It was still ediable. Lol. Then chiu and eunice went off. Haha.
Left us there. Jiang you and k.j.w vien left like also not long after. Then me and ning sat at the table took out the book, asked her 1 math qns and i stopped. lol. Then wen jie and stanley came, we chatted and knew some...hahaa. Hmm. Nice chat guys! Then went home at around 10.55. Thanks xiao tu for waiting the bus with me. haha. Oh ya. met a crazy man there. LOL. was like a VERY WEIRD night. haha. Reached home safely. haha.

Oh ya! And i had this dream last night, a snake attacked me(LOL). Asked park to interpret for me and it says: Snakes appear in your dream when you are not voicing out your opinions, represent uncertainty and deceit. Suspect someone is not to be trusted or when you feel you are being secretly persecuted, unfairly judged or excluded. Often represent conflict with an overbearing person or someone whose behaviour is unacceptable or whose standards you are unwilling to meet.
So damm true man. After this incident, i wonder what is the definition of teacher...

Anyway, xiao chiu. Don't ne guilty over this. Its ok. Lol. Not your fault anyway. lol. Plus, you must have a better birthday to make up for this one. Not good enough for last night. Haha. IN order to have good luck must have a VERY VERY happy birthday. Haha. Hope you liked it! haha. :) i have love and hugs always for you! LOL.
ja ne! Have tuition later.zZz..
:p

10:37 PM
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LOl. So fast it is friday again! Hahaa. Hmm.. Today. Did A math. First time i find it fun to do math. Quite contented that i answered all the questions, or most of it by myself. haha. YEAH! LOL. Like a big deal? lol. No la. Just that i also depend on my friends on place. Now must depend on myself! HWAITING! :) Guys who are lazy like me also have to pull up your socks. Its time to fight.Lets pass with flying colours! Hee.

Then had a very boring assembly. PLayed games with jiang you most of the time la. And xiao tu got scolded by DM. hahah. So funny la. She still don't know and play with her legs or something.Lol. Then we went off to heartland to tabeiru. Ate kimchi!!! LOL. not nice lo. Their desert also not nice. haha. Then went home after searching for some books for xiao tu. OK. Shall end off here. I have to go bathe, pack for nightdy(night studies), then buy cakey for... hahhaa. Then head for school. See you guys my dear. Woo. all wearing jersey! YEAH! A cute class. with cute people.LOL. Don't wanna mention names la. But is da fang.hahhaha. Opps. YUcks.

1:09 AM
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My one and only dearest.





Hey. Its dong bang time again. YEAH. hahha. Hmm. Miss them so much. lol.
How i wish i can get to know them. haha. lol :)

Today was pretty fine. Not much stuff. LOL. Only there is this eating in class thingy. haha. But was like who cares? haha. People stil eat what. E math paper 1 was a killer. The starting was still ok. Until when going to be the middle part i start to pull my hair man. I still got use guessing and anyhow fill in numbers. Ain't i good? haha. lol. :P But its over. So blame it on myself for not working hard enough. Even our smarty in class finds it hard. Then planned to go for night studies. WOO.. haha.
Went to eat at RM first then took bus back to school. I am always the slowest in eating and i don't know why. haha. Then sat there for about 20-30min i did not know what to do. Maybe a bit tired after the whole day of maths and i am like still doing math. Haha. But got back to track and manage to do some questions. haha.Time flew and it was time to say good bye. The last 15min or so, there was this little fly coming and going. haha. just wont give up. Scaring jiang you, cherie, and k.j.w vien. lol. I tried to get rid of it at first, but it attacked me. hahaha. Then i left it alone and it did not find me again. haha.
Then the guards seems tired and started to chase us out. lol. Went back with vien using out foot. haha. Walk home. Then was there chit chatting. haha.

My xiao tu ching gu is like so sad la. Hais. All because of what?? Tsk. ASSHOLE! Why make people's life so miserable. LIke toying with her. If you don't like her then forget it. Woo her, gave her cold shoulder after you have won her heart, then dump her with stupid childish reasons. Now what! Going in and out with another girl. IF you don't like my xiao tu then don't give her false hope. Still say have to know each other more. So much shit? Just keep it to yourself, best if you suffer from constipation. A girlfriend is even worse than a friend? ah duh. Tell me nothing going on with the 2?? Who the HELL would believe la. such an asshole. ARG, just why are guys so gay in the world. Or mayb i restrict it to be in singapore. My junsu not even like that lo. Gosh. PUKE!

P.s: dear xiao tu, don't be sad any more. there are much more other stuffs that are worth your care and concern. people don't appreciate is their problem, there are still us in any case. You are forever not alone. So don't worry. We will walk through storms together. WOO. :) Smile always... Don't frown as you never know who would fell in love with your smile. HEE..
Good night dear girl. Hope you feel better after a night rest.
See ya tomorrow guys. LOVES. JA NE.

8:14 AM
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Hey.. Today's phy was like -_-. haha. paper 2 totally don't know how to do. I think of the 1h45min,i spent like 45min sleeping. Totally don;t know how to do. Then felt super sleepy. Almost fell asleep without completing my paper. ARG. Still thought of working hard. But looking at the situation. I am like. Haha. Ha. Can forget it for the time being. Concentrate on other subjects first. Hee.

OK. Math was like postpone to tomorrow! What the la. And i really hate this school. Always LAST MIN then come and inform you. They expect you to be FREE EVERY SINGLE HOUR! hais. At least say earlier then have time to prepare ma. Now like.. right after physic so tired then have to prepare for tomorrow's math paper. ARG. I can't imagine what life is like when i am going to take my prelim and 'Os'. Later you found me dead while studying.. haha.

Hmmm. my dear xiao tu is quite bothered. Lol. She seems very moody. All because of that ass la. What a player!!! Shit you la. What is wrong? tell me tell me! Do you have to be like this? Say too fast. Then wanna slow down to KNOW each other better. But ah duh. are you sure you wanna slow down and get to know each other better before you start dateing? You like don't even talk to her or what so ever. So you wanna know her better by LOOKING at her? Oh man. Guys are getting bad to worse now adays. And i don't know if it is just me, but i feel that guys now are like quite gay in my eyes. No offence. :)

Ok. Shall end off here. Ja guys. Hwaiting for tomorrow's paper! Still have to study! -..-

3:30 AM
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Hi hi. Back to post. I don't have much time left. So will write up a short one.
Today was fine. Nothing BIG happened or whatever shit. But my math test on measuration was terrible. Lol. Hmm. Quite worried for my phy, now the time is 9.13. I am like still at unit 5. I have 15 units , which makes me have 20 more to go! What the la. Hais. Might not be able to sleep. Surviving on caffine.. Oh my. Health would deteriorate! haha.

Ok. going off soon. have to like try to get as much things in my small brain as possible. Even if all the facts over flow i will still squeeze it in! lol. Craps. haha. Cherie is so lame today. Haha. Just when she was about to join in and play i blowed the whistle and ended the game. Cherie! I did not do it on purpose. REALLY! Cause is bell say she is tired then i blow de. Hee. Stop saying i betrayed you. Haha.

K, good luck for tomorrow's exam. If you feel bored while studying you can msg me. Lol. Then we can chat and study together through out the lonely night. haha. See ya!

6:09 AM
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Its me!

Ok. This is practically the whole of my weekend. hee. Enjoyed so much with those bunch of girls. haha. xiao tu, quanquan, jiang you(hua), k.j.w vien and lastly myself. haha.

Hmmm. cindy made me put my thinking cap on. Though i might not have much brains for study but that does not mean i am not capable of studying. hahaha. Thanks for your encouragement quanquan. haha.
Friendship, the older it grows the stronger it is.
Friendship is like a garden. The more you put into it, the more you get out of it.
Friends are those who bring us rainbows after walking hand-in-hand through the storms.
Is friendship that fragile? to me it might be not. But to others.. it is a different case. I have a lot of good friends around me. I really love the feeling and thank you guys for being there for me when i needed you. Memories are always keep in my heart. You guys left foot prints which i will take with me forever. The sweet you.. half more year left. Lets cherish the moments together. Its destiny for us to meet. We are fated to know each other. There are reasons behind it. So when you argue with your friends. Think again. Is it the bad side that you see only? I LOVE YOU guys very much. Thanks for helping when i am feeling troubled or bored or tired or sick or whatever reasons!

This wed have physics test. Have to mug hard for my dear ah ma. No matter what. I don't want to disappoint her. HWAITING KIM. My future lies in my hands. Don't give up. Let's do it. Don't let others belittle us. Prove to them we are capable of the seats in EA. JIA YOU! 'Os' i am coming!
ja ne guys. Have to go read up on phy. Too much to study but too little time. don't lose hope yet. Nights.

6:17 AM
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Hey there. haha. Was so happy that there was no SRP for me!! Hurray.. Haha. It was chem SRP so i need not go. YEAH! Then went home early. LOL Ate with hua at RM. Heehee. Hmm.. Then shop for something for my ah ma. See if there are anythings she can eat. Then bought i don't know what is that in english. haha. Thanks hua! For telling me what to buy. haha. We walked to my house and chat chat. haha. Used comp for a while to search for pretty ladies. haha. LOL. Then cheek-ka-poom for a while and she went home. hais. Loves to cheek-ka-poom recently! haha.

OK. Feel like going out tomorrow. Hee. I want go orchard shop shop shop!!! haha. BUt hua don't want go with sch uniform and heavy bags, but she also never bring bag. haha. And hmm... Want go buy some stuffs.. haha.

I want netball training. I really miss netball like --------------------------- this much. hahha. But then trainings kept on canceled. Plus we are playing against hougang sec. Even though it is a friendly match, but its like it might be our last match as a team! have to be serious a bit. K. Going ah ma house. Ja people!

3:52 AM
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Annyong! haha. had e math SRP practice exam today. lol. Not well done. had 2 pages which i don't know how to do. So haha... Not sure how many marks gone. Then was like i finished the whole paper in an hour. But we had 2 hours. So i spent some time going through all those stuff that i did not attempt. Hais. What a long and hot day! Oh man. Is it going to be the end of the world soon? Global warming. Don't use so much plastic bags!! haha.

I am like so busy these few weeks.. and i think i will still be busy for the next few weeks and months.. AAAHHH. Homework and so much other stuffs. hmmm.. Visited my grandma. she seems better.. Will still see her more often!

We are starting to have night studies starting from next week. Hmm. Not sure if i am going to sttend all. Cos i still have to see my grandma! Life is going to be so much different then my relaxed life. Gotta play now, before i can't do it any more and get down to serious business. haha. How i wish there are no exams, people don't need to face stress, lesser people goes crazy. Isn't this great!

Shall end here. Recently felt that my life is lack of flavour. lol. salt and pepper might do the trick. haha. -_-'' OK. Feel like going out this friday!!!!!!!!!! My trapped beast want to break free. haha. say until like.. *..*
ja ne!

2:37 AM
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Hey hey. I am back home. haha. Tomorrow is my last youth day! haha. YEAH is because it is a holiday. BOO. because it is out last. haha.

Had a very good chat with cindy that night. Hmm.. haha. we are closer by one step. lol. I like when people confide in me. Feels like i can understand and know the person more. Sorry for the poor reception. Hee. My ah ma house the reception not good. Have to find a feng shui place to talk. LOl. if not cannot hear you. haha. i don't like the superficial friend feeling. Like.. we only talk without real feelings. Then when it comes to serious matters, i don't know who to turn to. But its ok. I know that i have friends who care!! YEAH! haha.

SHIT! I am growing fatter. haha. Must cut cut cut on what i eat. Don't dare to eat meat now. hais. I wanna go out tomorrow. haha. I wanna buy a netball. Lol. Really miss it. So buy one then i can play to relieve stress. Stil have not finish my homework.. Should i go study or shopping tomorrow? Hmm.. such a hard decision!!

Woo. Love super junior more and more. haha. They are super cute. EH. but i still like my dong bang. haha. Heechul, eetuek, shin dong, sungmin, eunhyuk(xiah good friend) haha. and many more. They are like so cute. Hais. Why so different from guys around me? And they are like so far away from me. hahaa. How i wish i can just put them in my pocket. ARG. Miss me xiah. Heard from park that they are recording the SM summer album. Hai. When can i see him. haha. The sight of him makes me drool. But have to suck it back. Cannot leave a bad impression.hahahha.

Ok la. shall end my lame stuff and fantasy. going to sleep real soon. Oh ya. I find this quite true. Laughing is not easy. So cherish the laughing moments. Laugh all you can. (meaning finding something that you can laugh about is not easy. unless you have me around. hahaha)

ja ne. have a good night guys!

6:32 AM
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I want this man!! Super cool. The album. So special!

A preview of what the dog looks like. Cute eh. hahaha


Hi there. Hahaha. No netball today. ARG!!! What is this la. haha. made me bring all my stuff.LOL. Then ALMOST went home, but hua and xiao tu came to the other side of the bus stop to stop me from going home. They wanted me to go out eat with them. Then was like.. fine then. LOL. Be an quanquan! Hmm. then went walk walk. Went to serangoon that area de pet shop. ahha. SO CUTE. Love dogs. WOo . Don't know when my auntie's puppy is comming. Can't wait. hahaha. Bought some snacks for it.HEE HEE. Then k.j.w vien sponsored a bag of snacks for me. Thanks. Will tell the dog that it is bought by you. LOL. :P Lessons are bored as per normal. Ms Lum was not here, then no chem for me, chinese sit there rot. LOL. Then was like so... They talked about a lot of ghostly stories. thats all for the day. Quan quan says we are like left with 4 weeks to really sit down and study for our 'Os'. Its like so FAST!! Now is already tues. If the netball match postpone AGAIN, i am so not going to play. Like waste my time. Keep on delaying. And wonder if cherie can play. Hais. ARG. Feel so slaggy. Oh man. How can i!!!! Should not be like this now. SHIT. Help help help...

Shall end here then. Ja. See ya guys around.LOL. :)
I WANT FREE HUGS FROM SUPER JUNIOR!! HEECHUL, LEETUEK, SUNGMIN. AAAHHHH
WHY AM I HERE. I WANT GO KOREA!

4:08 AM
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YEAH my junie.. Lol. today was quite ok. I am happy in fact. Cherie is back. But still sick! Gave chiu her present and she seems to like it. the xiao bob. She still wanted to put in school to hug. LOl. then did surveys and most of the time nothing to do. hee. Tomorrow have netball. wed still have netball photo taking. LOl. Like a lot of things. Hee. Went with quanquan to bugis last sat. Was fun and contented. Cause bought super lots of things with a good price. LOl. Enjoyable! Yeah.
Hmm. Thats about it. Hee.
Ja guys.

4:52 AM
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Hi there. LOL.. DB-ing. Haha. They are just so cute. I have been repeating this whenever i post them. Haha. CUTE CUTE CUTE!

6:14 PM
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Ok. Today was like super boring in school. Spent most of my periods in the 2nd part of school sleeping. Then had a terrible headache when i woke up and that cherie said that she was the one behind my headache. Haha. She had been chanting her spell for the 2 hours. Haha. Then now feeling so much better! Maybe she feels tired after chanting for long hours.LOL. cherie not here like TOO quiet. Haha. She seems quite seriously ill. Get well soon girl!

Then took A math test. Haha. No need to ask. No preparation=die! Haha. But cannot help it, my headache.. Hai. Will work extra hard. HWAITING! LOL. Always say only. Not having tough decision on going or not going to school.LOL. And we have decided... hahahha.

K la. Ja.

7:54 AM
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If you have no brains. don't disgrace yourself. Frankly speaking, even if you hate the person to the core, you can tell her or keep it to yourself or telling others. But insulting and what shit is too far away... She have parents and you have to. When you make everything so serious, its YOU now who gets into trouble as many are offended by what you have said. Don't start saying others when you have not understood her enough. People would just find you superficial. Only look at the outside? It doesn't help. I totally disgree with fighting, no point at all. You hit me, i hit you, both wounded. Then? What happen next? Who wins? Until the other party is dead? No way! So whats the point. It does not solve the problem. I rather talk this out. But if needed, when you try to show some violence and stuff i wouldn't stop my hand from flying over. Hence, i agree on meeting. This is just an alarm to wake you up, jiahuaSUX(is a person), tell us your name if you dare. I might not even know you. LOL.

Had this very stupid feeling. Very moody and tired for the whole day. hua seems to be moody too. And cindy. LOL. Whereas, our crazy hajuma quanquan seems to be on a good mood. LOL. :) i know why... hahaha. But i don't tell you. LOL. Wanna find one day to enjoy myself. Feeling so... LOL. TO relax and will start to fight. Hmm. Always giving excuses when it comes to studying. Why why why?? Wake up KIM! Hais. zzz. '_' my eye lids are like falling and i need 2 toothpicks to raise it back again. LOL. Maybe will have a little A math later before i turn in. Hee. Hope i don't do half way and climb to my comfortable bed! Haha.

xuete, netball match is postpone to next week. I wanted to play this week and i can move on. cause i wanna spent more time on studies now. Even my tuition teacher ask me to do so. LOL. hajuma quanquan said sulynn very worried for me. hahaha. And i can see wenjie working now. What the hell am i doing? haha. Oh man. pegonhaeyoh. My junsu. ARG. Miss him so much. LOL. Cherie was not in school today. Very quiet. HAHAHA! LOL. then jia ning only came in the afternoon to take exam. Seems like tomorrow there are someone not coming. hais.Don't feel like going school too. URG!!!

KIM PAO CAI MISS KIM JUN SU. :P

3:15 AM
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Pogoshippo haemonim.
Life still goes on...

Hey guys,i am back. LOL. Miss ya all so MUCH! Awww. Thanks for all your care and concern during that period of time. I am fine now and would move on! Hmm. Thanks for all your msg-es. It helped ALOT!! :) Then for hua and vien and jia xuan who came. Thanks ya. My ah ma will bless all of you guys! CINDY and QUANQUAN! Arg.. Thanks for msg-ing me almost everyday.. LOL. MUACKS. HUGS!

On the other hand. The jiahuaSUX in joscelin's blog. WAKE UP!! You have totally no rights to talk about my ah ma. Using your disgusting brains and hands and mouth. Just shut your crap up and get a life. Don't let me find out who you are. We have suspects already. And if i find out who you are, i will put camera around and put your 'beautiful'-ass-like-face everywhere!! So watch out for your face. Might appear just at your block downstairs. HAHAHAHA. Better don't mess around with me!

Will recharge and be back at school. Chiong all the way. YIPPY! HWAITING. Shall make my ah ma proud of me! HWAITING ah ma.

6:16 AM
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I have an urge to post again.. LOL. Friends eh. My ass. Told you. Impossible that nothing is going on. Forget it. Things are not going smoothly for the EA-ers.
We are a bunch of complacent idiots. Don't they think before they say? You mean all? Have you seen how those hard working people in my class study??! NO! So just shut your ass up. Do you think it is so easy?? Pressure are always on us. Then when other classes top the school.. Who the hell ever bother about us? NONE! say until like that. Aren't you superficial too? Don't make it sound as if you know us so well! When you know nothing. 4EA is just a name or a grouping of a class. But behind this 3 letters are so much other stuffs that piles up on us. We are going to rewrite the history of 4EA. Not just are we people who can study, we are not babies. Or monkey see monkey do. We are humans so we have anger! Will show you this year. Make sure you OPEN your eyes big and see. 2007 SSS 4EA. Make me so pissed off that i would not let them belittle us. Just you wait.

Still have to study later. ARG! I am like so BUSY!!! See how good this school organise their things. Practically having a electronics workshop in the middle of the practice exam, changed the eng prac exam from yesterday to today, and we are like only noticed at the last min. WOW. Can't you say earlier? People might have appointments and other stuff. You expect them to wait for your call 24 hours? Somemore expect people to be in class like 1.45? We are dissmissed only at 1.30. 15min to eat. You guys sure gave lots of time eh. Then always blame the students then somethings goes wrong. Clap hands!
*__*!!!

4:12 AM
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Hi there. Very pissed today. Not a good day. ARG!
finally we were caught this morning about firday the 13. What then la. Wana know who the hell gave us away. Say until like all of EA students are complacent!? Ah duh... LOOK AT US la. Where can you find a sense a complacent in us? So shit la. Not as if we don't study right. Pardon me for my ranting and raving. LOL. Though it does not help much.. Punished to memorise the 5 principles for students then tell him then can go. What's the point? Teachers should have this principle too!

Then was chinese. Saw ass teacher... YUCKS. A bit turn off. And my listening compre i got 2 wrong! Wonder if it will affect my whole grade. Hai. Hope it does not.
Hmm. Never went to netball today. LOL. Cannot tell the reason here la. haha.LOL. So embarrassing. OK. Shall end off.
Hope everything goes well again!

1:29 AM
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My sweet, sour, salty.. Memories that belongs to me!

The 2 asses, haha. I don't have :( ate mine long ago. LOL!

So emo la.. hahah

YIKES.

The image is like....





So lame la, When she is doing that in the shop!

Such a HUGE ice-cream cone. lol.

Hmm. This is basically what happened on sunday. haha. Which xiao tu says is sunday the 15. LOL. After the friday the 13. haha. Had a great time with them, bad thing vien and xiao fang fang was not able to join us. hahaha. If not there would be more laughters. haha. Oh yes. there is this food fair going on in TAKA. haha. So cool! I saw all those korean food that i wanted to try long ago. Lol. The food are slightly more expensive, but you can hardly find them in Singapore, so its worth it. I tried only 2 types of korean food till now. LOL. I want to go again! ARG. haha. Ate the rice cake. Oh man. LOve it! hahaha.Really happy la. When i am able to eat it. WOO.

Then went into the food place in TAKA itself. HEEE.. Ate brownie, dango, tori Q, shi lin chicken cutlet. LOL. Like eat eat and eat day. Spent SO much money on eating. It was meant to be a shopping day. But we did not buy a SINGLE thing.LOL. :( A bit not happy. hahahah. Then wanted to study.. But spent our last 1 plus hours watching people play basketball. LOL. A cool match! haha. then took cheek-ka-poom. Must keep all these memories... lol.

Ok. I want to change my life. I would not wanna remain on the place where i stop. Move on and have a change. HEE.. I wanna change the way i live. Live with style. LOL. Hmm.. There are things which are not spoken, that does not mean that we don't mind..

Today was great. Haha. Had PE which was enjoyable!! LOL. Love it. The way we play. Its like looking at it, we are bonding. More and more closely together. Thats the way it should be. Haha. Then the lessons are quite ok. Just that when it comes to physic i cannot tahan and fell asleep. LOL. I still intend to mug later. Hee.
Listening compre. ARG. Fatal blow of the day! haha. Was like a lot of inference question la. Oh man. Didn't know it was that hard.Wonder if we will score. But anyway, since its over, lets not talk about it anymore.. Haha. Tomorrow have netball. LOL. WOnder how the coach would be like. haha. I hope we can win the hougang match before we leave this school. Looks like its our last match. HWAITING! Watching this show called wonderful life. LOL. not bad. haha.

OK. kai-kei-yoh. lol. Ja ne. Have a good night guys! 16, a day after chiu's birhtday! lol.
SORRY a bit late, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl. Hope all your wish come true.LOL.
Good luck for your 'Os'.:)

6:53 AM
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Happy birthday to you chiu!

Things are not going really well. 13/7 friday is really a bad friday. Is this how the world balances? There is a good friday and there are also bad friday. I always like fridays. LOL. But this friday is a TOTAL turn off.

Wanted to celebarte xiao chiu's birthday. But things came out unexpectedly sucky. And it just shows us how teachers are like, or should i say humans? Its like.. When i brought the cake in.. we lended lighter from the security guard. He still wanted a piece of the cake then. Everything was fun and full of excitement till then. When we were in the canteen, saw that assy chinese teacher. He knew that we were there to celebrate, was also saying things like he was jealous or whatever shit. Then jiang you asked if he wanted to join. Then we planned and everything creating stories like jia hua fell down and ask chiu to go see quickly. But chiu was handling her NP stuff, hence we waited for her at the classroom there. WE were gathering at the classroom outside. Then me and xiao tu still went back to take bottle, wanted to pour on chiu de, the assy teacher was there. Then he said. Are you here to play or study. He was like still ok then, not so detestable at the point of time. Then we went back to wait again. Don't know is it the guard or the teacher suddenly possessed or what shit 360 degrees change. The assy teacher came shouting at wen jie they all. Then was SUPER LOUD scared people cannot hear. Wtf la. Do you have to shout?! Then we ran to the back at first. Then think. HE know what, so should be fine. Then we walk back. He spotted us and was like saying: faster go back faster go back in a harsh tone. What is this la. When we were walking into the canteen.. the guard came out to take back his lighter. Why so scared ah? Scared later in trouble also drag you down? Still can laugh laugh laugh at the front door eh? Shit head. Then let him scold scold scold. Then another female teacher came in and say: This is a place for you to study. The whole school is armed. If you trigger anything the alarm might go off and the police will come. But afterall i think she is still ok. Cause her reaction don't disgust me. Only the shit head and assy teacher. THE WORSE PART is when jiang you and xiao jo jo go ask him: teacher, i thought we told you before? His reaction was:NO. WTF!!! As a teacher, the one teaching us some more. Is this the attitude you are trying to induce into us? Telling that when something goes wrong, you have to change your face and scold another person, pushing all the resposibility to the others. WOW. We have learned quite alot. If we are not supposed to do that, in the starting you should have just told us right? What a GOOD TERRIFIC show we have put up for all the people at the night studies.. Clap hands for you man. The guard still take down our names and shit. Why want tell go tell la. I can also say u lend lighter to the students which is also wrong what. ASSHOLE. Cut your act man. Trying to act as if you have authority? Just a guard there what.

But anyway. This terrible night have good ending. Lol. A bunch of us went to heartland mac to 'study' lol. Do you think we can still do it. Then sat together and ate the cake! YEAH! haha. We played with the cream. LOL. thats the reason why i bought cream cake. Haha. Then ran around outside of mac, our faces were full of cream except those who ran off. lol. Then cut it and eat it.haha. It was still ediable. Lol. Then chiu and eunice went off. Haha.
Left us there. Jiang you and k.j.w vien left like also not long after. Then me and ning sat at the table took out the book, asked her 1 math qns and i stopped. lol. Then wen jie and stanley came, we chatted and knew some...hahaa. Hmm. Nice chat guys! Then went home at around 10.55. Thanks xiao tu for waiting the bus with me. haha. Oh ya. met a crazy man there. LOL. was like a VERY WEIRD night. haha. Reached home safely. haha.

Oh ya! And i had this dream last night, a snake attacked me(LOL). Asked park to interpret for me and it says: Snakes appear in your dream when you are not voicing out your opinions, represent uncertainty and deceit. Suspect someone is not to be trusted or when you feel you are being secretly persecuted, unfairly judged or excluded. Often represent conflict with an overbearing person or someone whose behaviour is unacceptable or whose standards you are unwilling to meet.
So damm true man. After this incident, i wonder what is the definition of teacher...

Anyway, xiao chiu. Don't ne guilty over this. Its ok. Lol. Not your fault anyway. lol. Plus, you must have a better birthday to make up for this one. Not good enough for last night. Haha. IN order to have good luck must have a VERY VERY happy birthday. Haha. Hope you liked it! haha. :) i have love and hugs always for you! LOL.
ja ne! Have tuition later.zZz..
:p

10:37 PM
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LOl. So fast it is friday again! Hahaa. Hmm.. Today. Did A math. First time i find it fun to do math. Quite contented that i answered all the questions, or most of it by myself. haha. YEAH! LOL. Like a big deal? lol. No la. Just that i also depend on my friends on place. Now must depend on myself! HWAITING! :) Guys who are lazy like me also have to pull up your socks. Its time to fight.Lets pass with flying colours! Hee.

Then had a very boring assembly. PLayed games with jiang you most of the time la. And xiao tu got scolded by DM. hahah. So funny la. She still don't know and play with her legs or something.Lol. Then we went off to heartland to tabeiru. Ate kimchi!!! LOL. not nice lo. Their desert also not nice. haha. Then went home after searching for some books for xiao tu. OK. Shall end off here. I have to go bathe, pack for nightdy(night studies), then buy cakey for... hahhaa. Then head for school. See you guys my dear. Woo. all wearing jersey! YEAH! A cute class. with cute people.LOL. Don't wanna mention names la. But is da fang.hahhaha. Opps. YUcks.

1:09 AM
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My one and only dearest.





Hey. Its dong bang time again. YEAH. hahha. Hmm. Miss them so much. lol.
How i wish i can get to know them. haha. lol :)

Today was pretty fine. Not much stuff. LOL. Only there is this eating in class thingy. haha. But was like who cares? haha. People stil eat what. E math paper 1 was a killer. The starting was still ok. Until when going to be the middle part i start to pull my hair man. I still got use guessing and anyhow fill in numbers. Ain't i good? haha. lol. :P But its over. So blame it on myself for not working hard enough. Even our smarty in class finds it hard. Then planned to go for night studies. WOO.. haha.
Went to eat at RM first then took bus back to school. I am always the slowest in eating and i don't know why. haha. Then sat there for about 20-30min i did not know what to do. Maybe a bit tired after the whole day of maths and i am like still doing math. Haha. But got back to track and manage to do some questions. haha.Time flew and it was time to say good bye. The last 15min or so, there was this little fly coming and going. haha. just wont give up. Scaring jiang you, cherie, and k.j.w vien. lol. I tried to get rid of it at first, but it attacked me. hahaha. Then i left it alone and it did not find me again. haha.
Then the guards seems tired and started to chase us out. lol. Went back with vien using out foot. haha. Walk home. Then was there chit chatting. haha.

My xiao tu ching gu is like so sad la. Hais. All because of what?? Tsk. ASSHOLE! Why make people's life so miserable. LIke toying with her. If you don't like her then forget it. Woo her, gave her cold shoulder after you have won her heart, then dump her with stupid childish reasons. Now what! Going in and out with another girl. IF you don't like my xiao tu then don't give her false hope. Still say have to know each other more. So much shit? Just keep it to yourself, best if you suffer from constipation. A girlfriend is even worse than a friend? ah duh. Tell me nothing going on with the 2?? Who the HELL would believe la. such an asshole. ARG, just why are guys so gay in the world. Or mayb i restrict it to be in singapore. My junsu not even like that lo. Gosh. PUKE!

P.s: dear xiao tu, don't be sad any more. there are much more other stuffs that are worth your care and concern. people don't appreciate is their problem, there are still us in any case. You are forever not alone. So don't worry. We will walk through storms together. WOO. :) Smile always... Don't frown as you never know who would fell in love with your smile. HEE..
Good night dear girl. Hope you feel better after a night rest.
See ya tomorrow guys. LOVES. JA NE.

8:14 AM
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Hey.. Today's phy was like -_-. haha. paper 2 totally don't know how to do. I think of the 1h45min,i spent like 45min sleeping. Totally don;t know how to do. Then felt super sleepy. Almost fell asleep without completing my paper. ARG. Still thought of working hard. But looking at the situation. I am like. Haha. Ha. Can forget it for the time being. Concentrate on other subjects first. Hee.

OK. Math was like postpone to tomorrow! What the la. And i really hate this school. Always LAST MIN then come and inform you. They expect you to be FREE EVERY SINGLE HOUR! hais. At least say earlier then have time to prepare ma. Now like.. right after physic so tired then have to prepare for tomorrow's math paper. ARG. I can't imagine what life is like when i am going to take my prelim and 'Os'. Later you found me dead while studying.. haha.

Hmmm. my dear xiao tu is quite bothered. Lol. She seems very moody. All because of that ass la. What a player!!! Shit you la. What is wrong? tell me tell me! Do you have to be like this? Say too fast. Then wanna slow down to KNOW each other better. But ah duh. are you sure you wanna slow down and get to know each other better before you start dateing? You like don't even talk to her or what so ever. So you wanna know her better by LOOKING at her? Oh man. Guys are getting bad to worse now adays. And i don't know if it is just me, but i feel that guys now are like quite gay in my eyes. No offence. :)

Ok. Shall end off here. Ja guys. Hwaiting for tomorrow's paper! Still have to study! -..-

3:30 AM
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Hi hi. Back to post. I don't have much time left. So will write up a short one.
Today was fine. Nothing BIG happened or whatever shit. But my math test on measuration was terrible. Lol. Hmm. Quite worried for my phy, now the time is 9.13. I am like still at unit 5. I have 15 units , which makes me have 20 more to go! What the la. Hais. Might not be able to sleep. Surviving on caffine.. Oh my. Health would deteriorate! haha.

Ok. going off soon. have to like try to get as much things in my small brain as possible. Even if all the facts over flow i will still squeeze it in! lol. Craps. haha. Cherie is so lame today. Haha. Just when she was about to join in and play i blowed the whistle and ended the game. Cherie! I did not do it on purpose. REALLY! Cause is bell say she is tired then i blow de. Hee. Stop saying i betrayed you. Haha.

K, good luck for tomorrow's exam. If you feel bored while studying you can msg me. Lol. Then we can chat and study together through out the lonely night. haha. See ya!

6:09 AM
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Its me!

Ok. This is practically the whole of my weekend. hee. Enjoyed so much with those bunch of girls. haha. xiao tu, quanquan, jiang you(hua), k.j.w vien and lastly myself. haha.

Hmmm. cindy made me put my thinking cap on. Though i might not have much brains for study but that does not mean i am not capable of studying. hahaha. Thanks for your encouragement quanquan. haha.
Friendship, the older it grows the stronger it is.
Friendship is like a garden. The more you put into it, the more you get out of it.
Friends are those who bring us rainbows after walking hand-in-hand through the storms.
Is friendship that fragile? to me it might be not. But to others.. it is a different case. I have a lot of good friends around me. I really love the feeling and thank you guys for being there for me when i needed you. Memories are always keep in my heart. You guys left foot prints which i will take with me forever. The sweet you.. half more year left. Lets cherish the moments together. Its destiny for us to meet. We are fated to know each other. There are reasons behind it. So when you argue with your friends. Think again. Is it the bad side that you see only? I LOVE YOU guys very much. Thanks for helping when i am feeling troubled or bored or tired or sick or whatever reasons!

This wed have physics test. Have to mug hard for my dear ah ma. No matter what. I don't want to disappoint her. HWAITING KIM. My future lies in my hands. Don't give up. Let's do it. Don't let others belittle us. Prove to them we are capable of the seats in EA. JIA YOU! 'Os' i am coming!
ja ne guys. Have to go read up on phy. Too much to study but too little time. don't lose hope yet. Nights.

6:17 AM
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Hey there. haha. Was so happy that there was no SRP for me!! Hurray.. Haha. It was chem SRP so i need not go. YEAH! Then went home early. LOL Ate with hua at RM. Heehee. Hmm.. Then shop for something for my ah ma. See if there are anythings she can eat. Then bought i don't know what is that in english. haha. Thanks hua! For telling me what to buy. haha. We walked to my house and chat chat. haha. Used comp for a while to search for pretty ladies. haha. LOL. Then cheek-ka-poom for a while and she went home. hais. Loves to cheek-ka-poom recently! haha.

OK. Feel like going out tomorrow. Hee. I want go orchard shop shop shop!!! haha. BUt hua don't want go with sch uniform and heavy bags, but she also never bring bag. haha. And hmm... Want go buy some stuffs.. haha.

I want netball training. I really miss netball like --------------------------- this much. hahha. But then trainings kept on canceled. Plus we are playing against hougang sec. Even though it is a friendly match, but its like it might be our last match as a team! have to be serious a bit. K. Going ah ma house. Ja people!

3:52 AM
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Annyong! haha. had e math SRP practice exam today. lol. Not well done. had 2 pages which i don't know how to do. So haha... Not sure how many marks gone. Then was like i finished the whole paper in an hour. But we had 2 hours. So i spent some time going through all those stuff that i did not attempt. Hais. What a long and hot day! Oh man. Is it going to be the end of the world soon? Global warming. Don't use so much plastic bags!! haha.

I am like so busy these few weeks.. and i think i will still be busy for the next few weeks and months.. AAAHHH. Homework and so much other stuffs. hmmm.. Visited my grandma. she seems better.. Will still see her more often!

We are starting to have night studies starting from next week. Hmm. Not sure if i am going to sttend all. Cos i still have to see my grandma! Life is going to be so much different then my relaxed life. Gotta play now, before i can't do it any more and get down to serious business. haha. How i wish there are no exams, people don't need to face stress, lesser people goes crazy. Isn't this great!

Shall end here. Recently felt that my life is lack of flavour. lol. salt and pepper might do the trick. haha. -_-'' OK. Feel like going out this friday!!!!!!!!!! My trapped beast want to break free. haha. say until like.. *..*
ja ne!

2:37 AM
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Hey hey. I am back home. haha. Tomorrow is my last youth day! haha. YEAH is because it is a holiday. BOO. because it is out last. haha.

Had a very good chat with cindy that night. Hmm.. haha. we are closer by one step. lol. I like when people confide in me. Feels like i can understand and know the person more. Sorry for the poor reception. Hee. My ah ma house the reception not good. Have to find a feng shui place to talk. LOl. if not cannot hear you. haha. i don't like the superficial friend feeling. Like.. we only talk without real feelings. Then when it comes to serious matters, i don't know who to turn to. But its ok. I know that i have friends who care!! YEAH! haha.

SHIT! I am growing fatter. haha. Must cut cut cut on what i eat. Don't dare to eat meat now. hais. I wanna go out tomorrow. haha. I wanna buy a netball. Lol. Really miss it. So buy one then i can play to relieve stress. Stil have not finish my homework.. Should i go study or shopping tomorrow? Hmm.. such a hard decision!!

Woo. Love super junior more and more. haha. They are super cute. EH. but i still like my dong bang. haha. Heechul, eetuek, shin dong, sungmin, eunhyuk(xiah good friend) haha. and many more. They are like so cute. Hais. Why so different from guys around me? And they are like so far away from me. hahaa. How i wish i can just put them in my pocket. ARG. Miss me xiah. Heard from park that they are recording the SM summer album. Hai. When can i see him. haha. The sight of him makes me drool. But have to suck it back. Cannot leave a bad impression.hahahha.

Ok la. shall end my lame stuff and fantasy. going to sleep real soon. Oh ya. I find this quite true. Laughing is not easy. So cherish the laughing moments. Laugh all you can. (meaning finding something that you can laugh about is not easy. unless you have me around. hahaha)

ja ne. have a good night guys!

6:32 AM
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